I know its getting close to the anniversry of mj's death and i still cant get over the fact that he gone. Sometimes the only thing that keeps me going sometimes is my imagination. I sometimes dream that mj is my best friend and we do alot of fun stuff. I dream that im onset of his bad video atau im going on tour, doing Filem togther. I sometime i wish i was the friend who was there for him through everything. i wish i was there to comfort him through those harsh times.i want to tell him everything is ok,that it doesnt matter what people think of you. Everytime that i get on stage and preform i feel mj is there watching me, cheering me on even though i cant see him i just feel that hes there. Sometimes i can't help but smile sometimes when i think about mj. But sometimes it hits me that hes gone and i just breakdown and cry, even if i was happy just minit earlier. I wish that somehow mj would comeback, i want him to have a saat chance, michael didnt deserve to go through what he went through, noone like mj should have to experience that,michael never found his true love, which a person like michael should have another chance at finding there true love. I want lebih than anything in this world is for people to stop saying hurtful things about him, i want them to realize that he wasnt a child mosleter, he was innocent, he would never do such thing. Michael didnt deserve it. I just want his name to be unhated for good and for people to see - the man behind the mask of lies, atau the man in the mirror. Because thats what michael taught the world,he taught us to Cinta ourselves.
that is so lovely i know i do the same things as well. Stay strong there are so many people over the world who agree with anda and know him for the good person he really is. he may be gone but he still lives ion in our hearts and on our Fanpop pages!!!!
Yeah I feel the same way... I never ever in my life imagined what it would be like when Michael would pass away, and it is still unreal to me. Hes one of those people who i thought would never die... I feel like ever since the 25th of june last tahun Ive been living in a dream, where it feels like Mike never left, that hes still here, that everything is fine... I watch his videos, listen to his songs, and think of him 24/7 and everything seems like it couldnt get any better.... Then something puts me into reality, like when I see Prince Paris & Blanket w/o him, atau a video atau song catches me off guard and I just start crying... I know Mike is gone physically, but I will never ever fully accept that he is no longer here... it breaks my hati, tengah-tengah cuz its just sooo hard to believe that hes gone Lately Ive been thinking that Michael, wherever he is, has to know that I Cinta him... I just feel that he loves me and everyone who loves him, and sometimes just that thought makes me smile... I can honestly say I Cinta him lebih than I Cinta myself... If I could have a single wish it would be to bring Mike back, especially for PP&B... and I also wish that everybody would respect him & seek and accept the truth about him and see who he really is, but its a fact and ill have to accept that wish will never come true... i wish i was there to help him thru the tough times... i wish he never had to go thru such horrible things, i just wish he was here... <3