Bella angsa, swan

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Edward wrapped the blood filled vial around his porselin neck, and grinned, looking up at me with those beautiful golden eyes. Only he could make me feel this weak. It never fails - his breathtaking beauty always makes my stone cold, rock hard body feel like warm jello.

Before I was turned, I wanted to do something special. Something that would remind me of who I am, atau was. Something for Edward. I also wanted to know exactly how I smelled as a human. I wanted to know what the big deal was. I nearly fainted when I poked myself. I began to shake as I let each...

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knew the topic would come up at some point. Although I didn’t want to, we had to talk about leaving Forks. This town is becoming saturated with soalan about us. About what we are. It is becoming almost painfully obvious that we are… different.

Carlisle was working an early morning shift at the hospital recently when an elderly lady, a Forks local, was rushed in. She was having a hati, tengah-tengah attack. However, Under Carlile’s care, she managed to survive, of course. When Carlisle returned to her room to check on her one last time before returning home, she...

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I’m completely astounded sejak Jasper’s control. For the longest time, he struggled to adjust to the ‘vegetarian’ diet. To be completely honest, I wasn’t sure if he would ever entirely gain full control over his thirst. In reality, none of us can guarantee that we’ll always be able to control the overwhelming, burning, blistering thirst - but Jasper definitely had the most difficult time… until now.

I went hunting with Jasper today, alone. Edward and Alice had gone together the hari before. I wasn’t thirsty at the time, though, so I stayed back...

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Edward and I have been spending lebih time alone lately. It was beginning to feel like we never spent time alone, just the two of us. I began to miss the nights Edward would come through my window and sit on my katil with me until I fell asleep. In the morning he’d do a good job of making me turn bright red when he would tell me what I was saying in my sleep, too. It was always his name I called, though, and I wasn’t ashamed.

The best thing about not having to sleep, is that there’s lebih time to be awake with Edward. I would feel like a weak, diminutive...

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The familiar downward slanting alley gave me vague flashbacks of a time when I was lebih fragile, human. Edward kept himself one pace ahead of me, protectively, holding my hand the entire time. He’s still just as protective of me as he was when I was a fragile, weak human. Feeling his hand sewn into mine was about the only thing at this point that was keeping me from plowing down the two cloaked men ahead of us and running to find Renesmee, destroying everyone in my path. I couldn’t do anything to put her fragile life in jeopardy, though.

We came to the...

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Edward had seen how much I’ve been hurting over the past while over Charlie’s shooting. He could see every emotion flow through me, from confusion, to anger. He could also see how hard I was trying to conceal those very emotions, to keep them hidden from Nessie. I never want to make her worry.
Earlier today Nessie showed Edward and I her thoughts. When she touched us we saw her, Charlie, Jacob, Edward and myself gathered in Charlie’s living room. Charlie looked healthy, and happy. We were all laughing and having a good time. It was a simple thought,...