I Cinta my parents.
I don't know how I'll live without my parents, because I realize that they are the only people I'll always have. Friends don't last forever, and partners don't either. But your parents... they stick with anda from the beginning until the very end. Even when they leave the world, their memory and their wise lessons guide anda throughout life. The Cinta your parents have for anda is the strongest Cinta ever felt sejak humans. And I think it would be idiotic to say otherwise.
I fight a lot with my parents. I become insolent and harsh with them at times, and sometimes, I exceed to such limits that I make my mother cry. I make my parents fight amongst each other just because of me and my mistakes. I've done a lot to hurt them. I've lied to them, I've betrayed them and I've hurt their reputation. I always seem to want lebih from them, without realizing that they have telah diberi me lebih than they have ever telah diberi themselves.
But in the end, Mom, Dad... I Cinta you. I get worried when anda come to pick me up from school late. I start panicking, praying to God that both of anda are fine. Dad, when anda go on a business trip for a week, I get anxious on the third day. And I start asking my mom when you'll be back. Mom, I can't even imagine staying away from you. anda went away for a week for a job, and nothing seemed right in the house. I feel like screaming when either of anda are upset. My head starts to ache when either of anda gets sick. Even though I don't tunjuk it, I need anda guys in my life because honestly, anda mean the world to me. If there is no one else in the world but anda guys, trust me, I would be happy. Because I know that no one will ever keep me as happy as anda two.
You've done so much for me, and I apologize that I'm not able to give anda as much. Dad, anda work for my education, for luxuries in my life, to give me happiness. anda worked so anda could give me a perfect childhood. anda carried me around on your shoulders whenever I wanted to. anda took me out even when anda were sick. When my brother was sick and my mother was in the hospital with him, anda became my mother as well as my father. anda cooked me food, even though you've never done it before in my life. anda ironed my clothes and anda tucked me into bed. Even now, anda give me whatever I want with a smile on your face.
anda cry when I'm sick, Mom. anda stay up at nights and care for me, making sure I have all the medicines I need. When I can't be bothered to eat, anda willingly feed me yourself. I've never told anda this, but I Cinta eating from your hands. When I come utama from school, anda give me the biggest hugs. When I'm upset, you're upset. When I'm happy, you're happy. I know sometimes I fight with you, scream at anda and think that anda want me to be perfect... but deep down, I know that's not true. Whatever anda do, it's for me. It's because anda want to make me a better person. Mom, when my brother died, I saw how broken anda were. I saw it in your eyes... but I was young- I was just 9. Despite the pain, anda put a smile on your face so I could have another chance of a proper childhood. Despite that fateful incident, anda try to be happy just for me. anda tell me that I'm your everything... your son AND your daughter. I can't even begin to thank anda for everything you've done. And I can't even begin to apologize for how many times I've hurt anda deeply.
Mom, Dad... I know I've done a lot of things... but I know and anda know that I Cinta you. And I always will.
I don't know how I'll live without my parents, because I realize that they are the only people I'll always have. Friends don't last forever, and partners don't either. But your parents... they stick with anda from the beginning until the very end. Even when they leave the world, their memory and their wise lessons guide anda throughout life. The Cinta your parents have for anda is the strongest Cinta ever felt sejak humans. And I think it would be idiotic to say otherwise.
I fight a lot with my parents. I become insolent and harsh with them at times, and sometimes, I exceed to such limits that I make my mother cry. I make my parents fight amongst each other just because of me and my mistakes. I've done a lot to hurt them. I've lied to them, I've betrayed them and I've hurt their reputation. I always seem to want lebih from them, without realizing that they have telah diberi me lebih than they have ever telah diberi themselves.
But in the end, Mom, Dad... I Cinta you. I get worried when anda come to pick me up from school late. I start panicking, praying to God that both of anda are fine. Dad, when anda go on a business trip for a week, I get anxious on the third day. And I start asking my mom when you'll be back. Mom, I can't even imagine staying away from you. anda went away for a week for a job, and nothing seemed right in the house. I feel like screaming when either of anda are upset. My head starts to ache when either of anda gets sick. Even though I don't tunjuk it, I need anda guys in my life because honestly, anda mean the world to me. If there is no one else in the world but anda guys, trust me, I would be happy. Because I know that no one will ever keep me as happy as anda two.
You've done so much for me, and I apologize that I'm not able to give anda as much. Dad, anda work for my education, for luxuries in my life, to give me happiness. anda worked so anda could give me a perfect childhood. anda carried me around on your shoulders whenever I wanted to. anda took me out even when anda were sick. When my brother was sick and my mother was in the hospital with him, anda became my mother as well as my father. anda cooked me food, even though you've never done it before in my life. anda ironed my clothes and anda tucked me into bed. Even now, anda give me whatever I want with a smile on your face.
anda cry when I'm sick, Mom. anda stay up at nights and care for me, making sure I have all the medicines I need. When I can't be bothered to eat, anda willingly feed me yourself. I've never told anda this, but I Cinta eating from your hands. When I come utama from school, anda give me the biggest hugs. When I'm upset, you're upset. When I'm happy, you're happy. I know sometimes I fight with you, scream at anda and think that anda want me to be perfect... but deep down, I know that's not true. Whatever anda do, it's for me. It's because anda want to make me a better person. Mom, when my brother died, I saw how broken anda were. I saw it in your eyes... but I was young- I was just 9. Despite the pain, anda put a smile on your face so I could have another chance of a proper childhood. Despite that fateful incident, anda try to be happy just for me. anda tell me that I'm your everything... your son AND your daughter. I can't even begin to thank anda for everything you've done. And I can't even begin to apologize for how many times I've hurt anda deeply.
Mom, Dad... I know I've done a lot of things... but I know and anda know that I Cinta you. And I always will.
Me, back in the depression days :/
Not the water that travels in a flow
Not the earth that sits below
Not the wind that blows through his hair
Not the api, kebakaran that shines in his stare
None of the four old elements will do
Let's add a fifth, for me and you
One for the smile that sits on our faces
One that makes our hearts take off at paces
That slams our hearts against our ribs
That takes no offence to the jokes and the fibs
Something that reflects even better than Warna light
Something that makes anda feel in flight
A feel that makes anda thirst for more
A feel like water at beaches shore
A thing that makes anda do hand-in-hand
A special thing anda wouldn't trade for all the land
A truth and care anda see in his eyes
A truth and care clearer than the clearest skies
A api, kebakaran bright to burn forever
A api, kebakaran anda keep going together
One that makes anda smile and makes your hati, tengah-tengah throb
One that's really for us, just us
Let's call it Love...
Not the earth that sits below
Not the wind that blows through his hair
Not the api, kebakaran that shines in his stare
None of the four old elements will do
Let's add a fifth, for me and you
One for the smile that sits on our faces
One that makes our hearts take off at paces
That slams our hearts against our ribs
That takes no offence to the jokes and the fibs
Something that reflects even better than Warna light
Something that makes anda feel in flight
A feel that makes anda thirst for more
A feel like water at beaches shore
A thing that makes anda do hand-in-hand
A special thing anda wouldn't trade for all the land
A truth and care anda see in his eyes
A truth and care clearer than the clearest skies
A api, kebakaran bright to burn forever
A api, kebakaran anda keep going together
One that makes anda smile and makes your hati, tengah-tengah throb
One that's really for us, just us
Let's call it Love...
Then, all of a sudden I saw a light, a bright light.
As I followed it, I noticed that with each step, all the sadness, sorrow and all of that was vanishing.
Then, I found myself being invaded, invaded sejak joy, happiness and love.
The light became brighter and brighter, and i heard a voice, a sweet gentle voice, asking me to embrace the light, to follow it, so I did.
The light became so intense that I had to close my eyes, but when I opened them I saw it clearly, I saw the Angel who had just saved me.
Nessie, that Angel was you!^^
Thanks for all the happiness anda brought to my life^^ anda mean a lot to me, I Cinta you! <33
