words

In memories of your life
you've died so many times.
Memories of distant days
memories of unseen dreams.

You've died
you've died inside.

Inside of your silence,
your voice screams with
painful sorrow.
Memories of your distant life
and you'll fade inside.

In cari of light,
your eyes see nothing
but the agony of your screaming
tone that never stops bitting you.

You're all alone
in this fog,
living of the memories
of the life that is distant
to your sight.

Crashed and bitter
anda die along with
dreams that are never going
to be seen.

hope, for me, is a place uncharted
and extreamly over grown.
the world, it has chilled me,
Frozen my very soul.

my little hope bird, it is gone
forbidden and forwarned.
all my faith and trust,
it flew away in the storm.

the fire, it can not warm me,
i do not feel the cold,
the sun doesn't shine,
my hati, tengah-tengah is numb.

and this is why,
my hope bird has died.
because the world has chilled me,
my hati, tengah-tengah can not ache,
nor can it brake.

the lie of a life
i'm suppose to live,
but, no one can give
an explination.
so i ask, Why?

why do we need
to belong in a group?
why can't i be me?

so this is why
hope for me is a place uncharted,
and my hope bird is gone.
i hope anda understand...

Hole In My Soul
by
Jeremy Gould



The sun rose up with me today
and I can't help feeling this way
but every hari brings me down
and there's stillness all around
I've got to get away from the pain
so I try a stroll down memory lane

Yep, I still remember you
How could I forget?
anda thought I'd Lost you, I bet

But anda were the first
The first to hold me tight
The first to Ciuman me goodnight

Now there's nothing left
but this hole in my soul
that reminds me of what I've lost
Somehow I've got to replace
the emptiness that once was full
But what price do I pay, what cost?

The loneliness surrounding me
leaves me feeling less valuable
sejak the hour, sejak the minute
my livelihood slowly slips
As I watch it float away
I don't even try to stop it

I can't replace what you've done
so there's one solution, only one
I have to let anda go
But there's one thing anda should know

No matter where anda are
No matter what anda do
I'll always have this hole in my soul
to help remind me of you

The hari of your birth
has been labeled sejak darkness.
Your birth is your death.
anda have died a thousand times
in your heart,
death shines in your eyes,
following anda like a limpet.


You've died,
though anda still breathe,
but life is just a shadow
of your past,
anda don't see the life.


Your road is spiny,
hope is smothered and distant
to your sight.
You're on the road,
but this road is your life,
and this life is a burden of
your fate,
and past never dies until anda die.


Your road is full of thorns,
empty and abandoned,
like your heart,
like your life.


The hari of your birth
has been labeled
sejak darkness.
It's everywhere anda look,
you're on this road alone
and this road is the burden
of your fate,
past never dies until anda die.

Hear me,
hear my
unspeakable words,
those are screaming
inside my
Lost strifes!



See me,
see it through my
frightened eyes,
those will tunjuk you,
those will defeat
the peace itself.



That peace,
well-known
to you,
but not to me.
Not to me.
I've seen it only
in their eyes,
while mine were dreaming.



Grabbing my soul,
living inside,
the fear loves me more,
smiling to my
faith.



Hear me,
hear those
unspeakable words,
those are living here,
praying silently,
crying sternly.



Hope is awaken,
but weakened.
Hating fear
and its cruelty,
it struggles
tirelessly,
though
fading...



Fading
along with
unseen dreams,
sleeping
along with
sorrow.



The doors
are locked,
Sun is not
illuminating
my path,
not mine.



Fears sleep
in there,
loving my failures,
listening to my
unspeakable
words,
those are prayers,
unseen
dreams,
fear lives within.

Do anda remember the song I never sang?
Do anda remember the words I never said?
Do anda remember the Cinta I never felt?
Do anda remember the tears I never shed?

Do anda remember the pain of heart's first fall?
Do anda remember who put me through it all?

Do anda remember the way anda never cared?
Do anda remember the time I felt so scared?

Do anda remember holding me in your arms?

Do anda remember me walking out the door?

Do anda remember us standing in the rain,
when anda berkata anda wanted me back again?

©COPYRIGHT, Waverly L. Harris, 2011, DO NOT REPOST WITHOUT PERMISSION AND CREDIT FOR THE AUTHOR.

I'm love
I'm desire
I'm pain
I'm denial.

Call me whatever you
want me to be.
Call me!
That's all anda see.

I'm pale
I'm tired
I'm love
I'm desire.

My Ciuman is so deep.
Can anda feel my soul
talking?
My Ciuman is so soft.
Can anda feel me?
Will anda dream me?

I give my Cinta to you.
I haven't chosen that,
it's just how it meant
to be.

I hide my tears from you,
i lock my the pain inside of me.
That's the place
i wish anda never find.
That's my soul,
sorrow and desire.

I give anda all anda want,
i choose the sweetest words
for you.
My touch leads you
to the highest
power of imagination,
just to tunjuk you,
just to have you.

A little black flower, planted
with a seed of grace. The expression
of joy slowly shine on its face.
A little black bunga beautifully
devine. An elegant structure in this bunga u will find.


Cinta and the joy of
happiness, this shows a black flowers
elegance. the color of
this bunga so proudly stand out.
anda are a little black bunga without
a doubt.

Note: I would like to bring this out to a little girl that was killed in chicago where i live. so smart, so nice, so good, but why did she had to die..... she was part of the light and now i must find her in the darkness and bring her back to life.

Sounds of past

echo in my head,

seeking for

the truth,

remembering,

memorizing...




Sounds of past

still harm my soul,

but now I'm strong,

I can accept the truth.




Sounds of past

echo in the depth

of my heart,

though some truths

have never been found.

We just see these

through our eyes.




Sounds of past

still echo,

sometimes silently,

but we know

that the past still

lives inside,

as a memory,

as a burning wound.




Sounds of past

still echo

inside.

As a memory,

as a burning wound.

away anda left
flying far from me
shooken sejak the wind
the pain
we were meant to be

far anda left
Never to Return
the pain destroyed anda
anda were never to be whole
There was nothing left to learn


anda left me that cold night
Without even a hug
I was left behing
all alone
with just a red lady bug

anda left me
crying alone
A week had passed
slow and painful
my red lady bug sat dull

anda were still gone
never coming utama
I couldn't forget anda
but anda were still here
the red lady bug was still here

I knew anda were gone
there was no hope
but somehow I felt anda
I knew anda were near'
the Red lady bug was nothing to fear

anda are still gone
not coming back
I miss anda
I feel anda
and all I have left is the red lady bug

The Doll

Left & lonley
Abondoned & destroyed

the doll will seek revenge

The hate and pain have all subsided and left a fiery passion for revenge

The doll will have revenge

In pursiut of unfair justice in an unfair world

The doll will gain revege

The war that rages the hate that raises
All left the doll empty & tattered & broken

The doll will get revenge

The doll left broken sejak the side of the rode
Ignored sejak all mankind

The doll will receive her revenge

Who determines what is just in this unjust world

Not the doll atau me atau you

In a world of wrong what is right

Not the doll atau me atau you

Who leads the way in this endless maze called Life

Not the doll atau me atau you

One lebih Chance

sejak Cody Herman

Do anda remember the good old days?

When we used to laugh and play?

Nothing worried atau stopped us

We would run until we were breathless

Tell me, when did it stop?

Why did it all drop?

Was it because of something I did?

I know I was stupid

I didn't mean to do it

It came bit sejak bit

It wasn't till the end

That I knew I had Lost a friend

It never worked out

But sejak then there was no doubt

If I could turn time back, I would

Even if it was just to see our childhood

I ask for one lebih chance

Just to advance

To turn back the clock

For our friendship again to unlock

It was my entire fault

Our comradeship didn't just halt

I wished I never started that romance

Again, I ask for one lebih chance

U Grab My Hands Off the blind
I feel Warmth that firstly strange
Where will u take Me??????

u tunjuk me Colors,,,
U tunjuk Me sadness
What was The truth u meant??????

U takes me in different Way,,to Love
That was Not also Kiss,,,Hugs,,,Playing
U tunjuk Me Care,, Joy,,, And deep
that was Not about how birds can Flown away..
this is how to feel when they r Flying,,,
It was not to watch the Blossoms come...
it Learn about How to Wait until it Blooms....

U makes Me that cry was a way out too...
u make me believes that Laughs Also hides in the sadness


Now I know...
ur Loves Changes ME...

When I think of anda
A tear falls and I start to cry
And brings me to sleep like a childs lullaby
When I see anda
I have to look away
And pray that my hurt can come another day
So I can feel better
When I hear your voice
I have to tune it out not that I have a choice
We may like each other
But if we come together and start
We would burn our soles and fall apart
Your like api, kebakaran and I'm like ice
When we touch we hurt each other
We will never be able to be together
And for now all I can do is wish