So it’s been a week since Jacob came. He’s been really good with the whole ‘just friends’ thing but I haven’t. Well, anda see…I kinda, sorta was…teasing him. I thought it would be fun but I never thought about what would happen when the week was over. I decided that I’m gonna give him one last chance. I know, I berkata I was done but he’s so….sweet. anda guys have read the things he says to me so anda understand, right? Right.
I was sitting in my room just listening to music. Thinking about everything. Jaden has been blowing up my phone for no reason. I can tell it’s pissing Jacob off, but he can’t really be mad because we’re not together. Jaden is really sweet but there’s something not right about him. It’s like he loves me a little TOO much, anda know? But I maybe hallucinating. I’ve been getting weird feeling lately. It’s like when I go to sleep I feel like someone is watching me. They say that when anda wake up in between 2-3 a.m there an 80 percent chance that someone is watching you. That creeper sh*t scares me. Anyways, my body has been a little better but now but, I had no choice but to cover my face up with make-up. I hate make-up. It irks me to the fullest. My thoughts were interrupted sejak the sound of my kegemaran song playing. Daddy Yankee- Gasolina. (You guys know anda remember it from 01’ ;) . It’s still my jaaayyyyuuuummm) My body was still aching but not enough to stop me from dancing. I got up and started jamming my life away “A ella le gusta la Gasolina! Dame mas gasolina!” I sang along. I was having the time of my life. I started whining and grinding my hips to the hispanic beat. All of a sudden I felt out theirs hands on my waist and grind on me. I turned around to see the curly fro’d freak they call Jacob. “Get it mami” he berkata still dancing while biting his lip.. He scared me! I smacked his arm. “You creep, anda scared me!” I berkata while laughing. He rubbed his arm and pouted. I went to turn off the Muzik and faced him. He started circling me. “So anda know what today is right?” he said. I wanted to act like I didn’t know just to anger him “No, what?” I asked. He gave me a ‘are anda serious’ look. I giggled at him. “I’m just joking.” I berkata pushing his shoulder a little. He smiled at me. “So?” he asked. He had a very eager look on his face. “So what?” I asked. He gave me the same look only thins time I didn’t know what he was talking about. “So are anda gonna give me another chance?” he asked hopeful while grabbing my waist. I don’t wanna take him back yet only because teasing him is too much fun. I decided to make him wait. “The week is not over yet. anda have to wait until the clock strikes 12:00. Then I’ll tell you” I berkata smirking. “C’mon bonita. You’ve been teasing me all week and I can’t even touch you. Now I have to wait til 12 freaking o’clock?” he asked while pouting. “Of course” I berkata while licking my lips long and slow then biting my bottom my bottom lip, then winking at him. “Mya, anda have to stop. anda know I can’t handle myself when anda do that.” I smirked at him. he came closer to my ear. “You remember what happened last time anda did that, don’t you?” he whispered seductively. I knew he was referring to our date. My facial expression completely changed from a smirk to a “0.0” face. “Yeah, that’s right. I thought so” he berkata still whispering while nibbling on my ear. Oh, so he wants to play that game, well it’s on. I had gotten an idea. “How about we watch a movie?” I asked him. “Sure” he berkata simply. “What movie?” he continued. “How about….Save the last dance?” I asked while pulling it out. He stared at me for a while then a smirk crept upon his face. “Well I was hoping we could make a little movie of our own.” he berkata while running his hands down my back? God bless america! I think the boy has a sexual demon inside of him. He gave me that same stare he gave me on our first date. I shook my head at him and pushed him away. “Let’s just go anda creep.” I berkata chuckling. We were going into the living room. I was walking in front of him and I could feel him staring at me. I stopped in my tracks to see him staring at my as*. I snapped in his face. “Baby boy, keeps your eyes to yourself.” I berkata with a attitude. “They’re my eyes so I can keep them where ever I want” he berkata giving me a perverted smirk “Well, I suggest anda keep them them to yourself before I pop them out.” I berkata crossing my arms. He pushed me against the wall, put my arms up above my head and held me down. He got in my face. He gave me a whole different look. This time I knew I was in for it. “Mya, don’t try me. anda don’t wanna know the things that I’m thinking right now. Say one lebih thing and I swear I will rock your world and make anda paralyzed.” he snarled. I just stood there. Afraid. I knew he meant it. “Good to know” I whimpered. I am now traumatized for the rest of my natural born life. I slowly began walking to the living room. His words kept echoing into my head. He went and sat down on the couch. I went to put the movie in. I turned around to go sit down. He smiling and patted the sat seterusnya to me signaling me to come sit seterusnya to him. I jerked my head back and playfully rolled my eyes at him. Chico must think I’m stupid. No way am I gonna sit seterusnya to him with the lights off considering what he just berkata to me. I blew raspberries at him then began walking towards the other couch. As I began walking he grabbed me and made me sit on his lap. “Don’t be like that mami” he berkata smirking while rubbing my thigh. “Let me up” I berkata smiling a little. “No, I think i like it this way.” he berkata while getting comfortable. “Just friends, remember?” I asked still trying to get up. He sat me back down. “Friends sit on each others laps.” he berkata smirking. He got me. Since he wants to be like that I’ll give him exactly what he wants. I gave up and got comfortable on his lap. “Good girl” he berkata Ciuman my forehead. I won’t be Berlakon like a good girl anytime soon, anda sexually frustrated curly haired mofo.
We were about half an jam into the movie. I looked up at him. He looked down at me and smiled. I put on a fake smile back. I sat up a little and started touching his face with my finger. he gave me a bit of a confused face. I sat up lebih and straddled him and wrapped my legs around him. “remember when anda berkata you’d rock my world?” I asked innocently. “Yeah” he said, giving me a unusual stare. I lifted up his baju and ran my hands down his abs. “Will you?” I asked seductively. He tensed up Mya“stop” he berkata turning red. SCORE! “Oh C’mon loosen up” I berkata while unbuttoning his shirt. This is going to be epic. I went closer to his face. “You know anda want to” I whispered. “Seriously, stop. Don’t start something anda can’t finish. I won’t be able to control myself.” He said. He ran his fingers through is puff. “Maybe I don’t want anda to keep calm. Maybe I like it rough.” I berkata lowly. I planted kisses on his neck. He clutched the bantal right seterusnya to him. This is hilarious! I felt something hard on my leg and realized “Big Jacob” had gotten excited. I got off of him and pointed at his pants. He looked down and ran out. I. was. rolling. I laughed so hard that I had tears coming from my eyes and my stomach hurt so bad.
He came back again. He was walking very slowly towards me. The closer he got the lebih I backed up. He stopped and looked at the clock. It was 12:05. I didn’t realize how fast time past by. After looking at the clock he began to smirk at me. He walked closer and closer. “Jacob, what ever bright idea anda think anda have….lose it.” I said. I was starting to regret what I just did. “I just want to have some fun with you,Mya. that’s all” he said. His voice changed completely. It was deeper and sexier. I tried running away but it was no use. He playfully tackled me to the floor. He sat on bahagian, atas of me and held my arms down sejak my wrist “I told anda to stop now look what anda got yourself into.” He said. I berkata nothing. I was still trying to process how I ended up on the floor. He kissed me. This one was a lot lebih soothing, loving. He didn’t even wait for me to give him permission to enter my mouth. He just let himself in. He let go of my wrist and let his hands roam my body. I put my hands on his face, just caressing it. Our tongues wrestled for a little while but his won. He slowly took his hands and began Ciuman my neck. He licked and sucked on it. I got Rama-rama in my stomach. He got a couple of light moans out of me. He went lower and lower as he planted kisses on my chest. I realized what I was doing. I lifted his face and made him face me. I looked him deep in the eyes. “Jacob, I’m sorry but I’m not ready to do this. I hope anda understand.” I whispered. He smiled a little. “It’s ok bonita. I understand.” he paused and made a thinking face. “But does this mean that anda take me back?” he asked hopeful and eager. I smiled and nodded my head. He smiled his gorgeous smile. He leaned in and kissed me softly. He pulled away and ran his finger over my cheek. “I missed you” he said. “I missed anda too.” I berkata back.
::Jacob POV::
I have my bonita back! That is all…
::Mya POV::
He helped me get up. “You can sleepover if anda want.” I berkata as he intertwined our fingers together. “Ok” he berkata simply. We walked to my room. I felt his arms bungkus, balut around my waist. I smiled at him. We got inside and I saw that my phone had a bunch of missed calls. They were from Jaden. I ran my fingers through my hair. Why is he calling me so much? “What’s wrong?” Jacob asked. “Nothing, it’s just he called so many times, look” I berkata menunjukkan him my phone. He looked heated. He balled up his fists. “Jacob please calm down.” i berkata trying to console him. “Why the hell is he calling you?!” he yelled. I hate it when he yells. “I don’t know. I only gave him my number so I could call him when I got home, and thank him for helping me.” I said. He took a deep and ran his fingers through his hair. I know this isn’t the right time to say this but he’s sexy when he’s mad. "Papi just calm down’’ I berkata rubbing his back. ‘’I don’t like the fact that anda guys keep in touch’’ he berkata angry. I guess he can be a little upset now considering we’re together again. “Don’t worry, when we get back to school I’ll just tell him to calm it down a little.” I berkata trying to assure him. “Good. I don’t want to have to be the one to tell him myself.” he said. I found it cute how jealous and protective he was being. I laughed at the thought. “Your mine” he berkata giving me a hug. “I’m yours” i berkata smiling and hugging him back. I realized how late it was and decided that i wanted to take an late night shower. “I’m gonna go take a shower, anda feel free to watch t.v if anda want” I berkata pointing to the t.v. “Alright” he berkata simply. I grabbed my towel and went inside the bathroom. The first thing I did was stare in the mirror. I still hate them and I still don’t think I in anyway beautiful, but I noticed that me saying no to people isn’t gonna stop them from saying it, so I just give up. And I still haven’t been eating either. I stripped myself. I made sure the water was extra warm. I looked at myself. I scanned all my scars and bruises on my body. I could already tell that some of them would be permanent. I’m gonna have to live with some of this marks for the rest of my life. Oh well. I tried to stop myself from crying but it wasn’t working. I’m tired of crying. I wanna smile. A single tears still managed to run down my cheek. Its annoying. You’d think sejak now I’d have no lebih tears left. I heard a knock on the door. “Charlene?” I heard Jacob say. I quickly took a towel and covered myself. “yeah, anda can come in” I said. I saw the door open and he came in. “Are anda ok? I didn’t hear anything and got worried.” he said. “Y-yea I’m fine.” I felt a little off. He came over, took my face and stared at it. “You’ve been crying, why?” he asked sternly. “No, I haven’t” I berkata lying. it was only one tear, man. “Are anda sure?” he asked. I simply nodded my head once again. He was gazing at me for a bit then his eyes shot at the marks on my shoulders. “Uh, I’ll be out it about 10 minuets, ok?” I berkata smiling while trying to lighten the mood. “Ok” he sounded really skeptical and suspicious. I sighed in relief as I began to enter the shower. It still burned but I stuck it out. I looked down at my disgusting body. It’s like the feeling never goes away. I can’t go a hari without shedding any tears. I’m gonna have to live with the memory for the rest of my life. All the punching and kicking replayed into my mind. It’s like a broken disc that keeps playing over and over. I felt the salty substance travel down my face. I can’t keep crying like this, but it’s hard. I put my face under the faucet letting the water hit my face. I felt someone give me a hug from behind. It scared me to death. I turned around and saw Jacob. I didn’t even hear him come in. I automatically covered myself up with my hands. I was still speechless at the fact that he even came in here. He gently took my hands off my body and scanned it. I scanned his also. “What are y-” “Be quiet” he whispered. I don’t understand. Why isn’t he leaving? My body is not a pretty sight. He came closer to me. I was so nervous. He’s right in front of me…naked. “Don’t be nervous. i won’t do anything. I just want to hold you” he whispered. I looked on as the water hit his body. His eyes wondered all over my body again. I saw tears go down his face. What’s the matter with him? “Why are anda crying?” I asked him. “I will never forgive myself for letting them hurt you. Ever.” he berkata with his head facing the floor. He was shaking a little. I don’t want him to beat himself up about it. “Look at me” I berkata as I raised his chin. "It’s ok. Your intentions were good that’s all that matters. Don’t beat yourself about it. “But-” I cut him off. “Ssshhh” I berkata putting my index finger to his lips. He still looked uneasy. I took my hand off and softly kissed his lips and looked into his beautiful brown eyes. “It’s ok” i repeated. He pulled me into a hug. There was nothing between us. I had nothing to hide anymore. It was all out there. We were inseparable, body to body. “I Cinta you,Mya ” he whispered in my ear. “I Cinta anda too, Jacob”
Hey, guys! What’s Gucci? LOL I decided that I would leave out some drama in this chapter and let them be a lovey dovey again. But I must warn anda a lot of of stuff is to come that might make anda guys cry even lebih so make sure anda keep on the look out on the chapters. :) ILY <3 Comment, Share, Subscribe and Stay Mindless!!
