I woke up today and was shocked sejak the empty sheets. yes scott always got up early to feed Fargo and Tend to the rest of the farm but he always managed to finish early and hop back in katil before I got a chance to notice he was gone. still i thought nothing of it and decided to go about my hari as I normally do. I took a shower, then headed over to autumns room to make sure she was alright. but of course my little Angel was still asleep. so peaceful, she was the spitting image of her father. in fact the only thing of mine she inherited was my onyx eyes. such a sweetheart.
after checking up on her i pulled out her diaper bag and packed up some bottles and diapers. then I laid out her adorable outfit on the bed. a cute red and white polka dot dress. and little white socks.
"rise and shine my little angel. we're gonna visit auntie Bridgette and little Geoffrey"
she woke tiredly and cooed as I gently lifted her up to my shoulder.
after i finished putting her in her adorable ensemble i pulled her diaper bag over my shoulder and carried her out to the kitchen.
"Come on little munchkin. lets go find daddy."
as i arrived in the dapur I noticed my husband wasn't there either. I started to panic and ran over to the living room window, then frantically peeked out and looked around.
No Scott.
"Scott?" I called out
"Honey where are you?"
no answer.
I put autumn in her playpen beside the sofa, kerusi panjang and ran out to the field.
"Scott!" I called out even louder
"SCOTT?!"
I ran around toward the stables and tripped on Fargo.
he was pecking at his feed.
that means scott fed him
so Scotts ok! i felt myself tear up a little.
"thank anda Fargo. THANK anda THANK anda SO MUCH"
"You ok sweetheart?"
The sound of his voice, made me overabundant with joy.
"Scott!" I yelled wrapping my arms tightly around his neck. "Don't ever scare me like that again."
"Sorry, I just had to run a couple errands."
"I don't care as long as your ok"
I looked up at his face and saw sadness.
"Is everything alright?"
"Of course why wouldn't it be?"
"you just look upset."
"Im not don't worry about it."
i frowned at this. Scott's never kept anything like this from me before. our relationship has always been wide open.he normally wore his emotions on his sleeves. it was one of the things i loved about him.
"are anda sure?"
"Absolutely."
he then came over to me and plated a Ciuman on my forehead.
"Don't worry about me." he berkata forcing a smile. "go on, have fun with Bridgette, I'll be right here when anda get back.
"You promise?"
he laughed. then crossed his fingers over his hati, tengah-tengah and put his right hand in the air.
"I promise."
"its not funny I'm serious."
"I know, I know. relax. I would never abandon you. ever."
hearing this gave me comfort. I'd always been afraid of abandonment. thats why i had such a terrible attitude problem. the less people around to abandon me the better. but Scott saw right through me, and responded to my bossy behavior almost always positively. So eventually i started to trust that he'd never abandon me. and so far he hasn't.
"alright, fine but make sure your here when I get back."
he pulled me in close to him and looked me in the eye.
"I'll be waiting right here." he responded adding a chuckle, then giving me a seductive look.
"Maybe when anda get back, we can get moving on baby number 2"
i playfully ran my fingers through his hair and whispered into his ear.
"I might consider, as long as anda behave, bad boy."
he laughed again and pulled me in closer.
"you sure anda don't have a little time left."
"sorry honey, I'm already late, and autumn has a play tarikh to get to."
he pouted."everyones always trying to take anda from me. Do anda at least have enough time for a kiss?" he pleaded
I gave him a small peck on the lips and pulled away. I needed to get to the car before Scott talked me into staying. he was notorious for that.
I walked back to the house and picked up autumn from her play pen, then headed out the door. with my hand on the handle i shout out. "I Cinta you." and walked out the door.
ready to see my Friends after such a long time
after checking up on her i pulled out her diaper bag and packed up some bottles and diapers. then I laid out her adorable outfit on the bed. a cute red and white polka dot dress. and little white socks.
"rise and shine my little angel. we're gonna visit auntie Bridgette and little Geoffrey"
she woke tiredly and cooed as I gently lifted her up to my shoulder.
after i finished putting her in her adorable ensemble i pulled her diaper bag over my shoulder and carried her out to the kitchen.
"Come on little munchkin. lets go find daddy."
as i arrived in the dapur I noticed my husband wasn't there either. I started to panic and ran over to the living room window, then frantically peeked out and looked around.
No Scott.
"Scott?" I called out
"Honey where are you?"
no answer.
I put autumn in her playpen beside the sofa, kerusi panjang and ran out to the field.
"Scott!" I called out even louder
"SCOTT?!"
I ran around toward the stables and tripped on Fargo.
he was pecking at his feed.
that means scott fed him
so Scotts ok! i felt myself tear up a little.
"thank anda Fargo. THANK anda THANK anda SO MUCH"
"You ok sweetheart?"
The sound of his voice, made me overabundant with joy.
"Scott!" I yelled wrapping my arms tightly around his neck. "Don't ever scare me like that again."
"Sorry, I just had to run a couple errands."
"I don't care as long as your ok"
I looked up at his face and saw sadness.
"Is everything alright?"
"Of course why wouldn't it be?"
"you just look upset."
"Im not don't worry about it."
i frowned at this. Scott's never kept anything like this from me before. our relationship has always been wide open.he normally wore his emotions on his sleeves. it was one of the things i loved about him.
"are anda sure?"
"Absolutely."
he then came over to me and plated a Ciuman on my forehead.
"Don't worry about me." he berkata forcing a smile. "go on, have fun with Bridgette, I'll be right here when anda get back.
"You promise?"
he laughed. then crossed his fingers over his hati, tengah-tengah and put his right hand in the air.
"I promise."
"its not funny I'm serious."
"I know, I know. relax. I would never abandon you. ever."
hearing this gave me comfort. I'd always been afraid of abandonment. thats why i had such a terrible attitude problem. the less people around to abandon me the better. but Scott saw right through me, and responded to my bossy behavior almost always positively. So eventually i started to trust that he'd never abandon me. and so far he hasn't.
"alright, fine but make sure your here when I get back."
he pulled me in close to him and looked me in the eye.
"I'll be waiting right here." he responded adding a chuckle, then giving me a seductive look.
"Maybe when anda get back, we can get moving on baby number 2"
i playfully ran my fingers through his hair and whispered into his ear.
"I might consider, as long as anda behave, bad boy."
he laughed again and pulled me in closer.
"you sure anda don't have a little time left."
"sorry honey, I'm already late, and autumn has a play tarikh to get to."
he pouted."everyones always trying to take anda from me. Do anda at least have enough time for a kiss?" he pleaded
I gave him a small peck on the lips and pulled away. I needed to get to the car before Scott talked me into staying. he was notorious for that.
I walked back to the house and picked up autumn from her play pen, then headed out the door. with my hand on the handle i shout out. "I Cinta you." and walked out the door.
ready to see my Friends after such a long time
