My mom says falling in Cinta is wrong....... :'(

So , I loved this guy from when I was eight years old........ I still Cinta him. and he is my bf now........... I had written about my feelings in my secret diary....... I had never mentioned his name coz i feared my mo might read it......... 2 weeks lalu , when I was gone to school , my mom read my diary without my permission.......... and when I came back utama sh scolded me alot ........... She berkata that loving someone is wrong....... She also berkata that I had written such a bad diary.......... She insulted my feelings............ She hurt my feelings.... After 2 weeks , she still scolds me just because I loved someone. I had to leave my school because she didn't wanted me to study there. She thinks that everything has happened because of my school. I Cinta my school and Friends alot.I've been studying there from first grade and I do not want to leave it... She has brought me to Canada to keep me away from the boy I Cinta and my friends....... She hurt my feelings....... She doesn't understand me. I hate her