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wantadog berkata …
Bloodborne taught me that nothing is ever truly unattainable. It doesn't REALLY matter how high the odds are stacked against me atau even the parts of myself that get in my own way. What matters is not letting the fight end, even after you've won because there are two sides to this coin. anda can attain anything, even if it currently is in the grasp of someone atau something else, but they can take things from your grasp as well. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
Quite insightful of you. Well berkata !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Im dying XD The baby birds were sitting on my moms chest when shes on the couch, then I lean against her from the couch's arms and all three of them went running from her, all the way over to me and my chest XD

I guess they like my boobs better XD telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Ugh. I like..

Somehow ended up liking children and little kids.

Like... ugh.

I used to hate them

Why do I suddenly do well and enjoy entertaining kids like... ages two to four? telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
It goes against how Ive been the most of my life. hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog dikomen…
2-4 actually is pretty good hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
Of course... If they behave well, I'm all about entertaining them. Something that almost never happens... hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
I dont think I have ever seen as much pride in my dads eyes for me than when we were at my Valedictorian dinner.

...

Cos he saw that I was cutting my hamburger sliders instead of using my hands since it was a formal eatery.

Oh and I guess maybe the Valedictorian status. But like.... 90% sure its mostly the slider. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog dikomen…
You're Valedictorian? When did that happen? hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
I told anda Im pretty sure XD hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
:v hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Terms that come up while Riku and Wanta are discussing RPs taken out of context

"fuck puppies" telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
THEY CLOSED THE SOCIAL WORKER CASE.

HALLELUJAH.

I CAN FINALLY RELAX WITHOUT WORRYING THEYLL BUT THEIR keldai INTO MY ISSUES AGAIN telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
My mom is such a god damn enabler for my dad. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
anda know the ikon flips were only supposed to last for a hari but I kinda got used to Riku's ikon looking like mine but reversed? XD telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
anda know the ikon flips were only supposed to last for a hari but I kinda got used to Wanta's ikon looking like mine but reversed? XD telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
No longer panic telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
People komen on my stubbornness, but my stubbornness is what keeps me alive, excelling, and has kept me alive lebih times than I can count. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
*panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic* telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
♪I'm not a dere, a Yan-Yandere♪ telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
I'm alright now because I handled it myself, but to be honest and after reflection from a Dr. Strange quote that seemed like a personal attack AGAIN.

I need help at times and do not have myself as gathered together as I wish to project. I can allow myself to say it and ask for it and I will probably work on that a bit lebih rather than Penulisan it off.

If anda are open to hearing nonsensical often somewhat depressive rants from me in PM, do comment. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Seriously though. Too many of the lines in Dr. Strange feel like personal attacks XD hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
"Your arrogance and fear are what held anda back from greatness" I was just like "... okay I mean I mentioned that to myself about my pride in the like 4 posts I tried to make on here and other forum on Fanpop when I was getting annoyed with my reluctance to be honest, but like.... hearing anda say that outloud oh Ancient One, makes me feel stupid" hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
anda know that I am always willing to hear anda out, Riku !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
Riku, I've come to Jargon. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
*curls up in a ball of sleep and pain* telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
My body is not happy with the amount of lifting and physical work I did at the Wildlife and Wetlands place on Sunday, combined with the poor sleep I got, combined with the extremely long hari today XD hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
Lack of sleep and physical work is quite a poor combination. An effective Sleep on the other hand can make all the difference !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
People act like Im kidding when I talk about how - irl at least - I genuinely have a fear of girls my age. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Like I am initially very uncomfortable and avoidant of them until telah diberi a reason to force myself to talk and realize they are okay. hampir setahun yang lalu
ArcticWolf dikomen…
that's literally me except with boys hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
"Coincidences can be freaky" telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
y u make the last ones ones I dont know hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
"your shortcoming is that anda assume others will hold anda back, and put them at a distance from the start." telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
"Are human beings truly equal? Nowadays, people never shut up about the need for equality. A great man once said, "heaven does not create one person above atau below another." but that quote doesn't end there. It actually says we're equal at birth, but then gaps appear. That teh differences are teh result of one's academic efforts, atau lack therof. At any rate, humans are capable of thinking for themselves. "equality" may be a false concept, but our inequality remains a difficult thing to accept" telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
This one sounds familia- Is this Psycho Pass? hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Shogo guy atau something? hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
"All people are nothing but tools. It doesn't matter how it's done. It doesn't matter what needs to be sacrificed. In this world, winning is everything. As long as I win in the end...That's all that matters." telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
This makes me want to say Akashi btu there are a lot of flaws in it and I know all the Akashi ones word for word so its not hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
"Every phenomenon that happens in the human world is caused sejak people for their own convenience." telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Nor this one hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
"When anda pick the only option anda have to choose from, can anda really call that your own decision?" telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Nor this one hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
"I haven't been able to improve recently, no matter how I try. and I haven't had motivation. So I thought I'd have a change in scenery. If I could hear the sound of the ocean, I thought maybe something would change." telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
I dont recall this one. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
best guess would be Fuwa Aika but... hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
"Everyone is weak and relies on others. As we reach out to each other, as we become Friends atau fight, the bonds we form creates our tomorrow." telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Meiji for sure hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
*Keiji Maeda fuck XD hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Im good with quotes, apparently not names hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
"A man who can do something but chooses to do nothing will never achieve greatness" telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Thats a Sengoku Basara one.... Just cant remember which. hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
"Rob me of my allies, isolate me and then reproach me for my want of brotherhood! Make sense of this hypocrisy if anda dare even try!" telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Mitsunari...? I think? hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
There is nothing less amusing than destroying those who have no will to live. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Definatley Hibari Kyoya hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
"No one can restrain me with logic." telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Hi..bari? hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
"The word ' discipline ' is something that I would never give up, no metter what. But it`s not because it is my pride that I will not give up. It`s because I cannot give it up, that`s why it is my pride." telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Hibari Kyoya hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Still a kegemaran quote too hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
"Ah, my most ugly heart. I hate, hate, hate it, so I can’t help but sneer all the time." telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Kano Shuuya hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
Riku: "Wanta for the last time, we are NOT making these characters an incestuous lesbian couple"

Wanta: :v telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
WE ARE NOT hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog dikomen…
Well what about the 72 tahun old pedophile idea? hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
Incest is Wincest !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
If anyone wants to know a tip on sounding like Riku, just use the words "Honestly" and "Personally" telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Honeslty, its true hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Personally, I feel attacked hampir setahun yang lalu
2ntyoneplts dikomen…
Honestly, anda know Riku pretty personally. hampir setahun yang lalu
2ntyoneplts dikomen…
^i failed hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
WANTA HAS COMMITTED TREASON ON ME telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
LOKI HAS BEEN ON MY Kegemaran senarai THIS LONG hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog dikomen…
What Wanta berkata hampir setahun yang lalu
2ntyoneplts dikomen…
^ grrr hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Me: Wow Im having such a good day. My morals and plans are awesome. Dedication. Commitment. Future. Yeet. Things are great *walking out to lunch listening to some nice music*

My Mentally Ill Brain: atau we could just die ya know.

Me: https://tinyurl.com/gm5ewq2 telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Like boi. Is that your only response to anything XD hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
That being said, Intrusive Thoughts like that are really annoying XD Im getting a lot better and like... Letting them pass rahter than letting them ruin my hari atau anything but geesh hampir setahun yang lalu
2ntyoneplts dikomen…
Same Riku hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Thank anda Wanta for this background idea. anda are allowed to use my ikon now telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Like this ikon is one of my Kegemaran Ive made and he pointed out that it loops perfectly hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog dikomen…
It's no fun if it's consensual tho hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
^ Make me proud, Kid !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Personally science is magic. Science can turn one object into the next. Science can kill and it can heal.

Its quite magnificent if anda think about it. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
WANTA mencuri MY ikon telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog dikomen…
IM SERIOUS! LOOK! WANTA mencuri MY ICON! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
anda ARE A CHILD hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog dikomen…
I KNOW anda ARE BUT WHAT AM I?! hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
It is pretty interesting how each of your ikon-ikon faces the opposite way XD Makes it seem like anda two are covering a wider range !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Sore and tired XD Fun herding ducks tho. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
2ntyoneplts dikomen…
What? Lol. RikuRikuRiku... hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog dikomen…
What? I just Cinta ducks. It was fun herding them. I had a blast. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
:V hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Also XD Im sorry if I sound really egotistical atau "woke" atau anything.

Ive just been re-evaluating the rules and core beliefs I live sejak and have been having mini epiphanies XD Its just somehting I feel like rambling about and thinking out-loud about since I dont really have too many people irl to talk about it with. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
Relatable. anda don't sound Egotistical at all to me. These thoughts are quite admirable actually !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog dikomen…
@Lefteris that means alot. Thank you. hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
Plus, I first laid my eyes on your nama pengguna before anything else for some reason so better luck seterusnya time LOL !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
I was thinking of Penulisan a long out ramble on this but Im leaving off for lunch soon. But its really interesting how Ive changed from being torn between living through life passively thus making me happy but hate myself since I wouldnt feel present and Id feel like I was wasting my life to autonomic emptiness and actively thus making me feel like I was living life but making it almost impossible to be happy telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
I feel Ive found the perfect Goldilocks katil - the perfect balance. I personally believe anda cant live life passively, atau else anda arent living life. anda are flowing through life. anda have to take an active role in your own life, and face the challenges that life throws at anda right in the face. If it punches you, punch it back and continue. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
However! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
If anda live your life with nothing mroe than an active outlook, anda will entirely miss the joys of life. What is needed is an active and present focus, but one of which that still leaves room to enjoy hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
But I digress, these are just my pancuran, pancuran mandian thoughts XD hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Speaking of which, I think commitment is one of my strongest character traits I have. I decide often what I want and what I believe in and carry it through until the end.

I do have a senarai of priorities of my commitments - which one comes before the other if they were to ever collide - but for the most part, they hold strong.

Currently, I think at the bahagian, atas of my senarai of commitments is my commitment to myself and my mental health. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
And I honestly plan on that being on the bahagian, atas for a while. Currently it dominates and is very strict at overriding others since Ive spent so much of my life neglecting it and because its currently the main goal of mine since its the main thing that holds the rest of my goals back, but once I reach a certain point, I feel I will lower it down to be less strict. Itll always be on the bahagian, atas of my commitments, but there would likely be lebih leeway hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Personally, Im trying to find what makes me happy and encourages my character to fully grow to its full potential. Its something I feel I need to and should invest into hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
And unlike before, I have a planned ideal self in my head - not really aimlessly going for a target not established. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
There is something great that comes with the feeling of full on committing to something. May it be a goal, a person, a hobby, a trade, a career, a skill, a group, whatever it is.

The great feeling that no matter how hard something is - youll master, achieve, succeed, make things work, and/or ultimately achieve it since anda are committed to it

Its honestly great. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Honestly, I say I have vulnerability issues, but Ive never really had commitment issues, atau as much in the way they usually are. If anything, I have OVER commitment issues. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Thus why I think Ive started redirecting where my overcommitment is - atau as I would rather call it, extensive commitment hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
^ Hey, at least anda aren't know for your predictability of saying ''Relatable'' in most cases. Which holds true but... anda know, it has gotten pretty mainstream at this point. Gotta come up with something new. A little bit lebih Flashy !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
♪Thor goes rawr♪
♪Loki goes oomph♪
♪Gamora goes eh♪
♪and topi, cap goes murr♪

♪Fury winks♪
♪Widow flaunts♪
♪and the Hulk goes smash smash smash♪

♪But there's one thing♪
♪That no one knows♪

"Dost mother know anda weareth her drapes?" telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
XD hampir setahun yang lalu
2ntyoneplts dikomen…
Omfg stop guys! The profil thing is SERIOUSLY throwing me off! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
SHIT HEAD mencuri MY ikon XD IM NOT PART OF THIS XD hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog dikomen…
YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE I CAN TRUST 2NTY! TELL EVERYONE WANTA IS BEING MEAN TO ME! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
"Thats coming from someone probably lebih gay than not" ~Riku114 about herself telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
link hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
Peko telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
Pekoyama !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
Danganronpa !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
Waifu !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
Hawt !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Another fun fact about Riku

She often uses "I digress" in the wrong manner since she unintentionally picked up the line from a KH scene where its meaning was ambiguous

She often uses it as a "regardless", "but thats not important"

Sometimes it works properly, sometimes it sounds awkward telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Personally, I think part of the reason I like Marvel over DC is that Marvel 'super heroes' don't really feel like super Heroes to me. They feel like people and characters with strength/power trying to be superheroes. It feels really realistic. On the other hand, I feel DC characters tend to shape lebih of the "super hero" style.

At least in the movies, I havent touched the comics though I am getting intrigued to do so. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
But I digress, I know not enough of DC Filem to make claims like that hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog dikomen…
Imo DC rules the animated. Whereas I usually prefer Marvel for live action. Comics I am indifferent on hampir setahun yang lalu
BlindBandit92 dikomen…
Is there's no that likes them equally here? Lmfao. In my mind they have so many similarities I can't pick clear cut. There's so many good characters in both. Villains and heroes. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Also I was talking to Wanta, but if anda notice someone with some weird appearance thing, don't whisper and laugh and snicker about it

No matter how quiet anda are, anda can likely be heard and most of the time its quite rude. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Like anda can not underestimate how far away I can hear people whispering about my lack of eyebrows. Like my ears are fine tuned to that hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
But now, while I must admit some were fake and forced sejak myself to believe it too, at this point I feel a lot of my self confidence is pretty genuine and strong. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
I am also glad people who have gotten around it also have come to appreciate it. hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
Riku is probably slightly unhappy that my insanity on Chatzy lately is so longwinded that it would take multiple imej XD telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Im obsessed with Doctor Strange help. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
Obsessed? Now, that's STRANGE !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
At this point in my life it isnt XD hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
But #Puns hampir setahun yang lalu
2ntyoneplts dikomen…
Did someone say PUNZ?!! anda CALLED? hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Rawak Fact About Riku:

All her focus and efficiency gets shot when shes hungry.

Instead she can easily become a whiny jalang, perempuan jalang XD telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
I will eat someone's arm if I have to. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Dude my emas is finally in the 1000s

Maybe I should be lebih careful on how I spend it XD

I mean I could earn it back easily but still telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
zanhar1 dikomen…
Just buy a taco. A gilded $1000 taco and perahu nelayan kecil, pukulan that lil jalang, perempuan jalang right onto your profile! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
.......... dont tempt me hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
I can make that a background and banner hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
"We never lose our demons. We only learn to live above them"

Honestly thats probably the most accurate quote towards Mental Health atau any issue that haunts people that I've seen in a while. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
Quite the accuracy indeed !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
2ntyoneplts dikomen…
^ hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Personally I just find Dr. Strange to be an admirable 'hero'.

Plus I like his cloak. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Yall expected a longer drawn out statement for that. I would but I have yet to gather my words hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog dikomen…
But will your opinion of him change when anda realize he uses his sling, anduh Ring to steal potato chips from the local supermarket? hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
I would too tbh. The guy is broke. Being a mystic arts master doesnt pay well hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
Wanta: "Everyone: Wanta used to be funny!"

I am now ready to be a YouTube content creator. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Anyone whose been to therapy knows THAT look the therapist makes when anda say something questionable

"But still. I might teach myself biochemistry ... .... ITS JUST A HOBBY. I SWEAR. ITS OVERWORKING MYSELF BUT I SWEAR I WONT DO IT UNLESS I HAVE EXTRA ENERGY atau SOMETHING. DONT LOOK AT ME LIKE THAT" telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
That whole "You do realize we just talked about how thats bad" atau "Thats a bit concerning and Im not sure if anda knew that before saying it" hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
Yep. This really strikes utama !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
Don't listen to Riku. She totally made Aomine as a psychiatrist in our RP. Her denials are lies. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
:v hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
I did not hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
And my denials are not lies hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
^ Wot if her lies are denials tho? hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
I was gonna spend money I don't have and buy Riku a jubah, berjubah of levitation but I don't know her new address. Shit. I've been outmaneuvered. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
Typical Wanta

JOKE

JOKE

Pretend to have forgotten that he promised to not flirt with Riku anymore

JOKE

*talks existentially with Riku* telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Typical Riku

TIRED

TIRED

RAMBLING ABOUT TIME PRESSURE

Dood I want Dr. Strange's Cloak

RAMBLING COLDLY telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Seriously I do want it tho hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Sometimes I can appear very cold to people and their situations, but personally, its probably just because I have a belief that anyone can do almost anything if they work hard enough at it. Some might come with a disadvantage and take a lot lebih work than the seterusnya person, but they still can do it if they want to. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
I honestly want Dr. Strange's jubah, berjubah of Levitation. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Honestly tho. That feeling when all anda genuinely want is like... an entire hari in katil atau something

But anda have too much of a desire to do stuff, learn stuff, and keep active - so anda both want to do absolutely nothing for a hari yet at the same time find doing absolutely nothing the most annoying possible way to spend a hari telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
"Maybe I should start teaching myself college biochemistry" ~Riku earlier today hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
^For sure not the only one. Depending on which kind of bad mental state Im in, I either become hyperactive and productive atau just wish to be erased from existence. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
If one could not guess, I was in the first one. Working endlessly far past the healthy amount of work is one of my bad coping mechanisms hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
On a scale of 1 to 10 how much do I just wanna sleep even tho Im not tired? telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
About 5 weeks left of school at least hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
10. Even if that is not the case, I personally recommend it. No soalan about it !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
Wanta: "Man I'm whipped."

Riku: "True." telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog dikomen…
Actual conversation hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
BTW

I got 1 emas for all those imej I put on Rikus club. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Personally... when youve had mental health issues since anda last remember and have apparently been depressive and shit since anda were at least three years old, it takes a lot to go back to being optimistic and having hope and seeing the world as people who arent depressed see the world

And once anda get there adn get comfortable, and something comes sejak to shake it only a bit, it feel likes a glass shattering and its almost like anda arent sure if the happiness is an illusion. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
I'm alright since I'm avoiding thinking too much about it since I know its not really fractured atau anything, I just kinda got a crack in the past few bulan sturdy happiness and the past bulan of knowing exactly what Im doing and wanting hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
As long as I dont think about it too much it and inevitably overthink it should probably go back hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
It could be. Happiness being an illusion. A glass ready to shatter sejak the smallest of shakes. Whether someone is able to keep it up with that thought in mind atau not will tell how far they can go !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Did not realize Wanta was posting on here all hari XD telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
Riku is so mean today.

Wanta: "I bought NIOH. Wanna watch?"
Riku: "Nah I'm good." *doing her own thing*

Wanta: "Ooh this RP thing sounds fun. I'll participate."
Riku: "Nah I'm good. Don't need any help"

Wanta: "T_T"
Riku: *paying no heed* telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog dikomen…
Donate a dollar today to help stop animal abuse. hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
Did Riku really not komen on my picasso art of Akashi's face? telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
Riku betrayyyyyyy. T_T telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog dikomen…
anda WERE SUPPOSED TO BRING ORDER TO THE WIKI! hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog dikomen…
NOT LIKE THIS! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Juuuust putting it out there. If I never seen anda on Fanpop before atau dont recognize anda on Fanpop, and anda dont message me with something interesting to start conversation with, likliness is I wont reply

If anda are someone I at least VAGUELY recognize, Ill probably humor the conversation

But seriously, if people want to talk to me in PM and havent established some kind of conversation elsewhere on Fanpop, please come with a conversation topic telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
"In brightest day, in blackest night" - Dr Strange telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Honestly these past few weeks have been way too real for me. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog dikomen…
It's probably the depressing fact that anda don't have a BK near anda hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
I always recommend being as real and honest with yourself as possible hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
^ Same here XD !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Yesss.... Rewatched Dr. Strange and I do in fact like him with a lot lebih backed up reasoning, plus probably on my relatable senarai telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
God I Cinta Loki still. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
link hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Also aced the Senior Exit Project in case anda were wondering. They were heavily engaged the whole presentation, loved my passion and how well thought out it was XD

*literally put like 10% the effort others did* telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
That is really great to know. Well done, Riku !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Benedict Cumberbatch interviews Im watching are really nice XD Hes a cool guy XD telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Honestly. Im watching Onision go on and on about how pointless life is and how there is absolutely no meaning, and as someone who agrees with it and has long since come to accept it, it quite annoys me how hes like "Dude we are just puppets. Everything is stupid. Why the hell are we playing with this absurd life? How about instead of ending it, why not just piss off people and make their lives worse" telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
atau hei dood. How about ya know, maybe trying to make someone else's meaningless game play life fun while just making it fun yourself. Happiness has little menaing, but it still is a nice sensation. Life is so short and futile and in the end there REALLY is nothing new done. All that can be truly cherished is the experiences anda have right now hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Its part of why I am so strong on my "Pass the torch" goal of mine. I want to learn as best as I can how to live the most ideal life I can, and then pass the torch so someone can have what I know and BUILD on bahagian, atas of it hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
I couldnt even bother to listen to his retardedness since it just got worse and worse hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
Update.

Riku be cray y'all telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
2ntyoneplts dikomen…
An update? Hasn’t Riku always been crazy? Anyway, most of us are here. hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog dikomen…
Crazy Riku and Cray Riku are distinctly different personas hampir setahun yang lalu
2ntyoneplts dikomen…
Well. Tired me read that wrong hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Me: I wonder if I'm a little off. I might have dissociated in response to something barely even negative that was meant in a clearly good way for like two mintues ten minit ago.. but I'm not sure..

Me: *grabs two liter Dr. Pepper bottle I grabbed from the fridge without thinking about it* *drinks a nice few chugs full* I dunno. Maybe I'm still kind of stressed out from how much stuff were brought up yesterday.

Me: *continues drinking it* Maybe I'm not fully relaxed from earlier. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Like brain relax. Stop being senstive rn XD hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
For those that dont know, Dr. Pepper is like.... alcohol for me XD I drink it normally a lot, but when I'm REALLY stressed, anxious, exhausted, and/or depressed, drinking it tends to help pick my mood back up hampir setahun yang lalu
2ntyoneplts dikomen…
Stressed Out... and addicted to DP hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Bidadari OF DEATH THE Anime IS COMING OUT IN JULY 2018 HYPE HYPE HYPE HYPE HYPE HYPE HYPE HYPE HYPE HYPE HYPE HYPE HYPE HYPE HYPE telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
NOICE! Honestly, from what I have seen of it so far, I am pretty hyped about this as well !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
2ntyoneplts dikomen…
Lol. Chill dude. Jk hampir setahun yang lalu
GDragon612 dikomen…
yeah finally*-* hampir setahun yang lalu
GDragon612 dikomen…
hyped with riku too omg!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Honestly, if the social worker found my Fanpop my family would be screwed XD telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
But... What if he already has....? hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
link hampir setahun yang lalu
2ntyoneplts dikomen…
Wow. That makes me think...what if my mother found Fanpop? .... hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Heres to having to take a rain check on your plans for the hari because anda have to stay utama to make sure your dad doesnt act out telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Jesus Christ Im so sick of my dad

He was being a major dick to my mom so I pretty much forced him back in the room and shut the door telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Honestly, if it wasnt at such a cost with so little reward, I would so take advantage of this social worker stuff and get that fucker behind bars hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
He better watch his fucking keldai god damn tongue hampir setahun yang lalu
2ntyoneplts dikomen…
XD “He better watch his *beep* beep* beep* beep* tongue”- Quote Riku 2018. Riku...watch your tongue. JK! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
The honest major reason (well one of the major reasons) Riku stays up sometimes: Shes too lazy to walk to her katil telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
Do your Exercise, Riku. You'll be rewarded in the end !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
I keep track of the hari sejak month

So like.... People are like "What hari is today"

And im just like "May"

And they are like "I mean what hari in May"

And Im just like "Idk. Some hari in May." telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
*is getting tired* hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog dikomen…
♪SOME♪ hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
#QuiteRelatable !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Honestly, people make jokes of senioritis and all, but honestly... when anda see it in people, sure part of it is laziness and all, but a lot of it is the sheer amount of stress that gets abruptly thrown on seniors. Like none of it is balanced out over all highschool years. Its just BAM. All on senior year.

For me, its fine since I have great grades and already give little effort to maintain them, so giving none doesnt harm too much telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Plus I was able to get into a good school and get decent Grants / Scholarships for money stuff. But for those that didnt get either, Senioritis is horrible hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
For me its laughable and actually kind of nice since its like the first time I've actually been able to say "Ya know, I should actually take a break" so its kinda healthy? hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
But for others its killing their grades and / atau putting them through so much anxiety and stress. Its quite sad to see this mass issue just made into a joke with the way senioritis is looked at hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
I'm lucky I have little to worry about for hte seterusnya tahun atau so and that I have issues overworking myself to the point that "senioritis" mostly just takes me down to normal work levels. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Honestly, Gamora is probably going on my relatable characters list. But I wanna go through Iron Man and Doctor Strange again.

Cos Im contemplating the reliability factors for her, Strange, Stark, and Loki.

Mostly cos those foru give me a bit of an interest, but I feel Strange and Loki are lebih of me liking them a lot than anything.

Stark and Gamora tho I feel are likely to actually be relatable and make the senarai XD telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
Stark is guaranteed. I can tell anda that !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Honestly Id have a Marvel ikon if doing a Marvel background wasnt a bit harder than Anime backgrounds telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog dikomen…
With my new one, I no longer have the emas to do a new profil look hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
anda could always go back to old ones anda know right? XD hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog dikomen…
I can never go back.... hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
DORMAMU IVE COME TO BARGAIN telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
DORMAMU hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
DORMAMU hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
XD hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
I was bored and needed something to watch with Lucy while he was on me so I opened up Kill La Kill and... its.... a very quick and odd start XD telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Only watched it since its conveniently on Netflix and Ive heard good stuff about it hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
That was so strange. hampir setahun yang lalu
BlindBandit92 dikomen…
^ hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Enough rambling tho, Im super tired XD telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Also, the thing about the social worker coming to see into and address my family's condition is that Im literally like... four months from being eighteen. A legal 'adult'.

Like really? Is there really a point anymore? I'm leaving in less than four months anyways.

Like, if they came.... i dunno.... 17 years ago? Heck, even 5-10 years lalu that would have been great. I would have been saved a lot of trauma and issues.

But really, these kind of things expire. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Its a little too late to fix an issue that had been left sitting long enough that the youngest of three daughters who went through similar shit is pretty much just about to leave for college. hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Yall like ever depress yourself with your own writing? Like anda wrote something, left it alone for a year, then go back to it fully knowing what anda wrote and end up jsut sitting there firstly soaking in how depressing that ending was and secondly, how damn keldai much of your own issues anda put into the story / character

And yo uare just like having nam flashbacks to your super majorly suicidal time period? telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
I actually shouldnt say "Nam flashbacks" because now that I actually have been diagnosed with PTSD that might worry anda guys... hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
I mean Im just remembering and reflecitng back on how absolutely crap my mental state was then. Like how damn badly I wanted die and how completley and entirely broken I was then. Like Im not even kidding you. I was absolutely shattered and broken then. I kept loosing literally everything I loved to my mental health and quite honestly, life was literally nothing but endless torture, every minit and saat of every hari that wasnt focused on RPs. hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog dikomen…
Always gotta make sure XD hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Some REALLY nice and/or relatable Petikan from the read through of Shinrei's side story with Wanta

"Its almost as if anda are desperately trying to isolate yourself for maybe fear atau hate, but at the same time desperately need and enjoy having the presence of another.”

“No hugs. I don’t like hugs. Don’t push your luck.” telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
"Theres no need to thank me for that. Hes been a joy to my life. I admit, the guy has his baggage at times, but who doesn’t. It’s good to see him smiling again" hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
“Its robbed me of too much already. Its taken everything. My job. My ‘friends.’ My family. Eventually the only thing it will leave me is my life which is ironically the only thing I actually want it to take from me.” hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
''Even if the cost of your life and happiness is me losing the only real happiness I have ever had, then so be it." hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Like... anyone else notice when anda talk about women's assets, anda are talking about their ASSets telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
^ Welp, menunjukkan appreciation towards a Woman's ASSets is important. Every person needs some recognition in their Lives !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Yall ever get that feeling where anda feel like anda can just FEEL your Mental State balancing on a thin string?

Like anda are perfectly fine and of a good mood and everything right now, but anda just know the smallest thing can break it and shit? XD

Thats me right now telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog dikomen…
Riku rn: link hampir setahun yang lalu
wantadog dikomen…
Wanta rn: link hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
XD Wanta hampir setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 dikomen…
Most of the time really. I am easily prone to Mood Swings !!!! hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
anda know, Ive been researching a bit into how D&D RPing works, and I think the balance of control over the story is kind of what seperates it from RPing how I do and RPing how they do it.

Its much lebih complex there and they have a DM, but RPing the way its done on forum and all, its a lot lebih free and everyone is on an equal plane of controlling everything

In fact, a lot of the duties the DM has are considered Godmodding in what I do. telah diposkan hampir setahun yang lalu
Riku114 dikomen…
Gosh I havent heard the term "Godmodding" in a while XD Ever since I left public RPs I haven't had to really use it. Back in public RPs it was one of the largest issues hampir setahun yang lalu