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“Mac, why don’t anda just take a quick nap?” I hear for the...twenty eighth time? Yes, twenty eighth. I feel a smile grow and hear a frustrated sigh from behind me. “Mac! Are anda listening?!”
“Stella, I can hear anda fine.” I respond warmly. “And for the twenty eighth time, I just need to finish this.”
“That’s what anda told me twenty minit ago. If I didn’t know any better I’d say anda were avoiding me.” She says with a radiant smile. I turn to her and she raises an eyebrow. “Well, detective? Are anda going to come peacefully, atau must I take anda sejak force?”
“It wouldn’t...

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Every time i tried to tell her how i felt, something would interrupted me and it'll be left unspoken, now she'll never get to hear the three words I'd longed to say. That night was the worst night of my life, I'll never forget it. I only popped round to see how she was because she wasn't her usual self at work today. If only i arrived a few hours earlier maybe she'll be alive, seeing her like that made me feel guilty as i wasn't there to protect her. She relied on me to protect her and i hadn't done my job and now my best friend and soul mate was gone. Gone, not knowing how i...