Hey everyone!~ I've seen a ton of RP's and stuff here in the forums... why don't we all take a nice break from that and just have a nice conversation about stuff?
It's 5 AM here, and I am totally not tired at all (because I just woke up Ojkjsakjdas--)
To start off the chit-chat, I'll think of a topic!
Since a lot of people seem to like romance between their characters and what-not... we'll start off with a "Romance" topic!
I'll start off with my love life.
My main focus right now, is a boy named Michael. He was the first boy I ever truly dated, and the only one to ever have stolen my heart in such a way. We dated till' the summer of our Junior year in Highschool before we went our different routes. We both wronged eachother, and needed a LOT of space between us in order for us to function properly. I ended up having to transfer schools because my closest friend at the time had gotten random students (at least, I didn't know who most of them were,) to say "Kill yourself" to me as they passed me in the hallway. When this happened, I attempted suicide after my last day there... and if it wasn't for my cousin, Autumn, randomly showing up at my door that day, I would not be here now. In the next 3 years, I dated around, and lost connection with almost all of my friends from that school. Life became easier, slowly, and I healed... but I made a lot of mistakes along the way that I regret to this day. Drugs and One-Night-Stands were the two I regret the most. I didn't like what I was doing... but I thought if I changed who I was, I would get over him quicker, and become an entirely new person, and eventually like what I was doing. I was so wrong...
3 years later, I'm typing on my computer, telling you my story of my romance... I've got a lot of crap going on in my life. My family could care less about me, and they've called me a "Failure" several times. I can't drive since I lost my little sister in an accident several years ago, and it scares me to get my licence. I can't walk or run too much, as I have breathing problems that I cannot afford to get looked at. Most of my life, everything has been handed to me on a silver platter, and I don't know how to take care of myself... I don't have many special talents like my prodigy brother, and I certainly don't have a job right now... I'm not pretty, or smart, or amazing as a person... and it's all slowly been piling up to attempting suicide again... but then, a miracle happened. He began to talk to me again. We slowly began to bond a little more every day, and finally, he /subtly/ admitted he wanted to be with me someday, but he needs to deal with a lot on his own plate right now before he can.
This boy is a special kind of wonderful to me. I don't know how many of you are spiritual, but as a learning Pagan, I fully believe in the red-string-of-fate. I know he's at the end of mine. I know in my heart more than anything that he is the one I love more than anyone else! 3 years of being apart, and I still am madly in love with him. Oddly enough... the people who did not want us together 2-3 years ago... are now strongly encouraging us to be together... Here are some things they said.
Kyle (Michael's friend): Michael, I'm part of the reason you two drove apart from each other back then! I was hammering down that you two need to split apart because I was JEALOUS of how much time you two spent with each other... I felt like you, Anna, were taking away my best friend, and being the little S*it I was, I hated it! But NOW I want to make things right, tell you this now... You two are MEANT to be TOGETHER!
Alex: KISS NOW PLS
Me: ALEX, KYLE PLS STOP
Kyle: Michael loves Anna.
Michael: *turns away stubbornly*
Kyle: ALEX AND I CAN'T DATE UNTIL YOU AND MICHAEL DATE!
Alex: YEAH PLEASE DATE SO WE CAN NOW!
Michael and I in unison: NOT YET
Just... yeah. There's more but it's almost 6AM and I cannot even think right now. So yeah.
Tell me your stories <3