“What do anda think you’re doing?!” an adult type lady yells. Shes got some weird bushy hair do that is blonde, she looks kinda old but still young. And she looks like she does drugs a lot.
“Mom! What are anda doing here?” Marshall ask immediately letting go of your hand. anda just stand there sort of scared staring at the two of them.
“You better get your keldai utama boy,” says the lady pointing back behind her as if his house was right there.
“I was, I was just gonna bring Lily home. Do anda mind?” Marshall smarts off. He looks very angry with his mother.
“No! You’re coming utama now! Get in the car!” she demands and grabs on to his wrist. Marshall yanks his arm away from her and walking closer over sejak you.
“No! Mom I’m not gonna let her walk utama sejak herself,” Marshall yells.
“I…” anda start but stop yourself knowing that anda shouldn’t be walking around Detroit at night alone. Besides Detroit scares anda shitless at night.
“Fuckin get your little keldai in the damn car NOW!” his mom yells at the bahagian, atas of her lungs.
“Fuck that shit!” Marshall yells, he comes up to anda and puts his arm round your back.
“Don’t use that kind of language young man!” she yells.
“Come on,” he whispers.
“Get the hell back here now!” she yells. Marshall stops and turns around.
“Im not gonna go utama just to be your damn slave ok Mom, I’ll be utama soon just calm the fuck down!” Marshall yells at his mother and continues walking. After anda two get out of sight from his mom he moves his hand from your back and laces his fingers with yours. “Sorry about that my mom is kinda a bitch,” Marshall says softly.
“Seems like it. She kinda scares me…” anda say.
“Well don’t worry about it. She wont do anything to you. Maybe just yell…” Marshall says as anda get onto the road anda were on before. “Wanna take the long way atau the short way?” Marshall asks anda as he stops forcing anda to stop as well.
“Uhh I like long,” anda say with a smile. He slightly smiles then leads anda down a long road… “So is your mom always like that?” anda ask.
“Yeah… She had me when she was 17 I don’t think she was ready. And when we left my dad cuz he was abusive things got worse. She had a hard time finding work, she had to try and find a utama after utama after home… Her and my grandma would argue on how to raise me… She was just to young. And she let herself fall apart. I guess anda could say shes trying but drugs don’t help that. She pretends she don’t do them… and I pretend I don’t know she does them,” he says and takes a breath. “When I was younger I was a mommas boy I guess anda can say. But now shes just a jalang, perempuan jalang so I try to always avoid her. At least she hasn’t gave up and just left me, she does work and support me. Even know she could do better. She just cant have anymore kids if she did I think we would just fall apart all together, she can hardly raise me,” Marshall explains.
“Oh I’m sorry,” anda say softy as anda two turn a corner.
“Don’t be, its not your fault,” he says.
“I know but…” anda start.
“Everything is all good,” he says and pulls anda closer to him.
“Shes not gonna beat anda when anda get utama is she?” anda ask all concerned.
“No, she wont she’ll just yell a lot,” Marshall explains.
“Good,” anda say. This makes Marshall smile a little. He walks anda back to your house. Your standing at the front door. anda don’t wanna go in yet cause then you’ll have to do homework atau something annoying. “Well I better go in,” anda say.
“Yeah I gotta get utama before my mom gets lebih pissed,” he says.
“Ok…well what anda doing tomorrow?” anda ask.
“Hanging with you,” he says then leans in and gives anda a kisses then pulls away after a few seconds.
“Ok,” anda say. “See anda tomorrow then,” anda say.
“Ok, bye,” he says and starts to walk away.
“Bye,” anda say. anda watch him walk down the jalan once anda cant see him anymore anda go into the house. “Mom! Im home!” anda yell. Your dad walks over to you.
“Moms at the store. Dinners ready if anda want some,” anda dad says pointing towards the kitchen.
“Ok what is it?” anda ask.
“Chicken,” he says. “I’ll warm anda up some,” he says going into the kitchen.
“Thanks Daddy, I’m sorry I missed dinner,” anda say.
“Its ok,” he says. Your sort of confused as to why hes ok with all this but it don’t bother anda really. anda go into your room and set your bag on your bed. And your kot and sweater on the katil also. Nick is laying there staring at the ceiling.
“Having fun with that?” anda ask.
“A blast, I’m so damn bored I could scream,” he says now looking at you.
“Watch a movie atau something,” anda suggest. “I gotta go eat,” anda say leaving the room then walking into the kitchen. anda sit down at the meja, jadual and dig into the chicken right way.
“Wow,” anda hear your dad whisper.
“What?” anda ask looking up at him.
“You like literally shoved that Makanan in your mouth like a person who hasn’t eaten in days,” your dad says.
“Oh,” anda laugh. “I guess I was really hungry,” anda say.
“I guess,” he says. After a few minutes, anda finish then throw away your paper plate. anda go into your room and lay down on your bed… anda look at your clock it is about 8... *Wow time flies* anda think to yourself then let out a sigh… anda end up falling asleep…
“Hey what are anda doing!?” anda yell running up to Marshall, hes Ciuman another girl. anda punch the chick in the face she whimpers then falls to the ground with a bloody nose.
“Shit … Lily… look she kissed me… ok I tried to get away but it was forced!” Marshall yells. “It never was supposed to happen but shes just fuckin psycho!” he yells.
“Yeah fuckin right!” anda yell as a tear rolls down for cheek. anda start to walk away.
“Lily please!” Marshall yells. anda stop. “Im sorry,” he says. anda don’t bother to turn around. Your crying even harder now….
“No, I should of known not to trust you,” anda cry. “All anda guys are the same,” anda say. anda feel a hand on your shoulder.
“Come on please, just look at me. Im sorry. We were meant to be together, we’ve been together for almost 3 years, and I made one mistake. Can anda forgive me,” he says. anda glance at him, a tear roles down his face. anda look away…..
“Please baby I Cinta you,” Marshall pleads. “Don’t do this too me,” he says…
“How can I believe anda haven’t had any other relationship with her?” anda ask turning to Marshall finally.
“Because I never even wanted her, she wanted me. I’ve never don anything with another girl beside you. And her I didn’t want… anda I do want,” Marshall says. “Please,” he whispers….
“I’ll think about it and call anda later,” anda say then walk away…
“Lilly!” Marshall shouts, anda start to run as he calls your name…. seterusnya thing anda know you’re in this old run down building…. anda go over to a corner and just sort of sit there not sure if anda should cry, forgive Marshall, atau forget him…. anda close your eyes then open them… when anda hear sounds..
“Hello?” anda whisper softly… anda hear breathing… “Don’t hurt me please, I’ll just leave and anda can pretend I was never here,” anda say. A dark figure appears out of nowhere and comes at anda with a knife…. anda scream and run towards a window… the figure follows anda but walking…. anda jump out the window and start to run towards the park were Marshall was…. Hes walking towards utama with his head down and his hands in his pockets.. “Marshall!” anda scream. He looks up quickly. And runs towards you.
“What? Whats wrong? anda shaking like crazy,” he says….
“Some black…. AHHHHH” anda scream as anda see the thing coming…
“Shit run,” he says grabbing onto your hand…. anda run to Marshall’s house he shuts the door and locks it… “Mom?” he calls… she do not answer anda go into Marshall’s room, he closes the door…. He sits on the katil anda sit on the katil on the corner trembling with fear… Marshall moves towards anda and holds you, anda burry your face in his shoulder.
A few minit pass by…
“I forgive you,” anda say softly…. anda look up at him he just stares at you, he leans in towards you, and anda lean in as well…
“Lily… honey wake up I bought anda your kegemaran candy,” your mom say shaking you. anda sit up fast and just stare at her. “Were anda crying?” she asks. “Your eyes are red,” she says.
“In my dream… But Im ok it was just a dream…” anda say while yawing…
“Well ok as long as you’re ok… I got anda a Snickers,” your mom says handing anda a Snickers bar. anda take it….
“Thanks mom,” anda say with a smile and set it on your nightstand. “I’ll eat it later,” anda say.
“Ok…” your mom says with a smile then leaves the room…. anda let out a sigh….
“Nice one,” your brother says looking over at you.
“What?” anda ask turning to him.
“Nothing anda were just cryin in your dream,” Nick says.
“Yeah, why didn’t anda wake me? That dream sucked,” anda say.
“Cause its rude,” Nick explains sitting up.
“Not if I’m crying it’s not rude… anda could have woken me,” anda say.
“Well I will seterusnya time….” Nick says… anda glance at the clock its 9:30 now… “You know I saw anda and Marshall earlier,” Nick say.
“Doing what?” anda ask…. Hoping he didn’t see anda and Marshall kiss….
“Kissin, so I was right anda two were gonna go out,” he says with a smile.
“Well I guess anda were. Just please don’t tell mom atau dad I don’t want them freaking out,” anda say.
“Don’t worry… but anda might wanna tell ’em sometime atau they will be even lebih pissed that anda didn’t tell them,” Nick explains….
“I will… sometime…” anda say then lay back down…
Its noon on Saturday Marshall is over and anda two are hanging in your room watching TV. anda just finished telling him about your dream last night.
“You know that would never happen. I would never cheat on you,” he says and leans in to Ciuman anda but anda alih away….
“Whats wrong?” he asks sitting normally now.
“My mom might come in. She don’t know about us,” anda explain.
“Oh. Just a quick one?” he says like hes begging.
“What? Whats gonna happen if anda don’t Ciuman me?” anda say softly.
“I’ll explode,” he laughs.
“Ok let’s see,” anda joke… his mouth drops open… “I was kidding,” anda say and lean in and Ciuman him, he kisses back…. After a few seconds, anda pull away…
“Mom! What are anda doing here?” Marshall ask immediately letting go of your hand. anda just stand there sort of scared staring at the two of them.
“You better get your keldai utama boy,” says the lady pointing back behind her as if his house was right there.
“I was, I was just gonna bring Lily home. Do anda mind?” Marshall smarts off. He looks very angry with his mother.
“No! You’re coming utama now! Get in the car!” she demands and grabs on to his wrist. Marshall yanks his arm away from her and walking closer over sejak you.
“No! Mom I’m not gonna let her walk utama sejak herself,” Marshall yells.
“I…” anda start but stop yourself knowing that anda shouldn’t be walking around Detroit at night alone. Besides Detroit scares anda shitless at night.
“Fuckin get your little keldai in the damn car NOW!” his mom yells at the bahagian, atas of her lungs.
“Fuck that shit!” Marshall yells, he comes up to anda and puts his arm round your back.
“Don’t use that kind of language young man!” she yells.
“Come on,” he whispers.
“Get the hell back here now!” she yells. Marshall stops and turns around.
“Im not gonna go utama just to be your damn slave ok Mom, I’ll be utama soon just calm the fuck down!” Marshall yells at his mother and continues walking. After anda two get out of sight from his mom he moves his hand from your back and laces his fingers with yours. “Sorry about that my mom is kinda a bitch,” Marshall says softly.
“Seems like it. She kinda scares me…” anda say.
“Well don’t worry about it. She wont do anything to you. Maybe just yell…” Marshall says as anda get onto the road anda were on before. “Wanna take the long way atau the short way?” Marshall asks anda as he stops forcing anda to stop as well.
“Uhh I like long,” anda say with a smile. He slightly smiles then leads anda down a long road… “So is your mom always like that?” anda ask.
“Yeah… She had me when she was 17 I don’t think she was ready. And when we left my dad cuz he was abusive things got worse. She had a hard time finding work, she had to try and find a utama after utama after home… Her and my grandma would argue on how to raise me… She was just to young. And she let herself fall apart. I guess anda could say shes trying but drugs don’t help that. She pretends she don’t do them… and I pretend I don’t know she does them,” he says and takes a breath. “When I was younger I was a mommas boy I guess anda can say. But now shes just a jalang, perempuan jalang so I try to always avoid her. At least she hasn’t gave up and just left me, she does work and support me. Even know she could do better. She just cant have anymore kids if she did I think we would just fall apart all together, she can hardly raise me,” Marshall explains.
“Oh I’m sorry,” anda say softy as anda two turn a corner.
“Don’t be, its not your fault,” he says.
“I know but…” anda start.
“Everything is all good,” he says and pulls anda closer to him.
“Shes not gonna beat anda when anda get utama is she?” anda ask all concerned.
“No, she wont she’ll just yell a lot,” Marshall explains.
“Good,” anda say. This makes Marshall smile a little. He walks anda back to your house. Your standing at the front door. anda don’t wanna go in yet cause then you’ll have to do homework atau something annoying. “Well I better go in,” anda say.
“Yeah I gotta get utama before my mom gets lebih pissed,” he says.
“Ok…well what anda doing tomorrow?” anda ask.
“Hanging with you,” he says then leans in and gives anda a kisses then pulls away after a few seconds.
“Ok,” anda say. “See anda tomorrow then,” anda say.
“Ok, bye,” he says and starts to walk away.
“Bye,” anda say. anda watch him walk down the jalan once anda cant see him anymore anda go into the house. “Mom! Im home!” anda yell. Your dad walks over to you.
“Moms at the store. Dinners ready if anda want some,” anda dad says pointing towards the kitchen.
“Ok what is it?” anda ask.
“Chicken,” he says. “I’ll warm anda up some,” he says going into the kitchen.
“Thanks Daddy, I’m sorry I missed dinner,” anda say.
“Its ok,” he says. Your sort of confused as to why hes ok with all this but it don’t bother anda really. anda go into your room and set your bag on your bed. And your kot and sweater on the katil also. Nick is laying there staring at the ceiling.
“Having fun with that?” anda ask.
“A blast, I’m so damn bored I could scream,” he says now looking at you.
“Watch a movie atau something,” anda suggest. “I gotta go eat,” anda say leaving the room then walking into the kitchen. anda sit down at the meja, jadual and dig into the chicken right way.
“Wow,” anda hear your dad whisper.
“What?” anda ask looking up at him.
“You like literally shoved that Makanan in your mouth like a person who hasn’t eaten in days,” your dad says.
“Oh,” anda laugh. “I guess I was really hungry,” anda say.
“I guess,” he says. After a few minutes, anda finish then throw away your paper plate. anda go into your room and lay down on your bed… anda look at your clock it is about 8... *Wow time flies* anda think to yourself then let out a sigh… anda end up falling asleep…
“Hey what are anda doing!?” anda yell running up to Marshall, hes Ciuman another girl. anda punch the chick in the face she whimpers then falls to the ground with a bloody nose.
“Shit … Lily… look she kissed me… ok I tried to get away but it was forced!” Marshall yells. “It never was supposed to happen but shes just fuckin psycho!” he yells.
“Yeah fuckin right!” anda yell as a tear rolls down for cheek. anda start to walk away.
“Lily please!” Marshall yells. anda stop. “Im sorry,” he says. anda don’t bother to turn around. Your crying even harder now….
“No, I should of known not to trust you,” anda cry. “All anda guys are the same,” anda say. anda feel a hand on your shoulder.
“Come on please, just look at me. Im sorry. We were meant to be together, we’ve been together for almost 3 years, and I made one mistake. Can anda forgive me,” he says. anda glance at him, a tear roles down his face. anda look away…..
“Please baby I Cinta you,” Marshall pleads. “Don’t do this too me,” he says…
“How can I believe anda haven’t had any other relationship with her?” anda ask turning to Marshall finally.
“Because I never even wanted her, she wanted me. I’ve never don anything with another girl beside you. And her I didn’t want… anda I do want,” Marshall says. “Please,” he whispers….
“I’ll think about it and call anda later,” anda say then walk away…
“Lilly!” Marshall shouts, anda start to run as he calls your name…. seterusnya thing anda know you’re in this old run down building…. anda go over to a corner and just sort of sit there not sure if anda should cry, forgive Marshall, atau forget him…. anda close your eyes then open them… when anda hear sounds..
“Hello?” anda whisper softly… anda hear breathing… “Don’t hurt me please, I’ll just leave and anda can pretend I was never here,” anda say. A dark figure appears out of nowhere and comes at anda with a knife…. anda scream and run towards a window… the figure follows anda but walking…. anda jump out the window and start to run towards the park were Marshall was…. Hes walking towards utama with his head down and his hands in his pockets.. “Marshall!” anda scream. He looks up quickly. And runs towards you.
“What? Whats wrong? anda shaking like crazy,” he says….
“Some black…. AHHHHH” anda scream as anda see the thing coming…
“Shit run,” he says grabbing onto your hand…. anda run to Marshall’s house he shuts the door and locks it… “Mom?” he calls… she do not answer anda go into Marshall’s room, he closes the door…. He sits on the katil anda sit on the katil on the corner trembling with fear… Marshall moves towards anda and holds you, anda burry your face in his shoulder.
A few minit pass by…
“I forgive you,” anda say softly…. anda look up at him he just stares at you, he leans in towards you, and anda lean in as well…
“Lily… honey wake up I bought anda your kegemaran candy,” your mom say shaking you. anda sit up fast and just stare at her. “Were anda crying?” she asks. “Your eyes are red,” she says.
“In my dream… But Im ok it was just a dream…” anda say while yawing…
“Well ok as long as you’re ok… I got anda a Snickers,” your mom says handing anda a Snickers bar. anda take it….
“Thanks mom,” anda say with a smile and set it on your nightstand. “I’ll eat it later,” anda say.
“Ok…” your mom says with a smile then leaves the room…. anda let out a sigh….
“Nice one,” your brother says looking over at you.
“What?” anda ask turning to him.
“Nothing anda were just cryin in your dream,” Nick says.
“Yeah, why didn’t anda wake me? That dream sucked,” anda say.
“Cause its rude,” Nick explains sitting up.
“Not if I’m crying it’s not rude… anda could have woken me,” anda say.
“Well I will seterusnya time….” Nick says… anda glance at the clock its 9:30 now… “You know I saw anda and Marshall earlier,” Nick say.
“Doing what?” anda ask…. Hoping he didn’t see anda and Marshall kiss….
“Kissin, so I was right anda two were gonna go out,” he says with a smile.
“Well I guess anda were. Just please don’t tell mom atau dad I don’t want them freaking out,” anda say.
“Don’t worry… but anda might wanna tell ’em sometime atau they will be even lebih pissed that anda didn’t tell them,” Nick explains….
“I will… sometime…” anda say then lay back down…
Its noon on Saturday Marshall is over and anda two are hanging in your room watching TV. anda just finished telling him about your dream last night.
“You know that would never happen. I would never cheat on you,” he says and leans in to Ciuman anda but anda alih away….
“Whats wrong?” he asks sitting normally now.
“My mom might come in. She don’t know about us,” anda explain.
“Oh. Just a quick one?” he says like hes begging.
“What? Whats gonna happen if anda don’t Ciuman me?” anda say softly.
“I’ll explode,” he laughs.
“Ok let’s see,” anda joke… his mouth drops open… “I was kidding,” anda say and lean in and Ciuman him, he kisses back…. After a few seconds, anda pull away…