anda mean grade as in school grade? At the time i did my GCSE's, no. I failed most of my exams due to problems at home, and even though i got into college i didn't last two months for berkata reasons. Because of those reasons, i didn't care what my grades were atau where i was headed. But now, 5 years on i think they did. At the time, although i berkata i didn't care, i was excited at the prospect of getting straight a's and being at the bahagian, atas of the world, and seeing all my failings made me realise i'd screwed up my life big time and i needed to change something. I'm still working on the change, thinking of going back to college once i know the payment system well enough not to get screwed over. Here in england anda can always try again. And that gave me the feeling that, even at 60+ years and i still haven't achieved what i wanted, at least i still have the ways to do something about it.
If that makes sense :s Membaca through it i can't see where i'm headed XD
