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I'm sorry for what you're going through; I'm still trying to get through depression as well. It's okay to cry; it's actually good for you. And nothing's wrong with listening to a sad song, but anda don't want it to make anda sad all the time. Try listening to other songs; happy songs too. Write down how anda feel in a journal. Write down/ think about things that make anda happy and smile. Look at old pictures that make anda happy. Think about all the fun things anda will do/ can do in the future. And always know there is hope. No suffering lasts forever. I don't know if it is God atau Satan anda hear, but your family members aren't going to die if anda listen to a song. God wants anda to be happy, but He's not going to punish anda if you're not. Above all, just pray and spend time with God. And know He's got anda in His arms, protecting and loving you.

I agree with what para-scence said. However, I don't think it's God that is saying those things to you. God wouldn't do that. He's not a God that enjoys inflicting pain, even though He does allow bad things to happen in our lives to bring us closer to Him.

Crying is essential in life. It's actually very healthy. Humans need to cry in order to let out built-up emotions, because it's not good to keep emotions bottled up inside.

Did anda know that everyone goes through a thing called spiritual warfare? Spiritual warfare occurs when one is trying to decide right from wrong and what to believe and what not to believe. It's a tug-of-war kind of situation, where God is trying to lead anda one way, and Satan is trying to lead anda another way.

Now, that being said, I want anda to think about this. In one way atau another, Satan tries to lead anda down the wrong path. He fills your hati, tengah-tengah with doubt. He tries to corrupt your mind with fear in order to turn anda away from God. If he sees even a little bit of doubt in your heart, he'll try to grab onto that and use it to his advantage to lead anda astray.

Satan does this because he knows that if he can make anda doubtful atau scared, he can control anda and lead anda away from God. Don't let him do that. This fear may be Satan's way of manipulating you. Don't give him that kind of power. Read the Bible. Put on the Armor of God and fight Satan off.

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This is all a part of spiritual warfare. Everyone has gone through it, and I have, too. Remember that you're not alone. God is looking out for you. He's not going to kill a family member of yours just because anda want to listen to a sad song. That's Satan trying to fill your hati, tengah-tengah with paranoia, in the hopes that you'll lose faith in God. God loves you. He sent his Son to die for you. The punishment he suffered on the menyeberang, cross was the penalty for YOUR sins.

He loves anda SO much. Don't let your fear blind anda from that. Here's a video that explains what Satan tries to do in spiritual warfare. Read the link that I gave to anda up above, and if anda have any lebih questions, feel free to ask me. (= I've been taught in the ways of the Bible since I was little. I know a lot.

God bless!

i have a voice in my head too. it tells me that i'm never good enough for anything. thats when i tell i to shut up. anda need to cry to release a poison within your body. don't listen to that voice. crying atau listening to a sad song will not make anda lose a family member.

I am sorry to hear that thingsare so rough. I understand a bit about depression myself. I don't ever force myself to cry- no. I just don't cry a lot. Maybe it is good that anda want to cry, get it out, but I would let it happen naturally, maybe as anda talk about it atau pour your hati, tengah-tengah out to God atau a friend. Dealing with our feelings are esstential. Hearing voices isn't good. Although, I do believe God can & does speak to people both audibly & inwardly - but what He says woudl never ever be out of character. One thing about God, He IS consistent. His character does not waiver either.

I don't know why anda would hear that a family mem would die if anda listen to a sad song, but that is very disconcerting. Please don't kill anyone. Even that fear isn't good. Plus if something like that happened outside of your actions atau your control, then there is nothing anda can do one way atau the other- it is their time and a listening to a song atau not will not alter that. Please seek professional help if anda need it and find someone who can help anda safely release your tears... I have trusted God for a long time for that when I had no one else I could go to atau trust. I may have let myself down, atau people let me down, but He never has. :)