weird feeling...

ok so 2 days lalu i was at a b-party for my bff and our other Friends and it was at a hotel we were staying at the hotel overnight. it turns out that my crush was staying at the same hotel! i ran into our hotel room and my Friends followed me in the room. they asked me y ran in the room and i told them y and my bff ran out sejak where my crush was and asked him if he wanted to ask me out and he berkata "y dont u ask her for me?" AAAHHHHHH!!! MY Friends forced me out of the room and im very shy so i run and jump into the pool. it turns out he is in the pool also and all of my friend! i finally went over sejak him and we talked in and out of the pool for at least the rest of the afternoon and the hari after. he held my hand and berkata things to me that nobody has ever berkata to me. it felt good but my mom wont let me tarikh till im 16 so we agreed to keep it a secret. and he is my first boyfriend ever!!!! now im utama and im getting this feeling that is really weird. its like im really happy and im terrorfied at the same time....i dont get it