I wrote this listening to Gollum's Song, sung sejak Karliene Renolds. I don't know why, I just felt like doing this.
It's so dark. I can't see. I have no one.
No one cares enough to try.
I'm sobbing now, along with the storm overhead. They lied. they berkata they cared. I can't go back.
I can feel it coming. No Friends tried to find me.
Goodbye.
They didn't try for me.
Don't cry for me. you're too late. anda hurt me. anda blamed me everything. I can never go home.
I am lost. I will never go home.
It's so dark. I can't see. I have no one.
No one cares enough to try.
I'm sobbing now, along with the storm overhead. They lied. they berkata they cared. I can't go back.
I can feel it coming. No Friends tried to find me.
Goodbye.
They didn't try for me.
Don't cry for me. you're too late. anda hurt me. anda blamed me everything. I can never go home.
I am lost. I will never go home.
I don’t think I could ever Cinta someone like I loved you
anda are my first and last Cinta
anda go I go
anda stay I stay
And anda might think that’s weird but that’s the way it goes
That’s the way Cinta is
And no matter how hard we try to let go
anda will always find your self coming back.
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Let’s go on a first date
Where it’s cold in the night
So anda can hold me close in your arms really tight.
Let’s wait for the train.
And if it starts to rains anda can be my shelter.
I will tell anda my feelings and anda will tell me yours.
We can laugh and Ciuman and imagine always being like this.
And when the train comes
anda can take me home
I will let anda hold my hand until we arrive to my doorstep.
Were we will say our goodbyes?
And with a touch anda give me
I will be satisfied.
anda are my first and last Cinta
anda go I go
anda stay I stay
And anda might think that’s weird but that’s the way it goes
That’s the way Cinta is
And no matter how hard we try to let go
anda will always find your self coming back.
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Let’s go on a first date
Where it’s cold in the night
So anda can hold me close in your arms really tight.
Let’s wait for the train.
And if it starts to rains anda can be my shelter.
I will tell anda my feelings and anda will tell me yours.
We can laugh and Ciuman and imagine always being like this.
And when the train comes
anda can take me home
I will let anda hold my hand until we arrive to my doorstep.
Were we will say our goodbyes?
And with a touch anda give me
I will be satisfied.
pain fills my hati, tengah-tengah and brings me to the darkside where I reside for awhile. Until I'm grabbed sejak the hand and pulled out sejak a so-called friend who just pushes me back in and leaves me to cry in the darkest corner of my heart. I feel like I'm being ripped apart, limb sejak limb, every string of my hati, tengah-tengah played sejak the devil's hand. I feel like I'm not whole, like I'm nothing without him. The one one who killed his best friend, the one who left me alone, I didn't know how to swim. All I want is him to come back and hurt me again. He was my only friend, atau so I thought, but when he slapped me across my face, that's emotion anda can't replace and I faced it everyday atau so for a tahun and a half. Don't try to sympathize because I know with my hati, tengah-tengah and soul that anda will leave and let me go with crappy bittersweet goodbyes...
Black roses;
They became the Ros that where once red,
They became this Black when my hati, tengah-tengah bled,
They Represent my Sorrows,
They represent the path my hati, tengah-tengah follows,
Black roses;
the symbol of my heart,
this is what it became, once i fell apart
Black roses,
there's a beauty hidden in this Darkened rose,
as it Stands innocently Maintaining its pose,
A beauty that Attracts those who have gone astray,
it frees them of thier hearts pain,
Black roses;
So beautiful anda are,
Your as raidient as a shining star
Razor blade roses,
free me of your grip,
as your sharp ends are causing my skin to split,
Theres nothing like this pain,
but for this moment, i will let the blood rain,
the beauty pours from its core,
Spreading eagerly across its Petal covered floors,
Pain becomes pleasure,
As this rose is tempting me with its beauty,
free me from your grip,
and let the blades slip
i hpoe anda like them (:
They became the Ros that where once red,
They became this Black when my hati, tengah-tengah bled,
They Represent my Sorrows,
They represent the path my hati, tengah-tengah follows,
Black roses;
the symbol of my heart,
this is what it became, once i fell apart
Black roses,
there's a beauty hidden in this Darkened rose,
as it Stands innocently Maintaining its pose,
A beauty that Attracts those who have gone astray,
it frees them of thier hearts pain,
Black roses;
So beautiful anda are,
Your as raidient as a shining star
Razor blade roses,
free me of your grip,
as your sharp ends are causing my skin to split,
Theres nothing like this pain,
but for this moment, i will let the blood rain,
the beauty pours from its core,
Spreading eagerly across its Petal covered floors,
Pain becomes pleasure,
As this rose is tempting me with its beauty,
free me from your grip,
and let the blades slip
i hpoe anda like them (: