One bulan passed on the very same situation . Nothing really worths mention . But some stuff happened with me and Sawyer , we got closer . but still niether of us made thefrst step.cause I wanted him to start ,and I think he was just not ready to make the first step, at least not now...
Sarah invited me to live with her since she wants a partner and she berkata I'd be perfect for that,I agreed ,of course. But I felt that she was planing to do somethig with Meredith , but I didn't ask her.Until one hari we decided to go to paris for a week , just for fun.I spent one amazing week there , and I was sad that the trip is about to over and Sawyer still didn't make the first step , so I started to think that he doesn't Cinta me back like I thought . But I was wrong .
At the night we were supose to leave after it . Sawyer knoked on my door and told me :
"you wanna go to Evil tower"
"yes why not .Just giveme a saat to change"
we went there and t was so amazing to be there with him .After a moment of silence he said:
"Were anda happy ?? before I met you"
"No , I wasn't really happy, I'm glad I didn't marry Jack my life would've turn to hill. I think that it's not just Jack was the problom , I always felt that there's something missing . Ieven thought killing my self lots of times . Because of the emptyness I feel"
"Do anda still feel that emptyness??"
"No.. not any more.you've saved me"
I felt a sexsual tention after that,and he slowly started to get closer to me . He put his hand on mine and kissed me .I felt warm and extremly happy ,there's no word can describe how I felt that moment.I would never for get it my intire life .
