So sweet the hour, so calm the time,
I feel it lebih than half a crime,
When Nature sleeps and stars are mute,
To mar the silence ev'n with lute.
At rest on ocean's brilliant dyes
An image of Elysium lies
Seven Pleiades entranced in Heaven,
Form in the deep another seven:
Endymion nodding from above
Sees in the sea a saat love.
Within the valleys dim and brown,
And on the spectral mountain's crown,
The wearied light is dying down,
And earth, and stars, and sea, and sky
Are redolent of sleep, as I
Am redolent of thee and thine
Enthralling love, my Adeline.
But list, O list, so soft and low
Thy lover's voice tonight shall flow,
That, scarce awake, thy soul shall deem
My words the Muzik of a dream.
Thus, while no single sound too rude
Upon thy slumber shall intrude,
Our thoughts, our souls O God above!
In every deed shall mingle, love.
Maybe anda are young
Maybe anda are old
Maybe anda are deaf
Maybe anda are dumb(not having the ability to speak.
Maybe anda think people are over caring
Maybe anda think people dont care enough
Maybe anda feel brokenhearted
Maybe anda are the one that gave the broken heart
Maybe anda feel left out of everything
Maybe anda want to just get away from it all
I can look inside of anda and see how anda feel and anda can not look insde of me.
But one thing I do know is that these ten maybe's are ten reasons why anda atau I can make a difference, and why MAYBE can make a difference to.
Maybe anda are old
Maybe anda are deaf
Maybe anda are dumb(not having the ability to speak.
Maybe anda think people are over caring
Maybe anda think people dont care enough
Maybe anda feel brokenhearted
Maybe anda are the one that gave the broken heart
Maybe anda feel left out of everything
Maybe anda want to just get away from it all
I can look inside of anda and see how anda feel and anda can not look insde of me.
But one thing I do know is that these ten maybe's are ten reasons why anda atau I can make a difference, and why MAYBE can make a difference to.
When I hear anda voice the birds all hush thier noise.
but now when I see your face with that glowing light.
I dont know if I should laugh atau cry.
When I think of the good times we had
I wish thoses time could have last.
I try to keep telling my self it will be ok
but then I think how much longer will I be able to go this way.
I wish to hear anda laugh again and to tell anda how much I Cinta and adore you.
However I know it wont ever come because
it might be to late to.
If your happy then I am happy
if your sad then I will grieve as well
anda might have moved on but I will
never forget the great things anda have done for me
no matter how long I live
I will allways-allways
Cinta you.
this goes out to anda my old best friend,
i thought i'd never loose anda until the end,
but i'm giving up today, this is the last time i say hey,
i miss the old days when we had something to do,
but i'm guessing anda don't now, do you,
it's time to say goodbye,
maybe run away and die,
i still miss anda a lot,
but i now it's time to let go.
it's hard to tell anda how much i Cinta you,
i guess i have always been there just to help you,
i wish the future was lebih like the past,
but then the future would never last,
i wish now was just the same,
but it seems to anda i'm just a name,
it's not the end of the world and it's nothing new,
it's just the same old shytt we always knew,
but we can try to change and take a chance,
before this becomes our final dance.
i thought i'd never loose anda until the end,
but i'm giving up today, this is the last time i say hey,
i miss the old days when we had something to do,
but i'm guessing anda don't now, do you,
it's time to say goodbye,
maybe run away and die,
i still miss anda a lot,
but i now it's time to let go.
it's hard to tell anda how much i Cinta you,
i guess i have always been there just to help you,
i wish the future was lebih like the past,
but then the future would never last,
i wish now was just the same,
but it seems to anda i'm just a name,
it's not the end of the world and it's nothing new,
it's just the same old shytt we always knew,
but we can try to change and take a chance,
before this becomes our final dance.
i am depressed,
i am not acting,
you're not impressed,
but it has sent me packing,
i have Lost my mind,
i have gone crazy,
it's anda i try to find,
but now i have just gone lazy,
i seem to disappear,
i escaped reality,
i coward away in fear,
to escape your lethal ways,
i walk away,
not in front of you,
anda ruin my day,
and others too,
anda push me around,
anda think anda are so cool,
i stubble and fall down,
"dude, anda are such a tool".
can we go back to the way we were,
after all we went through,
anda are not the same as i thought anda were,
so why do i still think of you,
because you're beautiful,
anda are perfect,
your life was full so i left it,
it broke my heart,
but i suffered through,
and i still stand strong because i Cinta you
i am not acting,
you're not impressed,
but it has sent me packing,
i have Lost my mind,
i have gone crazy,
it's anda i try to find,
but now i have just gone lazy,
i seem to disappear,
i escaped reality,
i coward away in fear,
to escape your lethal ways,
i walk away,
not in front of you,
anda ruin my day,
and others too,
anda push me around,
anda think anda are so cool,
i stubble and fall down,
"dude, anda are such a tool".
can we go back to the way we were,
after all we went through,
anda are not the same as i thought anda were,
so why do i still think of you,
because you're beautiful,
anda are perfect,
your life was full so i left it,
it broke my heart,
but i suffered through,
and i still stand strong because i Cinta you
and yet, the same.
The person who's living
life for others
will stay.
That's the person who
has no life,
the person who
needed to devote
all these years to someone
who lives in memories,
to someone who
cares for all these past days
they have lived together.
The person who's dying
along with all these memories
is sitting in the dark.
That person remembers.
That person had a dream once.
That person see no light,
tho the other one used to be
the light of all these days
they shared together.
That person was me.
of your destiny
are dreams
that still shine
in the haze
of your memories.
These dreams
are so distant
and invisible,
though your eyes
still stare into them.
Everything is so foggy
like your thoughts.
anda sit alone
trying to reach that
small piece of happiness,
trying to find
a purpose of life.
Dreams, that still
live in you
are smothered by
the cruel reality.
But, they still live
inside,
feeding the memories,
reviving the soul.
Dreams,
even if they are
condemned to oblivion,
live within your heart,
in hope,
in remembrance,
shining in
the haze of
your memories.
anda don’t even know me
anda don’t even know me,
Yet anda judge me anyway.
anda don’t even know me,
But yet anda say hateful things.
The words that come out of anda mouth are deadly.
They grind my soul in to dust.
Those words were meant to step on me,
Keep me in the dust
They were meant to keep me from being happy,
Well it didn’t work.
anda Fool! Don’t anda see that you’re not hurting me!
That you’re not going to get me down?
anda don’t even know me, but anda want to see me hurt!
anda ARROGENT JERKS!
anda don’t even know me but anda hate me so.
anda don’t even know me so JUST LEAVE ME ALONE.
anda don’t even know me,
Yet anda judge me anyway.
anda don’t even know me,
But yet anda say hateful things.
The words that come out of anda mouth are deadly.
They grind my soul in to dust.
Those words were meant to step on me,
Keep me in the dust
They were meant to keep me from being happy,
Well it didn’t work.
anda Fool! Don’t anda see that you’re not hurting me!
That you’re not going to get me down?
anda don’t even know me, but anda want to see me hurt!
anda ARROGENT JERKS!
anda don’t even know me but anda hate me so.
anda don’t even know me so JUST LEAVE ME ALONE.
I remember that girl.
She used to be stealing cookies.
She used to be so full of happiness.
But then, some thing happened that changed her life.
Its something that can't be reversed.
That girl was shattered.
What happened to that girl was so sad.
It was that bad.
One of her Friends was her kegemaran person in the world.
She never was seperated from her friends.
They were like family to her
Until one day,
It was hard to say
But she was seperated from them.
She was so hurt
She didn't deserve it.
That's when she decided something that wasn't supposed to happen.
She was tortureing herself.
Everyday,
She saw people that looked like her friends.
She began to cry,
Inside, she was dying
Slowly.
It was hard to alih on
She couldn't go on
It was all wrong
How do I know about this? Well, that girl in the story is me.Victoria.
She used to be stealing cookies.
She used to be so full of happiness.
But then, some thing happened that changed her life.
Its something that can't be reversed.
That girl was shattered.
What happened to that girl was so sad.
It was that bad.
One of her Friends was her kegemaran person in the world.
She never was seperated from her friends.
They were like family to her
Until one day,
It was hard to say
But she was seperated from them.
She was so hurt
She didn't deserve it.
That's when she decided something that wasn't supposed to happen.
She was tortureing herself.
Everyday,
She saw people that looked like her friends.
She began to cry,
Inside, she was dying
Slowly.
It was hard to alih on
She couldn't go on
It was all wrong
How do I know about this? Well, that girl in the story is me.Victoria.
All the wonders Cinta can bring
Give us strength and understanding
Give us all one song to sing!
Let the Muzik play
Play it loud and make it clear
It's time to stand up to a new world
That is now so near
From the bottom to the top
To the leaders of the land
We all have one heart
Everyone of us must lend a hand!
And let there be joy in the world
And let there be no sorrow
And let there be peace on earth
For all the worlds we've got to see
That love, oh love, what a blessed thing
Say it loud, make it clear today!
All the walls are falling down
No lebih children off to war
If we cari in our hearts
All the suffering will be no more
And let there be joy in the world
And let there be no sorrow
And let there be peace on earth
For all God's children
Let them see!
jj9/1998
In a world of his
she unloads his gun
She and he waits for this
he releases his love
In blue and green orbs
she gives him lebih and more
A million miles away
A million years girl
In a black woven chest
he digs his nails deep
She trusts in him for what he does
live in a house in the suburbs
He kisses the pain with blood and light
sleeping it off in the morning
A million miles away
A million years girl
In her world of his
she unloads his gun
In a world of his
she covers the sun
A million miles away
A million years
A million years girl
she unloads his gun
She and he waits for this
he releases his love
In blue and green orbs
she gives him lebih and more
A million miles away
A million years girl
In a black woven chest
he digs his nails deep
She trusts in him for what he does
live in a house in the suburbs
He kisses the pain with blood and light
sleeping it off in the morning
A million miles away
A million years girl
In her world of his
she unloads his gun
In a world of his
she covers the sun
A million miles away
A million years
A million years girl
My sweetness, how your soul has been hurting.
My angel, how long have anda been waiting?
My world, slowly crumbling to nothingness.
My loves, how long until we meet?
This pain in my chest is swelling.
I wish it would give in.
My patience, like a thread.
I wish would snap.
Our hearts, beating, I can't hear.
I wish would deafen me.
All your attempts, I could never feel.
I wish would cave in on me.
All voices.
Never to be tasted.
Never to be invited.
Never to be told.
All there is, is loneliness.
Aching in my bones.
Forever more, trying to grasp a cold wind
And make it warm.
My angel, how long have anda been waiting?
My world, slowly crumbling to nothingness.
My loves, how long until we meet?
This pain in my chest is swelling.
I wish it would give in.
My patience, like a thread.
I wish would snap.
Our hearts, beating, I can't hear.
I wish would deafen me.
All your attempts, I could never feel.
I wish would cave in on me.
All voices.
Never to be tasted.
Never to be invited.
Never to be told.
All there is, is loneliness.
Aching in my bones.
Forever more, trying to grasp a cold wind
And make it warm.
Forget the memories
Good and bad
Put away the hope
That flew away
In your own soaked dust
Freeze in solitude
Break under pressure
Fracture and waste away
Get stomped on under the heaviness
Decorate the millions of pieces
Like you're solid
Hide behind a sunken chest
Wither away in the stillness
When no laughter is heard in your chamber
No warmth is encased
When Cinta is no longer protecting
Wash away in the seas of icy tears
Be suffocated when the air is no longer there
Just stop
Just stop beating
TM
Good and bad
Put away the hope
That flew away
In your own soaked dust
Freeze in solitude
Break under pressure
Fracture and waste away
Get stomped on under the heaviness
Decorate the millions of pieces
Like you're solid
Hide behind a sunken chest
Wither away in the stillness
When no laughter is heard in your chamber
No warmth is encased
When Cinta is no longer protecting
Wash away in the seas of icy tears
Be suffocated when the air is no longer there
Just stop
Just stop beating
TM
