*sigh* Yep. I've had a crush on this guy for 7 years. I still do. And probably always will. And I'm pretty sure he likes someone else. And he has no idea how much it hurts.. Losing someone that's not even yours. I can't wait till the hari I look at him, and feel absolutely nothing. I believe Cinta is like heaven. But I'm loosing hope. Because it hurts like hell. I was 7 when I met him. Before that, I thought Cinta was disgusting, dumb, and gross. But it all changed. He made me feel different. I was a little tomboy back then, but I started to change, just for him. I realize how stupid I was. I Cinta him, very much. But I don't know if he's worth the fight anymore. I'm slowly giving up, thinking Cinta does not exist in my heart. And when anda become heartless, it doesn't mean your selfish atau mean. It means that you've cared too much.
I just wouldn't be comfortable pursuing him (even though I really care about him...) because he was a close friend of my brother, and my brother and him grew apart as Friends and there's a bit of tension there now :/
It sucks that I don't see him come over anymore, but gotta alih on I guess >.<
ya we would always hang out wen we were kids and i fell madly in luv...but ive got a BF now and i luv him with all my heart..yet i still hang out with the guy but were just best Friends nothing more. Dont worry im sure u will find ur way!!!!!
Yes. ....I don't quite get why my dick like straight guys. Its annoying. THERE'S NO CHANCE BETWEEN US. My hati, tengah-tengah is stupid I swear. I don't seem to have this same problem with girls. Fortunately.