T: wait what?
Me: unlock the door
T: Leah
Me: -starts tearing up- T this is your friend what if he finds out I had sex with you
T: -sighed- ion know but I don't want to stop this -grabbed my hand-
Me: t I can't do this anymore...
T: -hopped into the back seat-
Me: -sat in the back seat-
T: what we got is something better than ever we can't stop this
Me: anda don't understand it! I c-
T: -kisses me passionately-
Me: -kisses back-
T: -starts Ciuman my neck-
Me: No stop .. I'm sorry I can't do this -pushes him off and ran into the house-

K: your back .. so my friend Chris is over and I'm going to go get something to eat -kisses cheek- I'll be back
Me: okay -gulped-

Inside

C: -walked downstairs-
Me: look I don't want any trouble-
C: too late -pinned me against the wall-
Me: get off me !
C: -bit lip- why anda so damn sexy -licking lips-
Me: leave me alone ! And get t'f off me
C: -starts Ciuman my neck-
Me: -pushes him off- leave me alone!
C: -picked me up and threw me on the katil getting between my legs-
Me: -fighting back-
C: -punched me in my lower stomach-
Me: -grabbed my stomach-
C: -grabbed my arms and put them above my head-
Me: .....
C: -whispered in my ear- if anda tell Khleo about this .. I will find you.. now when this happens.. anda will call me daddy am I understood
Me: -tears up- No I'm not going to
C: -chuckles.. wrong choice darling -chokes me-
Me: ... -trying to breath-
C: -took my pants off and slid himself into me-
Me: -gasped in pain-

C: say anda like it..
Me: No...
C: say it!
Me: no
C: -goes harder-
Me: I-I I like it -cries-
C: anda shouldn't be sad.. anda should be happy -smirks-
Me: I should be happy you're raping me!!
C: -had a tight grip on my hair-
What anda say to me? -tighten grip- don't ever disrespect me
Me: okay..
C: what?
Me: okay
C: I'm sorry I didn't hear you
Me: okay I won't do it again.... daddy
C: -smirked- I know anda won't

sejak now it's been an excruciating 45 minit .. and I can feel the blood trickling down my leg..

Me: I'm bleeding
C: so what..
Me: get off me!
C: -slapped me extra hard-
Me: -got embarrassed-
C: -got in my ear- I don't care if anda don't like it
Me: -squirming trying to get out of his grip-
C: maybe anda should stop trying to get out of my grip because it's not going to work okay ?
Me: No !

sejak now I felt dirty and just plain violated and I wasn't going to take it anymore...

Me: I'm tired of youuuuuuuu! -screamed in pain-
C: -punched me in the stomach-
Me: I'm sorry... just don't hurt me anymore..
C: -looked me in my eye-
anda dumb jalang, perempuan jalang -starts punching me over and over-

10 minit later


C: tell anybody anda want... but make sure anda expect the unexpected -leaves-

I sat there beaten , bruised and raped ... I didn't understand why did he leave me with him .. it doesn't take 55 minit to get Makanan ...

Me: -called Khleo-
K: hello
Me: where are you
K: I'm stuck in traffic .. why? Are anda okay ?
Me: I'm fine -lied-
K: okay I probably be back in 35 minutes
Me: okay

Me: -called J-
-rung twice-
J: hello
Me: can anda come over
J: umm sure is something wrong
Me: please just hurry
J: okay I'll be there in 10 minutes
Me: okay -hung up-

So I still had my bahagian, atas on so I painfully slipped on some underwear and put my jubah mandi, jubah on.. sejak then the j was here and he saw me limping and ran upstairs...

J: what happened!! -hugged me-
Me: -starts crying- it's all my fault -whimpering-
J: what happened ..
Me: -cries harder into his chest-
J: -grabbed my legs and picked me up and set me on the couch-
Me: he did it again (x3)
J: who did what ..
Me: he he he he raped me .. then he beat me over and over again... this is my fault!
J: -comforting me- No it's not your fault!! Leah who did this ..
Me: C-C-Chris
J: -pulled out his phone-
Me: don't call the cops!
J: I'm not -dialed number-

A: hello
Me: dude come over to Leah house it's an emergency
A: alright be there in a few

Me: -starts shivering uncontrollably-
J: -wrapped me in a blanket and kept telling me it's okay-
A: -stepped inside- woah! What happened!
J: -looked at Leah who was sleeping-

J: -got up and walked over towards him-
A: what happened
J: she got raped and beaten
A: sejak who?
J: -sighed- Chris
A: -stood there- I need to find out -
Me: -talking quietly- just don't call the cops
A: what are anda crazy he raped you
Me: he threatened me
A: -sighed- J can I talk to her in private
J: yeah -left-

A: Leah is that why anda thought I tried to rape anda at the party
Me: yeah.. -sighed-
( August is a therapist)
A: did he tell anda anything when he was raping you
Me: he made me call him daddy .. and he told me to say I like it
A: how did that make anda feel
Me: dirty.. disgusting..
A: -sighed-

Me: -starts shivering-
A: anda okay
Me: yeah I'm just a little bit dizzy

// 3 hours later //

So I went to the bathroom and looked under the sink. Oh here they are.. I silently stared at the box and sighed .. I'll only know if I take one

// 5 minit later //

Me: -sighed and put my head down- I can't believe this.. I'm pregnant

// CUT //