... Whyyyyyyyyy?!?! WHY DID anda HAVE TO BRING THAT UP?! I hate going to school I hate it I hate hate hate it there's people there and I don't like people not to mention I'm just going to go through and fail all of my classes again like I did last tahun and it really is just way too much social stress for me because my best and only real friend is going to alih again and I'm not socially flexible enough to go out and make new Friends I am legitimately afraid of social situations and I'm just awkward anyway not to mention nobody even really likes me and I don't know how to deal with people in the first place and I'm going to be all alone all the time like I am most of the time anyway and I don't want to go back I hate school there's too many people and I really don't like people.
I feel like it's going to be a crappy tahun already. I'm skipping up into a grade I've detested for so long, I will have all of maybe one class with my friends, and I don't really like the teachers I'm having this year. :S I know that if I keep on thinking this way, it will be a crappy year, but it's really hard not to.