Today was the day. Today was my wedding day. Synyster and I were going to tie the knot in front of all our Friends and family.
My hati, tengah-tengah was racing as I looked through my veil and down the altar. I wanted to cry. I have never seen Synyster look so handsome than he did now. My dad kept asking me if I was going to be okay. I kept telling him yes as we reached the altar.
Synyster took my hand and walked with me up to the altar. I was a blushing bride alright when he moved the veil from my face. His eyes lit up as he looked at me while the veil fell behind my...
Being backstage with the guys is like being at Disneyworld but with five guys that Cinta to mess round before their big show. Always making jokes and making smart remarks. I can't even Ciuman Synyster without the others making serigala, wolf noises and whistling.
But no matter what, I Cinta those guys. Before their big tunjuk in Albany, Synyster wanted to do an intro where Johnny is asleep like a baby and we have to wake him up. It was all his idea and i gotta say, I Cinta him for it.
Today we finally finished the video for "Beast and the Harlot". My band was so excited to be apart of the video. Half of my band were some of the extras as I took a shot at being the sexy anti-christ with Synyster in the strip club. It was the best hari of my life and the video looked amazing.
I couldn't stop smiling after the last shoot. The point of the video was to tunjuk the evils of Hollywood. One evil is the strip club with myself and Synyster. I led Synyster into the club as we're watching the girl dance around. As Synyster points out the girl to me, I walk over and...
Everyone knows that Valentine's hari is the hari of love. For me, it's lebih of an Anti-Valentine's Day. Every year, I have been alone on that dreadful hari and now that I've found someone to help me celebrate it, my curse has not yet been lifted.
I've tried everything to have Synyster spend Valentine's hari with me. Just me and him. But he berkata that the guys really need him down at the studio. I was so upset that we ended up getting into a fight.
I got into a fight with Syn. That's never happened before. I need to fix this. During the fight, I told him to go...
anda would think that being apart of Synyster Gates' life would be all fun and games. Sometimes it is. and sometimes it isn't
Being in the studio with the guys is boring at times, but they're odd balls when they get the chance. Every time Shadows tried to finish one lyric, Syn kept cutting him off. My cheeks were hurting after the tenth time.
But, sitting with Syn and Zacky V has always been a ball. I still write on my laptop, but with Syn overshadowing me and always making sure that i write nice things instead of depressing and gruesome tales. I love...
Watching these guys mess around in the studio makes me glad that i'm apart of their world. I'm apart of Syn's world.
Throughout the whole day, i've been sitting seterusnya Zacky as we both typed away on our laptops. Shadows was in the booth and Syn was over at the soundboard with his guitar. Being apart of Syn's life has changed everything for me.
I never knew that my life could be this perfect. As Zacky played on his laptop, i continued to write out my short stories. Whenever he hear me type so fast, he'll look over and read what i typed. Sometimes i let him....
Ahh. Were finally finished shooting the video for "Scream".
The idea was that Val and I were Vampires that led a coven full of man-hunting female vamps. In the video, we were after the guys (Val went after Shads and i was after Brian).
It was hilarious when val and i walked out of the dressing room and all the guys' mouthes dropped open. the tight black corsets and fishnets were enough to render them speechless for a moment atau two.
Johnny, being the little Sh*t head he is started joking with us immediately after he regained the ability to speak. "So how...
Last bulan was the absolute worst time in my entire life.
It was Brian's birthday and i was upset because i couldn't spend it with him because Avenged Sevenfold is on tour. I called him that morning to wish him a happy birthday and i told him to enjoy himself tonight. To go have fun with the guys. That night i got a call from the rev saying that i needed to catch the first flight to new york that i could...
"Why? Whats wrong?" The panic in his voice caught me offguard. "Syns in the hospital, he might not make it..." It was like my world turned upside down. "WHAT...