Who and What the hell am I??

hei Peeps,

right now i am in a state of total confusion :/
I have been calling my self goth but cause i go to a private school and they are totally strict on uniform and crap i cant really tunjuk it at school but i have black and purple hair long side fringe covering my eyes and i am an utter outcast from my school community (because most hate me LOL and i suffer from depression) Over weekends and holidays i wear alot of black clothing and black makeup along with some other colours either dark blue atau white. Everytime i ask someone weather i am Goth, Punk, Emo, a bit of all atau something else completely... everytime i ask i get a different answer :/ Can someone please clear it up for me? THANKS ^.^