summery:I witness a horrible Cinta problem between Ashley (my friend) and Dakota (the boy I love) when my friend gets togther with the boy I love. part 2: I arrive utama still very upset. my mom asks "whats wrong hun?" I say nothing! I'm fine! "Ok then" replys my mom. So I run into my room, lock the door and jump on the bed. I look in my one of my special books. I collected pictures of all my Friends and classmates. They are orginized sejak alphibetical order. I look to the D section and see a picture of the boy I loved deeply. I feel tears fall from my eyes. "Why did this have to happen to me?" I asked myself. Why is my life so complicated? I felt lebih tears running down my face. I.....I don't know what to think of her now.... It's like I'm mad at her but at the same time I'm not. I'm so confused. I...thought he liked me.... Did he like me but get over it? Wait....how could anybody like an idiot like me? She's prettier than me. I see why he likes her. "I look down and see my katil covered in tears." Crying isn't going to help me... But there's nothin' else I can do. "2 days later" Recently in the 2 days I haven't gotten much sleep. And the time that I spent sleeping I had nightmares. I felt to sick and sad to eat. I didn't feel like doing anything and I still don't. "I'm in my room looking depressed suddenly my mom walks in" Hun, you've been Berlakon really strange in the past 2 days. Did anything bad happen at school that I need to know about? I say no. "Ok whatever anda say" mom walks out. I still don't know what to do. Maybe I should tell my mom. Ok thats part 2 of a true story that i'm going through. I feel really sad but Penulisan this story of whats going on in my life is helping me feel a little better. There will probably be part 3 soon.
all the lies which
every guy gave to her
like the crown of
stupidity.
She's calm and all of
empty hopes
hides behind the veil
so nobody could see the
true her.
All of disappointments
she has been through.
She's cold but alive,
she has no faith,
it betrayed her a long
time ago.
Back there,
she turns into the past,
where she finds him,
the guy who gave his heart
only sejak words,
not with soul,
not with love.
Oh she has been fooled
again.
She still cherish
the hati, tengah-tengah he gave to her
like it's still hers,
oh but she never belonged
to him.
He never wanted her
Cinta like she wanted
his,
and now all dreams
got smashed with that
cruel truth.
She will cry for him
every hari and night,
and he won't even
remember how sweet
she was,
how pure her love
was.
No,he won't remember,
he will look for another
soft heart,
because he's safe,
he's selamat, peti deposit keselamatan where true Cinta is,
and he will do it again,
he will be gone again.
he allows me to fly.
I’m flying like a bird,
free and placid.
He gives me a strength,
i give him my mind.
My hati, tengah-tengah is full of his thoughts,
full of his brightness,
full of his silence.
But still,he’s like the ocean,
so deep and mysterious,
anda can not find his soul
unless it finds you.
And i’m so Brave and such a coward
the same time,
i need him lebih and more,
and i’m scared for he found my soul.
I wish to touch his hair,
to calm in his arms.
I want him to feel it in my eyes that my Cinta
will never betray him,
and i want him to be what he is already,
himself.
I Cinta you. Those are the words anda say to someone that anda truly care for. To have someone who cares for anda as well. To be with someone that loves anda as much as anda Cinta her atau him. The most difficult part of caring for someone is telling them how anda feel. Sometimes we wish that it would be easy. But we shouln't be afraid to say it. anda should speak up now because later it could be to late. I know, easier berkata than done. I've never had a girlfreind. I would like to though. Nobody wants to be lonley. we can't let fear of rejection stop us. If anda truly care for somebody, it means anda stand sejak them no matter what. Through sickness, health, and even death. That is true love.
Ok, guys! This is my long forgotten hobby: Penulisan poems, it has been a while since I've wrote one, and just minit lalu Leuron kinda "bugged me" into doing one. So I did and, for it not to be useless (like they all are), I'm posting it here. Enjoy (or not)! :)
My Love!
My Cinta comes from a fantasy.
From a very distant land,
A land of peace and harmony,
Where everyone joins hands.
My Cinta is awfully beautiful,
Green eyes, blonde hair,
I’ll never let go of her,
That, I honestly swear.
My Cinta is the most beautiful,
The fairest her land has ever seen,
For there shall be no equal beauty,
Where she is atau she has been.
Maybe my Cinta doesn’t truly exist,
It’s just my imagination,
Doesn’t exist in real life,
But someday I’ll find her,
And take her as my wife.
Vitor Martins AKA Sephisis17
My Love!
My Cinta comes from a fantasy.
From a very distant land,
A land of peace and harmony,
Where everyone joins hands.
My Cinta is awfully beautiful,
Green eyes, blonde hair,
I’ll never let go of her,
That, I honestly swear.
My Cinta is the most beautiful,
The fairest her land has ever seen,
For there shall be no equal beauty,
Where she is atau she has been.
Maybe my Cinta doesn’t truly exist,
It’s just my imagination,
Doesn’t exist in real life,
But someday I’ll find her,
And take her as my wife.
Vitor Martins AKA Sephisis17
However, I like the cute ones. The ones with a great personality whom other girls don't find sexy, (according to my consensus of school friends.) They find them cute but not sexy. I do find them sexy. I don't necessarily find rippling muscles sexy however if they have a cheeky grin and that naughty look in their eyes, anda bet, I fancy them. At the moment, these are the guys that sort of, to some extent fit that description:
1. ray Quinn - OH MY GOD! Got it all!
2. Sebastian Vettel - cute, funny
3. Jean-Baptiste Maunier - Great actor, cute
4. Samuel Barnett - see above
5. Ben Ellis - Great Singer / actor, cute