Its Monday now… Its about almost noon it also almost time for your break. anda glance out your window and see I familiar face its Marshall. *Oh great* anda think to yourself, anda try to block your face so he wouldn’t notice you. He walks in and walks up to Wanda.
“Uh.. Hello?” she asks turning to Marshall. “Can I help anda with something?” she asks.
“Yeah is uh.. Abby in?” he asks. anda stare at the both of them glaring.
“Yep, shes in there,” Wanda says pointing to your office. He smiles and walks into your office.
“Hello,” he says and sits in a chair.
“What do anda want, why are anda here, and how the hell did anda find out where I worked?” anda ask irritated with his presents.
“To see you, because…and your son,” he says.
“Ugh, Jake,” anda mumble under your breath.
“Look, I can tell anda might like me,” he says.
“No, no I don’t,” anda say then flip though a pile of papers on your desk.
“Yeah, sure, I can see it in your eyes,” he says with a smile.
“Well, you’re wrong, cuz I don’t like you,” anda say. “I have no interest in anda and your stupid raping and fame shit,” anda say. “Now if you’ll excuse me I have work to do,” anda say. “And I know for a fact anda don’t need a fuckin loan so shoo,” anda say to him as if he was a fly.
“Well that was rude,” Marshall says. “Here I am tryin to be nice, and you’re tellin me to ‘shoo’,” he says sort of sad but mad at the same time. anda glare at him like get the fuck outta my fucking office NOW. “Alright then, but someday, I tell you, I WILL have you,” he says putting lebih emphasis on the word ‘will’. He stands up and leaves the office.
“Oh God,” anda say in discus even thinking about a life with that…just… makes anda sick. anda catch yourself watching him walk out and go to his car. anda quickly look away then stare at your desk. Wanda walks in the door..
“Ok tell me, why was Eminem just in your office?” she asks.
“Hes a fuckin creeper stalker, and I don’t like him. He likes me and its odd,” anda say.
“Uh well call the cops on him” she says.
“Cuz that will do anything. The guy is Eminem he can get outta every fuckin thing possible,” anda say… “Besides he hasn’t hurt anyone…yet,” anda say.
“You’re gonna get anda keldai in trouble,” Wanda says. “I gotta go before anda know how comes and yells,” she says and leaves.
“See yea!” anda call after her.
“Yeah!” she yells back, anda watch her walks to the front cuz anda have nothing to do. (ha)
FFW HOME>>>
anda walk in the door and go straight to your room. anda look at the clock its 7pm. anda grab your pj’s and go into the bathroom to take a shower. After anda finish your pancuran, pancuran mandian anda go downstairs. Jake is watching MTV. *Great they better not play that fuckin idiot atau I swear I might break that TV* anda think to yourself trying not to tunjuk rage in your face. “Hey mom?” Jake asks looking up at you.
“What?” anda yawn.
“Can I meet Hailie at the part tomorrow just to hang atau whatever?” he asks.
“I dong care,” anda say then sneeze. “Damn. Ugh… What do anda want for dinner?” anda ask after anda recover from your sneezing skills.
“Pizza? Can we order?” he asks. anda smile. (lol first typed piss instead of pizza lol)
Its around 9pm now.. Your cell rings… “Oh look who decided to call,” is the first thing anda say when anda answer the phone.
“Um, look Im sorry. But I couldn’t handle seeing anda suffer,” he says.
“Suffer? I thought everything was fine,” anda say. He sighs…
“I thought anda knew, but anda just didn’t say anything,” he says.
“Know what?” anda ask confused.
“I was.. Still am having an affair with Jill from work,” he says like its nothing.
“Why do anda say that like its ok?” anda say trying not cry.
“Im sorry but I Cinta this woman!” he yells.
“I thought anda loved me?” anda ask starting to cry now.
“Well not no more,” he says. “I jus..”
“Fuck anda motherfucker!” anda scream at him and hang up the phone. He calls back… “Stop it! Don’t anda ever call me ever again anda fucking bastard. I hate you! Just leave me alone! I should have noticed the damn signs I guess Im just too stupid. But anda were stupid enough to go do it! Now I hate anda and so does your ONLY son. Good fucking job anda fucking dumb fucker!” anda scream into the phone and hang up. anda sit here a while and he don’t call back. anda don’t know weather to keep crying atau stop and just let it go. anda decide to let it go, hes just a stupid guy. But now anda don’t know if anda can trust guys again, anda decide not to get involved with a guy again just be single. Sense they are all the same lame assholes. anda go to katil early that night, and anda quickly fall asleep.
anda wake up to your cell ringing. “Hello?” anda ask yawing.
“Sorry, did I wake you?” asks the man on the other end.
“Yeah who is this?” anda ask confused.
“Marshall,” he says.
“Ah! How the fuck did anda get my number!?” anda scream at him.
“Uh phone books, some of them have cell numbers in there anda know,” he says anda can tell he is smiling for some reason.
“Well please don’t call me,” anda say. He sighs.
“Whats wrong with me?” he asks.
“Well its because of who anda are. And what I’ve been though the past few days,” anda say. He sighs again.
“Come on, Im not what I say I am in my songs, theres another side to me,” he says.
“Look, just please stop it its not worth both of atau lives to go though all this shit, so just please leave me alone for the rest of our lives,” anda say. He sighs and hangs up the phone. anda close your phone and sigh yourself. Its about time for anda to go to work but anda don’t feel like it. anda call in then turn off your cell and go back to sleep.
Its 10am when anda wake up. “Jake?” anda yell from your bathroom but no answer. Then anda remember he was gonna go to the park to meet Hailie. anda finish in the bathroom then anda turn on your phone. anda have a text from Marshall. “Im sorry about before, but I like you. And I just wanna take anda out to dinner, just once,” anda close your phone without answering back. anda get another text soon after. “You there?”
“Look, Im not ready for this. And I have no intrest in anda whatsoever,” anda text back.
“Ok fine, but that’s not gonna stop me. I really like you. And I never give up,” he texts back.
“Oh anda persistent young man, *shakes head* I don’t give up either. So good luck with your ‘plans’ with me atau w.e anda got goin on,” anda text back.
“Correct me if Im wrong but it kinda sounded like anda was flirting with me for a bit there,” he texts back adding a =] at the end.
“No, that’s not flirting,” anda text back….
“Seems like it,” he says back.
“Go away Im done,” anda text him back getting annoyed. He don’t text back. anda sit there and think for a while. *How many days has it been hmm Saturday - Monday… but no contact Sunday… oh and today Tuesday… three days of contact with the fucking idiot. When is he gonna stop! She so annoying! Hes not even my type. Hes to rough and shit like that. Ok Stop STOP THINKING ABOUT THE FUCKER* anda yell in your head. “I have to promise myself not to think about him,” anda mumble to yourself. “ARG! UGH!” anda scream then run downstiars and turn on the TV. “This ain’t gonna help,” anda say and turn off the TV… The door opens and in walks Jake and Hailie. anda jump… up and look at them.
“Hello mom, did we scare you?” Jake asks.
“No, I was deep in thought,” anda say.
“Oh what were anda thinking about?” Jake asks.
“Nothing!” anda say quickly.
“Fine, we’re gonna have pizza then,” Jake says and they both leave the room.
FFW seterusnya SUNDAY….about a week later>>>
anda sitting at him relaxing when theres a knock at the door. “Who is it?” anda yell.
“Its Marshall. Please answer the door,” Marshall yells. anda slowly get up not knowing what to do, he knows your there so anda just cant go away. anda don’t wanna talk to him so anda run away an hide in your room…
MARSHALL POV>>>
anda stand there and knock again. “Hello?! I know you’re in there! Open the door!” anda yell. anda keep knocking then wait for about 30 seconds. Then try the doorknob again. It opens. “Oh,” anda say and walk in. “Hello!?” anda yell.
ABBY POV>>>
“Oh shit, hes in the house,” anda whisper to yourself. anda hear footsteps coming upstairs.
“I know you’re in here somewhere I heard you! Don’t try and hid from me!” he yells. anda just stand there in your room not knowing what to do really. The door flys open and there stands the idiot. He stares at you. “I found you. Why have anda been avoiding me?” he asks. “I’ve been calling anda and trying to text anda and see anda at work but anda never get back to me,” he says.
“Ah shut up! I feel like your stalking me, I don’t like it you’re scaring me!” anda yell and start to cry, he grabs anda and holds anda in his arms.
“AH NO!” anda yell pushing him away.
“Wait, whats wrong?” he asks.
“This whole thing, its not working,” anda yell still crying. He tries to hold anda again. “No please don’t do this, don’t touch me. Just leave me alone,” anda cry.
“I don’t wanna leave anda alone. I cant,” he says like hes about to cry himself…
“Well stop, I need time to think. Please leave,” anda cry. He sighs a crying like sigh.
“Fine, I’ll go,” he says sadly and walks away leaving the room. anda cry as anda watch him leave. That was very awkward and anda liked it, anda liked being held sejak him. But anda don’t wanna be in a relationship especially with him. anda don’t want to believe the anda like him. You’re crying as anda think this. anda remember the anda can see the driveway from your bedroom window. anda stand up still crying and look out the window. Marshall is sitting in his car in the driveway still. anda put your right hand on the window. anda don’t want him to leave but then again anda don’t wanna like him so anda want him to leave and never come back. anda keep watching him. He sits there like hes hesitating to leave its like hes contemplating weather to leave atau come back up. anda watch him still crying. He sits there for about 5 minutes. Finally he starts the car and pulls out the driveway.
“Im sorry,” anda whisper so soft anda can barely even hear yourself. anda slowly walk away and go sit on the bed. “NO!” anda yell. “I don’t want theres feelings,” anda say to yourself. “I cant like someone like Marshall,” anda say. anda wipe your eyes and try to make yourself stop crying. anda sit there for awhile. “I cant like him,” anda say. “I don’t like him,” anda say. anda close your eyes and see Marshalls face. anda open your eyes fast. “Ugh, this is not working,” anda sigh. Randomly anda remember Jake is at Eric’s house. anda forget about that when your thoughts go back to Marshall. “Stop it! Ugh I hate my brain. I WANT A NEW ONE!” anda yell. anda glance at the clock it’s a little after noo. anda remember being held sejak Marshall, anda smile. *Why am I smiling* anda think to yourself. “You know what no! its too early to think about theses things I’ve only known him for a week,” anda whisper to yourself. anda stand up sigh then go have a shower…
Once your done Jake is home. You’re laying on the couch… “Mom anda ok?” Jake asks.
“Huh?” anda ask getting up.
“Are anda ok?” he asks again.
“Yeah, I just had an odd day,” anda say. “I just wanna be alone,” anda say.
“Ok but anda know ever sense anda met Eminem anda been Berlakon strange,” he says and starts walking away, him saying this reminds anda of Marshall again….
“Uh.. Hello?” she asks turning to Marshall. “Can I help anda with something?” she asks.
“Yeah is uh.. Abby in?” he asks. anda stare at the both of them glaring.
“Yep, shes in there,” Wanda says pointing to your office. He smiles and walks into your office.
“Hello,” he says and sits in a chair.
“What do anda want, why are anda here, and how the hell did anda find out where I worked?” anda ask irritated with his presents.
“To see you, because…and your son,” he says.
“Ugh, Jake,” anda mumble under your breath.
“Look, I can tell anda might like me,” he says.
“No, no I don’t,” anda say then flip though a pile of papers on your desk.
“Yeah, sure, I can see it in your eyes,” he says with a smile.
“Well, you’re wrong, cuz I don’t like you,” anda say. “I have no interest in anda and your stupid raping and fame shit,” anda say. “Now if you’ll excuse me I have work to do,” anda say. “And I know for a fact anda don’t need a fuckin loan so shoo,” anda say to him as if he was a fly.
“Well that was rude,” Marshall says. “Here I am tryin to be nice, and you’re tellin me to ‘shoo’,” he says sort of sad but mad at the same time. anda glare at him like get the fuck outta my fucking office NOW. “Alright then, but someday, I tell you, I WILL have you,” he says putting lebih emphasis on the word ‘will’. He stands up and leaves the office.
“Oh God,” anda say in discus even thinking about a life with that…just… makes anda sick. anda catch yourself watching him walk out and go to his car. anda quickly look away then stare at your desk. Wanda walks in the door..
“Ok tell me, why was Eminem just in your office?” she asks.
“Hes a fuckin creeper stalker, and I don’t like him. He likes me and its odd,” anda say.
“Uh well call the cops on him” she says.
“Cuz that will do anything. The guy is Eminem he can get outta every fuckin thing possible,” anda say… “Besides he hasn’t hurt anyone…yet,” anda say.
“You’re gonna get anda keldai in trouble,” Wanda says. “I gotta go before anda know how comes and yells,” she says and leaves.
“See yea!” anda call after her.
“Yeah!” she yells back, anda watch her walks to the front cuz anda have nothing to do. (ha)
FFW HOME>>>
anda walk in the door and go straight to your room. anda look at the clock its 7pm. anda grab your pj’s and go into the bathroom to take a shower. After anda finish your pancuran, pancuran mandian anda go downstairs. Jake is watching MTV. *Great they better not play that fuckin idiot atau I swear I might break that TV* anda think to yourself trying not to tunjuk rage in your face. “Hey mom?” Jake asks looking up at you.
“What?” anda yawn.
“Can I meet Hailie at the part tomorrow just to hang atau whatever?” he asks.
“I dong care,” anda say then sneeze. “Damn. Ugh… What do anda want for dinner?” anda ask after anda recover from your sneezing skills.
“Pizza? Can we order?” he asks. anda smile. (lol first typed piss instead of pizza lol)
Its around 9pm now.. Your cell rings… “Oh look who decided to call,” is the first thing anda say when anda answer the phone.
“Um, look Im sorry. But I couldn’t handle seeing anda suffer,” he says.
“Suffer? I thought everything was fine,” anda say. He sighs…
“I thought anda knew, but anda just didn’t say anything,” he says.
“Know what?” anda ask confused.
“I was.. Still am having an affair with Jill from work,” he says like its nothing.
“Why do anda say that like its ok?” anda say trying not cry.
“Im sorry but I Cinta this woman!” he yells.
“I thought anda loved me?” anda ask starting to cry now.
“Well not no more,” he says. “I jus..”
“Fuck anda motherfucker!” anda scream at him and hang up the phone. He calls back… “Stop it! Don’t anda ever call me ever again anda fucking bastard. I hate you! Just leave me alone! I should have noticed the damn signs I guess Im just too stupid. But anda were stupid enough to go do it! Now I hate anda and so does your ONLY son. Good fucking job anda fucking dumb fucker!” anda scream into the phone and hang up. anda sit here a while and he don’t call back. anda don’t know weather to keep crying atau stop and just let it go. anda decide to let it go, hes just a stupid guy. But now anda don’t know if anda can trust guys again, anda decide not to get involved with a guy again just be single. Sense they are all the same lame assholes. anda go to katil early that night, and anda quickly fall asleep.
anda wake up to your cell ringing. “Hello?” anda ask yawing.
“Sorry, did I wake you?” asks the man on the other end.
“Yeah who is this?” anda ask confused.
“Marshall,” he says.
“Ah! How the fuck did anda get my number!?” anda scream at him.
“Uh phone books, some of them have cell numbers in there anda know,” he says anda can tell he is smiling for some reason.
“Well please don’t call me,” anda say. He sighs.
“Whats wrong with me?” he asks.
“Well its because of who anda are. And what I’ve been though the past few days,” anda say. He sighs again.
“Come on, Im not what I say I am in my songs, theres another side to me,” he says.
“Look, just please stop it its not worth both of atau lives to go though all this shit, so just please leave me alone for the rest of our lives,” anda say. He sighs and hangs up the phone. anda close your phone and sigh yourself. Its about time for anda to go to work but anda don’t feel like it. anda call in then turn off your cell and go back to sleep.
Its 10am when anda wake up. “Jake?” anda yell from your bathroom but no answer. Then anda remember he was gonna go to the park to meet Hailie. anda finish in the bathroom then anda turn on your phone. anda have a text from Marshall. “Im sorry about before, but I like you. And I just wanna take anda out to dinner, just once,” anda close your phone without answering back. anda get another text soon after. “You there?”
“Look, Im not ready for this. And I have no intrest in anda whatsoever,” anda text back.
“Ok fine, but that’s not gonna stop me. I really like you. And I never give up,” he texts back.
“Oh anda persistent young man, *shakes head* I don’t give up either. So good luck with your ‘plans’ with me atau w.e anda got goin on,” anda text back.
“Correct me if Im wrong but it kinda sounded like anda was flirting with me for a bit there,” he texts back adding a =] at the end.
“No, that’s not flirting,” anda text back….
“Seems like it,” he says back.
“Go away Im done,” anda text him back getting annoyed. He don’t text back. anda sit there and think for a while. *How many days has it been hmm Saturday - Monday… but no contact Sunday… oh and today Tuesday… three days of contact with the fucking idiot. When is he gonna stop! She so annoying! Hes not even my type. Hes to rough and shit like that. Ok Stop STOP THINKING ABOUT THE FUCKER* anda yell in your head. “I have to promise myself not to think about him,” anda mumble to yourself. “ARG! UGH!” anda scream then run downstiars and turn on the TV. “This ain’t gonna help,” anda say and turn off the TV… The door opens and in walks Jake and Hailie. anda jump… up and look at them.
“Hello mom, did we scare you?” Jake asks.
“No, I was deep in thought,” anda say.
“Oh what were anda thinking about?” Jake asks.
“Nothing!” anda say quickly.
“Fine, we’re gonna have pizza then,” Jake says and they both leave the room.
FFW seterusnya SUNDAY….about a week later>>>
anda sitting at him relaxing when theres a knock at the door. “Who is it?” anda yell.
“Its Marshall. Please answer the door,” Marshall yells. anda slowly get up not knowing what to do, he knows your there so anda just cant go away. anda don’t wanna talk to him so anda run away an hide in your room…
MARSHALL POV>>>
anda stand there and knock again. “Hello?! I know you’re in there! Open the door!” anda yell. anda keep knocking then wait for about 30 seconds. Then try the doorknob again. It opens. “Oh,” anda say and walk in. “Hello!?” anda yell.
ABBY POV>>>
“Oh shit, hes in the house,” anda whisper to yourself. anda hear footsteps coming upstairs.
“I know you’re in here somewhere I heard you! Don’t try and hid from me!” he yells. anda just stand there in your room not knowing what to do really. The door flys open and there stands the idiot. He stares at you. “I found you. Why have anda been avoiding me?” he asks. “I’ve been calling anda and trying to text anda and see anda at work but anda never get back to me,” he says.
“Ah shut up! I feel like your stalking me, I don’t like it you’re scaring me!” anda yell and start to cry, he grabs anda and holds anda in his arms.
“AH NO!” anda yell pushing him away.
“Wait, whats wrong?” he asks.
“This whole thing, its not working,” anda yell still crying. He tries to hold anda again. “No please don’t do this, don’t touch me. Just leave me alone,” anda cry.
“I don’t wanna leave anda alone. I cant,” he says like hes about to cry himself…
“Well stop, I need time to think. Please leave,” anda cry. He sighs a crying like sigh.
“Fine, I’ll go,” he says sadly and walks away leaving the room. anda cry as anda watch him leave. That was very awkward and anda liked it, anda liked being held sejak him. But anda don’t wanna be in a relationship especially with him. anda don’t want to believe the anda like him. You’re crying as anda think this. anda remember the anda can see the driveway from your bedroom window. anda stand up still crying and look out the window. Marshall is sitting in his car in the driveway still. anda put your right hand on the window. anda don’t want him to leave but then again anda don’t wanna like him so anda want him to leave and never come back. anda keep watching him. He sits there like hes hesitating to leave its like hes contemplating weather to leave atau come back up. anda watch him still crying. He sits there for about 5 minutes. Finally he starts the car and pulls out the driveway.
“Im sorry,” anda whisper so soft anda can barely even hear yourself. anda slowly walk away and go sit on the bed. “NO!” anda yell. “I don’t want theres feelings,” anda say to yourself. “I cant like someone like Marshall,” anda say. anda wipe your eyes and try to make yourself stop crying. anda sit there for awhile. “I cant like him,” anda say. “I don’t like him,” anda say. anda close your eyes and see Marshalls face. anda open your eyes fast. “Ugh, this is not working,” anda sigh. Randomly anda remember Jake is at Eric’s house. anda forget about that when your thoughts go back to Marshall. “Stop it! Ugh I hate my brain. I WANT A NEW ONE!” anda yell. anda glance at the clock it’s a little after noo. anda remember being held sejak Marshall, anda smile. *Why am I smiling* anda think to yourself. “You know what no! its too early to think about theses things I’ve only known him for a week,” anda whisper to yourself. anda stand up sigh then go have a shower…
Once your done Jake is home. You’re laying on the couch… “Mom anda ok?” Jake asks.
“Huh?” anda ask getting up.
“Are anda ok?” he asks again.
“Yeah, I just had an odd day,” anda say. “I just wanna be alone,” anda say.
“Ok but anda know ever sense anda met Eminem anda been Berlakon strange,” he says and starts walking away, him saying this reminds anda of Marshall again….