What would anda say was the last bad thing to happen to anda before the change of the Year?

I recall anda telling me about this. Relatable. It happens, dudette. anda have another shot at it and you're going to be better prepared. See it only as a temporary delay. Not much has changed !!!!

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Welp, on the bright side, anda get to build some muscle on these legs of yours XD !!!!

Same, dudette. Same. That's really all I can say to that. Let us put forth our efforts for the new year. I wish anda the best !!!!

Last tahun was full of all nighters for me. Stress being a major factor. Sometimes, anda just need to let it out in some sort of way. It is perfectly natural. Glad things went better after. December sure is a unique bulan for a variety of reasons. I know that well XD !!!!

Tbh I feel like it wasn't natural, it was literally my brain broke that hari and it was like the equivalent to a computer blue screening and then wiping the whole thing and losing everything to fix it. But yeah, I'm glad things started going better after that; tbh I don't know how much lebih I would have been able to handle. To be even lebih honest, I think that I came very close to needing to be institutionalized or, at least, medicated. But I pride myself in knowing that I was able to fix my own shit without having to rely on meds.

I see. Sounds like it could go further than a mild condition then. Keeping it under control sejak yourself certainly says a lot indeed !!!!

Yeah, in retrospect I think that I might have been in deeper than I had initially thought. Glad it's over lol.

And so many lebih to see yet !!!!

Ouch indeed. Hope it wasn't severe. Good to know that you're better now !!!!

I see. How did anda cope with it?

Excuses myself from the party and tried to deal with the crying and shaking curled up in bed. I managed to karang myself about 15mins to midnight and went back out and had some lebih wine to help relax. Not the best method but it helped.

Thanks :) it started becoming a good night at 1am with the drinking games xD