Hope anda enjoy. This is Nasihat out for those with this..
I'm in process of making a YouTube channel and put out my songs. When I do... I'll link it out.
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Cheated.
[rap]
Like a wound atau a burn, it's gonna make anda learn.
I saved and forgave, never forget.
But what I'm about to say is worth the fit,
cause it's ancient art even if it even happened to anda yesterday atau a whole week to come pass.
'Can't press pause and play back, because the moment is now.
Can't get it back from the grave.'
I think anda should promote it.
Even if your too late, atau the cause of this blurry eyed fate.
I lived life now and didn't look back at the ones I Cinta who caused me such pure 'hate'.
But let's get out with the truth.
I know it's not that at all, and that I must have done something wrong.
I only get an 'I'm sorry' and never a good explanation of why we're stuck in a rut.
Sure it was some crazy stuff, but I wasn't enough.
That's when I begin to worry if I was ever good enough.
I fear that everything we strived is no longer alive.
Is there even an 'us' atau am I left here to die?
I try to over come these thoughts in my head but all that comes is that pisau instead.
The moments know, can't get it back from the grave even if your in so much pain.
So I live on for another day, with all new troubles to await, but I will never forget.
Only to give anda some Cinta and respect, even if anda don't deserve my whole hati, tengah-tengah effect.
Because of your actions, Cinta is a target, got to hit it just right.
Repeat now, and go on and play back is the wrong way even for today.
Because life's not the greatest thing to watch but its not channel to change.
anda cheated and let things over heat, like the hati, tengah-tengah in my chest.
Did anda assume this was chess!
But when anda got caught, surely as hell I anda flipped out.
While my pisau slipped off from the hati, tengah-tengah as I was caught in the middle.
I saved and forgave, but never forget..
Like a wound atau a burn, it's a lesson learned.
~
I've bruised my lip with kind words,
but wait- cut the smack. Don't give me that.
I've punched the dinding possibly had it all,
nearly wanted to go blow myself from it all.
But I simply couldn't do that, because there is lebih out in the world who fight and struggle like I do so come on!
I've bruised the upper parts of my wrist,
couldn't sleep so I gave in,
and wrote this with a beating heart.
Well, I think it's beating.
If it is, it's probably pissed off at anda man and wants to jump off a ledge, but I berkata no.
And wrote on, just like how I did.
I've done so much for you, maybe even lebih than I should have.
Didn't even soalan atau check way.
But anda did this because she was suicidal?
Man, my best friend died because of losing his idol!
Making anda sick to think of this?
I'm sure but I have to overcome this,
so it's harder for me then it is for you,
but I am not saying that anda don't feel anything too.
But let's get serious, and talk about this.
I loved anda with all my hati, tengah-tengah and look were it is!
Somebody call the ambulance
I think I've had enough
lock me in and don't let me out,
I never wanna Cinta again, nor just be friends.
I don't know where I killed this Cinta of anda and I, my dear.
I'm just upset,
I think I've had enough.
anda want peace, well so did I.
Kind of think about it,
isn't that the reason why I loved you?
Isn't that the reason why we were so happy? Cause I never pulled this kind of shit!
~
I Cinta you, and anda know that.
But in my defense,
anda don't deserve it.
I want to stay with anda until the end,
not the end of this message that is,
but for life.
I'm sorry if the words I berkata stabbed anda in the heart,
the shiny knight killed the light that I so rightfully earn.
I hope this is a lesson learned.
So you've probably decided who anda want to be with.
Not me, if so, this is some crazy shit.
I shouldn't even let anda choose,
and drink a little lebih boose.
But I'm not that kind of girl,
I'll do anything for the ones that I Cinta and some how anda come above myself.
Only to give is what I like to do,
but this is nothing too blue,
because I hate reciving things like this especially from you.
I've never been hurt so bad,
so at night,
that knight gave all he had.
He run all over my wrist, thighs and hips.
I think I've finally stopped bleeding,
and anda better believe it.
I do this for anda and not for me,
crazy shit. Can anda believe?
anda thought it would be okay,
if anda played a long with her,
did anda enjoy the guilt and the bitter?
I was there when she made you,
even after a fucking loved one died.
Oh what, I think that was me.
Good guess,
the knight shined so bitterly.
He even said, "lets play the trickery."
But I didn't do it, not for anda atau for me.
Only for the little TY that I am about see.
~
[Message to you]
Ros are Red,
Violets are blue.
I didn't leave you,
like how she 'really' planned to do.
I'm in process of making a YouTube channel and put out my songs. When I do... I'll link it out.
-----
Cheated.
[rap]
Like a wound atau a burn, it's gonna make anda learn.
I saved and forgave, never forget.
But what I'm about to say is worth the fit,
cause it's ancient art even if it even happened to anda yesterday atau a whole week to come pass.
'Can't press pause and play back, because the moment is now.
Can't get it back from the grave.'
I think anda should promote it.
Even if your too late, atau the cause of this blurry eyed fate.
I lived life now and didn't look back at the ones I Cinta who caused me such pure 'hate'.
But let's get out with the truth.
I know it's not that at all, and that I must have done something wrong.
I only get an 'I'm sorry' and never a good explanation of why we're stuck in a rut.
Sure it was some crazy stuff, but I wasn't enough.
That's when I begin to worry if I was ever good enough.
I fear that everything we strived is no longer alive.
Is there even an 'us' atau am I left here to die?
I try to over come these thoughts in my head but all that comes is that pisau instead.
The moments know, can't get it back from the grave even if your in so much pain.
So I live on for another day, with all new troubles to await, but I will never forget.
Only to give anda some Cinta and respect, even if anda don't deserve my whole hati, tengah-tengah effect.
Because of your actions, Cinta is a target, got to hit it just right.
Repeat now, and go on and play back is the wrong way even for today.
Because life's not the greatest thing to watch but its not channel to change.
anda cheated and let things over heat, like the hati, tengah-tengah in my chest.
Did anda assume this was chess!
But when anda got caught, surely as hell I anda flipped out.
While my pisau slipped off from the hati, tengah-tengah as I was caught in the middle.
I saved and forgave, but never forget..
Like a wound atau a burn, it's a lesson learned.
~
I've bruised my lip with kind words,
but wait- cut the smack. Don't give me that.
I've punched the dinding possibly had it all,
nearly wanted to go blow myself from it all.
But I simply couldn't do that, because there is lebih out in the world who fight and struggle like I do so come on!
I've bruised the upper parts of my wrist,
couldn't sleep so I gave in,
and wrote this with a beating heart.
Well, I think it's beating.
If it is, it's probably pissed off at anda man and wants to jump off a ledge, but I berkata no.
And wrote on, just like how I did.
I've done so much for you, maybe even lebih than I should have.
Didn't even soalan atau check way.
But anda did this because she was suicidal?
Man, my best friend died because of losing his idol!
Making anda sick to think of this?
I'm sure but I have to overcome this,
so it's harder for me then it is for you,
but I am not saying that anda don't feel anything too.
But let's get serious, and talk about this.
I loved anda with all my hati, tengah-tengah and look were it is!
Somebody call the ambulance
I think I've had enough
lock me in and don't let me out,
I never wanna Cinta again, nor just be friends.
I don't know where I killed this Cinta of anda and I, my dear.
I'm just upset,
I think I've had enough.
anda want peace, well so did I.
Kind of think about it,
isn't that the reason why I loved you?
Isn't that the reason why we were so happy? Cause I never pulled this kind of shit!
~
I Cinta you, and anda know that.
But in my defense,
anda don't deserve it.
I want to stay with anda until the end,
not the end of this message that is,
but for life.
I'm sorry if the words I berkata stabbed anda in the heart,
the shiny knight killed the light that I so rightfully earn.
I hope this is a lesson learned.
So you've probably decided who anda want to be with.
Not me, if so, this is some crazy shit.
I shouldn't even let anda choose,
and drink a little lebih boose.
But I'm not that kind of girl,
I'll do anything for the ones that I Cinta and some how anda come above myself.
Only to give is what I like to do,
but this is nothing too blue,
because I hate reciving things like this especially from you.
I've never been hurt so bad,
so at night,
that knight gave all he had.
He run all over my wrist, thighs and hips.
I think I've finally stopped bleeding,
and anda better believe it.
I do this for anda and not for me,
crazy shit. Can anda believe?
anda thought it would be okay,
if anda played a long with her,
did anda enjoy the guilt and the bitter?
I was there when she made you,
even after a fucking loved one died.
Oh what, I think that was me.
Good guess,
the knight shined so bitterly.
He even said, "lets play the trickery."
But I didn't do it, not for anda atau for me.
Only for the little TY that I am about see.
~
[Message to you]
Ros are Red,
Violets are blue.
I didn't leave you,
like how she 'really' planned to do.