How About Both ? It Isn't That Hard.See All People As Equal.You're Not Arrogant When You're Making Yourself Up.You're Arrogant When anda Try To Convince Others anda Are Better And Deserve Much lebih Than Them !!!!
I really say I dont MAKE myself really feel anything. Cause I see myself as I am, a pretty darn god awfully amazing person.
I dont need to tell myself "Ha! anda are better than them." atau "Psh. They are not worth you." as I already know that XD
Okay, dont get the wrong impression of me in thinking Im an extremely narcissistic, arrogant, egotistical person. I mean, I AM a bit narcissistic, and I am most definitely egotistical but most of that is mostly in thought not action. That and I do see a good few people as my equal, though I see everyone, when I first meet them, as below me. Then first impressions and everything after that places them on my chart.
I just think that everything from my faults to my glories are amazing and make me lebih awesome. Sure Id Cinta to fix my faults, but anda know what? They are still me. Still something that makes the Amazing Riku the person who she is. If I people dont like it, that doesnt matter. If people close to me dont like it, okay Ill fix it. But if Im ugly, Im fucking proud to so amazingly ugly. If Im stupid, I am proud to be stupid. etc.
I have a low self esteem, but I'm not about to do anything drastic. I'm trying to work on it. I think I was a lot worse with self-loathing in my younger teen years, but I'll probably always be insecure in one way atau another.
I kind of have self esteem issues, but that's because I have unrealistically high standards that I've set for myself, not because I want to be good in the eyes of society. But I think I'm pretty damn awesome in the grand scheme of things. Well half the time. Even if one of the several facets of my consciousness disagrees from time to time.