Derek POV:
My head was killing me,I couldnt stop thinking about her and the millions of reasons why she didn't want to Ciuman me.
I felt shut down and rejected.Of course,I liked her,I just want to know if she liked me.I didn't want run in to anything so I waited,
A few days...I didn't really know what I was waiting for
but something,One thing,Just a spark of sensation atau affection.
She had that one thing,One thing that kept me going,It had been just a week and she had changed me.I was confused in so many ways,If I had kissed her what would have happened,Would she regret it?And say it was just a kiss?
atau does she regret not Ciuman me?
I thought of asking Angel,I hesitated.What would Angel know?
She was only 15 and never kissed anyone hopefully she hadn't...well,I thought ut over again,I had never kissed any one and I was 16.It didn't make me any better so I went downstairs and knocked on her door,We lived in a mansion,My dad and the band had all lived there at one point,Before everyone moved away.
"Hey,Um can I talk to you?I need advice."I walked in her room.
"Um...Sure..On what?"She sat on her bed,I joined her.
"Theres this girl,She's really pretty and I kind of like her.."
"You mean Ronnie?"She smiled.
"Um..Yes,Ronnie.I tried to Ciuman her."
"Oh my god!!You tried to Ciuman Ronnie!!"She giggled.
"What?Yes I tried!It was on the pantai she just kind of walked away."I explained.
"That's a horrible desicion!Its only been a week not 2 months!"
"I have to wait two months!???"I panicked.
"Well most diffantly not a week,Listen to me,"she calmed her voice."That was pretty stupid if anda to try that,Shes probably nervous,and if anda did it wouldn't have made a diffrence."
"Oh,I was all just caught up in the moment..."
"and anda did what your instincts told anda to do."
"Yea I guess,Um ok,thanks Imma go call her."
"Alright now get out my room,so I can sleep."
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Angel POV:
My mom(Amber) walked in the room.
"Hey mom."James smiled,He hugged her.
"Oh my...Who are anda and what have anda done with my son?"She laughed.
"Nothing.Im still me."He left.
My mom gave me a bowl of red beans and rice.
"Thanks."
"Hey,Um I heard about what happened at the pantai house,and I'm proud anda to have made up."
"Yea I guess,I'm happy to....Um mom,When do anda think I'll get my 1st kiss?"
"When your old enough,I thought your dad(Louie) made that very clear."
"Well,all my Friends have kissed a boy before."
"Honey,Your beautiful,Smart and important.Its bound to happen."
"Mk,I Cinta you."
"Love ya too."She left the room.
I had fell asleep shortly after and I dreamt of a boy.
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Ronnies POV:
I kept my regret from not Ciuman him.My body was shaking,I was so nervous.Why didn't I?
I wondered if he was asking himself that same question.
He probably thinks I don't like him,I thought.
That's when my phone rang.It was him,I hadn't talked to him all week long.I hesatatied to answer it,But I did anyway.
"Hey...um."he anwsered the phone.
"Hey..."
There was I heard wispering.
"Are anda there?"I asked.
"Well,Um,Im calling to ask you...."I heard whispering,"Um do anda want to go neon bowling to night with us?"
"Um sure,What time?"
"Now."
"Okay Imma get dressed."
"Great,I'll come pick anda up,I mean we.."
"Alright bye."I hung up the phone.
Something was fishy but I didn't really care.I wasn't that stupid,It was kind of obvious he liked me.It had been a week since he tried to Ciuman me on the beach.Would I ever get another chance,I asked myself.I wonder as I got dressed.The door loceng afterward.
I walked down stairs,Of course daddy anwsered it.
"What anda want?"dad snapped at him.
Derek stood there awkwardly.
"Um daddy...?"
"Yes,Princess."he smiled.
"Um..Derek one second."I closed the door.He was still standing on the front porch.
"Daddy,I wanna go...."
"No."he cut me off.
"But.."
"No."
"Dad!"
"No."
"Ple.."
"No."
"Why."
"Hell no."
"Mom!!"I called out.
"Aw fuck!"He's eyes widened.
"Yes honey?"She walked down stairs."Whose this at our door?"
She opened the door.
"Oh hei James."
"Hey,Mrs.Malik."
She closed the door.
"No."She agreed.
"Why??"
"He's a bad kid,He's been in fights."She told me.
"It's not even a date."
"Oh hell naw!!!You are not dating untill your 18."My dad scolded.
"It's not a date!Me,Rebecca,and him are going and everyone else."
"Okay,On that anda can go."my mom told me.
"Yea..Wait,What?"my dad asked cluelessly."
"She should be able to go."
"What no!Thats my princess no one else's!"
"Our,She's my child to."she argued.
"No,thats why we had Kenna."
She gave him a stern look.
"but he smokes weed!!"my dad said.
"But dad,You use to smoke weed!"
"Yea,Back in the day.I was like bob marley!"He laughed.
My mom looked at him again.Then she walked away.
"No,You may not go and that's final."
He went upstairs.
My mom ran back and opened the door and pushed me out the door.
"Bye,Ronnie."She berkata through the door."
Derek was looking at me.
"Um lets go."
We got in the truck,It was old and rusty.
On the ride there nothing was berkata but a few words.
"Where the others?"
"Oh there already there."
Once we arrived,We paid and sat down at a table.
It was dark and every thing was glowing.
"Where's the others?"
He looked at the ground.
"Look at me,What's wrong?"
"Nothing."he didn't look at me.
"Then why are we here?"
"Nevermind,This was a stupid idea."He got up.
I got up and stopped him from leaving.I made him sit.
"Tell me why anda bought me here."
"I wanted to talk.."
"About..."
He leaned over the meja, jadual and kissed me unexpectedly.I felt sensation,inspired.In that moment I had learned love.I was truly speak less,so many words but so little time.So I did what my instincts told me to do,I kissed him once more.
I had let go,He smiled at me,I giggled.