Gossip Girl

anda look upon me with all of your arrogance
And I never know what to say
But I just can't help but always giving anda another chance
'Cause when anda smile I just melt away

I can hear the Muzik playing
I don't get a word from what they're saying
After all their talking I still can't turn my back on you
I know it's less right than wrong
But without anda I just can't go on
And if I have to I'll prefer the lie beyond the truth

Still I know that you're door
Will always be locked for me
I know we're not meant to be
But anda know that I won't let go
I'll never walk away
'Cause I'm still hoping I'll be your girl someday...

I'm funny,I'm cheerful,I can make anda smile
I'd do anything for you,I'd walk a thousand miles
But anda killed the sparkle in my eyes
When anda started to tell all your lies
So grab your stuff and leave my life
I won't be the one to sacrifice

Turn around and take a very close look
'Cause you'll never see me again
You can give it your very best shot
But I'll never let anda in
So walk away and leave my life
I won't be the one to sacrifice

I'm broken,I'm sad,I wanna make anda cry
I'm a mess,I confess,I want anda to tell me why
I wanna push anda through hell like anda did with
I wanna cause anda pain,so bad anda couldn't...

What’s wrong with me
I no longer seem to find a reason to be happy
Trying to hold back the tears searching their way to my cheeks
Swallowing the scream that’s trying to escape my throat
What wrong with me
Trying to walk away from the darkness that’s surrounding me
Hoping there’ll be a hari where I can see things clear
Hoping one hari I’ll find my way back home

You better run, run, run, rus as fast as anda can
Before I drag anda down

I’m a pile of misery
I’m a tormented soul
I’m a prisoner of loss
Captured between my walls
I beg anda nice from my knees
Take away this agony
I’m a wreck
‘Cause since...

I keep running to places I should stay away from
I keep committing actions I can’t make undone
I keep spilling words that should remain in my head
‘Cause I don’t want to spoil something this perfect

I keep changing the rules of this self invented game
I keep changing everything that should stay the same
I’m verbalizing words I wish I could take back
‘Cause I don’t want to ruin something this perfect

I want anda to whisper my name
And make it sound like a scream
I want anda to take me to places
I’ve never been
But I know if I’d listen to my hati, tengah-tengah I’d regret
‘Cause I don’t want to ruin...

Take my eyes from their sockets
And squeeze them till there’s no tear left to cry
Take my tongue from my mouth
‘Cause there’s nothing left for me to speak about
Take the skin from my bones
Till all is left is a bloody mess
And then take my hati, tengah-tengah from my chest

Take my heart
Rip it out
Shatter it to pieces
And crush it in the ground
‘Cause all the reasons
I had left to stay
Are one sejak one
Taken away

Take the spine from my back
‘Cause now there’s no place left for me to go
Take my hands from my arms
‘Cause I have nothing left worth fighting for
Take the skin from my bones
Till all is left is my bare...

My first thought when I wake up goes to you
Just another hari I have to get through
And I know I’m overreacting
And I know there are worse things
But right now I feel like I’ve Lost the only thing I knew

It’s like nothing I’ve ever felt before
And though I want it to stop, I keep asking for more
Guess I rather wallow in hurt, instead of moving on
‘Cause I know the pain, the drama, the tragedy
The tears and the misery
Was worth it all

My last thought before I go to katil is one of despair
‘Cause I can’t figure out how to be when you’re not there
You’re all see, hear, all I can breathe
You haunt...

They say we should stick together
Create a chain and never let go
But I’m not gonna act like a hypocrite
‘Cause I’m fed up with your over-dramatic show
Your criticism doesn’t make any sense
It’s nothing but a bunch of crap
And I doubt I’m on my own in this one
I think a lot of people will pasti that

You wanna start a fight?
Let’s not hesitate
But I’m not the one to underestimate
You wanna start a war?
Let’s have it started
But I won’t be the one left broken hearted

You must be so frustrated
You must be filled with hatred
Living with only a brain cell atau two
Knowing you’ll never fit...

Frustration is causing me to pull my hair out
Desperation is causing me to cry my hati, tengah-tengah out
Imagination has caused my head into the clouds
But realization has caused me to tumble down

Of all the guys I got to know you’re the one I will remember
And I won’t shed a tear, but inside I’ll cry a river

I’m falling back down to earth
My feet steady on the ground
If anything I’ve learned from love
It’s anda get Lost but never found
Broken down from these emotions
I realize how unfair life is
Still I can’t stop believing
There’s gotta be lebih than this

Acting like a jalang, perempuan jalang I abreact on my friends
Hoping...

It's been a while since I wrote a DE song, but here anda go :)

I’ve got nowhere to go
Will anda reach out your hand
I already know
They won’t understand
They’ll try to break us down
Tear us apart
But they can say all they want
Nothing’s gonna change our hearts

‘Cause I will wait forever for your love
I will keep my patience
And never push anda away
And I’ll keep faith the best is yet to come
Doesn’t matter where we are now
‘Cause someday you’ll be mine
Someday

Don’t wanna leave this place
And leave anda behind
When I’m with anda every moment
I wish I could rewind
Don’t wanna feel so weak
With...

I don’t want to talk right now
I just want to run and crash into a wall
And I don’t want to hit the ground
So, will anda be there to catch me when I fall

Will anda be there in good times and in bad
Will anda console me whenever I feel sad

I’m trying to get over it
I’m forcing myself to forget
But it’s just no use
You’ve got me under your spell
I clear my mind in an attempt
To get anda out of my head
But it’s just no use
You’ve got me under your spell

I don’t want need anda like
I’ve never needed someone the way I do now
And I don’t want to share my life
With someone who can’t push me up when...

I try to keep it together
Don’t want anyone to know
I manage not to cry
But I’m in full jalang, perempuan jalang mode
I’m surrounded sejak people
But I feel all alone
I wish I could forget you
But you’re carved in my soul

And they don’t understand
No, they will never understand

I can hear Death calling my name
And I keep on waiting for anda in vein
But if you’ll never come back
Color all my days black
And I’ll welcome Death when he comes my way
Color all my nights grey

I try to alih along
But I carry the pain around
I wish anda would’ve just left
That anda were somewhere selamat, peti deposit keselamatan and sound
But Death had to knock on your door...

I’m trying so hard to get through to you
I want to scream out, but it seems to be no use
I want anda to see the tears in which I’m drowning now
But all I can tunjuk anda is the desert of my lonely heart

You can say anda see me
You can say anda get me
But anda can’t really feel me

I am lost
Trying to find my way back to sanity
I am numb
My hati, tengah-tengah is breaking and yet I can’t feel anything
I am holding
Onto hope that someday I will be found
Can anda see me now?

You say anda understand, but I haven’t quite seen it yet
You say that things will change, but I am done holding my breath
I know I’ll always be your...