So this chap is meant to be one before the last two… you’ll suffer … And anda will review so that sejak tomorrow anda get a new chap XDD LOL not really I just liked this chap a lot and well I hope anda like it.. It’s long… And yeah I’m Penulisan this at 11pm my time and should probably go to sleep but I can’t since tomorrow is my bday!!! So now reviews = a gift for me!!!
I’m trembling. I shouldn’t have done this. I feel so dirty and an awful person. I’m cheating on this guy. I still Cinta Hugh. Why don’t I understand he’s not gonna Cinta me? Rick wakes up. I quickly shut my eyes and pretend to be sleeping.
“Lise although you’re and amazing actress I know you’re awake.” I turn around to face him. His lying in my bed…naked…as me. Oh God! I feel like throwing up. I’m so ashamed of what I did. I-I don’t want him and it won’t help me get over you. So what’s the point of all this? Maybe I’m just fooling myself. But when he asked me out I thought he was so sweet and cute and well he is really nice and I thought I could give him a chance and he has been awesome this last month. He has lightened me up a bit. Although I know he’s not you.
But he’s here and anda ran away without saying a word. I don’t even know what happened. The accident changed anda and I guess anda realized how important it’s your family and your wife and I bet anda will get over me and I should do so too.
“Thanks for being here.” I say as I cuddle closer to him.
“It’s a pleasure.” And then I close my eyes as I rest my head in his chest. I close my eyes and fell asleep again. At least in his arms I’m safe.
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After I arrive to LA and go through an enormous crowd of paps . Then I go utama take my bike and direct to your home.
When I arrive I knock your door and anda open. anda look at me surprised your expression changes completely. It’s suddenly… I can’t say cheerful but angry. And I think I know why you’re mad so I erase the smile of my face.
anda then slam the door close again.
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What is he doing here? I wonder as I lean against the door. He has no right to just pop and break the peace I‘ve been building for a month.
Why are anda here? The shooting starts in two weeks and God! Rick’s here.
“Lisa I know you’re there. I can hear your breathing.”
If I want to forget anda then I have to face you. So I open the door and I tremble. I am scared of what may happen after this talk. What if I’m not strong enough? I know the answer as I stare at those amazingly cute blue eyes. I won’t be strong I know I will fail but at least I’ll try.
“What do anda want?” I snap.
“I need to talk to you.” I already know that story. I can’t really care. Correct: I shouldn’t care.
“I’m sorry for-“
“Oh, cut the crap Hugh! anda can’t come here whenever anda please after disappearing and not even calling me.” I explode then shut the front door behind me and step closer to you. “You think that with an I’m sorry things will be fine. Well they aren’t.” Dang. Now I’m crying and he will confuse my frustration with sadness.
“It’s not my fault, just listen to-“
“It’s never your fault! anda always blame the circumstances but guess what? It is you. anda just don’t want anything and if anda do anda keep denying it. Well then me too. Good night Mr. Laurie.” I say as I open the door to go back inside but it isn’t really the greatest idea since Rick’s standing there.
“Who is him?” Hugh snaps. He looks jealous?
“Mr. Laurie this is Rick. Rick this is Mr. James Hugh Calum Laurie.” Hugh stares madly at him then he looks at me, range taking over his eyes.
“Rick” He pronounces with hate “Will anda excuse us?”
“I heard anda shouting so I though I’ll go check if anda were Ok.” He caresses my arm and not even glances at Hugh.
“I will be fine just give us a minute.” He then leaves a peck in my lips and I know Hugh is burning now.
“And anda call me the problem? How do anda call that?” He points at the close door now.
“I call him Rick. And he’s not the problem neither I am . The problem is Rick was enough man to be here and anda weren’t. I didn’t hide like others.”
“I had an accident.” Unbelievable, how could I Cinta such a jerk?
“An accident doesn’t justify the fact. anda could have at least finished things like a grown up. Not the Oh-I -don’t- remember –you- and- I –never- loved- you- style. We could have been friends. But everything is gone now.”
“I suffered from memory loss.” Now I feel stupid. “ I just remembered today but now that anda have Rick I can assume you’re happy. Are happy living a lie?”
“And aren’t living one? anda don’t Cinta Jo either.”
“But I can pretend better.”
“What does that even mean? Were anda pretending that anda loved me just to get an easy lay because anda were tired of your wife? Screw you!” I see how much anda hate me now and it hurts just like I’ve hurt anda atau even worse.
Before I close the door I hear
“Screw you.” The words were thrown with rage and poison but the hate they carried. It hit me. I screwed up, it’s all my fault.
I’m trembling. I shouldn’t have done this. I feel so dirty and an awful person. I’m cheating on this guy. I still Cinta Hugh. Why don’t I understand he’s not gonna Cinta me? Rick wakes up. I quickly shut my eyes and pretend to be sleeping.
“Lise although you’re and amazing actress I know you’re awake.” I turn around to face him. His lying in my bed…naked…as me. Oh God! I feel like throwing up. I’m so ashamed of what I did. I-I don’t want him and it won’t help me get over you. So what’s the point of all this? Maybe I’m just fooling myself. But when he asked me out I thought he was so sweet and cute and well he is really nice and I thought I could give him a chance and he has been awesome this last month. He has lightened me up a bit. Although I know he’s not you.
But he’s here and anda ran away without saying a word. I don’t even know what happened. The accident changed anda and I guess anda realized how important it’s your family and your wife and I bet anda will get over me and I should do so too.
“Thanks for being here.” I say as I cuddle closer to him.
“It’s a pleasure.” And then I close my eyes as I rest my head in his chest. I close my eyes and fell asleep again. At least in his arms I’m safe.
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After I arrive to LA and go through an enormous crowd of paps . Then I go utama take my bike and direct to your home.
When I arrive I knock your door and anda open. anda look at me surprised your expression changes completely. It’s suddenly… I can’t say cheerful but angry. And I think I know why you’re mad so I erase the smile of my face.
anda then slam the door close again.
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
What is he doing here? I wonder as I lean against the door. He has no right to just pop and break the peace I‘ve been building for a month.
Why are anda here? The shooting starts in two weeks and God! Rick’s here.
“Lisa I know you’re there. I can hear your breathing.”
If I want to forget anda then I have to face you. So I open the door and I tremble. I am scared of what may happen after this talk. What if I’m not strong enough? I know the answer as I stare at those amazingly cute blue eyes. I won’t be strong I know I will fail but at least I’ll try.
“What do anda want?” I snap.
“I need to talk to you.” I already know that story. I can’t really care. Correct: I shouldn’t care.
“I’m sorry for-“
“Oh, cut the crap Hugh! anda can’t come here whenever anda please after disappearing and not even calling me.” I explode then shut the front door behind me and step closer to you. “You think that with an I’m sorry things will be fine. Well they aren’t.” Dang. Now I’m crying and he will confuse my frustration with sadness.
“It’s not my fault, just listen to-“
“It’s never your fault! anda always blame the circumstances but guess what? It is you. anda just don’t want anything and if anda do anda keep denying it. Well then me too. Good night Mr. Laurie.” I say as I open the door to go back inside but it isn’t really the greatest idea since Rick’s standing there.
“Who is him?” Hugh snaps. He looks jealous?
“Mr. Laurie this is Rick. Rick this is Mr. James Hugh Calum Laurie.” Hugh stares madly at him then he looks at me, range taking over his eyes.
“Rick” He pronounces with hate “Will anda excuse us?”
“I heard anda shouting so I though I’ll go check if anda were Ok.” He caresses my arm and not even glances at Hugh.
“I will be fine just give us a minute.” He then leaves a peck in my lips and I know Hugh is burning now.
“And anda call me the problem? How do anda call that?” He points at the close door now.
“I call him Rick. And he’s not the problem neither I am . The problem is Rick was enough man to be here and anda weren’t. I didn’t hide like others.”
“I had an accident.” Unbelievable, how could I Cinta such a jerk?
“An accident doesn’t justify the fact. anda could have at least finished things like a grown up. Not the Oh-I -don’t- remember –you- and- I –never- loved- you- style. We could have been friends. But everything is gone now.”
“I suffered from memory loss.” Now I feel stupid. “ I just remembered today but now that anda have Rick I can assume you’re happy. Are happy living a lie?”
“And aren’t living one? anda don’t Cinta Jo either.”
“But I can pretend better.”
“What does that even mean? Were anda pretending that anda loved me just to get an easy lay because anda were tired of your wife? Screw you!” I see how much anda hate me now and it hurts just like I’ve hurt anda atau even worse.
Before I close the door I hear
“Screw you.” The words were thrown with rage and poison but the hate they carried. It hit me. I screwed up, it’s all my fault.