How long did it take for anda to finally admit to yourself that michaels really gone?

Michael didn´t go...He is my heart

I miss him so much too!! :(( I still can't believe it. I see his videos, hear his songs.. watching him.. and I still can't believe he's gone.. that he's not here anymore :(
when I first heared about it I though that was just a nightmare.. hoping that will end :(
but it didn't.. is not ending..
I didn't count how much.. the hours, the days.. I was so shocked..
I miss him so much.. I know that he's watching us from Above. He's in a better place now, an Angel in Heaven..

R.I.P. Michael!! we will always Cinta you!!!!♥♥♥

he is>? i still cant believe that he went with my great grandpa too heaven ...dang im sooo late

After a week of his death I still couldn't believe it. I thought I was in a nightmare when I was not. After a bulan I looked up to the reality. And I always cry when I listen to that song :'/

The hari he died.

i still havent. i tried then i burst into tears for 2 days straight. so i cant and probably wont.

To be honest, like 4-5 months.

I really just couldn't accept it.

R.I.P <3

Well I don't think I'll ever fully get over & accept the fact that he's gone cuz it's just so unreal to me, but I didn't believe he had passed until the memorial, and then after I saw TII cuz he never even got to perform... But I don't know it's still hard for me to think about and come to terms with, it's something I never ever imagined happening and now that it has happened it's too hard to accept... I still cry & feel upset over his death :'[ So maybe that feeling will tone down over time but it's never gonna completely go away..

DEAR FANS:

anda may think our beloved michael is gone but he isnt,he is just resting and one hari he will wake up and realize we still need him he will realize we are waiting anxiously for his return michael visits me in my dreams and he talks to me saying one hari he will return and continue to sing and dance for me his chilren and for my fellow fans. i must admit i have cried a million times over gone too soon but i realized that he berkata himself if the Bidadari took me from this earth i would tell them bring me back to her thats a chance ill take baby ill stay heaven can wait who is his baby paris is still here so he wouldnt leave his baby.we all miss him but we have to wake him up.