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Riku114 berkata …
Honestly... I really need to work on figuring out how to pull the breaks on my life cause honestly... my personal physical and mental health are so low on my priority senarai no matter how much I want to claim otherwise.

I wouldnt be working myself to constantly sleeping on buses, migraines, and complete exhaustion each morning and night for two atau three weeks straight if I took care of myself properly.

Cos yeah my work ethic is up there, Im on bahagian, atas of things, but man does it have a toll telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Cause seriously, I normally cant sleep around people atau in the hari time but Ive been passing out in buses and cars. And yeah, I have an uncanny ability to fall asleep in moving vehicles but around bandos in the morning? Its really something. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
And Ive been on band trips three times (six times if anda count hte round trip as two) and like... all but maybe one I was at least half asleep hampir setahun yang lalu
rainy
Riku114 berkata …
Ugh... Ive had a horrible migraine for the whole last quarter of the football game (it was a lighter one that I thought might just be a mild headache since the start of the game), the whole ride back, and now which probably makes about an jam and half of horrible migraine... telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Man every hari is band during marching season I swear XD telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Should I add "Satan" to my senarai of nicnkames? atau unofficially do so? telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
Honestly, I believe anda should add it. I already got accustomed to it XD !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
#Satan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
I really do feel Im an ENTJ tho tbh. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
It feels the closest to mee hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
*me hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Honestly, with my band rambles, I can kind of see why people like me.

I have the egocentric-ism, intelligence, problem solving skills, and extroverted capabilities that make it so that I look like a confident, knowledgeable person who I guess can be admired and all

Yet I still have the flaws and realism of my depression, anxiety, and sadism

But even with that, its mostly controlled and ultimately all of that is set asside to be caring and protective a lot with my character. So... idk telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Im just kinda bored and trying to self analyze in the view of others hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog dikomen…
That's another reason. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
^Tru hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Apparently one of my rookies had a dream where she was being bullied then I, out of the shadows and darkness, manifest and pour my wrath upon them causing them to fall dead to the ground.

Honestly, its not too far off from the truth. Shes probably one of the most, if not the most, precious rookie I have and Im insanely protective over them all so...

Did I mention she and the other rookies like to call me Satan? Its a long story Im willing to explain telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Cos like when I was in ninth grade, I was almost constantly an angsty, depressed shit among other things and I REALLY didnt like being annoyed atau bothered with at certain times so I developed this thing one of my trumpets called the "Soul Eating Glare". So from then on I became known for the bando that eats souls which I think, when combined with other traits of mine, got me jokingly calling myself Satan. And apparently I introduced myself to my first batch of rookies as "Satan" saying "Nice to meet you, Im Riku but anda can call me Satan". So from then on, three of them just had me in their phone as Satan without me knowing until it came back around this tahun and literally 80% of them changed my contacts to some form of Satan and my newest batch of rookies all call me either Dad atau Satan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Some of them even call me "Daddy Satan" hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
#SatanAgain !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
So my boyfriend has gotten to the point he can tell if I plucked pretty accurately even if the amount I plucked was minuscule in amount

Meaning
1) I have lebih peer pressure to not pluck as I cant get away with it and he isnt harsh on me about it / rides my keldai about it / makes me uncomfortable - yay
2) I cant let myself pluck at times since I cant get away with it. Boo.
3) :feelsbadman: when I get caught telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
That being said, thats keseluruhan a good thing. Its just Trich makes it so eehhhh. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Since my current ikon is no longer Kingsman for the sake of Halloween, I will revert my profil back to its neutral background. I may atau may not go back to it when the season has passed telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Why cant I be a zoologist vet medical communications penulis economics business woman side youtuber?

My life is way too short to satiate my curiosity and craving for knowledge on topics that interest me. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Oh and dont forget Muzik composer. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
LIKE IT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE IM WASTING PERFECTLY GOOD OPPORTUNITIES TO CHOOSE ONE OVER THE OTHER AND IM LIKE SHOOT MYSELF hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Oh and therapist was in the original senarai of things so *a zoologist vet medical communications penulis economics business woman therapist Muzik composer side youtuber hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Come sertai the ikon Contest~!

link telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
How many times have I berkata "BRB" on a conversation and never returned to it cos I forgot?

I mean for some people in the past Ive done it intentionally cos I didnt feel like talking at the time

But like...

Is that the online equivalent to a dad saying hes going out to buy susu / some cigarettes and never coming back?

Is that what that is? telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Zeppie dikomen…
If that's what it is then I'm a shitty father :v hampir setahun yang lalu
SilentForce dikomen…
Yeah and then anda find out that anda father has created a whole family with some Spanish jalang, perempuan jalang and he doesn't even remember anda anymore. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
^RIP hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
@Zeppie Same tho :v hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
I also hope Riku mentions some nouns over the seterusnya few days because I'm running out of stuff to recreate in Minecraft. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
XD hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
What if Riku woke up tomorrow and found that there was just a bunch of mindless ramblings of ME on her wall. Like...what if I'm just typing crap with my eyes closed and hoping it forms a coherent sentence that could be funny? telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
I think the reathon I didn't wathch Kingsthman The Thecret Thervice is because the tajuk thounded like thome kind of thocumenthary. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
XD hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
We need lebih "Wacky races" style movies. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
Brain matter makes your brain matter. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
HAPPY Cinta YOUR HAIR DAY! (A Riku holiday if ever there was one) telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
^True hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Me: Ugh I need a break Im so exhausted. I wish I didnt have band practice today so I could relax and save my energy...

Band: Practice today is canceled due to the fire. Percussion will still attend and stay inside.

Me: YAY! I GET A BREAK!

YAY LETS WORK ON SCHOLARSHIPS AND COLLEGE APPLICATIONS!

Me: GOOD IDEA! telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
I seriously need to learn how to pull the breaks and R E 1 A X hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Honestly, Im not sure if my good and boosted mental stat after the bulan atau two struggle to adjust from weekly good to monthly bad therapy sessions is because I stopped feeding the obsessive, overthinking OCD thoughts atau because I stopped prying at my dissociation and instead am letting myself pretend issues arent there.

Honestly its probably both. On one hand, Im not falsifying and creating issues off of obsessive concerns, but Im also ignoring genuine issues and not being being present telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Its really hard to say if I should request lebih sessions atau not. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Ideally I would like to keep the infrequent sessions if I could have my old therapist back hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
That is something that needs to be discussed. Pretending that issues aren't there won't really help. Rather, they will be returning to the surface every time anda let your guard down. I believe that anda should speak your mind in every case. Especially if your own health is on the line !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
^Yeah I know. Its just hard to differentiate if whats being lessened is the overthinking atau the actual issues being addressed. Ill probably discuss it was someone at some point tho hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
OH MY GOD!

THEY CALL THEM CARGO PANTS BECAUSE THEY CAN CARRY ALOT OF SHIT! telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
OH SHIT YOURE RIGHT hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
The Men of Yoshiwara: Kikuya isnt really the best otome game but its decent at the very least once anda get used to the blatant flaws in it. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Now that a raccoon walked into my house and I got to see one for the first time up close, raccoons just jumped up on my senarai of Haiwan I like.

They are so much cuter close up than in photos. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Tragedies are always wonderful telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
SilentForce dikomen…
Indeed they are. hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
Being wonderful is always a tragedy !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
^Howd anda know what it woud be like hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
I cut myself several time on the tongue and on the roof of my mouth with a REALLY sharp sucker. I mean it was hurting to suck on but like... XD It tasted so good. I just kinda assumed the damage wasnt that bad

Turns out now my tongue has like three spots where cold water kinda hurts to drink and the upper roof of my mouth has like three as well XD

Those things need warning labels on them. Its like I was eating a razor blade atau something XD telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Ive taken a liking to reviewing games on Steam for some reason telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Is it wrong that I kinda relate to Souh Tesla's mental health struggle? Cos that doods fucked up in the noggin

Im here just trying to figure out what his "sickness" is since thats what hte game is named after and its a big part of it that I imagine there might be a mental illness tied into it and what I have guessing so far is that they are illuding to schizophernia, dissociative identity disorder, atau OCD, albiet they would be making inaccurate depictions of any of them. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Obviously at least a bit of a psycho/sociopath though. But yeah. Between those three, those are the ones Im guessing, lebih closely to the first and third guess tho. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
But yeah this visual novel is interesting XD I enjoy it. BTW its called "Sickness" and is on sale on Steam if yall are interested hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
Estimated time until Zach and/or Rachel spam sejak Riku: 3 days telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
We will seee hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog dikomen…
Drat my estimations were off. Damn anda Sickness XD hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
Angel of Death! A VIDEO GAME ALL ABOUT....what happens when a person is unaware of what the term suicide sejak proxy means..... telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
^XD XD hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
I need to make my trumpet a Fanpop account at some point. Just have it play around my club at times telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
SilentForce dikomen…
XD hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
bahagian, atas 5 People (not in an order) Im Thankful for Having in My Life
-My boyfriend
-Wantadog
-Zeppie
-My Trumpet
-My older sister telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
I felt like calling them all out hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Seriously tho, life would be so lame and Id be so different if not for these five people. They make life amazing and great. Thank anda all for being anda :3 hampir setahun yang lalu
Zeppie dikomen…
I'm thankful for having anda in my life too c: anda wonderful person you. <3 hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
<3 hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
It really still baffles me WHEN I became liked sejak so many people.

It feels like one moment the only person who liked me was Wanta, then I blinked and I have a club people go to a lot, a lot of online friends, practically a cult of followers in band, several people who have asked me out, and one of the most popular-not-popular people in my school where I can walk in the hallways at school and expect like two "Hello"s

Like...

When did it go from Wanta to this telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Also shout out to Wanta for being the OG and still lasting all this long. XD Ive had Friends before him but yeah. Thats counted in a different category hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Wantas been my pal for who knows how long at this point... 5 years? Are we going onto 6 I think? I think we are going onto 6 years now. For a short while I stopped using the term bestie cos I had a bit of a bad experience with it and it felt a little rude but really. That guy deserves "Bestie" title. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Tbh, it might not mean as much since I have a notably bad memory, especially of my younger years, but I really only have a few memories before Wanta was my friend. Its kinda weird thinking of a world where it didnt happen. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Sorry XD Im giving too much of a ramble of appreciation to the friendship. Still tho, hes great. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
I WANT lebih FORMAL WEAR DAMN IT

I WANT A MULTI-LAYERED SUIT TAILORED TO MY SIZE DAMMMN ITTTT

I WANT A TAIL kot AND SHIT GUYS

I MEAN COME ON

IF I DIDNT HAVE BAND ZERO PERIOD TOMORROW ID GO IN ALL FORMAL WEAR telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Okay I seriously Cinta this ikon cos it is serious and stuff and when I type stuff like *dabs* it just makes me laugh my keldai off XD telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
It just contrasts with how I act on here so much its hilarious XD hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
YALL NEED TO KNOW ME FOR KINGSMAN TOO. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
I MAY atau MAY NOT COLLECT EACH DVD OF IT WHEN IT COMES OUT hampir setahun yang lalu
SilentForce dikomen…
*Starts to associate Riku with Kingsman* hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
HAAAAAAAH! link hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
I think its selamat, peti deposit keselamatan to say Kingsman series is probably my kegemaran movie series telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Might make my profil themed it XD hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Okay so the count goes (ones I found easily on the channel)

English: HIchigo, Gin, Kyoraku (slightly), Ukitake, Staark

Japanese: Ulquiorra, Kenpatchi, Byakuya, Grimmjow (slightly), Urahara, Toshiro

Couldnt Decide: Mayuri, Soi fon telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Hollow Ichigo, Staark, and Ukitake REALLY appealed to me lebih in English. So while they didnt get as many over on their side, they got lebih firm ones XD hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Group projects are literally communism as it doesnt matter how good atau bad anda do, everyone gets the same grade telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Note to self: Wanta has Luar Biasa pixel art abilities telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
Little does everyone know that Wantadog is actually a tupai with 300 Walmart receipts stuffed into his cars sunglasses compartment telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Tite Kubo is being added into the senarai of people/celebrities that I find likable and fairly admirable. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
SilentForce dikomen…
Fun fact:Tite Kubo is a peminat of the "Saint Seiya" manga. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Ooh? hampir setahun yang lalu
SilentForce dikomen…
Also the"Soul Society"arc does have many similarities to Saint Seiya's "12 Zodiac Temples"arc. hampir setahun yang lalu
SilentForce dikomen…
I'm not saying that Bleach copied Saint Seiya but the inspiration in that arc was really obvious. hampir setahun yang lalu
sunny
TheLefteris24 berkata …
Riku needs a new Character to get obsessed with. I'll be glad to assist !!!! telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
Yay! My first dinding post in this Club LOL !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
SHHHH IF THE GAME GOES ON A NICE SALE ILL GET IT BUT I CANT GET ADDICTED atau LOOK INTO THE CHARACTER UNTIL I GET THE GAME ;-; hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
It is understandable. Thought of keeping the hype fresh though with a small pratonton XD !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
XD Of course XD hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
Important news bulletin: There are no Kucing in America telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Ya know one of these days I should get a lot of us together to do "Dont Starve Together" together.

For those that have it that is telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog dikomen…
Sounds fun. I can go steal lebih eggs from those terrifying ostrich things hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Dude sorry Ive been pretty inactive. Super busy week. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Also I seriously dont know how Im supposed to do college without Lucy... sejak no means do I trust him with my mom since shes made all of my most people-loving birds fairly wild....

But hes so precious and adores me. Makes me feel nice and loved. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Guys, I gave my boyfriend a senarai of dere types and his judgement is I am a mix of Tsundere and Yandere. However with certain moods of mine I am also a hardcore Kuudere. But his two main ones for me were Tsundere and Yandere. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Pictures of birds make my day. Birds are just such derps that its amazing. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
The 10 tahun old screamed at me that I hate my Anjing and are mean.

So out of spite, I bought the Anjing outfits and toys.

That'll teach her. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
People think its mainly the caffeine that causes soda addiction and all

Honestly, for me, its school that causes it. I usually follow sejak the rule "Dont drink soda too much if there are better options (juice for meals, water for desk). A few occasions are okay though atau if its needed to function / keep mood up."

However with school I often find myself so tired and exhausted that if I want to complete all my duties AND have a bit of a break to myself, I need some kind of boost telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
So I end up drinking a SHIT ton of soda cause I really kinda do over work myself. I can easily stray way from soda when my days are lax and not super draining but when its busy, I can drink like two atau three large sodas and a can in one hari hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
Dont tell Riku I'm here, guys. Shhhhh telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Why does Cinta in Bleach never turn out well? Yeah yeah, I get the ending - Ichihime and Renjiruki and all turn out meriam and happily ever after BUT THATS JUST BULLSHIT ENDING STUFF

Not to diss either ships atau anything, but I kinda believe they only turned out happily as they did cos it was the ending. Its a little out of tone with the anime. I mean the Manga makes it seem lebih natural but every other form of Cinta in ever other case in Bleach seems to end in tragedy telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Like for example. Byakuya and Hisana. Isshin and Masaki. Ishida and every girl he had a crush on. gin and Rangiku. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Like off the bahagian, atas of my head, Ichihime and Renjiruki are the only relationships/affections/feelings/crushes in Bleach that had a happy endy hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog dikomen…
Cuz movie characters never get to live. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
I realize I really dont have a medium personality irl. It wasnt really apparent until I came back from summer this tahun but with my boyfriend Im all soft, nice, cute, super caring, peppy (in good moods at least), and huggy but when Im in a regular school environment atau at band I have an apathetic, sarcastic, low energy, leader-y, friendly but not over so, grown, and "I dont really care to help if Im not feeling for it" telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Some people who noticed small bits of it are always slightly shocked / weirded out for a minit atau two before shrugging it off. Cos like one time I was talking and Berlakon how I normally do around people before I was like ":3 Ill do it for (insert boyfriends name)" in a very cute, peppy, lebih child-like voice before abruptly returning back to my normal school voice and I had like a "o-O" look from the people i was talking to and a "Im going to puke" from one of them. Mentioned it to my boyfriend and hes like "Oh yeah its very VERY different but I dont mind." Cos quiet honestly hes used to my heavily differing facets I show. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Like seriously - voice change and everything for that one moment I talked to myself outloud mid conversation. Like I have a lebih deeper voice and usually a resting jalang, perempuan jalang face when I speak and when Im around my boyfriend its usually a higher lebih peppier voice and usually with a bit of a smile, regardless of if Im happy atau not hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Its just kind of weird tho. Mostly just kind of rambling her about something I noticed hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Its also interesting how I dont really seem to have such drastic splits in my personality online though. For the most part, the Riku anda see is consistent and/or can really have the change in behaviorisms just be explained with mood Im in at the time yet me offline can act super different to different people and in different scenarios - lebih so than I feel most naturally do. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
IRMA GIVE WANTAS ELECTRICITY AND INTERNET BACK. IM SO BORED telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Imma make a bahagian, atas 10 Bleach Characters senarai since I havent made a bahagian, atas 10 artikel in a while and Bleach REALLY deserves one since Im its jalang, perempuan jalang and there is no better time for it since Im re-reading Bleach

Actually the best time would be after I get to the Fake Karakura arc (cos I really didnt care much for hte Fullbring arc) in the Manga butttt ehhhh.

Ill write lebih on each of these characters when I remember lebih details on them when I get to it if I feel like it. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Its strange how Membaca Bleach Manga feels so different from the Anime even though there has only really been one actual story difference and like maybe one medium detail added that Ichihime seems much lebih prominent in the Manga than it was in the Anime telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
FUCK. THAT FEELING WHEN anda PLAY THROUGH THE GAME MAKING AS MANY Friends AS POSSIBLE AND anda NEED TO DO A RUN WHERE anda HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO Friends AND ONLY 9 FRIENDS.

I HAD lebih THAN 9 Friends FROM THE FIRST CHAPTER ;-;

I HAVE TO PLAY THROUGH ALL FOUR CHAPTERS AGAIN?! ;-; I will do it tho telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
YOSHI NANASHI WHY ARE anda THE WAY anda ARE

I got the good end but Yoshi Nanashi....

Relatable in an eerie way. I out to see the other endings and I may atau may not add him to the senarai depending on if I get less of a kinda creepy connection. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
*goes from owning 0/74 Bleach Manga volumes to 21/74 volumes in one week* :3 telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
BlindBandit92 dikomen…
*thumbsup* hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Bleach is triggering me with how they are calling a cockatiel ad parakeet. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog dikomen…
At least the Wiki correctly refers to it as a cockatiel XD hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Btw for those that didnt pick up on it, Ulquiorra radically jumped up my relatable characters senarai to be up with Kano, Akashi, Aika, and Ryouko

Actually over time i think Ryouko has moved down XD

But its hard to rank them since they are all demonstrate seperate parts but like

1) Kano
2) Aika
3) Akashi
4) Ulquiorra
5) Ryouko

If I were to guess. If anyone is curious as to the elboratin / explanation for each I could give it a shot if anda send me a message of interest on Fanpop telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Does Membaca Manga from an actual book help with sleeping like actually Membaca a book apparently does? telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
I think Im catching my school off guard with how on bahagian, atas of the college stuff I am.

Cause the person in charge of the college and career center at my school didnt have the senarai of people to calculate what percent of the school I am until I got in cos she had to take five minit out of our appointment to do that XD

And I just went to sign up for the scholarship program my school provides and i think its still glitchy XD telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Oh yeah, she was able to calculate that Im at least the bahagian, atas 5% of a school of 293 students. So like... bahagian, atas 15 students at least. Probably higher tho. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
.... I telah diposkan a dinding post about how i had my first entire time Lost where I literally zoned out and Lost like five minit of time where I apparenlty had a full conversation on minimum wage at the makan malam, majlis makan malam meja, jadual with my sister

But it didnt post so yall dont get lebih details on that. It wasnt really exciting anyways telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Me: *probably the only senior in my class excitedly working on my applications and scholarships* telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
But really, quite honestly I like to / almost always need to be focused on something and this is pleasant for me. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Sometimes I gotta wonder if its really that odd to feel so pulled back from the world to the point I believe the world exists as real as people tell me it is only slightly lebih than I believe that God is real.

Like... really? Not only does the existence of the world itself not have a logical evidence, but it just really doesnt feel its an actual encompassing thing - like Im actually there.

For me the world just feels like a really vivid dream atau elaborate VR. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
I take the word of people that its real but... Quite honestly I almost always feel like this and almost always felt like it to my memory. People call it "dissociation" with how far taken back and separated my sense of reality and how rarely Im actually present, but it really blows my mind that there are people out there that dont continuously soalan the validity and reality of the world hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Like Im not in a bad mental state atau anything. Its just something I struggle to comprehend. I can comprehend the blind faith in God lebih than I can comprehend how some people can feel the world is real so naturally. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
But yeah the acceptance that the world itself just may not exist / may not be real, that really everything could just be pointless and make shift, and all that is something Ive long since accepted and lived with, coming up with a lot of somewhat optimistic philosophies and papar like "Even if the world ISNT real, its the opportunity to experience that matters, so even if the experience isnt truly real, if there is no way to break out of the illusion, its best to take the false illusion and enjoy it as much as anda can. Its an opportunity to see the world, experience, and live. False atau not, real atau not, nothing atau not, its not necessarily a chance youd get again" hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
ahhh. I have school tomorrow and I REALLY should sleep cause every jam less of sleep I get the stronger my anxiety and shit will probably be....

but like Ive been intentionally avoiding the thought of school using various tactics because it kept giving me anxiety for no reason and if I were to go to sleep, especially since Im not tired, Id actually have to deal with the thought of waking up for school tomorrow...

.-. I know school will be fine and all but it doesnt kill the feeling .-. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
I hate anxietyyy hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Im half tempted to like... Draw Genocider Syo in my "Good Drawings Done Off Reference" just so my first three entries in it are all people that either have it well established atau technically have MPD XD telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
I mean Hollow Ichigo is technical since it isnt as much a seperate personality as much as it kinda is a genuine other self but at the same time it kinda is? XD hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
Also, Junko Enoshima is another DR Character that would fit well in this aspect. I Cinta these types too !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
@SilentForce Yeah anda really should XD @TheLefteris24 I did draw her before realizing that I couldnt shade / detail well without color so I only did an outline for the most part XD hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Apparently from what Im hearing, Bleach has a lot of the staff wanting to animate the last bit of it, but they are missing permission from Shueisha and BORUTO mencuri THEIR DIRECTOR :V :V :V

Nah tho. Ive waiting a while for it, just hearing its still in consideration and talked about makes me super happy that I could wait several years for it. Let Boruto have its fun telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
SilentForce dikomen…
Your constant talk about"Bleach"is reminding me that I really need to finish watching it XD.3 atau 4 years lalu I watched the first 2 seasons and I liked them very much but I stalled the Anime and ever since then I haven't gotten around finishing it. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
anda should finish it XD hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
*is eating Fritos with nacho cheese using chopsticks so she can still use her PC w/out getting it dirty with chip oil* telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Ive used Chopsticks to eat some of the oddest things. Like Popcorn, Ribs, Fried Chicken, etc. I should eat a hamburger with them just to see how people react hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
It amazes me the level of ship wars that go on in fandoms XD I just checked sejak the Bleach club out of lels and saw a "Which is the worst bleach pairing ever" and of course IchiRuki and IchiHime were just below RYUKKEN X URYU

Like seriously XD They say that IchiRuki and IchiHime are WORSE than a HEAVILY creepy Father X Son relationship.

Quite honestly though, I dont really think any ship listed on there could be possibly worse than how creepy that is telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Like even if anda dislike the ship, that ship is just so horrible. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Kinda hurts me to see a few people have such a dislike for Ulquihime atau Rangiku X Gin, but I kinda understand it since some people could say it is / would have been abusive in nature hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
I mean the age difference is so large that Ryuuken could be Uryu's fathe- ... oh wait hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
How is / was Bleach such a big Anime yet there is so little really good fanart I can find of the characters I really like? telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Is it normal to feel overworked before even going into school? Cause Im in summer and Im exhausted and thinking about school is just kinda....

Like its not even that I dont want to go to school.

Its just doing lebih than what I already am and doing it well sounds just.... kinda a scary demand.

Ill probably be fine, even if my first Saturday of school is welcomed with an ACT test. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
I am Bleach's Bitch. Just for all of anda to know. It controls me telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
anda know its a problem when my mom can recognize the Anime Bleach within just a few saat of seeing the screen. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
This is a profil Rekaan I made one time when I was having trouble sleeping XD telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
So I got a new PC and the keyboard is just a little odd so itll take some getting used to. Sorry if I make a lot of typos XD telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
Riku needs ALL of us to mention Bleach in as many conversations with her as we can. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Just a fun reminder that pretty much all my kegemaran characters are dead

Not really just like 75-80% of them but yeah telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
SilentForce dikomen…
Same sejak me. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
anda know its the first time since like... 4th Grade that I ever felt liked enough and liked enough people in person to really actually want to have a birthday party. Every time between then and now has been forced pretty much. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Like seriously.... I used to find birthday parties annoying, pointless, stupid, a waste of time mostly cause I saw like... all my irl friendships as pointless and an entire waste of time since none of them actually are REAL Friends and none of them are actually going to be long term Friends and all so I didnt really want to even bother with that... but like.... I dunno. Maybe Im a little lebih open to the idea of it and trying and all. Cause some people have really made it clear in the past week atau two that they really do adore me and really would miss me when I leave to college and all. There are just some people I wanna spend lebih time with before I go to college and risk loosing contact and all. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
My PC did a stupid while I was seeing if I could alih my collections into another place and I Lost all my Amenisa: Memories imej I collected as well as a good portion of my "Band" folder, most notably including all of BTS' images

So yeah. My PC has barely any BTS imej now. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
A few years lalu 50 imej would be an average batch size. Now a batch of 90 imej is considered a small batch telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
A friendly reminder that Ulquiorra needs Cinta telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Okay so heres the thing. Im open about being an Ulquihime fan, but Im not going to say Ichihime doesnt have its validity. It effeminately does and its a fair ship to become cannon. Orihime clearly liked Ichigo, Ichigo seemed to have shown signs of liking Orihime. But the thing is I still see a lot of potential that could have happened in an AU of Ulquihime with how things were going and to a degree I also think it could have been valid telah diberi slightly different circumstances. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
But no really Bleach has a tendency of having relationships / Cinta that doesnt work out and I fully believe that Ulquihime is a pretty unrequited type AND IT PISSES ME OFF ULQUIORRA DIES SO CLOSE TO ACTUALLY KINDA HAVING A NORMAL SENSE OF HAPPINE- //shot/ eherm. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Reasons Why My Rookies Are Adorable:

Us: *texting*

Them: Will anda be at the potluck tomorrow?

Me: Yep

Them: Yayayayyyaaaysyayayayaayya telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Dood. Did an abrupt impromptu Vice President speech for a band meet and greet in front of the entire Band Boosters (parents) and I think (and apparently other people were telling my mom that I did) I did really good XD

At least 20x better than I thought Id do

I guess Im not really bad at public speaking after all XD telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
UGH I STRONGLY SHIP ULQUIHIME THE lebih I LOOK AT IT. THEM AND SARUMI MY GOD.

SARUMI ENDED KINDA OKAY

BUT ULQUIHIME. I GOTTA punch THE GUY THAT KILLED ULQUIORRA OFF RIGHT WHEN- DSJFLKSDJF

WHYD I READ ULQUIORRAS UNMASKED CHAPTER?

POOR GUY telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Dood. I today realized that my duty as Vice President of Band translates usually to "The Presidents Dog / Back Up" but here actually translates to "The person who is the messenger and communicator in order to try to make it so the highest up officers and the lower down officers dont spend the tahun hating each other"

Cos pretty much I realized thats a duty that isnt and hasnt been filled at all and weve had consistent useless Vice Presidents soo... telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Bleach the anime, no matter how much I recognize the flaws and all, no matter how much I know its not the best Anime in the world, has the strongest control over me that makes it almost feel as if I do see it as the best Anime in the world and constantly just tugs me around to constantly drool over it.

Like why?

Like how? telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
anda ever wonder if "good always prevails" because "the winners write history"? So the winners always say are seen as good and because they won, good always seems to prevail? telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
SilentForce dikomen…
"Power is Justice.Those who are in power decide what is right and what is wrong"-Cancer Deathmask(Saint Seiya) hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
^ hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
I wanna make a Fushimi background for my profil to save, but I promised Akashi one and itd be kinda wrong if I were to make a Fushimi one first. On that same coin though, my past TWO/ALL backgrounds have been red.... So Akashi's would probably make another red one and blue might be a good change of color scheme... telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Fact of the hari with Riku: Saruhiko Fushimi is attractive and his voice is almost lebih so, there is no denying it nor arguing it.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3uv1oGZCQKI

saat Fact of the hari with Riku: Fushimi isn't properly understood sejak 90% of the fandom due to the lack of people Membaca Lost Small World

Third Fact of the hari with Riku: Riku REALLY needs to find where she left off on that mange and find berkata translation on tumblr since its there but not on her Manga sites telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
anda know anda dont use coins when anda go to count only your quarters (cos your band is having a coin-based donation game and anda have way too many coins in your wallet for your wallet to be efficient anymore) and anda have $17 of quarters and $10 of dollar coins. I also put all my dimes and nickles in for donation too. Only $7.50 of quarters and none of my dollar coins since I kinda collect them XD telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
But really.... it just kinda amazes me how much Ive come to notice the millions of rookies I adopted each tahun actually really like me. Like I tend to adopt like 5-8 rookies each year, which, over the span of the 4 years Ive completed and this tahun I started, results in about 20-40 rookies Ive adopted ever.

And like... the ones this tahun are REALLY fond of me. Like I have rookies from other sections being like "I wanna be an honorary trumpet cause anda guys are really fun and talkative. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
My section is all quiet" and within a week having some of them be like ";-; dont leave us seterusnya tahun ;-;" and the ones from years prior too. Its like.... am I REALLY that much liked / enjoyed? hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
And then I kinda realized I have a similar, even though smaller thing like that, on Fanpop and Im like :v :v How do so many people like me? hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Im going to shoot myself. I have an SAT tomorrow right after a week of super exhausting band when I already got a really nice score and shit. I already know my seterusnya score will be notably lower than the first one I did and bleh. Imma be forced to wake up early and take a several jam test just cause. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
I probably just wont humor that saat SAT. I dont care if my parents dont think my score is good enough atau whatever. I have the highest score of most of the over achievers in my school without having tried and the only reason I was thinking of taking another SAT was if I could have time to study before hand and I didnt hampir setahun yang lalu
ace2000 dikomen…
wow today I took my SAT for the saat time too hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Howd anda do on your first one? hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Psychiatrist: So have anda been abnormally tired since our last visit?

Me: Oh h e 1 1 yeah.

Psychiatrist: And not because youve been staying up late and have been having to wake up early for band.

Me: Well I mean, yeah, but it was like that before hand :v telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
To be honest Ive been sleeping at somewhat regular times, atau at least trying to XD hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Band camp makes me so thoroughly exhausted that Im barely making it through the hari with enough energy to just sit at my computer cos Im only exhausted and not sleepy atau anything.

Like Im currently running on fumes and Block B which I went to solely because I know their Muzik gives the fumes Im running on a little lebih power.

Im probably just going to get through the last one of this week tomorrow on the idea that its the last one man (and the longest day) telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
My plan worked XD Make Junior tahun (last year) super hellish and make Senior tahun (this upcoming year) as easy as possible.

I have literally 4 non-band classes XD telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Aka about 2 hours of non-band school a hari XD hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
A P P 1 E S telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
I Cinta the minor key tbh. Major tends to sound happy and all, but I like the eerie, dark, and sad tone of a minor key.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VmrhzGyW1Fo

Listen to that guy atau any other song on his channel thats dedicated to changing things into the minor key.

The minor key just kinda... soothes my soul. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu