Niall Horan Fanfic Chapter 8: Everything Falls Apart
“You can’t be with me?” Niall whispered.
“Well we hardly ever talk and you’re always mad at me so yeah…I can’t be with you.” I berkata starting to cry.
“Well fine! Just leave then!” he berkata back crying harder than I’ve ever seen him.
I started for the door when I felt his hand on my wrist. It sent tingles through my whole body. I loved him so much and couldn’t just let him go like this.
“Wait,” he said, “We can work this out? Please?” he said.
“If anda decide to talk to me and tell me the real reason you’re mad, then yes but if not and you’re just going to get all defensive like anda have been lately then no. I’ll leave Niall.” I berkata through my tears.
“Let me explain.” He said.
“I’m listening.” I berkata back.
“I should have stood up for anda from the start, when anda first started getting hate. I’m mad at myself for letting anda leave. It’s my fault anda were in that plane crash. If I hadn’t let anda got that never would have happened. I’m mad at myself for letting anda go. anda were knocked out cold for almost a bulan and I was scared anda wouldn’t make it. Every hari I sat and watched you, and anda never got any better. I thought every hari how I could make it on without you. When they pulled the plug on you, anda died. I couldn’t menanggung, bear not having anda around. All the times we had together rushed back to me. How we first met, everything. I Cinta anda so much Hazel. And when they brought anda back, anda were okay, but it’s my job to protect anda and make sure that nothing bad ever happens to anda again. anda went to dance and I thought for sure anda would get hurt. Hazel I can’t stand the silence between us, and this whole fighting thing. I hate it. I Cinta anda so much and please if anda give me another chance I won’t screw things up. I swear.” He said.
“Niall I Cinta you, and I hate all this just as much as you, I guess I could have been lebih careful with what I was doing. I’m sorry to put anda through all this. I know how scared and freaked out I would be if I were in the position of losing you. I Cinta anda lebih than anything in the world and can’t picture me without you.” I said.
He grabbed my arms and pulled me into a tight hug. Something I hadn’t felt in a while. He kissed me and we just stood there hugging for the longest time. Being in his arms was like being in another world. He made me feel so selamat, peti deposit keselamatan and I just wanted the moment to last forever. Niall ran his fingers through my hair and placed his hand lightly on my cheek. I was still crying. He wiped away my tear and made small circles on my cheeks with his thumb.
“I was being a real jerk wasn’t I?” he said.
“No, well sort of, yeah.” I said.
He looked deep into my eyes and I couldn’t tell what he was thinking. I just wanted him to hug me again. He grabbed my hands and placed his forehead on mine.
“Do anda ever think of leaving me?” He asked.
“Niall, don’t talk like that.” I said.
“Well do you?” he asked again.
“No, only recently when we got into this huge fight, but Niall I’m nothing without you. You’re my better half.” I berkata smiling.
“Will anda promise me something?” he whispered.
“What?” I asked.
“That you’ll never leave me. Not just break up leave me, like when I’m on tour you’ll always be there and when I’m utama you’ll always be there. When I wake up in the morning you’re there and the last person I see every night is anda because you’ll always be there.” He said.
“As long as anda never leave me, I’ll always be here for you.” I berkata giving him my pinky.
“I promise.” He berkata wrapping his pinky around mine.
“Me too.” I said.
He grabbed my waist and pulled me back into his arms. He rested his head on my shoulder and I rubbed his back. He picked me up and carried me into our room. We laid down in katil and he wrapped his arms around me, pulling me as close to him as I could get. I turned into him and laid my head on his chest. He kissed my head and said, “Goodnight princess.”
“Goodnight Niall.” I berkata back.
“I Cinta you.” He whispered in my ear.
“I Cinta anda too.” I berkata nestling my head on him.
We fell asleep like that. I was so glad things were good with us again. I don’t know what I would’ve done without him around.
“You can’t be with me?” Niall whispered.
“Well we hardly ever talk and you’re always mad at me so yeah…I can’t be with you.” I berkata starting to cry.
“Well fine! Just leave then!” he berkata back crying harder than I’ve ever seen him.
I started for the door when I felt his hand on my wrist. It sent tingles through my whole body. I loved him so much and couldn’t just let him go like this.
“Wait,” he said, “We can work this out? Please?” he said.
“If anda decide to talk to me and tell me the real reason you’re mad, then yes but if not and you’re just going to get all defensive like anda have been lately then no. I’ll leave Niall.” I berkata through my tears.
“Let me explain.” He said.
“I’m listening.” I berkata back.
“I should have stood up for anda from the start, when anda first started getting hate. I’m mad at myself for letting anda leave. It’s my fault anda were in that plane crash. If I hadn’t let anda got that never would have happened. I’m mad at myself for letting anda go. anda were knocked out cold for almost a bulan and I was scared anda wouldn’t make it. Every hari I sat and watched you, and anda never got any better. I thought every hari how I could make it on without you. When they pulled the plug on you, anda died. I couldn’t menanggung, bear not having anda around. All the times we had together rushed back to me. How we first met, everything. I Cinta anda so much Hazel. And when they brought anda back, anda were okay, but it’s my job to protect anda and make sure that nothing bad ever happens to anda again. anda went to dance and I thought for sure anda would get hurt. Hazel I can’t stand the silence between us, and this whole fighting thing. I hate it. I Cinta anda so much and please if anda give me another chance I won’t screw things up. I swear.” He said.
“Niall I Cinta you, and I hate all this just as much as you, I guess I could have been lebih careful with what I was doing. I’m sorry to put anda through all this. I know how scared and freaked out I would be if I were in the position of losing you. I Cinta anda lebih than anything in the world and can’t picture me without you.” I said.
He grabbed my arms and pulled me into a tight hug. Something I hadn’t felt in a while. He kissed me and we just stood there hugging for the longest time. Being in his arms was like being in another world. He made me feel so selamat, peti deposit keselamatan and I just wanted the moment to last forever. Niall ran his fingers through my hair and placed his hand lightly on my cheek. I was still crying. He wiped away my tear and made small circles on my cheeks with his thumb.
“I was being a real jerk wasn’t I?” he said.
“No, well sort of, yeah.” I said.
He looked deep into my eyes and I couldn’t tell what he was thinking. I just wanted him to hug me again. He grabbed my hands and placed his forehead on mine.
“Do anda ever think of leaving me?” He asked.
“Niall, don’t talk like that.” I said.
“Well do you?” he asked again.
“No, only recently when we got into this huge fight, but Niall I’m nothing without you. You’re my better half.” I berkata smiling.
“Will anda promise me something?” he whispered.
“What?” I asked.
“That you’ll never leave me. Not just break up leave me, like when I’m on tour you’ll always be there and when I’m utama you’ll always be there. When I wake up in the morning you’re there and the last person I see every night is anda because you’ll always be there.” He said.
“As long as anda never leave me, I’ll always be here for you.” I berkata giving him my pinky.
“I promise.” He berkata wrapping his pinky around mine.
“Me too.” I said.
He grabbed my waist and pulled me back into his arms. He rested his head on my shoulder and I rubbed his back. He picked me up and carried me into our room. We laid down in katil and he wrapped his arms around me, pulling me as close to him as I could get. I turned into him and laid my head on his chest. He kissed my head and said, “Goodnight princess.”
“Goodnight Niall.” I berkata back.
“I Cinta you.” He whispered in my ear.
“I Cinta anda too.” I berkata nestling my head on him.
We fell asleep like that. I was so glad things were good with us again. I don’t know what I would’ve done without him around.
