Part1:
*Sayna's POV*
I looked out of my car window to see my old house staring at me. The same house I had left suddenly a tahun ago. The same house which had been my safety net ever since I was little, the same house, same street, same number. We had to alih away to Australia a tahun a go. A whole tahun I'd been gone, it seemed to go so fast, yet everyday away from here seemed to drag on forever. I'd left everything behind, friends, family, a perfect boyfriend. I'd left it all, one minit I was here, the seterusnya I was on a plane travelling so far away from everything and everyone I loved. A quick snap of the fingers, a quick blink of the eyes and I was gone. I sleepily climbed out of the car and ambled up the driveway. I walked through the front door and headed upstairs towards my room. It was 2am and i was tired and majorly jetlagged.  I opened my bedroom door. The same room stared back at me. The same dull colours, the same pictures which bought back so many memories of before. These alone bought tears to my eyes. But I quickly wiped them away with my sleeve. I was too tired to waste energy on crying. I dumped my bag on the floor and slumped down onto the bed. I turned onto my side to see the picture still sat on my bedside table. The picture of me an Zayn from back then. Him holding me in his arms. We had all been out all hari together, me, him, Kasin and Liam. That was the week before I left. We had all gone out while the weather was nice, spent some time together. Little did I know it was out last proper hari out as a 4. The four best friends, my best friends. My eyes were then drawn to a picture hanging on my wall. It was of all of my usual group from school. All 10 of us. There was me and Zayn hand  in hand, there was Kasin and Liam his arms around her waist, then there was Harry and Ally lips locked onto one another as usual, Leslie and Niall both smiling sweetly at the camera his arms around her waist, and louis and Seana, him tickling her so she was half falling on the floor in a rather comical fashion. These guys had been there for me through everything and I had always been there for them. They were my rocks. And I'd just left them. Completely walked out on their lives, without so much as a goodbye, without so much as a warning. 

I got up, took my clothes off and slipped a pair of pyjamas on and climbed under the covers of my bed. I wondered if people would still remember me. If they would still like me. I know Kasin wouldn't have forgotten me. After all we had been best friends, we'd never had a fight, we had clicked from the moment we met and out minds were always in sync with one another. She was always so nice, always laughing and never had a bad word to say about anyone. I couldnt bare it if I Lost her. We'd laughed, cried, gotten mad and smiled together thousands of times. I felt a tear run down my face as I remembered how much we had been through together and just how much that really meant to me. Kasin wont have forgotten me I kept telling myself over and over inside my head. But i couldnt seem to completely convince myself. There was always a doubting thought at the back of my mind. Why would she still remember me? She'll have moved on. I shook these out of my head as I rested my head on the pillow. She won't have forgotten me. She cares. She always has. But then there was Zayn. He was a completely different story. Before I left we were together. A proper couple. He was my world, my everything. He always had been from that moment when he'd asked me out on 23rd March. The hari always remained in my mind. We had been together almost 2 years before I left.  There had been no words of an official end to it all, no words of a break up. But how could I expect him to still be around, to still want me back, to still be the same as before. After all I'd been away a year, a lot can happen in a year. I knew that. He wasn't going to wait around forever. Not for someone like me. Someone who just walked out on everything, someone who didnt even say goodbye. I wanted to, i really did. I just couldn't, i wasnt allowed. The tears kept streaming down my face as I buried my head into my bantal and shut my eyes tight. It took a while to regain control as I wiped my eyes on my sleeve and closed them slowly to allow myself to sleep. After all, I would have to face the Muzik tomorrow as I was going back to school. 

^"you sure you'll be okay Sayna? I can walk anda utama its no problem" Zayn berkata holding me in his arms. 
"No. It's fine. I only live two streets down Zayn. I'm a big girl now ill be fine" I berkata back reaching up on tiptoes and Ciuman him gently on the lips. 
"Well if your certain. Just make sure anda ring if there's a problem alright?" 
"Course I will" I berkata as he leaned in and pressed his lips firmly on mine. My hati, tengah-tengah skipped as he did so. 
"Good. Goodnight beautiful. I'll see anda tomorrow" He berkata pressing his lips on mine again. I turned around, opened his front door and walked out.  
"see anda tomorrow" I berkata smiling. 
"Goodnight beautiful. I Cinta you" he berkata smiling. 
"Night. Cinta anda too" I called back making my way down the driveway as he shut the door behind me. I started the walk home. It wasn't far. About 5 minutes. The soft orange glow of the streetlamps lit the path in front of me as it was already dark. I felt happy and warm inside, Zayn always made me feel like this. I continued to walk utama feeling on bahagian, atas of the world. Then I saw two figures up ahead, standing in front of a van. They looked up as they saw me approaching. What should I do? Do I menyeberang, cross over? Carry on walking? Turn back? It's not too late to ask Zayn to walk me back. I carried on walking, pulling my jaket around me as I looked at the floor. I could feel their eyes on me. It was too late to turn back now.^
 
I woke up, cold and scared. These dreams had been happening lebih and lebih frequently recently. Dreams of being chased, dreams of being taken, and dreams of Zayn. I quickly checked the time on my phone. 6am. I suppose I should get up. After all I had to face school..

Part2:
I climbed out of katil and headed towards the bathroom. I stared at myself in the small bathroom mirror. My long brown hair hung past my shoulders, messy and all over the place from where I had been tossing and turning all night. My brown eyes looked tired as they stared back at me. Who was I kidding? Why would Zayn still want me back? Plain old me. A tear slowly fell down my cheek leaving a trail of wetness down the side of my face. I missed him so much. Not a hari had gone past when he hadn't come running though my mind. Every couple I saw walking hand in hand reminded me of him, every memory had replayed itself in my head a thousand times, whenever I shut my eyes his face was always there smiling, every feeling had come rushing back to me. I got into the pancuran, pancuran mandian carefully and washed my hair, i got out and got dressed in to my familiar uniform. I quickly ran a brush through my hair, dried it and let it fall down in my natural loose waves. I didn't bother with any makeup. My eyelashes were too long and only clumped themselves together making them look worse.  I carefully made my way downstairs, not wanting to wake anyone who was still asleep. I walked into the dapur to find Tom already sat at the meja, jadual eating breakfast. Tom is my brother. He's 18 and very protective over me. He's tall, about 6ft and has dark hair, his eyes are green and sparkle when he smiles. 
"morning Sayna" He berkata looking up and smiling, "hey what's wrong" he berkata sensing something was up. 
"Nothing" I berkata forcing a smile out,
"And sejak nothing anda mean everything. Sit down, I'll make anda breakfast." he berkata standing up and pulling a chair out which I sat on obediently. He knew me so well. After a while he slid a slice of roti bakar across the table.  
"Now Sayna. anda going to tell me what's bothering you" he looked concerned. 
"I'm just scared. Scared to go back to school, scared that the others have forgotten about me," I took a deep breath in, "scared that Zayns moved on" I whispered. 
"Oh Sayna. The others won't have forgotten you. How can they, your quite hard to forget. Trust me I've tried. But I can't promise that Zayn hasnt moved on. We've been gone a tahun Sayna. A whole year. A lot happens in a year. We know that lebih than anyone" he berkata kindly,
"I know Tom. But i just don't know if I can fit in anymore. I don't know if I can still see Zayn without thinking of how it used to be" I pushed my breakfast away, hardly touched. I'd completely Lost my appetite. I stood up, grabbed my bag and started to walk towards the front door. 
"It will be alright Sayna. I promise you." Tom called out. I walked out the door and made my way up to school. 

I walked through them same old silver gates and up to the brown doors of reception. I walked in to be greeted sejak a familiar sight of school. I walked over to the desk.
 
"Erm.. Hi. I'm Sayna. Sayna Mckenzie. I'm meant to be starting back today." I berkata to the receptionist. 
"oh hello Sayna." she berkata politely, flicking through her computer  "Your in the same form room still. I'm presuming anda still remember your way around." 
"Yeah. I still remember" I berkata back. 
"Thats good. Well here's your timetable and Miss Bellamy should be expecting you" I took the timetable and made my way towards my old room. The corridor bought back so many memories of when I was last here. I walked towards the door to my form room and pushed it open gently. The whole class looked up and stared. Kasin let out a small smile of recognition. She still knew who i was. 

"Well hello Sayna. Welcome back" Miss Bellamy berkata softly, "Your old kerusi, tempat duduk is still free if anda wanted to reclaim it." I nodded in approval and went and sat down behind Kasin. She turned around almost instantly. 
"Sayna" she berkata smiling broadly, "your back. Where have anda been? Why did anda go? I've missed anda so so much"  she berkata almost to quickly to catch. 
"Ive missed anda too Kasin. I really have" I berkata back. 
"I didn't think you'd ever come back. But anda did" she smiled as her eyes sparkled behind her glasses. 
"Course I did. How could I leave anda here sejak yourself?" I giggled. 
"that's true. I'm surprised I haven't been in some sort of accident. Saying that i haven't had anda walking diagonally downs sets of stairs and knocking me down" she berkata as we both started laughing.  
"so come on then Kasin. Fill me in. What's been happening while I've been away?" I berkata once I had regained control over myself.  she started to tell me about everything that had happened since I'd been gone. How her and Liam were still together and so were the others. But after she'd relayed nearly everyones life stories, i noticed that she hadn't mentioned Zayns name once. Not even a small hint that he was still even here, still talking to her, still thinking of me. I wasn't even sure if he was still at this school anymore. What if he'd moved away? What if I never saw him again? So many what ifs. As the loceng went for the start of first lesson I stood up as Kasin threw her arms around me. 
"I really have missed anda Sayna. Ive never forgotten you". 
She still remembered me. That was all that mattered for now. At least I still had my best friend, even if I didn't have anyone else, Kasin was all that mattered to me..

Part3:
*Sayna's POV*
We walked out of our form room together, me and Kasin. I felt happier knowing that she still remembered me. I walked out to be greeted sejak Liam, Louis and Seana. 
"Sayna!" they all said. 
"Hey guys." I berkata smiling at them. Seana threw her arms around my neck. 
"We've missed anda Sayna" she berkata detaching herself from me and taking a step back towards Louis. 
"Awww come here you." Louis berkata pulling me into a quick hug, before stepping back and placing his arm around Seana. 
"We've missed anda Sayna" Liam berkata as I spun around to face him. His arms were around Kasin and her head was resting gently on his chest. 
"Now, we better be getting off to class." Kasin said, always the sensible one. We headed off to seterusnya lesson catching up on things I'd missed along the way. 

The morning went past quickly and I'd quickly gotten back into my small bulatan of friends. I'd been greeted sejak many hugs and been told how much I'd been missed. It made me happy to know that people had missed me while i was away. But there was only one person missing. I hadn't seem Zayn all day. Not even a glimpse of him. It was lunch time sejak now and we were all sat round the table. Kasin was playfully feeding Liam pieces of chocolate, Leslie was sat snuggled into Nialls chest as he spoke softly into her ear, Seana was sat on Louis lap him gently playing with her hair, and Ally and Harry were happily sat together, lips firmly locked onto one another. That was until Louis threw a piece of his sandwich, sandwic at them, making them pull apart quickly. 
"Sorry to be disturbing such an intense game of tonsil tennis, however some of us are trying to eat here." Louis berkata laughing at them,
"Awww. I'm sorry Boo. Couldn't help myself" Harry berkata back winking at Ally as she giggled quietly before resting her head in the crook of Harrys neck.  
I kind of felt like the odd one out, surrounded sejak all these couples, I'd never felt like this before. I'd always had Zayn here. I'd always had someone to make me feel special, to feel loved. I wondered where he was, what he was doing, if he was even still living down here, still going to this school. I looked up towards the door and spotted someone walking in. My hati, tengah-tengah raced as I realised who is was. He still had the same effect on me as my hati, tengah-tengah skipped a beat and I melted into my seat. Zayn walked in, his black hair perfectly styled, his brown eyes sparkling, and he still had the most amazing fashion sense. But then my hati, tengah-tengah sank as I saw someone stood seterusnya to him, someone holding his hand, someone with their head leaning on his shoulder. My hati, tengah-tengah stopped as I stared at the girl with Zayn. Her long, straight, brown hair was perfect, her eyes blue and shining. She was tall, taller than me anyway. She was beautiful. Zayn slowly placed a hand around her waist as he stood talking to a group of people. After a while they started to make their over to us. He sat down and pulled her onto his lap, resting his head on her shoulder. A rush of hurt ran over me. I looked over at Kasin. 
'Im sorry' she mouthed looking apologetic. 
"Oh hei Sayna. Nice to see anda again" Zayn berkata in his perfect accent. 
"Er. Hey." I berkata back, trying to hold back the tears as he pulled her in closer to him. I stood up quickly and walked out, the lump in my throat hurt and my eyes were filling with tears. 
'oh hei Sayna' was that all I was worth. I've been away a tahun and all I get is a 'Hey', just sat there with your new, perfect little girlfriend on your lap, can't even be bothered to say a proper hello. I thought to myself as I walked outside. I had no control over the tears now as they ran down my face. I walked around the corner and onto the playground. No one was around as it wasn't really the weather to be outside. I sat on the floor in the corner, head in my hands and sobbed. After a while I felt someone sit down beside me and put their arms around me. 
"I'm sorry Sayna." I heard Kasin say, "I should have warned you" 
"It's okay" I berkata back quietly, pulling away and wiping away the tears. I had always known that he wouldn't still be here, still waiting around for me. I just always hoped that he was. Always hoped that I'd come back to find Zayn still waiting, still wanting me back. 
"Who is she?" I asked after a while. 
"Her name is Scarlett." Kasin said 
"How long have they been. Well. anda know... Together" it was hard to get the words out, they hurt so much to say. 
"a few months. 4 I think." 
"Oh" 
"Look Sayna" Kasin started, "When anda left, Zayn was a mess, we all were. He was broken, he was so upset that you'd gone. He couldnt handle it. He didn't eat, didn't sleep, he never smiled. He was a mess. For ages. Then Scarlett came along. Don't be mad at her. She mended him. She bought him back."
"I know. I'm sorry" I said. I had messed people around sejak leaving. How could I expect it to be the same. I couldnt just come back and it be the same again. Everything had changed, everyone was different, I was different. I couldn't change that. Not now. After a while, the loceng went meaning we had to get back to lessons. 

The rest of the hari sped sejak but Zayn and Scarlett never left my mind. I practically ran home, threw my bag down on the floor, ran up to my room and threw myself down on the katil and sobbed, my head in my pillow. After a while I heard a quiet tapping at the door as Tom walked in. 
"Oh Sayna" he berkata shutting the door as he walked over to me, "Come here" he berkata pulling me onto his lap and holding me close, "what's up?" he asked
"Just a bad hari at school." I said, sniffing and wiping my tears away with the back of my hand. 
"Want to talk about it?" He asked.
"Not now Tom." I said. I couldn't face relaying it all now. 
"Okay. Well anda know where I am if anda need me yeah?" he berkata standing up and walking towards the door. 
"Yeah" I berkata laying back down on my bed. I was glad I had someone as caring as he was. Someone who was always there for me whenever I needed it. I turned onto my side and saw the picture of me and Zayn on my bedside table. I grabbed it and threw it down onto the floor where it smashed with the impact. The glass smashed and shards covered the floor. The glass had cracked straight down the middle, separating the two of us, a crack was on Zayn too, covering his perfect face. 
"I Cinta anda Zayn" I whispered softly, kicking the broken picture. "Always have and always will"..

Part4:
*Sayna's POV*

^I continued to walk towards the 2 figures, I could feel their icy stares running straight through me. As I approached them I heard them gruffly whisper to each other. 
"Oi. You. Sayna Mckenzie?" one of them said. I didn't answer just turned around and tried to walk off. But they were faster, one of them came in front of me, blocking my only escape route. I took a step backwards and knocked into the other man. 
"We said. Are anda Sayna Mckenzie?" He berkata again, roughly and in my ear. 
"Er. Ye. yeah" I shakily stuttered. 
"Good. Well this," he berkata waving a white envelope in my face, "Is for your father. We expect it to reach him. Is that understood?" 
"Er. Yeah." I berkata taking it and trying to push past. 
"Erm. Little lady. Where do anda think your going. We ain't finished with you. So don't be running no where." I could feel the man behind me pull something out of his pocket, something cold and hard. I turned around slowly to see a long silver pisau catching the light from the streetlamps, reflecting the orange glow into my eyes. 
"You ain't going no where yet." The man berkata gruffily.^

I woke up shaking and freezing cold. I looked at the time, 1am. I shakily got out of katil and went to Toms room and knocked on the door before walking in. Tom was still awake and on his computer. 
"Hey Sayna. anda okay?" he asked
"Yeah. Erm. Can I talk with anda please?"
"Yeah sure. Come sit down." He berkata switching his computer off and sitting on his bed. 
"Well today, at school well. I saw everyone. As usual. But Zayn...He's different"
"How do anda mean?"
"He barely berkata hello. And. He's moved on Tom. He's got a new girlfriend." I broke down in tears. 
"Sayna. Come here." Tom berkata reaching out for me and pulling me into his strong and protective arms, embracing my body and letting me rest my head on his shoulders, "don't get upset. He's the one missing out. Missing out on a beautiful and clever girl who thought the world of him. Don't worry, you'll find your prince one hari princess. And when anda do, he'll be the one, he'll be the one who loves anda as much as anda Cinta Zayn, he'll be the one to treat anda perfect, he'll be yours Sayna"
"But what if I've already found my prince Tom? What if I've found my perfect guy but I'm just not his princess anymore?" I whispered. 
"Then he's not your perfect guy" Tom whispered back, "he's not the one who deserves your heart. He once held the key to your hati, tengah-tengah but the locks have changed now beautiful, the key no longer fits" he cradled me in his arms and rocked me gently. I felt selamat, peti deposit keselamatan and warm and sleepy. I closed my eyes and let sleep invade my body. It wrapped it's soft, silky arms around me and lifted me into sleep. 

I woke up the seterusnya morning in my own bed. It was 6am. Tom must have bought me back in here last night. I didn't think I could face another hari of school. But somehow I managed to drag myself out of katil and get dressed and ready for school. At 8am Kasin came and knocked on my door and we left together. We got to school and were walking through the corridor when I noticed Zayn and Scarlett walking towards me. His arm around her tiny waist, her giggling and something he had said, and him smiling sweetly down at her. As he spotted me he smiled a little and walked over. 
"Sorry for yesterday" he berkata to me, "its good to have anda back. And I don't think anda two have officially met yet. Sayna, this is Scarlett, my girlfriend. And Scarlett, this is Sayna. She's my ex" It broke my heart. His ex. Is that all I was. Just an ex. Just a name at the bottom of the list. Just an ex. He could have berkata a friend. But no. An ex. I tried to hold back the tears as I walked away, into class and sat, head in hands and cried..

Part5:
*Sayna's POV*
The hari went sejak so slowly. Zayns words hurtled around my head, 
'Shes just an ex' Just an ex? He was lebih than just an ex to me. A lot more. He had been my world, my everything, my reason to wake up in the morning. He still was all of that. But as much as I still loved him, I could see how much he loved Scarlett. I could see how his eyes lit up when she walked into a room, how he held her gently in his arms, how he always looked down at her lovingly. I wasn't going to break that. If she made Zayn happy then to some extent, I was happy. I couldn't bare to see him upset. School dragged on. The clocks seemed to be ticking extra slow. The hands hesitant to alih on, the saat lingering on. All I wanted to do was go home. Finally, after what seemed like a lifetime, the loceng went, allowing us to leave. As I was walking out Kasin caught up with me. 
"Sayna!" she called. I turned around to face her, "Sayna. I forgot to ask anda earlier. Louis is having a small house party at his tonight. Just us lot and a few of his friends. anda coming?" She asked. 
"Erm. I'm not sure," I replied. 
"Awww come on Sayna. It'll be fun. How else are anda going to spend a Friday night?". She was right. I didn't have any plans, and I could do with having a good time. 
"Fine. I'll come," I said
"Yaaaay!" she practically shouted in my ear, "I'll meet anda there, 7o'clock ish" she berkata before smiling and walking off towards her house. 

*7o'clock ish*
Okay. So it wasnt 7o'clock. It was fast approaching 8. The amount of times I'd nearly turned around and not come. The amount of apologetic texts I had written out, then deleted again. So many thoughts were running through my mind. I wasnt sure if I really wanted to be here anymore. I knocked on Louis front door and shortly after he opened it. 

"Hey Sayna." he berkata a little too loud, someone had already had a little too much alcohol. 
"Hey Louis. Sorry I'm late" i berkata walking in. 
"no problem. The others are through there" he berkata pointing vaguely towards his front room. I walked in to find all of my group and a few people who I didn't know, all sat down together. 

"Hey Sayna" Kasin said, her head resting on Liams chest as she laid on the sofa. 
"Hello" I berkata back smiling. She moved her legs over to leave a little angkasa for me to sit. I sat down carefully looking around the room. Ally was sat on Harry's knee Ciuman one another as per usual. Leslie was sat seterusnya to Niall, his arms protectively around her. And Kasin was still laying on Liam. There were a few other people in here too. Another guy, tall, dark hair, not great looking but average. There was a blonde guy sat on the floor near to Ally and Harry, he was just sat looking bored. There was also two girls sat with one another on the floor seterusnya to me, one with dark hair, the other blonde. They were engrossed in conversation and happily sat drinking away. I felt lonely, sat on my own. I got up an decided to go see who else was in the kitchen. I stood up out of the sofa carefully and walked out into the hallway. I opened the door and saw Zayn and Scarlett. Him Ciuman her passionately, her fingers running through his hair as he pulled her closer, his hands on the bottom of her back. I couldn't take anymore. I ran, tears streaming from my eyes, past Louis, past Seana and out through the back door and into Louis' garden. I sat down on the damp rumput and sobbed. I laid down, feeling the damp seeping into my clothes. But I didn't care anymore. I stared up at the sky as the tears slid down my face and dripped off my cheeks onto the wet grass. I could see the moon staring down at me. Watching as I let the tears slide down my face. The stars twinkled at me softly and glimmered in the sky. The sky was black, illuminated only sejak the soft silvery glow of the moon. The garden was dark as I lay there watching the sky. After a while I felt someone come and lay beside me. I turned my head to see Harry laying there, staring up at the sky. He didn't move. I looked back up to see a shooting bintang go past. 
"Make a wish Sayna" Harry whispered softly. I did.. Harry sat up slowly and I did the same. I hadn't noticed how cold it was out here until now and I shivered in the cold. Harry slowly took his jaket off and placed it around my shoulders. 
"Thanks" I whispered to him 
"your welcome. Look Sayna. I know it's hard but dont let Scarlett and Zayn get to you. He doesn't Cinta her how he loved you" he whispered in the darkness. He berkata no more. 
"What do anda mean?" I asked. He nodded his head at me, stood up and walked inside. What had he meant? I laid back down on the rumput and closed my eyes and I must have fallen asleep. 

*The seterusnya day* 
I'd woken up outside. It was starting to get light as the sky was flashed with red and pink. I pulled Harrys jaket around me. I was soaked through and freezing cold. I stood up slowly and walked inside. Everyone else was still asleep. So I walked back utama to get changed. 

The hari seemed to drag on. I stayed at utama after numerous offers from the others, but I declined then all saying I was busy. I needed to be alone. sejak night time I had thought everything over. Debated my feelings and worked out that I needed to focus on something else. Zayn had moved on. End of. If he could alih on so quick. So could I. I slipped on my pyjamas and closed my eyes and let sleep take me away. 

^I had to get out. Had to run. But I couldn't. I looked around, tried to find a angkasa to get out. The only way would be to push past and run. I braced myself for what was coming but as I tried to push past I felt something cold hit my back,something cold followed sejak an agonising pain which shot up my back. I placed my hand on the sumber of the pain. The man behind had plunged his pisau into my back. Blood was pouring out through my fingers. My head spun. I needed to get out. I pushed past and ran. I stumbled as my head span and the ground beneath my feet seemed to swim. I could feel a hot liquid running through my fingers. My bahagian, atas was soaking wet and I could feel the warm blood dripping down my back. I ran up my driveway and threw open the door. 
"MUM!" I shouted weakly before it all went black'
 
I woke up screaming. I was cold, shaking and scared. Tom came running into my room. 
"Sayna! Are anda okay?" he said 
"Yeah. Bad dream" I berkata still shaking. 
"come here." he berkata sitting on the end of my katil and hugging me. I told him about my dreams I'd been having. About how i was feeling. It helped, talking to him, it helped to get everything off of my chest and out in the open. 
"Look Sayna. As hard as it may seem, anda will alih on. I promise. And all of this will blow over. You'll be happy again."
"But what if I'm not?"
"You will be"
"But...." I started
"Shhhh" he interrupted "no lebih but's, no lebih what ifs." He rocked me gently as I felt my eye lids go heavy and I slowly fell asleep in his arms. 
I was awoken the seterusnya morning sejak my phone going off. 
'We need to talk. Meet me in the park in an hour. Zayn x'

Part6:
*Sayna's POV*

I walked down my jalan towards the park. My hati, tengah-tengah was skipping as it knew who was waiting. I walked through the small gates into the park and instantly saw Zayn sat on the ground sejak the trees. His eyes were focused on something distant. I walked over and sat down on the rumput seterusnya to him. I felt uncomfortable, kind of awkward. It wasn't the same. After a while Zayn broke the silence. 
"Look. Sayna. This isn't easy for the both of us. I just needed to sort myself out. Look. Why did anda leave?" Zayn asked not looking at me, "Why did anda not say goodbye?" he whispered, his voice cracking slightly. 
"Things happened Zayn. We were told to move, leave, without a trace and have no contact. I wanted to say goodbye. I just couldn't" I berkata slowly. 
"What happened Sayna?" he asked again. 
"I'm not ready to say" 
"please Sayna. It will help me. I'm struggling to get my head round it all. Please." 
I sat in silence for a while. Maybe it was time to tell my story. Time to let it out, time to break down the strong walls I'd built up around myself, time to let someone in. 
"if anda really want to know I'll tell you. But I don't want any interruptions." I berkata looking at him.
He looked up and into my eyes, 
"Well. anda remember that hari before I left. I was at yours. anda offered to walk me utama but I berkata no" He nodded his head, "well as i walked utama I could see people ahead of me, two men. I didn't know what to do. I didnt know if I should menyeberang, cross over atau carry on walking atau come back to yours. But I carried on. I got closer to them and as I tried to pass they blocked me in, I couldnt get out." a small tear came into my eye. 
"What did they do Sayna?" Zayn asked. 
"No interruptions remember. Well they spoke for a bit, asked me who I was. I was scared Zayn I just told them. They gave me an envelope to give to Dad. I tried to get away. I tried to go but they pushed me back and I turned around. The man behind had a knife." 
"Sayna. Please tell me they didn't" I put my head in my hands and cried. I lifted up the back of my bahagian, atas slowly to tunjuk the long red scar down the back of my back. 
"Sayna! Please tell me they didnt" I nodded my head slowly. He moved over seterusnya to me and pulled me into his chest. 
"not my Sayna." he berkata "not my princess" I sobbed into his baju until it was wet with tears. I looked up at him. He stared down, his perfect brown eyes staring straight into mine. 
"I'm so sorry" he berkata pushing my hair off of my face and wiping the tears, "I shouldn't have let anda go utama on your own." the tears were still falling down my face as he pulled me into his chest again. I could smell the familiar smell of Zayn, the one that I always loved when we were together. It made me cry even more. He rocked me gently in his arms as I cried. When I finally regained control I started to explain again. 
"Dad had been getting these envelopes for a few weeks. They never really berkata a lot. It was because he was a main witness in court against a murderer. His assistants outside of jail were posting us threats. The police berkata that they would try and stop them. But they couldn't. When i got utama that night dad called the police. Obviously with an ambulans for me as well. I was admitted to hospital overnight and the police told us to go away. As far as we could. To not have contact, because the less people who knew we has gone, the less chance we had of them finding out. We moved to Australia for a year. We changed our names completely to avoid them finding us. And don't get me wrong, whenever anda called I wanted to pick up. Just to tell anda I was safe. Just to hear your voice. But I couldn't. I wasn't allowed to." The tears fell down my face again and small spots of rain were starting to fall. They covered up my tears as the rain got heavier. Zayn stood up and held out a hand to help me up. I took it, as soon as our skin touched, it sent electricity up my arm and my hati, tengah-tengah raced. He didn't let go of it as he led me under a pokok where we were sheltered from the rain. He gently wiped the tears from my face as he placed his jaket around my shoulders. 
"Thank anda for telling me Sayna. And I'm so sorry I couldnt have helped." he still had hold of my hands as he stared down. Slowly he started to lean forwards as he placed a Ciuman on my lips. It was gentle as they always had been. But he pulled away quickly. 
"I'm sorry Sayna. I don't know what came over me" He turned on his heel and left without so much as a backwards glance. I slumped down onto the floor and cried. His jaket still around my shoulders. I pulled it off and dumped it seterusnya to me. I sobbed to myself head in hands as I felt strong arms bungkus, balut themselves around me. 
"I'm sorry" Zayn whispered into my ear...

Part7:
*Zayn's POV*
**one tahun ago** 

Sayna hadn't been in school all week. She hadn't picked up her phone, atau replied to any of my texts. I was getting worried, I'd visited her house nearly everyday, hoping that maybe this time when I peered through the window that she'd be sat there laughing with her family and waiting to invite me in. Hoping that the quiet tinkle of keys would indicate that someone was opening the door. But everyday had been the same, I'd knock at the door, wait then look into her living room window. Everyday I was faced with the same room, nothing was missing from there, it was the same. And everyday I walked away, feeling slightly lebih broken than I had been the hari before. Kasin would usually come with me. We'd stand at the door praying she'd answer, praying we'd see her smiling face again. No such luck. Where was she? It wasn't like her to just disappear without a trace. I just hoped she was alright. The last time I saw her had been at mine. Why hadn't I walked her home? Why am I so stupid? 

After a week I could feel my normal self slowly slipping away. My arms ached for the comfort of her hugs. My hati, tengah-tengah hurt and craved the loving of Sayna again. My ears ringed as they cried out for her soft voice. My eyes were tired and heavy from a lack of sleep. I couldnt sleep anymore. I was too worried. Every time I closed my eyes I could see her face. Her beautiful brown eyes sparkling, her long hair tumbling down past her shoulders in waves, and her beautiful smile which could light up a whole room. I missed her so much. I needed her here, with me, in my arms.
 It was lunch time now at school,but I hadn't got much of an appetite anymore. No matter how much Makanan the guys threw under my nose, I couldn't eat. I put my head in my hands and just sat. 
"Come on man. You've got to eat" Louis berkata placing a hand on my shoulder. 
"I'm not hungry" I replied not even looking up. 
"Zayn. I know its hard mate and I know anda miss her, but you've got to look after yourself. Else anda won't be around for when she's back" 
he was right. I couldnt keep going on like this. I took a bite out of the sandwich, sandwic Louis and pushed in front of me. It felt heavy in my stomach. I pushed the rest away. It made me feel sick. I wasn't up to eating. Not now. 

It had been 2 months now since Sayna left. I can't remember the last time I smiled atau laughed. My eyes always stung from tears and my hati, tengah-tengah ached from being broken so much, so often. It's been thrown down on the floor and trodden on a thousand times. It hurts and no matter how much everyone tries to help, they can't take this feeling away from me. They can't make it better. I've learnt to live with the fact that Sayna's not going to call, she may not even come back. But I can still hope. Every time my phone rings, atau the doorbell goes, my hati, tengah-tengah skips them sinks again as I realise it's not her. I just want to hear her voice one lebih time, see that smile again and feel her arms around me and her head resting against my chest. I want to hear one of her lame jokes again just to hear her soft laugh, and I want to tell her how much I Cinta her just one lebih time. I just want to hear her voice saying my name and feel her hands running through my hair. I want to see her standing up on tiptoes, reaching up to Ciuman me. I want to twirl her around and dance with her in the rain. I want to feel her arms around my neck as I hug her. I want to hear her hati, tengah-tengah beating. I want to be the person who makes her hati, tengah-tengah race and I want to be the person who's hati, tengah-tengah races for her.  I just want her to walk through the door like nothings happened, like she's never been away. I don't want to hurt anymore. I need her to come back and fix me again, to wipe away the tears that fall. To tell me it's all going to be alright. To tell me how much she loves me, how she's always loved me and always will. The tears fall down my cheeks as I lay on my katil and stare at the ceiling. I turn over and see a picture of us two together, her in my arms. I took hold of the picture, kissed her little face, gently caressing her. I held the picture to my chest, close to my heart. 
"Where are anda Sayna?" i whispered softly.
She meant the world to me, no she was my world, my everything and now she was gone. I had nothing but memories and pictures. But what are they worth when anda used to have the real thing? 

*3months later*
Louis is having one of his parties tonight. Everyone knows what they entail. A lot of alcohol, and a lot of fun. I've finally managed to regain control of my life. Sort of. I haven't laughed properly in months and I haven't had fun. I needed this. I needed to go out and smile again. I can't just sit and cry forever, no matter how hard my hati, tengah-tengah protests. 

While at Louis' I met Scarlett. She was tall with dark hair. She reminded me a lot of Sayna. I got talking to her. We clicked instantly. But she was so much like sayna. Her smile, her sense of humour, her laugh. Maybe that's why I was instantly attracted to her. After a few weeks I was slowly getting over Sayna. Scarlett was slowly bringing me back to life. She made me smile, she made me happy. And she fixed my broken heart, made it work again, made it feel loved. When we finally got together I couldn't help but feel a tiny bit guilty on Sayna's behalf. But I loved Scarlett I really did. She meant everything to me and I didn't want to lose her. I took her out often, spent time with her and made sure she was always happy. I couldn't bare losing someone else. Scarlett was my life now. But every night I'd go utama and see the picture of me and sayna together. My hati, tengah-tengah still longed for her. I ended up putting it away, out if sight. I couldn't bare thinking about that now. It still hurt. 

*A few months later*
Today had started off as usual. The same school, same lessons, same friends. It was now lunch time. I went and met Scarlett from her lesson and walked off to lunch. My arm was around her waist as I pulled her in, the familiar smell of her perfume made me feel happy. She wrapped her arm around my back as we walked on together. I loved her so much. I took hold of her hand as we walked in. I went and spoke with Sam and David for a while about our Muzik lessons. They were in my lesson and we were sorting out our seterusnya assessment. Once we'd finished I turned to look in the direction of our table, expecting to see the usual people sat there. But something was different. Someone else was sat seterusnya to Kasin. Someone beautiful, with long brown hair which fell in waves, and a bright happy smile which lit up the room. My hati, tengah-tengah buzzed in my chest as I realised who it was. Sayna. 

I went utama that night not knowing what to think. Sayna was back. She had come back. But sejak the way she had run off earlier, she didn't want to see me at all. From the moment I saw her again I realised that I still loved her. My hati, tengah-tengah still raced for her. As much as I loved Scarlett it wasnt the same as my Cinta for Sayna. But I didn't want to hurt Scarlett. She meant everything to me. But so did Sayna. I threw myself down on the bed. I was so confused. I stood up and headed towards my set of drawers and pulled out a box. I sat on my katil and opened the lid. Inside was the picture of me and Sayna together. I pulled it out and held it to my chest just like I had done all those months ago. My hati, tengah-tengah skipped a beat. I looked down into her beautiful shining eyes and saw how full of Cinta they were. I looked at how happy we both were. The smile on my face was one I hadnt seen for ages. My arms longed for Saynas hug, my fingers longed for hers to be attached, my hati, tengah-tengah longed for her loving again. A tear slipped down and landed on the picture. I wiped it away with my finger, caressing Sayna's face softly. How I wanted to see her properly. I wanted to push a strand of hair behind her ears carefully, and hold her head in my hands. How I wanted to Ciuman those lips of hers and hold her in my arms. But I had Scarlett now. What am I going to do?...

Part8:
*Sayna's POV*
I was woken up Saturday morning sejak my phone buzzing on my bedside meja, jadual noisily. I sleepily rubbed my eyes as i reached my hand out to take hold of my phone. I looked at it to see who was ringing. It was Scarlett. What did she want at this time in the morning? 

"Err.. hello?" I answered groggily. 
"Sayna. Hey. It's Scarlett. I'm sorry have I woken you?" She asked. 
"Er. Yeah. But it's fine." I sat up in bed, pulling the duvet up around me and rubbing my tired eyes. 
"Oh I'm sorry. I can ring back later"
"No worries. Whats up?" as much as I disliked her I had to be civil. At the end of the hari she hadn't done anything wrong really. She just happened to be dating the boy I was still madly in Cinta with. 
"Look. Sayna. I. Well... I. I need to speak with anda please. If it's not too much trouble, I mean. anda can say no. If anda like. We don't have to."
"No that's fine. When and where?" 
"Err. As soon as possible and how about I meet anda in the park somewhere."
"Yeah. Okay. Give me half an jam I'll be there"
"okay. Thank anda Sayna. Bye" 
She hung up.

 Why did she want to meet me? What did we have to talk about. I mean. We'd never spoken before ever. Except the first time when Zayn had introduced us. And that wasn't much of a conversation. She'd smiled at me a few times around school but I never really returned them, just dismissed it. I dont see why she needs to rub the fact in that she's with Zayn and I'm not.  I climbed out of katil and pulled some clothes on and ran a brush through my hair, before grabbing a hair band and tying it up into a loose bun. I threw some shoes on and made my way out the door, grabbing a kot from the hanger as I started walking towards the park. I saw Scarlett sat on a bench, her eyes looked distant. As I approached her I noticed that her eyes looked red and slightly puffy, like she'd been crying, her hair was slightly messy and out of place as it fell past her shoulders. She smiled a small smile as I sat seterusnya to her and she looked down at the floor.
"You okay?" I asked her. 
"Mmm.." she nodded slowly as a small tear ran down her face, she took a deep breath as she quickly wiped the escaped tear away "Zayn broke up with me." she berkata slowly. I placed my arm on hers reassuringly as I handed her a tissue. "That's what I wanted to talk to anda about."
"What, breaking up with him?" I asked curiously. What could I tell her about that?
"No" she giggle slightly taking the tissue and wiping her eyes, "It's obvious. Zayn still loves anda Sayna."
"Course he doesn't." I said, my hati, tengah-tengah skipping a few beats. 
"Sayna. He loved me. He really did. But I've seen it in his eyes how much he still loves you. How much anda make him smile. How happy anda make him." she paused as she looked up at me, "when I first met him and we got talking, we clicked. We got on. But at first he told me about you. How much he missed you. How me and him could only be friends.  After a while, he seemed to get better, he didn't hurt as lebih he let me into his life. Then he told me he loved me. And he meant it. He really did. But then anda came back. And his eyes lit up like I've never seen. It was if a weight had been lifted off his shoulders. Every time he saw anda around school, I could feel his gaze draw away from me and his mind wandered onto you, I could sense that he missed you. I could feel him slipping away from me" a small tear escaped from her eye as she wiped it away with her finger. 
"I'm so sorry" I said. I felt bad. I'd always thought of her as some bad person, stealing Zayn from me. She wasn't though. If anything I was stealing him away from her. She was just a frail girl who loved Zayn

"Don't be sorry. Its not your fault. Look. I bought anda here today to tell anda this. Zayn loves anda so so much Sayna. And i can tell anda Cinta him too. I can tell how much he means to you. The fact you've  let him and me stay with each other and anda haven't intervened shows just how much he means to you. How anda just want him to be happy. Please Sayna. Promise me something. Look after him." she whispered softly, "He means the world to me. Please don't hurt him"
"I won't I promise." I berkata wrapping my arms around her as a few lebih tears escaped from the corners of her eyes.  
"You deserve him Sayna. Your a nice girl. A good girl. Someone that deserves a good guy" 
"And anda deserve someone too Scarlett. Someone who loves anda as much as anda Cinta them, as much as I Cinta Zayn. And you'll find him. There's someone out there for everyone."
She smiled softly, "I hope so"
She stood up slowly, "I'm glad I could talk to anda today. Thank you. anda really do deserve Zayn. He loves anda so much Sayna. Remember that" She smiled as she walked off slowly leaving me sat on my own. I felt guilty, I'd just ruined a perfect relationship. But Zayn was single. I shook my head. I couldn't think about that now. I couldn't believe how horrible I had been towards Scarlett previously. I'd never spoken to her, never returned her smiles, I'd just blanked her out. Wishing she'd just go away.  Thinking she was some sort of evil person who had deliberately stolen Zayn from me when I was away. She wasn't though. Underneath she was just a little girl who had fallen in Cinta with Zayn. Fallen for his charm, his personality, fallen for everything I had done. She'd fallen hard but she had the courage to let Zayn go, to let him be with me. She knew how much he meant to me and was allowing me to take him from him. I just hoped she was right and he really did still Cinta me. 

*Zayn's POV*
That was it. I'd broken up with Scarlett. She meant everything to me. She really did. I loved her. But I couldn't get Sayna out of my head. How could I carry a relationship on when I was constantly thinking of someone else. It was hard. Letting Scarlett go. She'd been strong, took it well. She understood when I told her i still had feelings for Sayna. She knew. Only a few tears escaped her sad looking eyes. These made me feel bad, but I knew it was for the best. The way she pulled away from my hug and walked off slowly made me sad. Now the seterusnya task was Sayna. What if she didn't want me? I mean, she'd come back to find me with someone else. What if she'd moved on. I held the picture of us two in my hands, tracing the shape of her face with my finger. She was beautiful. She always had been. The way her smile could make me feel happy just sejak looking at it. I wanted her with me now and forever. She was the only one for me. The only one who understood who I really was, the only one who knew how to put a smile on my face, and the only one who held the key to my heart. She was the only person I wanted. The only one I wanted to see the moment I opened my eyes, and the only one I wanted to see the moment i went to sleep. I wanted to have her back in my arms, tell her how beautiful she looked, tell her how much I loved her. I wanted to be able to call her in the middle of the night just to hear her voice. I wanted to be the first person to text her in the morning and the last person at night. I wanted to be the person she thought about hari and night. I wanted to be there for her, the person she could run to crying and I could just hold her gently and tell her it would all be alright. I wanted to be the one who made her smile and the one who made her hati, tengah-tengah race. I just wanted to be hers. Because I knew that she was the only thing I'd ever wanted so badly. The only one I would go to the end of the earth for. The only one I'd do anything for. A tear rolled down my cheek and splashed silently on my picture. I wiped it off and held it to my chest. I needed Sayna back, my Sayna, my princess.. 

Part9:
*Sayna's POV*
I was woken once again sejak my phone noisily buzzing on my bedside table. I should really learn to put it on silent. I rolled onto my side sleepily looking down at it. 
{Zayn Malik calling} it said. My hati, tengah-tengah fluttered in my chest. 
"Hello" I answered sleepily. 
"Er. Hello Sayna. Have I woken anda up?" he asked in his deep husky voice, my hati, tengah-tengah thudded loudly in my chest as I heard him say my name.  
"Yeah anda did. But it's fine" I laid back down, resting my head back on my pillow, smiling. 
"Oh I'm sorry. I was just wondering if we could perhaps meet up later. If anda want to I mean?"
"Yeah of course" I berkata smiling broadly down the phone. 
"Thank you. I'll come to yours in about an jam and meet you" he said. I could hear his smile in his voice. 
"Okay. I'll see anda then. Bye"
"Goodbye Sayna" he berkata slowly before hanging up. 
I pulled my duvet up around myself smiling. He wanted to see me again. My hati, tengah-tengah fluttered gently in my chest. I smiled as I carefully got out of katil and quickly got in the pancuran, pancuran mandian and got dressed. 

I was ready and waiting when I heard a quiet knock at the door. I checked my reflection in the mirror. I ruffled my hair up a bit as I headed to the door. I opened it to see Zayn leaning up against the wall. His dark eyes shining and bright, his hair perfectly styled, and his smile making my hati, tengah-tengah melt. 
"Hey." he berkata gently. 
"Hey." I replied quietly. 
"Ready to go" he berkata looking at me, sending my hati, tengah-tengah crazy. 
"Yep. Where do anda want to go?" 
"I was just thinking down to the park for a bit. Talk things through." 
"Good idea" i berkata as we started to walk. Conversation soon got going as we got into the park and sat down on the bench. 
"Look Sayna." Zayn started, "I'm guessing you've heard about me and Scarlett?" 
"yeah. I'm sorry to hear that anda two broke up," I said
"I loved her Sayna. I truly did" my hati, tengah-tengah sunk. Was he just here to tell me about how much he loved her?
 "But it wasnt going to work out.  Not now" he berkata staring at the floor.
"Why not?" I asked 
"Because. anda see. I seemed to be constantly thinking about this other girl. She was always running through my mind. Always making my hati, tengah-tengah race. It wasn't fair to stay with Scarlett" he berkata looking down at the floor. 
"I see" I berkata sadly as my hati, tengah-tengah broke and hit the floor. 
"But I don't know if she thinks the same way"
"Have anda asked her?"
"Not yet. But I'm going too. Why is this so hard to say. Look Sayna. This really isn't going to plan so I'm just going to say it. You've been running through my mind constantly. Your the one I can't stop thinking about you. I've missed anda so much and when anda came back I realised just how much I'd missed you. I did Cinta Scarlett but not as much as I Cinta anda Sayna. Scarlett meant the world to me, but you, anda are my world. I've always loved you. I've never stopped. Ever. My hati, tengah-tengah still skips for you. It still beats for anda and my eyes only ever want to see you, my hati, tengah-tengah only ever wants to Cinta you. And i was.. i was wondering if. Well. Maybe we could try again. Try us again. Please?" He stared into my eyes making me melt. He loved me. I smiled as I stared back at him. 
"Of course i want to try again" I said,
"Really?" his eyes lit up. 
"Why not" he pulled me into his chest as he hugged me tight. His strong arms wrapping around me, my head resting on his shoulder as I wrapped my arms around him and felt the warmth of his body. My hati, tengah-tengah fluttered as he pulled me away and stared into my eyes. He leaned in closer, brushing his lips gently against mine, before pressing them together. My eyes closed as I felt his hands on my back as he pulled me closer. I kissed him back slowly, running my fingers through his hair. He pulled away softly as he smiled. 
"I Cinta anda Sayna" he whispered
"I Cinta anda too Zayn" I said, resting my head on his chest as he wrapped his arms around me and kissed the bahagian, atas of my head. 
I felt a drop of water land on my face, followed sejak another and another. I looked up to see a black awan lingering over us. Zayn stood up and took my hand as we ran towards the nearest pokok for shelter from the rain.  
"How do anda know when it's raining Kucing and dogs?" I asked Zayn smiling. 
"I don't know?" Zayn berkata giggling slightly
"When anda step on a poodle" I berkata laughing as Zayn pulled me closer laughing,
"I've missed your jokes Sayna. Even if they are lame and have got worse since I saw anda last" He kissed me sweetly again, "I think perhaps we should be heading home. I think it's going to chuck it down" he berkata looking up at the sky. 
"Your right. anda can come back to mine if anda like" 
"I'm always right." he berkata adding a cheeky wink, "and okay" he took my hand in his as we headed out into the rain. We started to walk utama but the rain was getting heavier and we were getting wetter. 
"Race you" he berkata letting go of my hand and smiling. 
"Your on" I berkata as I started to run. I could hear his steady footsteps catching up with me as I tried to gain speed. Then I felt him grab my arm, making me slow down to his pace. I stopped as he grabbed me around my waist and picked me up, spinning me around. The rain was falling around us, splashing on our faces and running down. Our clothes were soaked and they clung to our bodies. The rain dripped down my face, dripping off my eyelashes and onto my cheeks. Zayn placed me back down on the floor as he pressed his lips on mine as we kissed in the rain. His hands running through my sodden hair. I stood on my tiptoes, reaching up and placing my hands around his neck. After a while he pulled away, staring deeply into my eyes and smiling. Then he held out one hand to me. 
"Will anda have this dance with me Sayna?" he said
"Why of course" I berkata taking his hand. He spun me around again slowly, before placing one hand on my waist as we danced together in the middle of the jalan in the pouring rain. I didn't care who saw us atau what we looked like. I was happy. I wanted this moment to last forever. I wanted to bottle this feeling up and save it for one of them days when I was feeling down. Because I wanted to always be able to relive this moment. It was perfect in every way. 
sejak the time we got back to mine, we were soaked through but laughing uncontrollably. I opened the door as Tom was walking down the stairs. 
"Wow. Your wet" he berkata looking at us.
"No duh Tom. It's raining we are hardly going to still be dry" I giggled. 
"I can see that. I'll go get anda some towels. And hello again Zayn. Good to see anda back" he headed off upstairs. Zayn put his arms around me and pulled me close. Tom came back down and threw the towels over our heads along with some clothes for Zayn. 
"if I remember correctly. Your my size" Tom berkata smiling,
"I think your right." Zayn said, as he started to bungkus, balut a towel around his neck. 
"I'm going to go up and get changed Zayn. Feel free to use the bathroom" i berkata as I started to make my way upstairs. I felt happy again, complete. I had my Zayn back. It felt good to call him that again, my Zayn. He was all mine and I loved that feeling. He made me feel so special, so loved. I never wanted to lose him again. I turned around on the stairs to see Zayn's smiling face looking up at me. I went into my bedroom and smiled to myself. I was happy again. Happier than I'd ever been before...

Part10:
*Sayna's POV*
I pulled off my sodden clothes and threw them into my washing basket in the corner of my room. I quickly pulled on some clean, dry clothes and shoved my hair up into a bun. I heard footsteps coming up the stairs and a soft tapping on the door. 
"Come in" I said. The door opened slowly and Zayn put his head around the corner before walking in. He was wearing my brothers jeans and a polo top. He looked good. Very good. I walked over and put my arms around his neck, planting a soft Ciuman on his lips. I pulled away gently and placed my head on his shoulder, snuggling into his warm neck. His familiar warm smell of aftershave made me feel happy. I pulled away and sat down on my katil and tapped down seterusnya to me, indicating Zayn to take a seat. He did so. As he sat down, his foot scraped against something sharp. He jumped away from it before bending down to see what had scraped against his bare foot. He gently pulled out the broken picture from under my bed. It was the one I had broken all them weeks lalu when I had first seen Zayn and Scarlett together. He picked it up gently, looking sad. 
"Why did anda break it?" he asked, carefully running his fingers over the cracks. His eyes were filled with sorrow and hurt. I looked down at the floor guiltily as I shrugged my shoulders. 
"Sayna. When did anda break this?" he asked as he carefully placed it down on my bedside meja, jadual and kneeling down on the floor in front of me. 
"When I first moved back here. When I first saw anda and Scarlett together" I mumbled. 
"Hey" he berkata putting his fingers under my chin and lifting my gaze onto him, "I'm sorry Sayna. For all the hurt I caused you." I smiled as I stared into his eyes. 
"Me too" I berkata as he pulled me into his arms. 
"You know that's my favourite picture right? I still have it" he whispered into my ear, 
"I'm sorry for breaking it" I whispered in return. 
"No problem. Now we have lebih reason to take another one, one that's even better" he pulled me closer into him. He pulled away slowly, sitting back down on the katil and taking the picture into his hands. 
"I used to stare at this every night when anda left. Some nights I'd sleep with it in my arms. It was the only way I could feel close to anda again." his fingers slowly traced over the cracks, then gently over my face on the picture. I noticed his eyes fill with tears. 
"This was the only thing I really had left of us Sayna. The only thing that bought me close to you, the only thing that could comfort me when the tears fell. And even while I was with Scarlett, this picture was always in my room, in a little box. I still looked down at it every night. Praying that the seterusnya hari you'd come back to me." a tear gently escaped his eyes and splashed down onto the glass. He wiped it off. I took the picture out of his hands and placed it back on the table. I turned his head so he was facing me and gently wiped the tears away with my fingers. 
"Well I'm back now. And I'm not leaving anda again" I said, placing my forehead on his, "I promise". He smiled softly as he brushed his lips against mine. 
"I Cinta anda Sayna. So so much" he whispered. 
"And I Cinta anda too" 
I heard a soft knocking at the door and Tom walked in a few saat after. 
"You two alright?" he asked 
"Er. Yes thanks" i berkata confused as to why he had just come in. 
"Erm. Good. Well I'm going out. See anda later Sayna. Bye Zayn" he berkata before walking out again. 
"Well that was strange" I berkata laughing at Zayn. 
"He's just checking your alright. I don't think he trusts me much" Zayn berkata staring down at the floor 
"Why not?" I asked. 
"Well. Let's just say he's had words with me" 
"What did he say exactly?"
"nothing. Not really forget I berkata anything" he berkata standing up and pulling me up and into his arms. 
"I Cinta anda Sayna"
"I Cinta anda too" I put my arms around his waist and rested my head on his chest. I could hear the steady sound of his hati, tengah-tengah beating strongly in his chest and
I felt loved again. 

*Zayn's POV*
I was so glad Sayna had agreed to start again with me. I had her back. That alone made me happy. We got back to hers and once she had gone upstairs to get ready, Tom pulled me into the living room. 
"I'm guessing anda and Sayna are back together again" he said
"yeah we are" I berkata back feeling a little awkward. Me and Tom used to be close before they went away. 
"Look Zayn. It's not I don't trust anda exactly. I just dont want to see my little sister get hurt again."
"I won't hurt her. I promise"
"Well, promises mean nothing to me really. anda havent seen her these past weeks. anda havent seen the tears, anda haven't heard her worries, anda dont know what I know. I just want to make sure that you'll be there for her, always. Because she's my sister. And I'll do anything for her. And if anda upset her, you'll have me to answer to okay?" he looked firm
"Yeah that's fine"
"Good. And look, mate, I dont mean to set off on the wrong foot with you, but I'm just an overprotective brother. And I've seen how upset Sayna has been recently. Seeing her like that broke my heart"
"I'm really sorry. Has she been that bad?" I asked. I felt so guilty that I'd caused all this pain for her. 
"Well, bad enough to be in my room sobbing and half 2 in the morning. Just look after her. She's a good girl. She's smart, loyal and beautiful. And she loves anda so so much. Don't throw this chance away" he stood up and walked out of the room. I really had hurt Sayna. I stood up and picked up the pile of clothes Tom had left me. I headed towards the bathroom and put them on. I left my wet clothes in a small pile seterusnya to my shoes and slowly made my way up the stairs towards Sayna's room. I knocked quietly and heard her calling me to come in. She still looked beautiful, even after getting soaked with rain. She walked over, placed her arms around my neck and kissed me softly. My hati, tengah-tengah skipped in my chest as I placed my hands on her little waist. She pulled away and rested her head on my shoulder. I pulled her closer into me. It felt good to finally have her back in my arms. It's where she belonged. She went and sat on her katil and indicated for me to do so too. As I sat down, something sharp scraped against my foot, causing me to jump back in pain. I bent down to see some broken glass on the floor. I then pulled out the broken picture of me and her. My hati, tengah-tengah sank. It was my favourite picture ever, the one I had in my room, the one which I had kept the whole time she was away. And here it was, smashed on the floor. The glass was cracked over us, splitting us in two. It broke my heart. I picked it up, gently caressing the cracks. It was well and truly broken. I looked up at Sayna who was looking sadly at the floor. 
"Why did anda break it?" I asked. I felt hurt. I'd kept mine safe, unbroken. I'd loved it like I loved her. She shrugged her shoulders slowly. 
"When did anda break this?" I had a pretty good idea of when. 
"When I first moved back here. When I first saw anda and Scarlett" I knew it. She'd broken it just like id broken her heart. She'd smashed it up, trying to erase the memories. As I told her how I felt about this, a tear escaped my eye and tumbled down my face. She meant so much to me. And I'd just hurt her so badly. All the pain I'd felt became irrelevant as I thought about how I'd made her feel. I'd hurt her bad enough for her to smash the only picture we both had of each other, the only one that captured the feelings we had both felt for one another, the only one which held such a special place in my heart. She'd smashed it up, just like I'd smashed her hati, tengah-tengah up. I had never thought about how I'd made her feel. I could see now that whenever I had seen her around school she'd ignored eye contact, the hurt building up in her eyes. I'd blanked this out. I didn't see how much she hurt. I pulled her up and held her in my arms. 
"I Cinta anda Sayna" I whispered into her ear. I really did Cinta her. lebih than anything. She meant so much to me, so so much. And I don't care who knows it. I would shout it out to the world if I had to, because she was mine again. All mine. I had my Sayna back, my girl, the one who was my life. And no one could ever take that away from me. Ever!..
 
Part11: 
*Sayna's POV* 
Monday morning I walked to school with a spring in my step. I'd spent all my weekend with Zayn, catching up on old times and generally having a really good time. I'd missed him so much, and sejak speaking to him he'd obviously missed me too. My hati, tengah-tengah was slowly being mended again. The tiny, broken pieces were finding their way back to me, and very slowly it was beginning to work properly once more. I felt like me again. I was no longer the girl who walked slowly utama in tears most nights, no longer the girl who often cried herself to sleep, and no longer the girl who's hati, tengah-tengah was in a million pieces on the floor. I was a different person and I loved this new me. As I approached the school gates I could see Zayn leaning up against them. He looked up and stood up straight as he saw me. 
"Hello beautiful" he berkata softly. 
"Hello gorgeous" I berkata back to him. 
He took me into his arms and pulled me close. He