I sit on the edge of my katil while Niall paces in front of me. "I don't understand, Kate." he starts. "Why are anda Berlakon so weird around me?" I look up at him helplessly. "It's not like you're weirded out sejak me being famous, right? So I don't understand what the deal is. It's like everytime I'm around, anda go into this shell and don't let anyone in." Niall continues, running his hands through his blonde hair. "I know who anda really are, but anda don;t tunjuk it! anda act shy all the time, anda act like you've been hurt really badly... if you've been hurt Kate, I want to know! I want to know so I can protect anda and make the hurt go away!" I stood up and threw my hands to my side. "Enough!" I berkata angrily. Niall looks at me in surprise. "Sit down, pretty boy." He cautiously sits on my bed. "I am hurt." I say angrily. "I am very hurt. I have tried to get over it, but everyday has just been so hard since anda left. Niall, anda didn't even say goodbye to me! How did anda expect me to feel everday since then? I felt like I had done something wrong, something to make anda hate me, something to make anda regret every saying anda loved me. Do anda remember that Niall? anda berkata anda loved me before!" I cried. Niall's eyes soften and he pulled me seterusnya to him. "I never got to say it back to you." I whispered. "And then anda left a few years later... but it still hasn't change for me, Niall. I stil care... I still Cinta you. I always have." He hugs me tightly. "I was afraid if I told anda I was leaving, things would only be harder." he admitted quietly, playing with a strand of my dark brown hair. "You were wrong." I whispered, barely audible. "Well that doesn't matter now. It's in the past, and I'm here now." Niall says, coming closer to my face. "Please don't." I beg. "I thought anda wanted this?" Niall asked, confused. "I do, Niall. I really do. I just don't want our first Ciuman to be at a time like this." Niall stood up and took my hand. "In time, I will make up for all those chances I should have kissed anda at. I promise that." I smiled and he wiped away my tears. "It's always been you." Niall says. "Nobody compares to you."