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Riku114 berkata …
Also not entirely wanting to push Blind's post off the bahagian, atas three most baru-baru ini dinding posts cos I might forget to look back at it tomorrow morning, but really I kinda really like the people that hang out on the club. Its pretty cool and as much amusement / interest these dinding posts may give you, personally its quite fun to post some of my Rawak thoughts atau Rawak rambles on here knowing people will read it regardless of if its "A P P 1 E S" atau a over thought ramble XD telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
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Also 10/10 recommend the app Shazam. Really good for those moments when anda really need to find a song. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
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Honestly.... dont get me wrong, I Cinta band. The rookies there that Ive gathered up over the past 4 years has me having a fanbase of like 20+ little follwoers that look up to me and respect me atau look at me as equals having remembered looking up to me in the past... and I have my trumpet and all...

But two long days of it and Im just... kinda really wanting a break and not at the same time. I think its just my depression talking though since Im usually worse at night and Im telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
usually in a good mood at band so yeah. Prolly just the nightly mild depression. Compared to usual nights tho Im like really good XD hampir setahun yang lalu
BlindBandit92 berkata …
I know it shouldn't amaze me any longer but I am always amazed when people choose to ignore hard facts in favor of their own misguided ways,viewpoints,etc. And they do it so much that's rather embarrassing. I am not amazed but at the same time I am still amazed. It's really embarrassing. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Honestly same. I mean I maybe if it was a handful of not-necessarily directly connected facts that could leave room for interpretation maybe but like.. even then those interpretations gotta make sense hampir setahun yang lalu
BlindBandit92 dikomen…
^Correct. These sort of people always pick the unambiguous facts too. LOL hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Seriously. Hollywood Undead were the hati, tengah-tengah of my kegemaran Muzik in my cringey angsty age along with Black Veil Brides, but unlike BVB, Hollywood Undead's Muzik I still Cinta and adore and remember every lyrics to

To be fair though, Paradise Lost at the time had the most repeats over ANY song in my phone with Young and SCAVA being pretty high up there too. I only know that cos it was when I used iTunes.

They have a lot of Muzik Id call shitty imo, and a lot of Muzik thats not my taste telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
A full and entire clean of a trumpet takes about 1.5 hours to do.

Hes so beautiful now though

And plays so nice.

If my family would let me, I would play him now for a few hours telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
noRAP dikomen…
anda mean this: link hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Also #RIPOnionBoy telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
BIG DEAL GUYS

I GOT THE PERFECT CHEESE TO CHIP RATIO TODAY WITH MY nachos, apa yang anda cari telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
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Me: Dude I need to stop using dissociation as a coping mechanism, atau at least stop letting myself do it when I know Im doing it. Its one of the largest component and catalyst to my bad mental health behaviors

Also Me: i dont want to feel atau be anywhere near mentally present in this world yet i have no where in my brain complex enough yet to zone out into for a few hours and emotionally, cognitively, and psychologically disconnect from reality for a bit. this is not fun. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
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LUCY LOVES ME lebih THAN EVERYONE ELSE WOOOO telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
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I WANT A COCKATOO telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
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Im so much of a collector / loyalist video gamer. Like I dont play many video games, nor do I play ones that I think are valid to call me a gamer, but I have played most of the Pokemon games ever made, and a good deal of the Harvest Moon / Harvest Moon Inspired games and collected almsot all the Kingdom Hearts games. Even though Harvest Moon and Pokemon REALLY dont have the largest variations between each game XD telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog dikomen…
Uh. As someone who has battled anda in Pokemon and seen the crazy crap anda manage to pull off with them, I say definitely "gamer" status for Pokemon XD hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog dikomen…
Note to everyone else: If anda battle Riku, add in clauses that say she is not allowed to use Volcarona atau Mienshao. Trust me. hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog dikomen…
Also Ditto and Beldum hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
I am so tired of having to function when I cant. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Its not even funny anymore lmao. hampir setahun yang lalu
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^That sentence is ironic. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
To befriend Riku, give her well cooked beras telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
White beras only, preferably melati, jasmine hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
soalan of the Day: Is it possible for Riku to create a story atau an RP where the concept of Bidadari and Demons do not have at least a partial inspiration atau effect on the RP? telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
The answer is probably not. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Cas' sass is the best sass telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
♪ I've got big balls

I've got big balls

And they're such big balls

Dirty big balls

And he's got big balls,

And she's got big balls,

But we've got the biggest balls of them all! ♪

♪ Some balls are held for charity

And some for fancy dress

But when they're held for pleasure,

They're the balls that I like best.

And my balls are always bouncing,

To the left and to the right.

It's my belief that my big balls should be held every night. ♪ telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
*is practically feeding Wanta posts he could take out of context in some future artikel the past few days* hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
anda dont really understand body anxiety until anda dont feel anxious atau stressed after a stressful event but rather just annoyed so anda go to the gym to get out of the environment

Only to go on the eliptical and, with your normal routine having anda go at 6.5-7.0 mph, instantly hit 8.0 mph and end up reaching 10.0-12.4 mph regularly whether anda want to atau not

So instead anda realize your body has a lot of energy and anxiety to release so anda let it go until it practically collapses telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
My legs are very tired and weak rn cos of that but it kinda felt nice. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
tfw anda are both such a band nerd and a bit of a weeb/otaku enough that YouTube thinks anda are interested in Japanese DCI.

And its right. I was interested till I realized DCI Jepun was very.... underwhelming telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Okay my boyfriend says Im a Satanist. I need to make a tinjauan over this. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
I need to see if people think Im a Satanist. hampir setahun yang lalu
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I realized I can be easily mistaken for a Satanist at times. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
inb4 "You arent one?" hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Okay so I was curious and took some internet tests on it cos thats the most definate ways to tell. One berkata I was a Satanist, one berkata I was 93% Satanist, the last also berkata I was a Satanist. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Like come onnnn. Stop making me look like that XD Im not that bad XD hampir setahun yang lalu
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Confession. Band is really just a cult of nerds with instruments. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Man Trump is doing a good job dealing with the White Supremacist shit. Im so proud hes our president. Such a good president amirite? #MightAsWellHaveAnarchy telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
#RarePoliticalPost hampir setahun yang lalu
candylover246 dikomen…
Gee ikr? Give this man a medal for 'best president' like wow he definitely doesn't make me NOT want to live in this country anymore hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Totally. Best. President. Ever. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
I really need to research lebih into dissociation for how much it rules my life.

Also apparently people who have high dissociative tendencies like yours truly are really fricken hard for non-dissociation trained therapists to treat cos dissociation makes it so difficult to actually deal with the issues and work through them.

It pretty much puts a topi, cap on it. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Wooo I finally got it done

link telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
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Apparently my therapist is wondering if I also have Aspergers again after thinking I dont because of a dynamic of how my OCD works.

He considered that I might have Aspergers and that it partially causes OCD, but then shrugged at it and berkata it was probably just OCD. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Im pretty sure Avery has some kind of bird severe anxiety with how she acts but Im patient enough to help her with it telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
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My hair is like the best bird toy I realize. Lucy, Mikey, and Avery all Cinta it. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
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I probably have a bird soul. Either that atau I was raised around them so much I am abnormally too similar to them. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
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North Korea: WAR

US: MEMES telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
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I really Cinta Lucy. I really do. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
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Sad thing is, my mom kind of untamed Smokey and while she was my original companion who helped me through a lot of things, she doesnt really stick with me and stay on my shoulder anymore. Shes great for cuddles when I feel like crap, but shes not really tame and she belongs lebih to the flock now.

That being said, her son, Lucy is honestly what I really need. A companion. A little friend to always be around me and have around. Some animal company since Haiwan are simple. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
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My priority upon coming utama was seeing Lucy. Had to take a shit, had to do Pokemon daily activities, wanted to say hi to people, needed to pancuran, pancuran mandian cos my hair was disgusting due to no conditioner for the few days, but I HAD to see Lucy first. Cos Lucy is life. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
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Anyways I may atau may not forget to say this on my dinding tomorrow, but Im going camping for a few days so if Im gone thats why XD telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
Niicee! I Cinta Camping. Have a fun time without worries !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
BlindBandit92 dikomen…
Have fun Riku. hampir setahun yang lalu
GDragon612 dikomen…
yeah have fun Riku enjoy it !💝 hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Me: *doing fun and cool activities* *being both mentally and physically healthy* Yay! Brain reward me with some feel good neurotransmitters!

Brain: [Error 404. Dopamine and Serotonin not found] [Error 202. Happiness-Production.exe not found.]

Me: ..... thx bruh. its cool. just let me sit here anxious and slightly depressed despite having a nice day. its cool m8 telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
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tfw anda know an event will be fun but there is absolutely no excitement and only reluctance to go get ready for it cos anda know your crappy brain is making it sound like shit and it might genuinely make it shit. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
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Its weird to think my club could be considered to be on the "pretty active" side of Fanpop Kelab despite just being a user club. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
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At this point, Im pretty sure the amount Im constantly moving in my seat, tapping my foot, shaking my leg, and fidgeting with something in my hand is how I manage my weight. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
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anda know I really wanna make an artikel about Mental Health since its had a huge impact on my life and Im a strong believer (and wanna be advocate) for making it a lebih aware and open topic to talk about but really Im not sure exactly where to go with it. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Zeppie dikomen…
I'd wanna read it hampir setahun yang lalu
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anda know, honestly that soalan about bullying on Rawak kinda made me realize how much Trichotillomania ostracized me from other students lebih than my obsession with imagination, my above level intelligence, my crappy keldai hair during that time, my uncool ability to get along with teachers, my speech impediment, my uncool Cinta for music/band/choir, and my tendency to befriend all the "loosers" in my elementary school already did telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
So I was like that eyebrowless, afro-headed, childish yet smart, music, suck-up looser who couldnt pronounce "r"s and "w"s right. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Still tho. I had fun and felt like I was the bomb. Plus I dont care that people may have judged me for it and that most of my Friends used me solely as a stepping stone, but I helped some of the kids that people made fun of the most atau had the most trouble being accepted sejak the rest of the school actually get assimilated and have some company. I liked that, they made great Friends before they all either moved away atau jumped to the popular kids when they saw the chance. hampir setahun yang lalu
candylover246 dikomen…
Yikes. Sounds painful. Wish u luck with that then 👍 hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
So I took my mom's power scooter to Walmart cuz I was too lazy to actually walk through the store. #NoShame telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Misha Collins is a poor bun that needs to be hugged telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
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10/10 People need to watch Supernatural telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
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"Did anda just molotov my brother with holy fire?"

"Uhhhh.... no." telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
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Sam: A demon summoning.... why?

Lucifer: Why? To summon a demon jackass. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Welp. Gabby (Lucy's sister) died cause my mom caused an accident that was honestly kinda stupid and she died cause of it. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Thus why I hoard him to myself and thus why my protectiveness over him will furtherly triple. If his fragile body will die because of anything, it goddamn better be my fault. hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
Sorry to learn about that. My deepest condolences about Gabby. Wish Lucy the best !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
It was really kinda something to see. anda havent seen a sad pet death till anda see a little baby bird seizuring on the floor crying for help before just stopping dead. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
I have a strong faith that the world is really really amazing and beautiful regardless of what I may atau may not be able to see right now. A very very strong faith in what Ive seen for myself like.. twice in the past several years. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
I didn't read over it, it might be trash with how its written, but it was a free-topic nonfiction essay I had to write in English last tahun and it was my attempt at kind of explaining this faith of mine. That being said, I know I didnt do the best job covering it, but its soemthing. link hampir setahun yang lalu
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Also Lucy really helped with my stress headache I had today. Closed my eyes and let him sleep against my cheek and all. Felt my headache go away for a short while with him.

Then it went away mostly after I went to the gym

So heres a lesson, if anda are stressed out, go to the gym and cuddle your pets. Itll at least help with the physical symptoms. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
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It is STILL beyond me how most people cant abruptly stop crying on command.

Crying has almost always been an optional thing for me. If I feel sad atau feel like I need to cry, I often go "Hey is this an optimal place / time to do this? Should we just not atau alih somewhere lebih optimal? Do we really need to cry to release stress atau is it just kinda pointless?"

And sometimes when I do cry, sometimes Im just like "Okay Im getting too much of a headache now and this is just unproductive" telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
And I just take a deep breath and Im just kinda done. Easily stopped. hampir setahun yang lalu
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Yet I go to try to Google it. See if anyone has something talking about this, but all I get is endless wikihows on how to stop crying / cry less and Im like "really? is this that much of a problem for most?" hampir setahun yang lalu
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Me: How the heck am I still alive anyways? We have been consistently depressed for who knows how long.

Me: Cos of these reasons (explains). Oh and sometimes one reason is cos anda are too lazy to die.

Me: Tru. Same. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
HEY!

.....hi.
good morning
have a nice day
imma go watch netflix telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Probably around that time I was watching netflix too so #Same hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Okay I should sleep.

fyi Im not actually drunk. I havent used that phrase in a while so I think some newbies to my dinding might not get it. Its a phrase for when Im so tired I sound almost drunk and sometimes get really sweet and blubby.

....

blubby.

Whats blubby. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Ohhhhh if the sky comes falling dowwwnnn for youuuu

Theres not a thing in this world I wouldnt dooooo

What if Im far from homeeeee

Oh brother I will hear anda calllll telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Like little in my life actually changed, but maybe its cos I woke up early today atau that Ive been listening to "Hey Brother" all hari atau cos of the life changes atau cos some people are totally rad, but life is okay. Life is pretty nice. Nothings too horribly wrong

Even if everything seemed so messed up and wrong just a few days ago.

This is nice.

Yall are great. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
There has been too much Depressed Tired Riku rambing on this wall. Not enough Drunk Tired Riku rambling on the wall.

Cos Im actually feeling good today. I dun wanna sleep. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Wanta is awesome

#DirectShoutout telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Like dude, that guy is there during the realllly rough times. Im tired and still up and on my dinding and its been a while since this dinding saw a not-depressed Tired Riku but ya know. He deserves the shout out hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Part of the reason I keep my club active and post Rawak thoughts and kemaskini here is cos I know it gives some people some entertainment and interest and because it personally helps me process all the Rawak cluttered komen-komen in my head.

Plus some can start some nice conversations.

I still sometimes wonder how many people come checking sejak these posts. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
This Sam ikon really feels right for me to have right now.

I dunno why but it feels like a really good fit. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
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I called it. Im starting to like country lebih than a tolerance / indifference cos Jensen and Jared brought up my interest and curiosity in it enough to actually go out of my way to look into the genre more. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
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Theres something special about having a friend anda dont have to talk to when anda are around them.

In the wise words of Jared Padalecki, "I wish for everyone to be Friends with someone they dont have to talk to"

#IndirectShoutouts telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
BlindBandit92 dikomen…
I agree hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
True !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
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#AlwaysKeepFighting telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
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Riku's Knowledge of Actors that she can match name to face

Probably like 80% of the main cast of Supernatural
Johnny Depp
Leonardo DiCaprio telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Thats an exaggeration but I really dont know that many XD I know the other REALLY huge ones like Emma Watson and all but really nothing much lebih than that hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Ahhh though.... My baby bird Luke really makes my day. Hes so cute and adorable and he gets along with me and he loves me and hes just a hari maker. Hes my little birdie and I Cinta him, already almost as much as I Cinta Smokey and that says something

Cos Smokey is my Princess and shes helped me through a lot of things. Luke is her son and mann... I Cinta them both so muchhhh. Ahh... telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
People might find my apparent fixation with Lucifer concerning.

Really its not much of anything tbh. I enjoy Lucifer much like I enjoy characters from any other story atau book and just personally find him an intriguing character may it be real atau not. I wouldnt worship him atau anything - that belongs to Akashi.

Plus I just really like the name Lucifer. Like I REALLY like the name. Lucius, Luke, Lucifer. I Cinta the Luce based names. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
And i mean my apparent fixation sejak how high he is on my kegemaran mythological creatures / beings senarai along with the fact I make a lot of jokes on it and have one of my alternative usernames/titles being The Resurrected Lucifer and the fact I named my bird after him and all that stuff hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
If God and all of that stuff is real and Im judged for being interested in Lucifer's character / story, then so be it. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
^I know XD hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Google says Im going to hell for naming my bird Lucifer

But it also says Im fun to drink with as long as it doesnt end with an arrest telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Typical Riku Thing #152: Naming her bird Lucifer. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
EEEE. I GOT THE NAMES OF THE BABY BIRDS TO BE LUCIFER, MICHAEL, AND GABRIEL.

MINE WILL BE LUCIFER AND ILL GET TO KEEP HIM

HIS BROTHER WILL BE MICHAEL

AND HIS WHITE SISTER WILL BE GABRIEL SINCE GABRIEL IS SOMETIMES DEPICTED AS A WOMAN

BUT DUDE THIS MAKES ME SO HAPPY. COS IM A NERD ABOUT THIS STUFF AND MY MOM DIDNT JUDGE ME TOO MUCH FOR WANTING TO NAME MINE LUCIFER AND A JOKE ABOUT NAMING THE OTHER ONE MICHAEL BECAME REAL. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Okay seriously. I hate how society seems to care lebih on the unimportant issues while completely ignoring the big ones that effect everyone and the whole world. Like seriously, some of these things can lead to our planet dying, and we just dont take it seriously

I mean come on.

Why do people still ignore the fact that its a problem?

Why do we not have a solution yet?

Why is it that we cant find a solution to the chip-to-cheese/salsa ratio problem?!

I MEAN COME ON! telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
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When your primarily obsessional / internal OCD takes over your life and anda literally cant spend five minit not thinking atau doing something atau being distracted atau else your mind overthinks and fills itself with a lot of depressing anxiety-causing thoughts. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Like no really, part of the reason I cant take naps in the daylight unless Im SUPER SUPER tired is because I cant lay down and chill for long enough during the daytime since its not time to sleep and I know it so my mind is too busy to sleep. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Heck sometimes I intentionally obsess about neutral things like cleaning a dusty peminat with Q-tips atau positive things like Supernatural and Akashi in order to make sure my mind doesnt go over to the negative stuff. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
God thats an amazing gif XD hampir setahun yang lalu
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#TemporarySupernaturalThemedProfile telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
And an updated profil information hampir setahun yang lalu
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I had too much gold. I wanted to spend it okay. It was gonna be an Akashi one before Supernatural whisked me away hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Akashi will get his eventually. Also my old one will definitely still return hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
I kind of like how Supernatural handles codependency. Its not overly glorified like some shows do, and it actually shows the problematic parts of it all without taking it to a too realistic level that it kills the fun of the fiction. Its actually pretty nice

Plus Im pretty sure most people learned the word / googled it when Supernatural mentioned it. I knew of it before cos of a friend from a few years ago, but its pretty nice to see. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Its a very nice seasoned taste to it. I dont always appreciate it but its nice to see it getting proper media attention. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
I feel like the odd card who thinks Sam is lebih attractive than Dean. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Supernatural's composer Christopher Lennertz deserves a shout out. He has some really good compositions. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Anyone else ever feel like nothing is real - not just think it is - and everything anda do seems to be some unreal game atau some dream anda can't wake up from? Like anda feel like anda are running your awake and real life from some plane outside of the normal view of the world and watching in, just waiting to stop dreaming up atau imagining the world yet in the end anda are just stuck in that non-comprehendable plane?

Its a really disturbing and uncomfortable feeling. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Like I fully accept that the world may genuinely not be real, but the feeling that it isnt real is an entire different thing. Even if the world isnt real, logistically as long as anda still feel like its real, its enough validation and close enough to being real that it doesnt even matter. But FEELING like its unreal - its a whole separate story and really one Ive tried to explain to others and they just give me weird stares atau tell me Im overthinking reality. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
The thing is Im not [thinking] Im [feeling]. I know the world Im in is real but it still [feels] completely dream-like, like a daydream. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Strange yet interesting. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Life has no meaning to it - no real purpose to be found. Maybe to reproduce as scientists would say, to pass to genes, but really, whats the point of that? Where is even that going? atau heaven/hell. anda get there, then what?

Really I believe life is what anda make of it. Life is pointless but its an opportunity, may it be even real in the first place atau not, to experience. So its an opportunity given, so do what anda like with it. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Cause anda cant even be sure any of this is real as reality does nothing lebih than serve to prove itself. Its an illogical fallicy, that the world exists because we can sense it. We can sense it because we exist. We know we exist because we can sense it. It just cycles. But even if the world is fake, some dream, some illusion, not even existent to a degree we cant possibly understand, the reality is that life is an experience - real atau not - that is going on. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
So real atau not, purpose atau not, theres no way to really see atau prove anything its just best to make the best out of it all. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Ah I forgot where I was going so Imma drop it but its a bit of philosophy from me. hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
#Togepi telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
I am extrememly bored.

I have a whole bunch of summer work I haven't even started

But I am extremely bored telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
What the fuck? Whyd my emas go from 5000+ to 501? telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
GDragon612 dikomen…
same here too >< hampir setahun yang lalu
jnels93 dikomen…
same hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
Same for me too !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
Riku's busy with Supernatural. If anyone has any devious ideas to be utilized in the seterusnya hour, speak up. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Honestly, some days I wish I could believe that there was a god watching over me and protecting me and guiding me, but alas I do not and thus dont get that light blanket of comfort. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
candylover246 dikomen…
I'll be your god Riku hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Akashi is my god. hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
That aside, same here actually !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Im trying to think of a memorable RP character I made that didnt have at least a slightly emo/angsty root/character. Kira was angsty af at first. Derith was angsty. Izo had his brother stuff and over all angsty. Michael was Emo af. Glence was angsty. Jared was angsty.

Ikari actually want too much of anything but then again, she wasnt completely clear of it either. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog dikomen…
Was Devin angsty? Kinda just seemed like a drunk. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
I berkata Derith XD Devin.... ;-; Devin was kind of a drunk. I honestly have to soalan whether he really ever got to the point of being 'drunk'. Honestly Devin was one of those characters that were one of my father like characters that make me sad. ;-; The guy liked playing around, having fun, and being with Shira, Derith, Zach and all. I still shed a tear at Derith killing him. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
On that note, Im shocked I still remember that detail of Banished. Usually I forget most details and I honestly probably wouldnt have remembered it on my own if anda didnt bring it up. XD Nice to see Banished's concept is still in my mind. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Devin and Leviathan are still two wonderful characters. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
I really like Pokemon Sun and Moon's characters. We have so many tragic characters that are telah diberi enough depressing backstory that I can let my imagination go wild, and then we have Hau to balance it all out.

Like I came up with a backstory and character for Guzma and Gladion's relationship. I like to think Guzma likes Gladion cos he sees himself in him. Cos they both had abusive parents and all. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
I was wondering if there was ever a kegemaran Character of yours without a depressing backstory !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
.... uh... give me a saat to think hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Yeah no. I dont think I have a kegemaran character that doesnt have a depressing backstory telah diberi they had their past somewhat addressed in the first place. Even if anda count them, there probably arent too many that dont have much of a backstory that I Cinta hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Deep down inside Im an Emo angsty teenage boy. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog dikomen…
And an Oba-san. Can't forget that. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Noooot even gonna deny it hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Tru hampir setahun yang lalu
noRAP dikomen…
Ummm and I am an Oba-san Emo angsty teenage girl , like anda can see here link hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Mom: If all three of them die, we know that they dont know how to do it and alih on

Me: Or- if two of them die, we know they dont know how to do it and we hand raise it

Mom: .... ..... no.

Me: c: yes telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
I HEAR BABY BIRDS FROM MY BIRD'S NEST BOX.

AHHH EXCITEDDD

MY MOM WILL CHECK IT WHEN IM utama AND WE ARE WAITING TO MAKE SURE IT HATCHED BUT

AHHHHHHHH telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
Riku asked me why.

I thought we were past such trifles as having reasons for our actions. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
I Cinta how poor mental health can take things away indirectly as if it doesnt already take away enough directly lmao telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Are italics a thing? telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Of course they are still broken. hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
To be honest, I hadn't even noticed they exist until their issue was mentioned !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
I loved using them >.> I miss them hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
I wonder if I down a 2 liter bottle of Dr. Pepper to down how fucking crappy I feel right now if itll help me fall asleep faster. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
I haven't even beaten Sun and Moon yet and there's Ultra Sun and Ultra Moon coming?!?! telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
I'm not saying I'm incredible, but I'm correct 90% of the time that I am correct telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
TFW anda wanna draw a character off of reference to give them the honor of being in your "Detailed Sketch Book" but none of the imej anda find are both detailed enough to make it into there AND a good image to draw. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
I WANNA WRITE A GLADION-LUSAMINE-LILLIE BACK STORY FANFIC LIKE THING BUT I HAVENT FINISHED THE GAME UGH. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
anda know I was thinking about what seperates a character that anda "love" from a character that anda are "obsessed with" and I think its the fact of how closesly anda hold a character to yourself, how much that berkata character appears in your mind, and all that stuff

Because a character anda love, anda Cinta them, but I notice most that dont claim they are obsessed with it / the characters I love, I hold tightly to be like "I REALLY Cinta this character" nor do they easily eat my mindspace telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
I was mostly thinking this because I was trying to properly understand my OCD diagnosis and trying to figure out what defines as an "obsession" and an "intrusive thought" and what defines as a compulsion, and it occured to me if my character obsessions are ACTUALLY obsessive thoughts and all. And it occured to me, that characters like Akashi, Hibari, Jin, and currently Gladion, with how much they appear in my mind, reappear in my mind, repetitively interject themselves randomly into my thought process, and how easily they can hijack my focus, that they are likely in fact obsessions. Especially since berkata thoughts tend to also follow up with the common "compulsions" of looking them up on youtube, looking them up on google, making icons, having to think a lot about them, making dinding posts about them, making tinjauan-tinjauan abotu them, making ikon-ikon (I might have already berkata that) hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Since usually berkata actions kind of lessen it and make me feel good. Not that obsessing over a character is particularly brothersome atau troubling, nor is it a part of the OCD that I really care to bother working with cos I enjoy it, nor am I saying if anda are obsessed with a character, anda have OCD. Its just a thought I was having, especially since I was told my image collecting is probably part of my OCD from my therapist and I didnt really get it so it just kind of occurred to me. That Im LITERALLY obsessed with the characters and that I never would have thought me saying I was obsessed with a character a few years lalu would actually be LITERAL. hampir setahun yang lalu
BlindBandit92 dikomen…
^I see. It's a fair point. And if we're using that definition then i wouldn't have one then. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Also I might consider temporarily redoing my profil (cos I Cinta how it looks now so it wouldnt be permanent) simply because I have way too much emas to do nothing with. .-. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
On a Rawak note, my boyfriend called me out on how I "accidentally collect images" because apparently people dont "accidentally collect images" telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog dikomen…
How naive. Accidental collecting happens even for people like me hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Me: *fawning over Gladion* *spams N*

Wanta: *probably slightly confused but not shocked*

Me: Shhhhh. I need to get lebih Gladion imej before I do the spammm. I just accidently grabbed lebih than one image when trying to get N an ikon for the tinjauan telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog dikomen…
I'm never confused sejak you. It all makes sense. and even the stuff that doesn't make sense makes sense in the context that it's you. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
^Tru hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Gladion is the new number one Pokemon character.

N has been overthrown.

RIP N. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
Riku confirmed: Gladion fetish telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
I do not. XD Hes just an awesome character hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
That reminds me of Shinrei hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
I just spent the last 8 minit putting my head against my dog and pushing it around as it tries to get at me to lick me. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu