(A/N Well.....let's see. lebih drama?? Maybe. Sadness? Maybe. Hm..who knows? Keep on reading,loves. Enjoys)
I blushed a bit as we passed a crowd of fans. We were going to this radio interview thing. Of course,I tagged along. The boys berkata they will not leave me behind. Absolutely not. I tried locking the door to my room before the boys could open it. But anda know...Zayn and Louis dragged me out.
"ARE anda OKAY!?!?" A girl screamed
I took a deep breath,"Yes. I'm fine,love"
The girl screamed even more,"OhmyStyles!!!!! Hanna Lloyd just answered me. And ohmyStyles! HARRY! HARRY!! HARRY!!!!"
I nudged Harry,"Please just talk to her."
"Oh wow" Harry whispered,turning towards the fan,waving,and smiling. He then faced the front as we walked towards the building. Harry stopped,doing his famous hairflip
Okay,I got to admit. The hairflip makes me blush like crazy. The girls besides me starting screaming wildly. Oh my Styles! Who knew that just one hairflip is like a turn on for those girls? Hmm. Haha. I find Harry's pervertedness pretty funny and cutee. Ohh...I have One Direction Infection. There's one cure for Bieber Fever.......listen to One Direction. I'm going insane. Hehe.
"Hanna,they might ask anda a few questions" Harry slipped his hand into mine.
I swung our intertwined hands back and forth,"Okay,but if they ask if I remember anything from the scene. I'm going to say no. I don't want to think about it"
"Hanna! Hanna! Harry! Look over here" A paparazzi shouted
I winced,"Damn,talk about a loud voice"
Harry laughed,kissing my lips lightly. I smiled at him. He was taller than me,so I always looked up at him. Paul started ushering us forward. Nialler opened the door,running in. Zayn ran in after him. Liam and Louis stopped,waved,and ran in. Harry walked in,his arm around my shoulders. I looked down as we went in.
"Okay,come this way. She can come with anda all,too" A lady with a hati, tengah-tengah shaped face,blue eyes,and blonde wavy hair instructed us.
I continued walking as Harry held my hand and pulled me along. The boys all scrambled towards the seat. Louis sat in between Liam and Niall. Zayn sat seterusnya to Liam. I sat between Harry and Liam. They all put on the headphones and neared towards the microphones.
"Okay,let's begin!" The girl,sitting in front of us,exclaimed. She had brown straight hair,grey eyes,and a petite frame.
"Let's gooo" Louis clapped
The girl,smiled,"So boys? What's the weirdest thing a peminat threw onstage"
"A tampon" Harry nodded
"A bra" Liam stifled a laugh
Louis thought for a moment,"Carrots"
"Spoons.." Nialler trailed out of thought
Zayn stared at the see through glass window,"An iPhone"
"Hanna,is it?" The girl nodded,turning to me
I bit my bottom lip,"Yes"
"How did anda meet Harry,Hanna?" The girl jumped up and down a bit
"Uh..well I was their friend before X-Factor. Then when they were formed,we all started talking. I ended up coming with them on tour. And now I live with them. Well,Harry. Hehe. We just acted like bestfriends and called each other 'friends for benefits',but soon we kissed and then it just took us from there. We were together." I explained,putting air Petikan on Friends for benefits
Harry smiled,"I'm actually pretty glad about meeting Hanna."
"Aw! So Liam,any crush?" The girl raised her eyebrows
Liam's eyes darted towards me,"Um,well,yes. But I don't really want to announce it"
The girl nodded sadly,"Well,Nialler?"
"Cher Lloyd" Niall smiled,laughing
"Lou,any crush besides Eleanor being your girlfriend?" The girl asked rapidly
"Hanna Lloyd" Louis flashed a smile at Harry and
The girl laughed,"Zayn?"
"Megan Fox" Zayn responded
"Okay,so now there's a...another thing. Hanna,how do anda feel after the little thing...that happened to you?" The girl's eyes stared at the meja, jadual we sat at.
I slipped my hand into Harry's hand and squeezed it tightly,"Um..well,i'm fine. I left the hospital just yesterday. Up on my feet with the boys"
"We don't want to leave her behind. We can't risk losing her. She completes our life" Liam sent a reassuring look to me
"How sweet! Do anda remember anything,Hanna? What did anda all see when anda woke up,boys?" The girl asked,her face menunjukkan interest
I shut my eyes,"No. I-i don't remember anything." I felt a tear streak down my face. I wiped it away quickly
"When I woke up,it was because of Hanna. Her scream just frightened me. I'd never in my time since I knew her,had I ever heard Hanna scream like that. I rushed towards the room. The scene I saw before my eyes..just left me with nightmares. It just didn't feel right in my heart. Her pale face...scared me. Those eyes that always had that special shine weren't visible. Her eyes were shut" Zayn shivered
"I was sleeping with her. I'm a heavy sleeper,but that scream. It just shook me inside and out. I awoke and then looked at Hanna seterusnya to me. Her cheeks weren't red. Those eyes,those beautiful eyes I loved,no longer shine.She was so..frozen." Harry held onto my hand
Louis stared at the floor,"It was something that just shook this band. It was a shocking thing. When we found out it was a fan,we were just blown away. How could someone do something like that to someone we love? We all Cinta her. And there's no thing we would do without her. We can't even live without her"
"When I woke up,I ran towards the scream. Then when I saw Hanna,it just scared me. I was thinking to myself who would do something like this. Why would someone do this to such a wonderful girl? It was sejak far the worse thing that happened to us." Niall frowned
"I'm glad you're okay,Hanna. The boys Cinta you." The girl berkata to me,her eyes sparkling
I nodded,"Thanks" I stood up and walked out,taking off the headphones
The boys all glanced at me as I took off. I walked outside and waved at all the fans. The cameras took pictures of me. I stared at myself in my phone as I slid it out. I dialed my mum's number
"Hello?" My mother's sweet voice rang out
"Mum,I'm not going to be coming utama for a while. I'm going to stay with the boys" I whispered
"B-but your father is finally coming back from the US." Mother sputtered out
"I can't. The boys Cinta me!" I snapped
"We Cinta anda too! Hanna! Your father left since anda were 13 and now that he's coming back-" I cut my mom off
"I'm sorry. Dad never really loved me. He abused me. There it is. Guess dad just abused me to hide it,too. Bye" I hung up.
My bottom lip quivered as I ran inside. Keeping my anger inside. Those days where my father would abuse me were gone. I wouldn't go back to him. I wouldn't let him make me keep secrets from my mum. I wouldn't. I couldn't. There were people who understood me here. I wouldn't leave them behind. Not today. Not tomorrow. Never.
I blushed a bit as we passed a crowd of fans. We were going to this radio interview thing. Of course,I tagged along. The boys berkata they will not leave me behind. Absolutely not. I tried locking the door to my room before the boys could open it. But anda know...Zayn and Louis dragged me out.
"ARE anda OKAY!?!?" A girl screamed
I took a deep breath,"Yes. I'm fine,love"
The girl screamed even more,"OhmyStyles!!!!! Hanna Lloyd just answered me. And ohmyStyles! HARRY! HARRY!! HARRY!!!!"
I nudged Harry,"Please just talk to her."
"Oh wow" Harry whispered,turning towards the fan,waving,and smiling. He then faced the front as we walked towards the building. Harry stopped,doing his famous hairflip
Okay,I got to admit. The hairflip makes me blush like crazy. The girls besides me starting screaming wildly. Oh my Styles! Who knew that just one hairflip is like a turn on for those girls? Hmm. Haha. I find Harry's pervertedness pretty funny and cutee. Ohh...I have One Direction Infection. There's one cure for Bieber Fever.......listen to One Direction. I'm going insane. Hehe.
"Hanna,they might ask anda a few questions" Harry slipped his hand into mine.
I swung our intertwined hands back and forth,"Okay,but if they ask if I remember anything from the scene. I'm going to say no. I don't want to think about it"
"Hanna! Hanna! Harry! Look over here" A paparazzi shouted
I winced,"Damn,talk about a loud voice"
Harry laughed,kissing my lips lightly. I smiled at him. He was taller than me,so I always looked up at him. Paul started ushering us forward. Nialler opened the door,running in. Zayn ran in after him. Liam and Louis stopped,waved,and ran in. Harry walked in,his arm around my shoulders. I looked down as we went in.
"Okay,come this way. She can come with anda all,too" A lady with a hati, tengah-tengah shaped face,blue eyes,and blonde wavy hair instructed us.
I continued walking as Harry held my hand and pulled me along. The boys all scrambled towards the seat. Louis sat in between Liam and Niall. Zayn sat seterusnya to Liam. I sat between Harry and Liam. They all put on the headphones and neared towards the microphones.
"Okay,let's begin!" The girl,sitting in front of us,exclaimed. She had brown straight hair,grey eyes,and a petite frame.
"Let's gooo" Louis clapped
The girl,smiled,"So boys? What's the weirdest thing a peminat threw onstage"
"A tampon" Harry nodded
"A bra" Liam stifled a laugh
Louis thought for a moment,"Carrots"
"Spoons.." Nialler trailed out of thought
Zayn stared at the see through glass window,"An iPhone"
"Hanna,is it?" The girl nodded,turning to me
I bit my bottom lip,"Yes"
"How did anda meet Harry,Hanna?" The girl jumped up and down a bit
"Uh..well I was their friend before X-Factor. Then when they were formed,we all started talking. I ended up coming with them on tour. And now I live with them. Well,Harry. Hehe. We just acted like bestfriends and called each other 'friends for benefits',but soon we kissed and then it just took us from there. We were together." I explained,putting air Petikan on Friends for benefits
Harry smiled,"I'm actually pretty glad about meeting Hanna."
"Aw! So Liam,any crush?" The girl raised her eyebrows
Liam's eyes darted towards me,"Um,well,yes. But I don't really want to announce it"
The girl nodded sadly,"Well,Nialler?"
"Cher Lloyd" Niall smiled,laughing
"Lou,any crush besides Eleanor being your girlfriend?" The girl asked rapidly
"Hanna Lloyd" Louis flashed a smile at Harry and
The girl laughed,"Zayn?"
"Megan Fox" Zayn responded
"Okay,so now there's a...another thing. Hanna,how do anda feel after the little thing...that happened to you?" The girl's eyes stared at the meja, jadual we sat at.
I slipped my hand into Harry's hand and squeezed it tightly,"Um..well,i'm fine. I left the hospital just yesterday. Up on my feet with the boys"
"We don't want to leave her behind. We can't risk losing her. She completes our life" Liam sent a reassuring look to me
"How sweet! Do anda remember anything,Hanna? What did anda all see when anda woke up,boys?" The girl asked,her face menunjukkan interest
I shut my eyes,"No. I-i don't remember anything." I felt a tear streak down my face. I wiped it away quickly
"When I woke up,it was because of Hanna. Her scream just frightened me. I'd never in my time since I knew her,had I ever heard Hanna scream like that. I rushed towards the room. The scene I saw before my eyes..just left me with nightmares. It just didn't feel right in my heart. Her pale face...scared me. Those eyes that always had that special shine weren't visible. Her eyes were shut" Zayn shivered
"I was sleeping with her. I'm a heavy sleeper,but that scream. It just shook me inside and out. I awoke and then looked at Hanna seterusnya to me. Her cheeks weren't red. Those eyes,those beautiful eyes I loved,no longer shine.She was so..frozen." Harry held onto my hand
Louis stared at the floor,"It was something that just shook this band. It was a shocking thing. When we found out it was a fan,we were just blown away. How could someone do something like that to someone we love? We all Cinta her. And there's no thing we would do without her. We can't even live without her"
"When I woke up,I ran towards the scream. Then when I saw Hanna,it just scared me. I was thinking to myself who would do something like this. Why would someone do this to such a wonderful girl? It was sejak far the worse thing that happened to us." Niall frowned
"I'm glad you're okay,Hanna. The boys Cinta you." The girl berkata to me,her eyes sparkling
I nodded,"Thanks" I stood up and walked out,taking off the headphones
The boys all glanced at me as I took off. I walked outside and waved at all the fans. The cameras took pictures of me. I stared at myself in my phone as I slid it out. I dialed my mum's number
"Hello?" My mother's sweet voice rang out
"Mum,I'm not going to be coming utama for a while. I'm going to stay with the boys" I whispered
"B-but your father is finally coming back from the US." Mother sputtered out
"I can't. The boys Cinta me!" I snapped
"We Cinta anda too! Hanna! Your father left since anda were 13 and now that he's coming back-" I cut my mom off
"I'm sorry. Dad never really loved me. He abused me. There it is. Guess dad just abused me to hide it,too. Bye" I hung up.
My bottom lip quivered as I ran inside. Keeping my anger inside. Those days where my father would abuse me were gone. I wouldn't go back to him. I wouldn't let him make me keep secrets from my mum. I wouldn't. I couldn't. There were people who understood me here. I wouldn't leave them behind. Not today. Not tomorrow. Never.
Author's note: None of the boys have girlfriends yet, Some people anda do not know are in this so if anda like anda can change the names in your mind so anda can relate.
The Holidays were here everyon ewas talking dancing and just hanging out.
Most of the tahun sevens and some tahun six's were going to a holiday park like they normally go hang out at the closed up school have a dance hang out have a good time.
"Guys it's the Holiday's please come with us"I begged.
"I can't because my family is taking me fishing on their houseboat" berkata Madison with a sad look on her face.
"I can't because i have to stay at utama with my brother" berkata Samuel.
"Samuel time to go" berkata Sam's Mother.
"Later guys" berkata sam.
I'll come with i have to walk home, see anda guys later" berkata Madison walking up the stiars with sam and his mum.
"Well let's go we have our stuff and the Bus is about to leave" berkata Coan.
The Holidays were here everyon ewas talking dancing and just hanging out.
Most of the tahun sevens and some tahun six's were going to a holiday park like they normally go hang out at the closed up school have a dance hang out have a good time.
"Guys it's the Holiday's please come with us"I begged.
"I can't because my family is taking me fishing on their houseboat" berkata Madison with a sad look on her face.
"I can't because i have to stay at utama with my brother" berkata Samuel.
"Samuel time to go" berkata Sam's Mother.
"Later guys" berkata sam.
I'll come with i have to walk home, see anda guys later" berkata Madison walking up the stiars with sam and his mum.
"Well let's go we have our stuff and the Bus is about to leave" berkata Coan.
what i wore Friday:
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Friday went sejak pretty quickly considering i wasnt even paying attention to what the teachers were saying. i was just thinking of what to tell Saxon.
Lunch came and i sat with Jazzy and Saxon as usual. Jazzy kept glaring at me obviously wanting me to tell him but i coulndt. maybe at the dance?
Saxon's POV**
She looked nervous like she wanted to tell me something. something was definitely wrong.
"Saxon" she said, "are anda going to the dance?"
"Probably not. dont have anyone to go with. how about you?"
"Ya im going with Jazzy. anda should sertai our group."
"I'll think about it. I dont have anything to where tough."
"Me and Jazzy are going shopping tomorrow. anda should come!"
sejak this time Jazzy looked like she was about to blow up considered i hadnt asked her her opinion on anything.
"I think i will" i reply. and with that the lunch loceng rang.
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Friday went sejak pretty quickly considering i wasnt even paying attention to what the teachers were saying. i was just thinking of what to tell Saxon.
Lunch came and i sat with Jazzy and Saxon as usual. Jazzy kept glaring at me obviously wanting me to tell him but i coulndt. maybe at the dance?
Saxon's POV**
She looked nervous like she wanted to tell me something. something was definitely wrong.
"Saxon" she said, "are anda going to the dance?"
"Probably not. dont have anyone to go with. how about you?"
"Ya im going with Jazzy. anda should sertai our group."
"I'll think about it. I dont have anything to where tough."
"Me and Jazzy are going shopping tomorrow. anda should come!"
sejak this time Jazzy looked like she was about to blow up considered i hadnt asked her her opinion on anything.
"I think i will" i reply. and with that the lunch loceng rang.