hi , i was hoping someone could help me im look for a personal experience i want to be drawn the way anda see me ,

im a mother a fiance a carer , i struggle everyday with a lot of things e.i depression, anxiety, ptsd . ive fought to survive in an abusive utama im surprised to be where i am now . it will take me the rest of my life to find a good place but i'll never stop fighting . i had to send my son to another state to live with his grandmother in law due to the fact i cant work ( it kills me to see my fiance work for the both of us and know its going to take such a long time to get stable for our boy) . after being threatened sejak my cancer riddled father whilst i was pregnant and taking care of him and his 2 young children and very addicted girlfriend , i had to cut all contact with all the people ive been trying to make Cinta me when they already should. so with no support system and being to scared to ask for help . it became a lot . sometimes its hard to feel strong . atau think of what anda might seem like to others . id truly appreciate it if anda had the time, could anda please draw me . thank anda for listening to my story and please never feel bad . i could never , not with whats going on in the world so many went hungrier so many didnt make it through . i send my empathy to them .