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Riku114 berkata …
So uh.... someone reported the basis of the emotionally and verbally abusive shit my dad currently does? But the thing is it isnt towards me and its mostly settled??

So now I have to deal with this social worker up my keldai and trying to talk to my family about this???

Like.... really???

Only two people out of my boyfriend know about it and both make little sense?? telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Like.... who??? hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Oh I found out XD hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Okay so update. Back when my dad was entirely dismissive and called me "stupid" when I mentioned to him and my mom that I was suicidal and shit in a bit of a snap, and I mentioned that and the rest of the fight to my therapist and he contacted the school to lapor that I am not in a selamat, peti deposit keselamatan place and there is emotional abuse going on. They apparently berkata it isnt reportable until this Monday where they changed their mind about it hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
BUT THEY THOUGHT MY DADS NAME WAS RICHARD. GET IT. RICHARD. DICK. THEY THOUGHT MY DADS NAME WAS DICK SO I LAUGHED TOO HARD hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Shit man. Im starting to fall down the rabbit hole of Marvel. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Yall I dont want to gain another HUGE series to keep track of :v bintang Wars added to it and :v hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Like Im feeling urged to go back and actually fully watch the Iron Man Filem rather than half assing them too :v hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
That's good though. Embrace Marvel, Riku. anda know anda want to !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Fun story time. I dont really remember the details too well, but like... three atau four years ago, I was having some kind of a high anxiety day. I dunno if it was a panic attack that I didnt know of, an anxiety attack, atau some traumatic shit atau anything, but I was experiencing high anxiety and was excessively zoned out as to cope with it, and some guy came to like... touch me, hug me, atau pat me atau something telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
So like... I had a saat atau two of panic where I shoved him up against the railing of the upper floor and was like... a saat atau two away from instinctually pushing him over the railing of the saat floor before I snapped out of it and somehow managed to play it off as a joke hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Like I dont know HOW I played it off without any soalan asked cos I pushed him like a good 5-10 feet to get him to the railing and I wouldnt be shocked if I had a crazed look XD hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Nah I didnt look sad. I have a resting jalang, perempuan jalang face no matter what emotion Im feeling hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
RIP all my classes from today ke hadapan tho XD My brain officially went from like 90% checked out, to like 100% checked out for the rest of the school tahun when I finished my AP Government test (even tho I still have an AP Econ test on Wednesday XD) telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog dikomen…
Awesome. Be lazy time? hampir setahun yang lalu
2ntyoneplts dikomen…
Lazy is life hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Honestly, the sheer degree of which I like Stephen Strange is.... STRANGE.

Like I watched the movie, enjoyed it a lot, but he wasnt all too high on my list, but out of no where suddenly Im just as hyped to see him on screen as the long term Marvel kegemaran of mine - Loki?

And I just get that natural "Hes a favorite" feel, but I dont know exactly why..?

I mean Imma make Wanta watch it and I wanna watch it to analyze and see why I might like him XD But still. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
My memory is iffy but maybe I kinda relate to him? Who knows. I know I do have some similarities hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
I really dont have the ability to be comfortable saying I like a character just cos I like them. I need to be able to know what in specific I like :v hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
anda know, if anda think about it, being a hero, a famous hero, just honestly isnt fair. Its borderline toxic. At the point that someone becomes a famous hero, the pressure to constantly be the hero and be responsible of helping others and saving the hari just would consume the life of the 'hero'

Sure they are saving people and being great people, but it comes at the cost of their limited existence.

When anda think about it like that, anda have to pity superheroes telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog dikomen…
oh they undeniably have it pretty bad. hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog dikomen…
As an idealist, I can assure anda gets rough having the pressure to always remain upbeat XD hampir setahun yang lalu
2ntyoneplts dikomen…
IKR if I was a ‘hero’ I’d probably like idk hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
I think I adequately fucked with Riku's mind right before she went to sleep. I'm satisfied with that telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
Why does Faba not have a Flygon? telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
I AM BEING SHAMED FOR HAVING AN ESTIMATE OF 300-450 ENGLISH SONGS PICKED OUT ON THAT LIST.

FIRSTLY, THATS ONLY LIKE THE bahagian, atas OF THEM EACH

SECONDLY, I ADMIT IM A Muzik JUNKIE, BUT COMPARED TO SOME PEOPLE I KNOW AND ZANHAR, IM A CUTE BABY telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
THIRDLY, I HAVE AN INSTUMENTAL PLAYLIST PROBABLY 9X LONGER, A JAPANESE PLAYLIST ABOUT THE SAME LENGTH (guessing), AND A KOREAN PLAYLIST THAT IS PROBABLY A BIT SMALLER hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
THIS IS NOTHING cangkul, hoe hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
*cough* My irl Friends have no place judging me :v hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog dikomen…
My USB currently has 225 songs in the English folder. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Honestly, people in my school make fun of me for only listening to 'weeb' music, but truth is I probably like lebih English songs than most of the people saying that. Im a Muzik junkie. Its just I have so much I like that downloading all of it is overwhelming :v telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
^ #Relatable !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog dikomen…
Muzik is just really nice. hampir setahun yang lalu
2ntyoneplts dikomen…
Without this Muzik I don’t know how I would’ve fought this - Lane Boy |-/ hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Ha. My English teacher had us 'read' like six buku in preparation for the AP Exam essay, then I did my mock on Romeo and Juliet (one that wasnt one of the six) and I berkata Id probably do it on the AP Exam cos I know that one better than I should

She berkata I shouldnt because its been a while since I read it and since it doesnt cover all the topics that well and should study the other buku (not that I even studied R&J) telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
But fuck that XD Totally wrote my essay on Romeo and Juliet XD I know that piece too well solely cause its famous, cos I read Tybalt two years lalu and really liked his character lebih than I should have, watched an Anime version of the play (which btw, had the plot changed a lot, I recommend the anime), and cos its jsut a good piece to analyze off of since a lot of stories can take a lot of inspiration and similarities off of it hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Even one of my side stories has a lot of parallels I didn't really intentionally do hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
^ YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAASSSSSSSSSSSS !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Despite never really watching the movie atau anything, Ive always been attached to the idea and things themed / inspired from Alice in Wonderland telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
Same honestly. Have always found its whole concept fascinating !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
2ntyoneplts dikomen…
Me too! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Im sorry Im like.... on a tired high.

I only got 3 hours of sleep for a really busy hari XD

If I say weird stuff, enjoy XD telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog dikomen…
TIRED RIKU! DON'T APOLOGIZE! COME OUT FURTHER! DO MORE! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
If I talk too much I might start casually talk about murder atau shit. Im in a demented tired :v hampir setahun yang lalu
2ntyoneplts dikomen…
A tired high? Oh so that’s what anda call it. That happens to me as well. So excuse any crazy stuff I say... I’m out of it a lot hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
Seriously Riku needs to stop being all ansty about it and accept my offer to let her stab me with one of her knives. I mean sheesh. It's a flesh wound. MAYBE liver injury at worst. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Keep talking weird shit like that and itll be in the head hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
jk jk hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Honestly, I am not going to lie. I am 'crazy' and 'insane'. I used to be even lebih so, but honestly even now I still can be. I've gone to the point of naming myself something else. I've talked way too excessively with people in my head, one of which tried to convince me I was a god before I realized I was getting way too off the rocker.

I've thought of excessively sadistic things with no guilt atau shame to back it up. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Personally, I strongly accept that part of me. The closer anda get to me, the lebih creepy and unsettling things anda might find my mind causing. But its honestly something I accept of myself. I am definately working out of it since it isn't a GOOD thing to be like this, but its not something Im going to let harm my esteem atau hold against myself hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
I dont disclose too much of specifics of how... off... I can get at times since theres no need for that to spill out onto here, because I always sound like a psycho edgelord and I find that cringey, and because personally I dont like to attribute it to my keseluruhan character. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
But yeah thats just kinda a ramble hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
I want sleep telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
anda NEED sleep !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog dikomen…
Sleep? hampir setahun yang lalu
GDragon612 dikomen…
ya deserve sleep so much hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
"If that's the case, then anda owe it to yourself to pick apart the games anda LOVE, not just the ones anda hate."

Cinta that. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Person: Im so stressed out Imma pull out my hair!

Me, a person with Trichotillomania: https://tinyurl.com/y8fvjeqz telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Honestly, I'm not the type to be like "OMG anda ARE MAKING LITTLE OF MY DISORDER" because Trich is pretty poorly covered and that is a common saying, but I still kinda just take a pause whenever I hear it hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Cos like... jalang, perempuan jalang I doubt anda are literally gonna pull out your hair :v Stop appropriating my culture hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Jk jk hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
I just find it funny-ish whenever I hear that line hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
I text Riku too much. Confirmed. RIP telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
2ntyoneplts dikomen…
Ha I bet ya do! Y’all are so close! :) hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
*deep breath* *sigh* Honestly, searching for a roommate is a pain in the keldai with my family issues and vulnerability issues and just my keseluruhan trust issues and stuff. Like I know I'll be fine regardless and I'll make Friends and all just fine. Its just my brain being stupid about it while I'm waiting for a reply combined with how this whole "I cant just get this done with" stuff does not fit with me who likes to get things done with before moving onto the next. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
2ntyoneplts dikomen…
Good luck buddy. Try not to listen when anda tell yourself stuff like that. You’ll get through it and everything will work out. :). [Wow. Listen to me, little motivationist. I’m trying.] Stay Alive |-/ hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Nah, to be honest, the things that concern me are genuine issues I need to keep in check. Some of the issues I have with making irl Friends are deep rooted with family issues of mine and I actually genuinely do sabotage them myself with how my anxiety and stuff reacts to certain things. Its a work in progress and all and I know Ill get through it XD hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Its just a stinkin pain in the asssss hampir setahun yang lalu
2ntyoneplts berkata …
Hi I’m back! A few days is like a tahun when anda live here telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Welcome back hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Honestly, Im waiting for lebih information on Osoro Shidesu specifically from Yandere Simulator. Cos honestly right now she kinda borders relatable, but there is so little actually telah diberi out on her character.

Im super interested tho. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
She looks interesting. Has a pretty cool appearance too !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
So got back from Infinity War.

Not nearly as depressing atau sad as like.... 99% of people make it out to be. Maybe its the fact I bathe in tragedy atau because I write stories and tragedy as much as I do, but it didnt really hit me too hard.

Also rather predictable if anda ask me. Like I wasnt shocked atau surprised with anything other than the abrupt ending. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
With that being said. I loveeeed the movie. It was great and I honestly like how the first like... half of the movie had my Kegemaran XD Thor, Loki, Dr. Strange, and Guardians of the Galaxy. Just awesome XD hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Oh and Stark. Thats the other one. XD bahagian, atas Five Marvel Characters. ((Yes GoG is counted as one imo XD)) hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
Great to know. Looking ke hadapan to seeing it myself !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
My dad pissed me off. My dad just wants us to keep breeding my bird and wonders why we arent letting Smokey breed and every time we tell him its not healthy for them, its abusive to make them breeders for money, and that it adds to the problem that most parrots go to shitty homes, he just scoffs.

I called him out at constantly scoffing at it and hes like "You could make money"

So like. Fuck that greedy keldai bastard. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Ill stuff that asshole in a cage with a woman and force them to have children for money. See how he fucking likes it. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Not really but still. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
I dont HATE him as much as I sound like I do. I just refuse to forgive him atau give him any leeway atau even truly see him as my dad / family until he gets his behavior straightened a bit and honestly and genuinely makes amends and realizes how shitty of a person he was / still sometimes is hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Honestly, smart charismatic people are some of the last people anda want to trust. They can analyze people way too well, and with charisma, they can pull strings way too well to make things happe-

.... oh shit wait. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
2ntyoneplts dikomen…
Lol! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Also a Rawak fact

Birds are literally dinosaurs

I raise baby Dinosaur telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Also, anda doubt it until anda hear what baby cockatiels sound like. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
link hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Also Rawak fact about Riku

On an average, I make sure to get at least 30-60 minit of bird video within each day.

It makes me happy. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
On another note, as I begin talking of my plans for the future and all, the rate of which my Cinta and knowledge on birds began to become well known rapidly sped up

At this point, I can now expect that if I hear any talk of birds between two people and there seems to be disagreement atau uncertainty of facts, that within five minit Ill hear "Hey Riku! anda are the bird expert, give us some info on this topic!" across the room telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
2ntyoneplts dikomen…
It’s expected sejak now I imagine:) hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Im just shaking my head here at this argument between two people over Akashi.

One side is arguing "Akashi doesnt care for team work and bringing people together and only cares about winning." The other side is arguing "No, Akashi is all for team work and bring people together. Its one of his strongest characteristics and his main role in his team."

And Im just like.... Neither of anda are right atau wrong. anda are just ignoring an entire half of his character. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Like I dont even know how they just ignore one side atau the other. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Honestly I really need to see "The Last Game" since there is a lot lebih interaction between Bokushi and Oreshi. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
GONNA WATCH INFINITY WAR TODAY.

#HYPE telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
BlindBandit92 dikomen…
It was a great movie. hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
^ #ThanosDemandsYourSilence LOL !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Annnd my dad didnt understand me when I berkata we had to leave early cos itd be busy / sold out XD So going tomorrow! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Decided to take the trumpet solo in the Game of Thrones theme for Zeppie cos she seemed happy enough that we were playing it, I figured Id do that in her name as well. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Honestly, Im tired as hell despite me constantly sleeping at least an jam atau two early most nights.

I am really just a permanently exhausted and tired bun.

I just want a good night to sleep and all.

.... did I not have a weekend to rest atau something? I dont really remember 5 days back XD telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
GDragon612 dikomen…
take care of ya riku =( and try to sleep if ya can , want to see ya healthy hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
^ This, pretty much. Make sure anda rest whenever anda are able to. Still hyped for #RelaxedRikubun at some point !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
2ntyoneplts berkata …
hei this probably sounds really weird but I Cinta anda guys. Feel free to ignore this if anda want. Most people either feel very uncomfortable atau just don’t understand.
Stay Alive |-/ telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Its cool dood XD hampir setahun yang lalu
nightiee dikomen…
anda too hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
Most people could feel uncomfortable but I doubt that they wouldn't understand. Your feelings are much appreciated. Right back at anda !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
So in my school we have this thing called a Senior Exit Project required to let us graduate and all where we have to present a powerpoint to a panel of teachers about our plans and all

I dont get why everyone is freaking out, trying to memorize it, and some barely passing it.

I did little to no preparation other than setting up the power point and just sejak talking about what I did for my Job Shadow and why I wanna do what I wanna do, I got a perfect score on the mock telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Relax. Talk genuinely and tell them what anda feel and mean. Its not that hard. I get the shy introverts struggling with it, but even some of the large known extroverts are stressing out hampir setahun yang lalu
2ntyoneplts dikomen…
Good job. I bet you’re glad that’s over thou! |-/ hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Honestly if I watched Madoka Magica again I feel Id relate to Kyoko lebih than I did the first time telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog dikomen…
I could see anda relating a LIL bit to Mai from Ghost Hunt hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
Kyoko has always been one of the Characters that interested me the most in this Series. I am pretty curious about which Character I could mostly relate myself when I finally continue and go even further with this Anime !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Yeah honestly though, I am such an extrovert.

Now that Im not a ball of anxiety, depression, angst, and massive distrust, I find that a lot of my goals surround people and having them around me and being a speaker and stuff.

Im not even an ambivert. Im a strict extrovert XD Just a highly selective one at that. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
link hampir setahun yang lalu
2ntyoneplts dikomen…
Wow 5hats pretty cool hampir setahun yang lalu
2ntyoneplts dikomen…
❤️ hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
Alright Im back. And with an emote of my own. -x- telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
2ntyoneplts dikomen…
LOL hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
Good to know. Welcome back !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
GDragon612 dikomen…
welcome back wanta! hampir setahun yang lalu
sunny
TheLefteris24 berkata …
Attention everyone! ''Rikubun'' has been added to the senarai of Nicknames available for Riku. I would like to make this Official. Fluffy Rikubun will certainly be referred to as such from now on.

KANPAI !!!! telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
2ntyoneplts dikomen…
Got it :^; hampir setahun yang lalu
2ntyoneplts dikomen…
Uh what was that I just did?! hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
^ Are anda talking about the Emoji anda made? It certainly seems unusual. A Typo, I guess? hampir setahun yang lalu
2ntyoneplts dikomen…
Yup. LOL hampir setahun yang lalu
2ntyoneplts berkata …
<3 thanks for the hope telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Keep the hope alive. <3 hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
Preach 🙏 !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
nightiee dikomen…
Keep the cangkul, hoe alive hampir setahun yang lalu
2ntyoneplts dikomen…
Oh Satan! XD hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
I always wanna write but dont have the energy and/or the creative flow XD telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Gosh Im tired XD Im still good and all tho guys. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Sorry about all the trauma talk out here lately XD I usually like to keep things fun and all, but Ive been too busy to be full on obsessed with anything, and dealing with trauma has been one of my largest focuses and goals these days XD

I dont any of anda mind but I wanted to put that out there. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
GDragon612 dikomen…
don`t say sorry riku we understand it totally hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
^ !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
BlindBandit92 dikomen…
riku it's your club. You're entitled to do anything anda want. It's a blog of sorts. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
XD I know. I just wanted to put it out there hampir setahun yang lalu
sunny
TheLefteris24 berkata …
Also......

HAIL HYDRA !!!! telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
GDragon612 dikomen…
xD leftie hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
XD !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
sunny
TheLefteris24 berkata …
#PidgeonLivesMatterToo !!!! telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
#PigeonLivesMatterToo hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
^ Preach !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
So I asked my therapist out of curiosity and all, and I do have PTSD apparently. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
I see. It makes a lot of sense when thinking about it !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
Just gotta keep urging Riku to shoot someone in broad daylight. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Aye hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Riku: The Highly Selective Extrovert. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
I actually saw that while scrolling Tumblr and I think that huraian fits me VERY well XD hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Better than Ambivert tbh XD hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
WOW MY DAD JUST DID THE MOST CARING THING I EVER HEARD HIM DO IN ALL MY CHILDHOOD

HE OFFERED TO GO ON A WALK WITH MY MOM TO GET HER OUT OF THE HOUSE WHEN SHES DISTRESSED COS OF MY SISTER telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
omg

My mom and dad are watching a horror tunjuk about where parents go crazy and try to kill their children and my dads like "Its like your husband" telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
At least we now know hes aware hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
I... Kinda have my concerns about your father watching Horror Shows... hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
^Eh... hes a child hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
What I planned on doing:
-Get all the last Z Crystals in Pokemon
-Write another piece to my stories
-Write RPs
-Relax
-Play Hitman and other Steam
-Take today off to relax and have fun as I rejected activities to do so

What I got done:
-Six scholarships
-Researched and planned out lebih of my college stuff
-Got my Health homework done
-Researched Rawak stuff
-Finished two essays for an application
-Finished everything I can do right now for Davis telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
I had a super productive day, but Im not satisfied since I barely got anything at all I planned today done XD hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
I did one post to the RP and like... Kinda took some Flight Rising time but thats not really there either? XD hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
UC Davis: For a chance at a $1000-4000 scholarship, write an essay on your leadership experiences and how it affected anda and will continue to help anda in the future

Me: *flips through 900 things I could talk about cos leadership has played a major role in my life and Im super thankful for it and very passionate over it* telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Dude, Id write a 14 page essay on Leadership for free jalang, perempuan jalang hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Like I literally might even be dead if I never found myself in a leadership position some how. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
PLUS IF THEY ACCEPT ME THEY WILL BRING ME IN FOR AN INTERVIEW AND I LIKE THAT KIND OF STUFF ESPECIALLY IF ITS ON THE TOPIC OF LEADERSHIP hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Personally, I dont really believe too much in not chasing what I want. Its part of the reason I cant sit and relax too much, but if I determine I want something, I weigh out how badly Im willing to want it, then charge full on ahead.

I make excuses from time to time, but if I cant get something done in the long run, its often capable to blame myself for not taking action. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
At least partially blame myself that is. There is a level of rationality to how much one can and cannot control hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Honestly, I personally wonder where I stand on the trauma scale. I know I probably fit under the "traumatized" title, but I dont really know if I actually fit one of the trauma disorders. Its something Ill probably ask my therapist atau psychiatrist about at some point. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
I'm probably a lot better now. Had a really bad moment related to shitty stuff of the past and all but direclty after a lot of the depression and massive amounts of anxiety withdrew for the most part. Ive been shakey when I wake up for the past few days, but I think Im good so for anyone worried atau concerned, I should be fine.

Thank anda so much to everyone who watched out for me and helped. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Some part of the whole fiasco with Wanta 'triggered' something I think and it kind of let lebih of my really bad mental state thats usually disappears when Im online carried in hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Im back to normal I think. And now that I see a massive unprocessed wound, Ill probably take goals to addressing it in my seterusnya therapy session and individually on my own. hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
It is certainly good to know about the progress that has been made and will continue to do so. For the both of you, I hope. Always here when needed, Riku. We Cinta anda too !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
We officially have a baby bird. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
NOICE! A NEW MEMBER IN THE FLOCK! CONGRATULATIONS, FANPOP'S LOCAL BIRDKEEPER !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
We might have two hampir setahun yang lalu
GDragon612 dikomen…
congrats riku our birdmum =D *throws confetti and open a bottle of chamapaigne*, for the non alcoholics jus xD hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
#StartingTheHitmanSeriesFromTheLastGame telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Honestly though.

Akashi I am officially going to call my kegemaran character from now on. He super deserves it. He absolutely does deserve it. Outside of loving the character, he has always been consistently a significant figure in helping me process and work through issues, helping me make the right decision, calming down, self reflecting, etc.

And fun fact, his video can calm down one of my poor mental states so quickly and successfully telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
That I have this thing on my phone called "Emergency Akashi" since I could be in a really bad mental state and if I recognize it, Akashi video can almost always return that bad mental state to AT LEAST a neutral atau calm and managable mental state hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Even if his character sucked ass, the fact one fictional item could have helped me so much through my mental health journey and all, it alone is deserving of it hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Yeah Im doing better now but honestly, I still need to take time to chill. Who knows I might wake up and have another bad time atau something. I cant be sure but Imma take it somewhat easy. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
I apologize if it takes me a bit to get back to being my old energetic and peppy self I like to be on here and usually am.

The baru-baru ini events through me into a bad loop and pool that might take a while to fully get out of.

Im alright though. I just don't feel in the right place to have the energy and exorbitant positivity I usually do. Its not anything Wanta did atau anything Im pretty sure.

Thank anda to everyone that has been putting effort into this situation and helping me out. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Zeppie dikomen…
Take all the time anda need. hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
It is understandable really. Take your time, Riku !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Feeling better ish rn hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
A little hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Figuring out which Akashi ikon to use when anda have so many is hard. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
Literally every time I want to display a new ikon showcasing Kegemaran of mine. It takes a while !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
For me I have to like the ikon and have that feeling like my mood at the moment likes the ikon either cos it represent it atau because it soothes atau it just feels fitting at the time hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Its liking it and then finding one that I feel is kinda nice at the moment and like the look of how it looks when I post hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
Same here XD Relatabilty is a major factor when I am going to display an Icon. It makes things all the lebih harder honestly with such a variety !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
I can always rely on Akashi and KnB to neutralize shitty mental health crap. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Rawak Anxiety: "I want to die."

Me: How about no anda over-dramatic sensitive edgelord? Take your damn keldai medicine telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
I don't have time this morning to read through the uh... five atau six messages since on early start days I always wake up for just barely enough time to work through my regular routine.

But I see there is a lot of misunderstanding the in meaning and intent of the words.

And also, I figured with how often Ive talked about my issues with relationships with other people before addressing it with them to anda specifically, that anda knew the difference between mine and Zeppie's stance telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
I dont believe in going directly to the friend if the situation is serious atau important enough. Doing that is how anda make bad, emotional, and irrational ideas off of current feelings. For major and very important issues, it is best to go to other people for Nasihat and a saat opinion. Ive always lived sejak that and only kept my avoidance of following it for Zeppie in specific since she gets majorly hurt sejak it otherwise. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
I wanted to say that one for everyone who reads this. hampir setahun yang lalu
BlindBandit92 dikomen…
Honestly I might be out of turn. But if something is really important. I wouldn't make an exception. It might seems like I would be a dick atau something. But I rather be a dick than let a problem fester with no easy way atau solving it. hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog dikomen…
Feel free to say your peace as much as anda like, Blind. Riku apparently won't talk to me about it for another jam so...*shrug* hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
Everyone gets all upset when things that aren't directly related to the story in Pokemon games are not post game. I loved sertai Avenue from Black 2 and White 2. I loved where they placed it and found it entirely relevant and helpful telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
anda know, one of the shittiest things about mental health, especially as a kid and teenager, is that it steals away your childhood.

A lot of people have good memories of their high school life, they remember the fun with their friends, they remember all the fun risks and activities they did...

But when it comes to mental health, anda just kind of have all those times stolen.

I personally realize... As a senior, I'm far too late to regather them

But Ill cherish what I have. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Ill be happy that I have it right now and not let what I have left go to waste because of what I already Lost hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
I do wish I could have my childhood back, heck I wish I could REMEMBER my childhood again, but theres no point in crying over spilt milk. Past is past, its time to accept it and alih on. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
I owe people in my highschool lebih credit and appreciation than I give them since I've spent most of my time around them being a reserved, angsty, emotionally-scared child.

Like one of my Friends from 7th grade... never really opened up at all to him. Apparently I was a huge inspiration and role model for him. We talked a lot but it was really one sided

atau the trumpet brother of mine I'm not dating. He dealt with so much of my stupid jokes and I Cinta him. Hes family. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Those two really helped me out even if it was no where near direct. Honestly, they both opened their doors to me if I ever needed to escape my house even though they dont even know the tiniest tip of the iceberg of how horrible my house can and could get hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Ill be honest. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
For the first time, Ill say it. I will miss them. I will be sad. But its not bad. Its kind of nice. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Geesh. Lucy - The Eternity She Wished For is a super sad story

#FeelsBad

#Sad telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
College: Has your dad been physically present in California for at least three years-

Me: Not emotionally present but sure I guess hes been physically present telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
"And squaring numbers are just like women, if they are under thirteen just.. do them in your head" ~ Bo Burnham telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Thats actually going to be my Kelab new quote hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
True, I suppose !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
My body is so damn worn out XD

Going to the fitness center for like 45 minit is always good for when the brain is being stupid. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
#Relatable !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
It is great to know Riku. Exercise will do anda pretty good !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Heres to never having heard your dad ever say the word "love" "care" atau "proud" to anda in a positive way over the seventeen almost eighteen years of being alive.

Heres to him instead liking to get violent and yelling when anyone even remotely asks for him to say something remotely similar to it

Heres to him getting your therapist to give up after thirty minit of being asked to compliment you. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
At the very least I get "good jobs" here and there for doing good things regarding his money and my money. Its something. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
TFW anda get hit sejak a sudden wave of mild depression and anxiety and are about to post about it

Then realize anda forgot to take your anxiety medication this breakfast and thats probably part of it. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Honestly, I dont think I can watch the new season of Supernatural atau really much of any of it until I deal with my issues entirely.

It brings back bad flashes of really bad coping mechanisms and mental states I used to way too heavily relate to back when I practically binge watched it.

Sam and Dean are strong members of my relatable character list, but theres a reason for it. Some of those Petikan hit way too close to utama and their dynamic feels too personal. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Like anyone else get that 'flash' feeling in their head when something reminds them of something unpleasant atau tempts to bring anda back into a sebelumnya bad mental state? Like anda dont actually fall back to it, but anda feel the pull for a saat in your head and its kinda uncomfortable but not immensely so? hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Like a mini panic of a warning? hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
XD this is just a soalan for anyone XD hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
@Me a tahun lalu saying "Am I the only one that wonders when my signature would randomly become something fancy? Like adults seem to always have one (parents and all) and some of my classmates have one then theres me thats all like "What is cursive?"

Yes, it did happen. I dont know when but it did telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Honestly going through my dinding for an artikel is interesting cos firstly, this ikon makes all the posts super hilarious and secondly, because Im really realizing how horrifically depressed I was.

Even lebih shocking since I actually tried not to post it on here too much and to keep it subtle.

Honestly super concerned for my past self telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Me: Okay I literally wasted an jam of my time doing the most stupid and wasteful things. Before I can feel comfortable doing osmething slightly unproductive but also not stupid and wasteful, I have to do something fully productive. *groan* Ugh fine telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Flights Rising is literally the largest waste of my time but I still do it so much XD hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog dikomen…
That's me with whatever Rawak app has my interest for the bulan XD hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Honestly, I have a weird relationship with change. I hate change coming into my life up until it hits me and there is no return. Cos once I jump straight into it atau get run over sejak whatever change came my way, I just kind of go 100% into it and embrace it to the point I Cinta it.

Im someone really happy and comfortable with my natural normal schedule, but Im also someone who likes to take change as an opportunity to massively fix things. So its just interesting. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Im officially committed to UC Davis XD

God I have to many massively long trips coming up in the future telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
That is great to know. Wish anda all the best Riku. Have a good progress most of all !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
Pokemon knew what they were doing when they let anda name your rival. Honestly it's the most cathartic release. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
IM FINALLY utama AFTER A 15 jam ROUND TRIP OF DRIVING OVER A LIKE 35 TRIP OVERALL.

IM FINALLY NOT SITTING

...

and Im back at my computer. :) Nice. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Maybe even 16 hours idk XD hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
Welcome back XD !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Honestly, being a "leader" is a great feeling and isnt something Id really ever want to give up. I always Cinta having a team that I can work with and helping them / maximizing their potentials and getting work done and all.

Plus the respect and ability to influence another person's life positively is always nice. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Watching a PS4 gamer try PC Gaming for the first time is hilarious. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Currently off in Davis checking out UC Davis today and tomorrow. Took like... an eight jam drive to get here but Im here. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
link

Please do take and enjoy.

Wanta and I put a lot of work into it XD telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
I certainly did enjoyed it. Well done, to both of anda !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
Riku confirmed that Professor Oak is a Totem Pokemon in Pokemon Ultra Sun and Ultra Moon and can be unlocked with a sticker. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
There is something really wonderful about learning about yourself in all ways possible. Looking deep inside yourself and finding all the good, bad, weaknesses, and strengths and accepting them. Its really wonderful to be honest.

I never loved myself lebih than when I started doing this.

It hurts like Lucifer's wrath on steroids at first, but the longer and longer anda do it... the lebih magical and wonderful and secure and confident anda feel. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
It is certainly wonderful recognizing that. As I berkata before, pretty admirable !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
Seeing anda making those positive remarks alone feels pretty satisfying to me as well :') !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
God Im tired XD telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Being tired honestly isnt good for my mental state Im guessing. Go wonder XD hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Im alright tho. Its just amusing the amount of intrusive thoughts Ive been playing baseball with hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
#StrikeAllThoseHomeruns hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
Relatable XD !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
Riku is oppressing me! telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
Never name your Pokemon after mental issues.

Duskull used Foresight.

Codependance was identified.

Me: "...." telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
:v hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Honestly, if I got into Harry Potter, Id probably fall in Cinta with Snape. The issue however is that Harry Potter is everywhere. After bintang Wars and Kylo, I fear having two popular series holding characters I Cinta telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
BlindBandit92 dikomen…
anda would Cinta Snape. Snape would be hands down your favorite. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
He currently is from the little, tiny bit I know from the series XD hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
^^ I agree about Snape as well. He certainly is your kind of Character XD !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Jeesh. Yuki Kajura is an amazing composer. Pandora Hearts OST, Fate OST, Madoka Magica OST, Sword Art Online OST, Tsubasa Chronicles OST.

Those are all some of my kegemaran works geesh.

*knows lebih Anime osts than animes* telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
I have listened to some of them and I agree that there are quite a few amazing Tracks. Pretty interested to check out the rest !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
BlindBandit92 dikomen…
You've listened to the fate ost even though anda haven't really seen the anime? LOL hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
anda continue to sin, Riku. Not that I cannot understand that but still LOL !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
I decided and I am committing to it.

I am going to process through my trauma and try to see if I can clear the fog on my memories and bring back, experience, remember, and accept what happened for everything it is.

Its not going to be fun, but I want to be able to pull myself back together before I leave off to college.

Honestly the hard part is though I only get really bad over my trauma when its abruptly brought up. I dont really get connected to it much on command telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
The thing about trauma though, especially at a young age, is that it steals away a lot of yourself and a lot of your ability to be an entire person. anda forget a lot. anda loose your history and your past. anda loose your childhood. anda loose your sense of identity. anda become a grandly incomplete person hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
I really cant be me at my full potential until I work through it fully so as much as I hate it, I want to do the most with my life. hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
That is quite an admirable way to look at things, Riku. Making peace with the past is a major step towards one's Improvement. I too believe anda can do it. There is no doubt about that !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Honestly one of the things i appreciate the most in Friends and people close to me are people who have experienced stuggle and can manage and handle it well.

I really appreciate and like that since they usually do good with Nasihat and keeping me under control when Im at my worst. c: telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
I often, especially in thr past, need people who can handle and keep things in a good perspective while keeping me from doing anything stupid off of stress atau anything hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Cos I can lack self control at times and have too many demons on my shoulder. Its kinda why I like Lefteris a lot. Hes my "positive echo chamber". Hes full of nice health lines to encourage positive growth. hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
I am all about encouraging one's Growth XD It helps when I feel myself strongly relating with berkata person. I am always here for you, Riku ^_^ !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
DUDE. POKEMON GENERATIONS LOOKS SICK.

THEY A ADDRESSED POKEMON BLACK 2 AND WHITE 2 SCENE SO NICE.

IMMA WATCH IT. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
Wantadog's depressing introspective about Love.

Cinta is nice when anda think of it like "Oh two people who were meant for each other" but sadly the case is that when they say true Cinta is one in a million, they mean it. 90% of relationships are not true love. 90% of marriages are not true love. 90% of true Cinta CASES are NOT true love. Odds are no one here has even seen "true love" in action. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog dikomen…
"Love is not equal" hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog dikomen…
I won't dismiss someone else's relationship, but my statement on the main post holds true. hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
^ I'll have to agree with it !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
Three cheers for depressing yourself sejak asking for the impossible telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Also, Im a really strong advocate for taking medication for mental health issues, especially when it starts to get too extreme.

Taking medication for anxiety, no matter how much actually thinking about taking it gave me lebih anxiety, was probably one of the best decisions of my life

It lowered how bad my anxiety got to a manageable level. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Personally before I got it, I got the horrible feeling like I was going to kill my real self off. It felt like a half assed indirect suicide. hampir setahun yang lalu
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I actually got super suicidal over it I think. But it really helped in the long run. hampir setahun yang lalu
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I mean I was already suicidal during that time, thats why my therapist was like "You really need to see a psychiatrist and get medication", but it made it worse hampir setahun yang lalu
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Ive been on medication for like.... ten months I think now. Its been helpful without a doubt hampir setahun yang lalu
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Its interesting how Psychosis and Dissociation are commonly seen talked about in the same areas. They are strictly different, but I can see where a lot of the similarities come in play.

Psychosis is a break away from reality, dissociation is a cut off from reality. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Baujel is such a wonderful character hampir setahun yang lalu
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The only issue I have to be honest with Penulisan his character is that I sejak no means depict him sejak his actual age XD There is no way a kid would act this way at his age XD hampir setahun yang lalu
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But sh.. this isnt a formal Penulisan peace. I dont have to be that realistic. Its just hobby Penulisan and its a side story to depict things. Maybe Im Penulisan it how he remembers it so it comes out as lebih mature since people have trouble fully making themselves as immature as they were when they think back to their past experiences :v hampir setahun yang lalu
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tfw anda have symptoms of a large portion of mental health issues but write a character whose main issue is the ONE anda dont so anda gotta research :v telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
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Okay I decided. I will Cinta Lusamine begrudgingly telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
Riku: I hate you... But I Cinta you... But I hate anda !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
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Accurate hampir setahun yang lalu