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Riku114 berkata …
I am honestly so damn sick of everyone being home. When I go off to UC Davis, I am going to like... intentionally avoid coming utama as much as I can and when I have to, avoid coming utama when others are. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
I honestly fucking hate it. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
^^^ hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
In the end, utama is where anda feel loved, appreciated and safe. Follow your desire for these aspects. Do no let anyone drag anda down !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Tfw anda were excited to go to Starbucks with everyone after anda got picked up from a hang out since both of your sisters are home, but apparently everyone went JUST before they came to pick anda up cos they didnt think about inviting you.

Even better when that lowkey brings back shitty memories of literally everyone in the family forgetting anda fucking exist.

But whatever. I don't particularly want to talk about it since it really isnt that big of a deal and nothing will change it. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Im fine, but Imma just drown out the emotions and bad memories and thoughts and all with Kingdom Hearts, video games, and conversations. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Honestly I was just a bit foolish to let my guard down. It really isnt a big deal and it isnt anything new. hampir setahun yang lalu
BlindBandit92 dikomen…
Unfortunately people are shitty. I am sorry that happened. I would try my best never to do that to anyone. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
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Riku114 dikomen…
#QualityPostsOnRiku'sWall hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Who would think that Final Fantasi and Disney would mix so well? telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Im dying of sad now that I had the idea of cuddles put in my head and I dont have something to cuddle and Smokey - my cuddle bird - is asleep telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
How about your pillow? hampir setahun yang lalu
JetBlack_ dikomen…
I’m sure Smokey is dreaming of your hugs hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
"If anda dont cuddle me right now I will die of sad" is pretty much a genuinely good huraian of me.

I need my hugs and pets, but only like... specific people.

Cos I hate hugs and pets from most people. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
I am extremely huggy to people I really like and trust. hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
Relatable !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
JetBlack_ dikomen…
link hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
I WANT TO HUG LOKI hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
A NEW SOULS GAME IS COMING! SEKIRO: SHADOWS DIE TWICE!

HYPE! telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
So I signed up / applied to two lebih bird related places to volunteer at over the summer

Cause honestly, I will give myself time to enjoy the summer, but I need something to keep me active and on a regular schedule otherwise Ill go mad.

I KNOW I get seasonal worsening mental health and depression during the summer cause I use school to keep me on a schedule and keep me active and when thats taken from me, I just fall back into bad shit. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
So ideally, it would be great to work 2-3 days a week over the summer and have 4-5 days free to kick it and relax and enjoy the summer break. Plus Id be quickly adding up experience with birds and Haiwan to my resume and all which would be great hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
Quite relatable. Also, admirable. Good to know !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
Great fences make great neighbors telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
I am going to be super sad when I have to leave my birds. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
Pretty sure they will feel the same way !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Lucy's little sister went to a good utama and is totally in Cinta with her owner.

That literally makes me so happy c: telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
AND I FULL ON GOT LUCY TO DISLIKE MY DAD YES hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
I have zero trust with my dad and Haiwan and out of it being hilarious, I wanted Lucy to not like him for a safety matter for when Im not utama everyday hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
So at the very least, if my dad goes up to him, Lucy knows not to stay and to avoid him hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
I hope everyone on here is happy and having a great day.

anda all deserve it and are awesome telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
It takes an Awesome person to know another. Hope you're having a great hari as well, Comrade !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
SilentForce dikomen…
Thanks :D.I hope that you're having a great hari as well. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
So the UC Davis Placement Test was all from stuff I learned between 5th grade and 9th grade with a BIT from 10th grade simply because I've been that ahead of my grade.

So apparently they are going to me judging me on material I havent looked at in 3+ years

If they dare try to place me in anything other than Calculus atau higher, I am going to complain like a jalang, perempuan jalang until I get moved up. I did not get straight As in every math class I took in highschool telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
And took all the highest level math courses my school offered AND passed the AP Calculus AB and BC exam to be telah diberi fucking pre-calculus atau - worse - anything below Pre-Cal hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
I'd personally be a personal insult and literally would put me through hell since I literally can not stand sitting in a math class learning nothing new atau too slow for me hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
No reason to assume the worst indeed. Hoping for the best !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
"Uterus Bandit"

and anda all thought Riku and I couldn't get lebih creative with character titles in our RP telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
I'll start calling her Lady Vert simply because she made Riku Cinta Naked Aprons again telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Okay I just made my brain feel numb and I dont like it. Maybe I should start reviewing my Calculus atau something XD

I can feel my brain cells like dying out of inactivity XD telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Mom: *puts the third of three Bayi on my shoulder while Im playing Neptunia* Im sorry Riku

Me: Naaaah. Im a mother bird, its what Im meant to do. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
We decided to start shoulder training them hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
Snorgasm will always be my best nickname I've ever come up with on Pokemon telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
Riku won't let me name the Goddess of Life in our RP "Lady Cooter" telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Heres a strange thing.

All I do these days are eat, sleep, game, and write

And its relaxing

And nice. A good change of pace.

Look at Riku, shes saying relaxing is nice telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
^ I am proud of you. It is the kind of change you've had been needing for a while. Just chill !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
SilentForce dikomen…
That quite an improvement hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Note to Self: Take the Math Placement Test for UC Davis tomorrow after reviewing your 9000 Calculus notes from last year. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
Long day. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Me: I want something dark and tragic

Also Me: *buys Deep angkasa Waifu on the same day*

Its a really good game guy XD Im not kidding anda telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
Anything with Waifu on the tajuk will probably be good. Checked it and it looks intriguing !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
*guys hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
^ *guy !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
My hand will get stabbed if it tries to pluck one lebih hair today. We are doing good on it and anda - hand - do not have the right to pluck.

I dont give a shit about it. Those hairs we plucked with grown well and they are growing back so shut the fuck up and just type instead.

#PublicallyShamingMyTrichotillomania telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
I enjoy publicly shaming my annoying / stupid mental health things cos it helps keep it somewhat under control hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Okay stop :v that does not mean go from my eyebrows to my eyelashes anda piece of shit. We are Penulisan a post to the RP to keep anda busy and thats that hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
^^ Relatable, in a way !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Im hungry for a dark and depressing themed video game to play. Might find an Anime if I can stick to it tho telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
How about something lebih Colorful and Cheerful instead as a change of pace? LOL !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
@Riku Okay then, stubborn Bun :v anda have already been provided a few examples of Anime fitting your kind of Theme. Would Cinta to see anda progressing with some provided anda can really stick to one indeed !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
BlindBandit92 dikomen…
@Rihanna that's a good one hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Some people really fail to realize how fragile, innocent, precious, and dependent Haiwan and children are. Its sad to see such lack of understanding cause such serious harm.

Its something to see a cute little 3 tahun old going to preschool all happily with her dad, then to remember there are a good many children her age being mistreated, abuse, insulted, hit, and sexually assaulted sejak their own parents.

Seriously, its disgusting telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Sure its a bit of a personal topic, but I dont really habe thw ability to properly see me being that young and also having the conditions I had then. It just doesnt click in my head. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
So personally, I am looking at this with a level of disgust as someone who didnt really go through it herself cos like... I have tried byt I cant connect with it at all hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
I couldn't agree lebih honestly. The state of the World has always been sad. That pretendious ignorance is certainly disgusting !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
JetBlack_ dikomen…
Ugh yes Ikr just thinking of it makes me sick. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Everyone: Well Riku and Wanta are back at behaving like their normal selves all over again. Seems things got patched up.

The magic of issues getting discussed and my brain getting a chance to stop being literally nutjob crazy. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog dikomen…
Waaaaaat? But we hid it so well! XD hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Im also keeping an eye out for the Higurashi games. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
^ Same. Look hype !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
I've been dying to see the Anime for a while now as well XD !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Wanta and I have confirmed.

I have become Chiaki.

I sleep and play video games and thats it. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
SilentForce dikomen…
and I thought that anda were Nagito hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
Quite relatable, I suppose !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
@Silent I am both hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Ive come to realize.

I can act normally and tunjuk my personality lebih around people irl and they like... actually like me more?

Like wow. What a concept. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
People already like anda a lot in here so it is no wonder when you're menunjukkan the same Offline !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
"Use Demon Flames" is the new meme Riku and I made. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
Two sniper kills in one game on Fortnite. Imma be proud of that for awhile considering how shitty I am at shooters telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Seniors: OH MY GOD ;-; POMP AND CIRCUMSTANCE ;-; OUR TIME ;-;

Seniors not of the Tradition: Oh dude! I hear that song all the time in movies! I always wanted to graduate to it!

Bandos: ...ugh.... that song again. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog dikomen…
Wanta: "Next song please. Fantastic baby?" hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
Once again, pretty easy to understand why they would feel this way XD !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
I never wish to publicize atau subject any of yall to me when Im getting really bad with dissociation, atau rather it is strongly having a weird affect on my goals, mood, behavior, ideology, view points, and idea of my relationships.

I talk about it pretty well, but that stuff is like MentallyIll™ and honestly quite harmful not only to my own life but often to those around me too. I am 100% okay with talking about it, but I refuse to display it. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
It genuinely can get me almost maniacally laughing to myself for no reason atau sinking into a really unhealthy mind state for like 10 minit before snapping out of it and returning back atau suddenly deciding for 20.8 minit that I really dont care anything about this atau that. I can not stress how much this can get problematic for others to deal with hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Its disgraceful, impropeer, and inappropriate behavior to allow to get out too loosely and to let it stay public. Quite honestly, its one of the things I padam almost as soon as I snap back into focus because of this. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
I have a strong set of rules when it comes to my mental health and all. When Im like that, it tends to break a lot of those rules. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Plus its rarely anything worth ranting about atau talking about since 9/10 times, it just overloads the system lebih and makes it worse. If it gets out of hand, I have my support lines and methodologies for controlling it even then so I am taken care of in that manner. Its just really a thought hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
God dammit Steam. I just wanted to craft some badges. Stop giving me Hyperdimension Neptunia coupons.

Like sheesh. I'm below my budget now. I gotta SKIP eating for like 2 days to make up for it telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
And finished. The Swapper was such a great game! I know what people meant when they berkata it was too short XD I want so many lebih puzzles XD telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
I'm going to end up mentally tricking myself into believing that if I get stuck on a puzzle, all I need to do is close the game and wait 30 minit then it'll be easily solvable. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Lucy is such a lovely booger XD Hes refusing to go back to the cage and instead of flying back to the cage, he flew back onto my chest XD telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
So, Lucifer being rebellious? hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Pretty much hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
It comes with his name hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
*casually listening to my Muzik playlist*

*nice instrumental intro to a song*

k i 1 1
y o u r s e 1 f


#TypicalVocaloid

For those wondering, Bacterial Contamination XD telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
link hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
^ Easy to understand why. We're here for you, Riku. Cinta anda !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Also I now realize that I used the text I do when I have an intrusive thought atau anything XD nah, I was just pointing out how the first line it drops is a "kill yourself" XD hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
I just realized I didn't have my phone with me all hari XD telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
I apparently solved that Swapper puzzle.

Don't remember doing it atau what I did to achieve it but uh...

Yay me. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
80 degrees in the house and I'm shivering. Great XD Getting sick XD telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
Hope you're better !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
Been stuck on a puzzle in The Swapper for about 2 hours now. T_T telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog dikomen…
Not even complaining tho XD hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog dikomen…
I LIVE for difficult puzzles hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog dikomen…
And it takes my mind off some Rawak unimportant crap that's been assaulting my head lately hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
RIP Band is taking my flip folder away

Im too old telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Honestly I just need to take a break and chill honestly. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
I just did two "honestly"s in one sentence hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Cinta yall hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
Take all the time anda need, Riku. A good rest is always required !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Honestly I am alright and all. My brain is just spazzing out over being overloaded from a lot of the things going on. It was worth it I feel, but I might make myself a bit scarce until I get to see my therapist on Wednesday so I can restabilize myself since my dissociative symptoms are coming back and I can get a little out of hand in those moments and its a sign I usually need to take a step back and slow down. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Its been a while since Ive had this blatant mini-episodes and while they are much less severe and super mild compared to what they used to be, its been a good few months since I've had ones that make a notable effect that they might be considered an episode, so I'm just going to be careful and make sure I got myself back under control before getting back into business. That being berkata Ill still be on cos I come on Fanpop when Im bored hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
And the episodes weren't TOO severe. Just waves and sporadic appearances of derealization again that was a bit unnerving hampir setahun yang lalu
JetBlack_ dikomen…
Hope today is much better for you. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
That feeling when anda are lile 11/10 suddenly exhausted with everything and just want to sleep despite not being tired just cause people and life have anda too exhausted / bored telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Unless something interesting and stimulating comes my way Imma just sit here and zone out into nothing cause really I cant be asked hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog dikomen…
Everything will be okay, Riku hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
Quite relatable. Hope anda perk up soon, Rikubun !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Grinding is a bit of a turn off for games with me telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
Everyone assumes because Im shy that I have a small social bulatan irl but that really couldnt be further from the truth.

Coworkers Cinta me. My entire family is super well known in this city. My brothers and their families and all of their Friends are all on good terms with me. Even the regular customers enjoy chatting with me.

Im just antisocial but that doesnt mean I cant function telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
Ah. Slow hari at work today telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog dikomen…
Not that it hasnt been exhausting mentally hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
*sigh* I'm so done telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
PEOPLE ARE REALIZING IM SECRETLY CUTE. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
ITS A SECRET hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
[not anymore] hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog dikomen…
anda have your moments hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
I wish I drank alcohol telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
It wouldn't do any good !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog dikomen…
I beg to differ hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Only three weeks left of school and only two weeks left of work XD Cant wait for summer. Sadly I likely wont be on too much (or as much as I usually would for the summer) since Im going to be 8 hours away from my hometown, boyfriend, and Friends in three months and I ought to make some good memories before I can only come back every like... three months. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
JetBlack_ dikomen…
Riku Anytime ;( hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
Same here XD Oh, I just can't wait to feel the Summer all the way to my bones. The Beach, the Sea, Ice Cream, Vacations and lebih Free Time in general. Hype !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
About your schedule, we realize how important it is and we'll be waiting for you. Do your best without worries, Riku. Everything will work out just fine !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Personally, I take great pride in how much work, initiative, effort, and struggle I've put into to get where I am with my mental health, life, goals, relationships, etc.

I genuinely feel like I've earned my peace and happiness and honestly, I think thats part of the reason that allowed me to finally give my own self priority over a lot of things. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Like... I can not count the amount of dissociative, depressive, anxiety, panic and emotional breakdowns I went though just solely with the goal of getting better in mind. I made my mental state twenty times worse just to break past the bad coping mechanisms, beliefs, and behaviors that held me down and now I've reached a place of happiness for the most part hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
anda cant just "be happy", especially with mental health issues and all. anda have to actively improve yourself until anda reach the point where anda are happy. Dont chase happiness, but rather fix the things that dont make anda happy hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
I am also super proud. For both of you. Well said, Riku !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Btw, universiti stuff is FINALLY getting itself into order it seems and I think I only have like... two atau three weeks left of highschool. Yeet telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
Good to know about that !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
If The Swapper wasn't so similar to Portal, I would be having a much worse time figuring it out. That being said, it's still hard XD telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
The Swapper is a really good puzzle game. I expected it to be very similar to Nihilumbra but it's a wildly different beast. Definitely lebih my style. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Cinta AND TAKE CARE OF YOUR ANIMALS

THEY ARE THE MOST PRECIOUS THINGS IN THE WORLD telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
JetBlack_ dikomen…
Till my last breath. hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
Honestly rather than a -Dere type, I associate myself lebih as a standard RPG protagonist because everyone expects me to help and be there when they have issues but when I'm having it rough, they make themselves scarce. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
This can be pretty Relatable. In lebih ways than one !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
Long busy hari telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Google: Will Riku be able to call Lady Vert her name without the word "Lady" before it?

Im not kidding XD I didnt realize it didnt feel right without "Lady" before it

#LadyVert telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
#Ojou-sama !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
1 A D Y

V E R T

1 A D Y

V E R T

1 A D Y

V E R T

1 A D Y

V E R T telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
I dunno whats lebih true. IF being relatable for her personality, atau based on how much we both Cinta Lady Vert. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
Both, if I had to guess XD !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Am I literally listening to a macaw muttering things as "music"? telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Why is Lucy asleep? I want his attention :v telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Hes cute I wanna cuddle him and give him head scratches and have him clean my face :v Why do birds have to sleep :v hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Me: *doing anything that requires focus* "Ah... Yes... It silences the screams. The horrible screams." telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Genuine issue atau not, Intrusive thought atau Dissociated feeling, I dont want something screaming in my head when I dont want to handle it right now hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Distracting myself from an intrusive thought, atau Numbing out an emotion. I quite honestly dont know which is which, but anda know what- fuck whatever it was hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
Enjoy yourself, Riku. Don't let anything ruin it. Hope anda had a nice makan malam, majlis makan malam as well !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Also... I am taking my Senior Ditch hari tomorrow since I went to school on the agreed Senior Ditch hari since I had homework and I was joking about the sickness I came down with suddenly, and after joking about suddenly coming down with Cancer, Ebola, HIV, AIDs, Schizophernia, etc, I was like "I suddenly came down with Multiple Personality Disorder"

And then the other people in the car started pretending to talk to themselves in different characters telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Then Im like "Hey Ill do one!" hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Lets just like... say my improvised monologue between myself and like... six other personalities was a little too good and accurate and my mom, who doesnt know Im borderline DID was like ".... is this what usually goes on in your head? That was way too real" all jokingly hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
But truth is it is XD Like, since Ive been lebih stable Ive only had it once, but its pretty much what I mean when I say my mind "split" XD hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
I literally had the worst sandwich, sandwic I've ever had. Carl's Junior - one of their chicken sandwiches tastes like a hotdog, two weeks old, boiled six times over and ran through some guys butt crack then somehow turned into a chicken sandwich. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
JetBlack_ dikomen…
link hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
Ran through some guys butt crack? anda do realize that making this kind of comparison is kinda worrying XD !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
JetBlack_ dikomen…
^ I’m already having nightmares while I’m awake 🤐 hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
Todays Chatzy Quote!

There is none...Riku never talks to me...I'm so lonely. She watched Jumanji earlier. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 berkata …
TODAY'S RUMOR: It is very likely that Riku is sleepwalking!

anda didn't learned this from me !!!! telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
I want to hug a bird telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
I am going to go hug my birds again hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
They might find me annoying, but they know I Cinta them hampir setahun yang lalu
GDragon612 dikomen…
lets hug alll cute birds of riku`s awww💖 hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
Todays quote.

"You may not be an keldai person, but would anda turn down the opportunity to perahu nelayan kecil, pukulan the booty of a literal god of death?" telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
I am an keldai person among a few others. I'll perahu nelayan kecil, pukulan dat booty anytime !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Hmm sudden influx of lebih peminat-peminat of this club, Ill take it XD telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
JetBlack_ dikomen…
That’s probably me with my accounts LOL ❤️❤️ hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Like if anda are tired 24/7 regardless of how much anda sleep XD telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog dikomen…
I'm imagining an Anime curled up Riku on a sofa, kerusi panjang rn and it's phenomenal hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
If only there was a Sharing Option LOL !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
heart
GDragon612 berkata …
I am going on Holidays tomorrow for About one month
I am back in july,will miss ya all
take care of ya guys

buing buing ya kat❤
swag and out
Peace bros/sis =D telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
BlindBandit92 dikomen…
Seeya. Have fun ^^ hampir setahun yang lalu
GDragon612 dikomen…
thank anda blind <3 hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
^ Bye bye. Let us know how it was !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
Time for todays out of context Chatzy quote.

"I think I reverse my stance on the "Fucking a Magnet" theory" telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
I wasnt part of this conversation :v hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
https://i.pinimg.com/originals/11/e5/10/11e51026f05a46d1d52855881a0c0f64.jpg telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Honestly, its rare and I can count only three people in my school who can hold a Debat with me without getting intimidated and cowering away, but I ADORE debating with those that dont.

Its absolutely amazing - especially since one has a very different point of view and perspective on things.

Its also great cause 2/3 of them seek out debates with me in class and its a mutual thing XD telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
DCI SEASON IS KICKING UP AGAIN AND I JUST GOT MY FIRST DCI WARM UP VIDEO OF THE tahun AND ITS FROM CAROLINA CROWN

HYPE HYPE HYPE

HYPE HYPE HYPE telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
DCI is like.... a man's sport for me. Im so hyped to see a live tunjuk this tahun XD hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
I CAN HEAR telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog dikomen…
What? hampir setahun yang lalu
JetBlack_ dikomen…
link hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
link hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Yaaaay.... Like half deaf in one ear due to ear wax that I spent literally over two hours trying to get rid of since I couldnt sleep with no avail.

Woooo. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Honestly though. IRL Im so much around 'the guys' that to a degree, I sometimes forget Im a girl XD Like me, one of my trumpet brothers, and two choir girls were waiting for our SEP to be called in, and my brain was like "Wow, look, its two guys and two girls" and it took me a minit atau two to realize that statement was false. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
But nah. Me and my trumpet brothers used to have moment in competition games where wed be like "That girl over there, what would anda rate her?" atau just like... daring one of them to go up to a cashier that was kinda cute and write his number and a small message on it in attempts to connect XD It never worked hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
atau like.... the football games where wed be like "Okay whose cheerleaders are lebih attractive" atau when wed spend like... 80-85% of our time in Small Ensembles talking about how my trumpet brothers could take better approaches towards getting their crush's attention and treating them right hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Saddening our time together is drawing short. They are truly amazing people hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
I personally dont get why some girls get so upset when they ask their significant other if [insert girl] is cute / hot.

Like honest, Im the type to ask that to all my guy Friends and significant others casually and be like "Yep. Shes attractive." telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
- Significant others - Like I have multiple XD hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog dikomen…
You're prolly thinking of Jaden and Zane as well. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
^ hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
We all know what Reuniclus really is. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
Chatzy excerpts taken out of context.

"Throh is pretty thicc. anda could prolly hotdog a Throh" telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
Weird...I was having a discussion with Riku and she went and cleared the chat halfway through. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Im so stubborn Im still keeping track of Bleach for a return I have long since accepted may never come. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
BlindBandit92 dikomen…
hei anda never know. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
^^^ hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
If there is gonna be one 2019 is probably its best chance hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Okay I think that was the last batch I have of Nagito imej to make ikon-ikon out of. I might have entirely left out 100 imej I never looked at as possible ikon-ikon since I forgot where I left off last time but I think I finally got around to finishing them telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Btw I organize some of hte large collections into batches of 100 to keep track of them and to angkasa out how I muat naik them as to get the most emas and as to make it easier to make ikon-ikon since each bath is like a check point and I dont have to look through like 600 all at once hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Just a tip I thought up and felt it would be helpful for others to hear as I was getting ready for bed

If anda ever find yourself drowning, open your mouth up and begin drinking the water. anda cand drown if there is no water

That is all, have a nice hari telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
I meant to post this on the Rawak club hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Not feeling mentally well suddenly?

Q: Is there a reason that could cause it? Stressed today? Family issues? Something brought it back up?

A: Yes -> Figure out what is causing it, and try to fix it, if not, try to distract yourself
A: No -> Continue

Q: Does it follow a time, hunger, physical trend of other moments?
A: Yes -> Remind yourself its probably just your brain tricking you
B: No -> Try talking it out with someone, if not try to distract yourself telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Thats kind of my flow chart for sudden strikes if I notice it before the sudden strikes consume my thought atau latch onto something unpleasant XD hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
When your mental health is clearly Berlakon up at night again even though anda arent tired and instead of going to bed, anda still want to stay up so anda put conscious effort to remind yourself its just your dumb brain XD

Me: Body is tense and anxious sejak the way

Me: Yeah I know. Its just Berlakon up for no reason. It does it at night sometimes

Me: Okay should we go to bed?

Me: Nah, mark it off as not a genuine issue and make sure the mark stays occasionally and we should be fine telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Me: Got it. Okay but now theres the lowering mood- hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Me: Its faulty. Just pick it back up and glue it with "make dopamine" hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Ive gotten a little too used to dealing with my brain that doesnt like to produce serotonin and dopamine hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Little did everyone know, MAGES. is the most relatable character in Hyperdimension Neptunia Rebirth 1 because of how upset she was that Doc Tear Pepper was removed telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
I can see it LOL XD !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Also it occurred to me in conversation with Nagito, that if there were a moment that I were to meet Nagito, he might be able to reciprocate obsessiveness since hed probably see me as a symbol of hope conquering despair if anda think about it.

I've heard from some people that I kind of depict "hope" strongly, so I figure if normal people pick it up, someone as sensitive and passionate on the concept of hope as he is would also pick up on it. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Seriously though, I dont talk about it much and havent, but people underestimate how much I Cinta Loki XD Like... Hes been a kegemaran forever

Like Ive liked him since I saw the first Thor movie, meaning hes been up in the Kegemaran senarai LONGER than Akashi. Hes been in the Kegemaran senarai LONGER than Misogi and Hibari and gin and N. (Even if Bleach came first, gin came later) Like hes been there longer than 98% of my Kegemaran at this point telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Like I think I liked Loki before I knew Wanta hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Just to put that into perspective hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Hes a Veteran hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Friend, Unadapted to the Extremities of My Obsession: ARE anda OBSESSED WITH DOCTOR STRANGE atau LOKI?!

Me, An Intellectual: y e s telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
To be fair, it is rare for two to be sharing the spotlight at the same time without one over powering the other hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Its great. Marvel is one massive universe so I can have a Dr Strange profil and a Loki icon. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
BlindBandit92 dikomen…
Y U P hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
There is nothing better than using a phrase, metaphor, atau ESPECIALLY idiom that Riku doesn't know(which is pretty much all of them) and then having her ask what it means and explaining it XD

I won't lie. I like to feel like the wise sensei occasionally telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
It certainly is a unique feeling. Won't deny it XD !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
I honestly dont know how people can cheat on their significant other. Id go insane since Id constantly be anxious about being caught, guilty for doing it, and just way too stressed out.

Like even if I was into the idea of it atau the 'thrill' of it, I couldnt. It just would not be fun for me. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog dikomen…
Completely agreed. Honestly tho some people do it to spite their significant other. atau they convince themselves that they're not in the wrong atau they just flat out enjoy being douchebags. hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
That's it, pretty much. The thrill of it is a major factor. The higher the risk, the lebih turned on a person can become. It is no different than the rush anda get when Gambling atau participating in a Life-threatening situation. anda are stressed but still excited at the same time !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
Lust can be pretty powerful in particular. To the point of setting aside any kind of logic at times !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Honestly.... Its KINDA dumb my brain tells me to go to sleep sejak plucking rather than actually getting tired atau simply getting sleepy.

Im like... I could sleep right now, but Im not remarkably tired

But at this point, it could be 10 pm, it could be 1 am, but whenever it starts plucking, thats when I have to force myself to katil to avoid too much damage telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu