Probably 5 compared to most people. I dunno anda that well but my mind isn't a pretty place to go into so sejak what I have seen of you. anda are a -10 compared to me.
I mean alot of people are obsessed with horror Filem and things killing other things. That isn't unique atau special and probably the state of my mind isn't unique as well but trust me when I say this: anda are not that screwed up.