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PREFACE
The woods were filled with silence and I looked around for any signs of the slayer. As I heard the leaves on the ground rustling, I turned around and there he appeared from the treetops of a nearby pokok and he gave me a sly smile which sent shivers down my spine before slowly approaching me and my hati, tengah-tengah was pounding inside my chest. I was vulnerable as there wasn’t anyone to protect me and I knew that I was going to die here, alone. Please let this be over fast, I thought to myself.
Every step that he took towards me was another step closer to death. His long, black hair was flowing as the cold and pahit wind blew and I found myself shivering because of the coldness and the fear that I felt.
Would anyone find me here after I died? atau would I be Lost forever in this horrid place?
These soalan filled my head and I knew that he was still watching me as my breathing became heavier. I never expected this hari to come but ever since Luke and his family’s arrival, I should have seen this coming soon and this was one of risk that I took for being with him but I would gladly pay the price. As I looked directly into his dark, black eyes, I saw the hatred and anger that had consumed the slayer’s mind.
I knew that this was the end of me now.
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CHAPTER 1 A NEW START
“So, how are anda fitting? Is everyone being nice to you?”
“They are really… friendly, mum. I’m fitting in and the weather is cold but I’m doing fine. Is everything alright, mum? anda seem awfully quiet,” my tone became worried and I was curious about the silence that filled the end of the other line.
“I’m fine. I’m engaged, sweetheart. I’m just so excited about the wedding and anda should see the ring. It’s simply beautiful. You’ll be my bridesmaid, right?”
The thought of me in any dress was simply horrible as I would never be seen wearing a dress even if it was my wedding but it was going to be my mum’s special hari and I wanted her to be happy. She had been seeing David for two years now and he seemed like a wonderful guy for my mother.
“Absolutely, mum.” I quickly lied and tried my best to sound enthusiastic about it. “I’m so happy for the both of you. I can’t wait till then. I’ve to go now and cook makan malam, majlis makan malam before dad comes back. I’ll talk to anda soon.”
“Okay then, Ashley. Send my regards to your father for me. I Cinta you.”
“Love anda too, mum. Bye! Tell David that I berkata hi and congrats on your engagement.”
I quickly ended the call before she could say anything lebih and stared at the blank screen of my handphone for a few moments, thinking about my mother. She seemed really different but still like her old, care-free way and I wondered if David, her new fiancé was taking care of her as I did when I’d been staying with her. I stormed downstairs to the dapur and started taking out the cooking utensils out from the cabinets. I decided to cook my favourite dish, spageti with creamy cendawan sauce and as I was busy in the kitchen, I heard the front door open and then close and my father appeared in the dapur a few moments later.
“I thought I smelled something good. anda shouldn’t be doing all the cooking, Ashley. We could always eat at the makan, kantin and save anda the time of cooking and cleaning up.” He took off his kot and stood at the doorway with his kot in his hand.
“I like cooking, dad. It helps me to relax and I don’t mind cleaning up. It’s better than eating at the makan, kantin every night,” I added jokingly and kept my eyes on the bubbling pot of the sauce and slowly stirred it. “Besides, I’m tired of being the center of attention while I’m eating. Dinner’s almost ready, dad.”
“I see. Anyway, I’ll get cleaned up then I’ll help anda set the makan malam, majlis makan malam table. It’s the least I can do to help as anda have been doing all the hard work of cooking for me.”
“I’m fine, dad. anda should get cleaned up and I’ll set the table,” I gave him a weak smile before he walked out the room and went upstairs to freshen himself up.
After a few minutes, he returned to the dapur and I’d already set the meja, jadual and our makan malam, majlis makan malam smelled delicious. We ate in silence for a few moments until my dad spoke.
“So… what did anda do today?” he took another bite of the spageti and looked at me, waiting for my answer.
“I just did some unpacking and cleaned up some things. I’m just a little nervous about the first hari at school tomorrow,” I lied and played with my plate of spaghetti. “How about you, dad?”
“I’m sure that you’ll be fine tomorrow. The hospital was a little crowded today but I managed to treat all the patients. Luckily, the new doctor and his family are arriving tomorrow. Everyone in this town seems to be getting ill and we are short of hands to
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help,” he sounded relived as he spoke and I knew that he seemed exhausted these few days.
“That’s good. anda seemed tired since anda had to take the double shift. So, where’s this new doctor from?”
“I’m not sure. Surprisingly no one seems to know much of him and his family but I do know that he’s really attractive. So are his children. I’m pretty sure that the whole town will be gossiping about them when they’ve arrived.”
“Well, hopefully the whole high school will be too caught up with them until they won’t notice me. I spoke to mum today.”
“How’s she? I haven’t heard much about her,” he looked down as he spoke and I knew that my dad’s feelings towards mum were still the same and I sighed softly. It was going to be difficult to tell him about mum’s engagement.
“She’s… great. She’s getting married to David,” I looked at my father’s face and tried my hardest to study his facial expression but he remained calm after hearing the news.
“That’s… great news. So… when is the wedding?”
“I’m not sure but mum wants me to be her bridesmaid and she’s really excited about it.”
“I see. Well, I’m going to watch the game before I tuck in early. Do anda mind doing the dishes tonight? I’ll do the dishes tomorrow if anda want me to,” he got up from the meja, jadual and waited for my respond.
“I’m fine, dad. I haven’t got much to do anyway and the dapur looks like it hasn’t been cleaned in months unless anda want to spend your time cleaning up rather than watching your game.”
“Thanks, Ashley. Just call me if anda need my help.” He disappeared into the sitting room.
I heard the Televisyen turned on and I started to clean up the kitchen. After the dapur was spotless enough to my satisfaction, I ran upstairs to my bedroom and shut my room door. I tried to continue packing but I was distracted sejak my thoughts. The only reason that I’d decided to stay with my dad was because I’d felt guilty about leaving him all alone and since my mum had David, I decided that it was time to spend some time with my father. I figured that he would be delighted as I hadn’t visited him for a few years now. I went into my bathroom and took a glance at the mirror. I combed my Tangled hair and tied it into a ponytail. I tried my best to convince myself that this was the right choice but a part of me knew that I couldn’t agree and that I would regret this decision. I have to be strong for my father. I can’t tunjuk my dislike and my unhappiness in front of him atau he would be disappointed. I took a long, warm bath and changed into my favourite loss fitting baju and a grey shorts.
I sat at my meja and to check my emails and I’d gotten two messages from my mum. The first one was sent after she had called me and told me. It had berkata “Ashley,”
I missed anda so much since anda moved to stay with your father. The new house that David had just bought has three rooms and anda can come utama anytime if anda like. The wedding will be during the end of this tahun and I’m having so much fun with all the planning.
I sighed loudly and clicked on the seterusnya one and it was sent a few minit after the first one. It had written “Ashley,”
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sejak the way, I Lost my handphone again but I’m not sure when I’d Lost it. So… I’m done with using a handphone for now and don’t forget to write to me often and tell me about your first hari of school tomorrow. Good luck and David sents his regards to anda and your father.
I clicked the reply button to reply her e-mel atau she might be worried that I’d gone missing atau worse kidnapped. She is the biggest worrier and I didn’t want her to get worried about me especially when she has all the wedding arrangement to sort out.
Mum,
I’m fine and I can’t believe anda Lost your handphone again. It’s the saat one that you’ve Lost this month. Maybe anda should stop using one until anda figure out a way to stop losing it. Anyway, I hope you’re having fun with the planning and I’m so happy for the both of you. Dad sents his regards too and says congrats to you. Anyway, I am going to katil early now. I’ll write to anda tomorrow so don’t worry too much about me. I missed anda too.
As I’d just finished typing out all those white lies in the e-mel and sent it to my mum, I heard a soft knock on the door and I found my dad standing at the doorway. He looked exhausted and I tried my best to study his facial expression. I knew that he wanted to discuss about something and I waited patiently for him to bring the subject up.
“Well, looks like your new laptop is put to good use. I was worried that anda weren’t sure how to operate it like your mother”
“I’m just emailing mum. Are anda going to katil now?”
“Um… yeah. I wanted to discuss something with anda before I went to bed,” his tone was surprisingly anxious and I knew that it must be important for him to discuss at night with me.
“I’m listening,” I looked at the doorway and waited for his speech.
“I bought a car for you. It isn’t new but it’s still in good condition. It used to belong to Michael Sawyer, the store owner in town. Do anda remember him?”
“I… don’t remember. I haven’t stayed here since I was 6 years old, dad.”
“I-I forgot. Anyway, the car is yours now. It’s parked in the driveway and consider it as your welcoming gift.”
“Thanks Jac… dad. I appreciate it and um… thanks for the laptop too.”
“You’re welcome. I should probably get to katil now. I’ll see anda in the morning then. Sleep tight, Ashley.” He quietly closed my door and I heard his room door creak open and closed. I shifted my glance to my window and at that moment I realized that it was wide open. The wind that blew into my room was cold and I shivered before I stumbled to close it before I froze. The window was partly jammed and I pushed hard before it finally closed tightly and my room begun to feel warm again. I jumped onto my katil and into my thick duvet before grabbing the book that I’d been Membaca since I’d arrive here two days lalu and tried to read it but my thoughts was filled with worrying about my mother being alone and my father’s kindness today. I gave up and turned of the side lamp and tried to sleep with the heavy rain pouring outside but I kept tossing and turning in my katil until I finally slept after a few hours.
The seterusnya morning, I woke up as my alarm rang and got ready for school. I dressed myself in a simple white baju, blaus and an acid washed jeans with my favourite pair of
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sneakers. I tried my best to comb through my hair and left it loose before heading to the dapur to grab some breakfast and I found a note stuck on the cereal box. It had wrote “Ashley,”
I needed to get to work early as the doctor and his family are arriving soon and I’m suppose to pick them up from the airport. I’ll see anda during makan malam, majlis makan malam later. Good luck at school!
DAD
That's all for now!!! Hope anda enjoyed it!!! Thanks for your time and do leave a comment!!!
PREFACE
The woods were filled with silence and I looked around for any signs of the slayer. As I heard the leaves on the ground rustling, I turned around and there he appeared from the treetops of a nearby pokok and he gave me a sly smile which sent shivers down my spine before slowly approaching me and my hati, tengah-tengah was pounding inside my chest. I was vulnerable as there wasn’t anyone to protect me and I knew that I was going to die here, alone. Please let this be over fast, I thought to myself.
Every step that he took towards me was another step closer to death. His long, black hair was flowing as the cold and pahit wind blew and I found myself shivering because of the coldness and the fear that I felt.
Would anyone find me here after I died? atau would I be Lost forever in this horrid place?
These soalan filled my head and I knew that he was still watching me as my breathing became heavier. I never expected this hari to come but ever since Luke and his family’s arrival, I should have seen this coming soon and this was one of risk that I took for being with him but I would gladly pay the price. As I looked directly into his dark, black eyes, I saw the hatred and anger that had consumed the slayer’s mind.
I knew that this was the end of me now.
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CHAPTER 1 A NEW START
“So, how are anda fitting? Is everyone being nice to you?”
“They are really… friendly, mum. I’m fitting in and the weather is cold but I’m doing fine. Is everything alright, mum? anda seem awfully quiet,” my tone became worried and I was curious about the silence that filled the end of the other line.
“I’m fine. I’m engaged, sweetheart. I’m just so excited about the wedding and anda should see the ring. It’s simply beautiful. You’ll be my bridesmaid, right?”
The thought of me in any dress was simply horrible as I would never be seen wearing a dress even if it was my wedding but it was going to be my mum’s special hari and I wanted her to be happy. She had been seeing David for two years now and he seemed like a wonderful guy for my mother.
“Absolutely, mum.” I quickly lied and tried my best to sound enthusiastic about it. “I’m so happy for the both of you. I can’t wait till then. I’ve to go now and cook makan malam, majlis makan malam before dad comes back. I’ll talk to anda soon.”
“Okay then, Ashley. Send my regards to your father for me. I Cinta you.”
“Love anda too, mum. Bye! Tell David that I berkata hi and congrats on your engagement.”
I quickly ended the call before she could say anything lebih and stared at the blank screen of my handphone for a few moments, thinking about my mother. She seemed really different but still like her old, care-free way and I wondered if David, her new fiancé was taking care of her as I did when I’d been staying with her. I stormed downstairs to the dapur and started taking out the cooking utensils out from the cabinets. I decided to cook my favourite dish, spageti with creamy cendawan sauce and as I was busy in the kitchen, I heard the front door open and then close and my father appeared in the dapur a few moments later.
“I thought I smelled something good. anda shouldn’t be doing all the cooking, Ashley. We could always eat at the makan, kantin and save anda the time of cooking and cleaning up.” He took off his kot and stood at the doorway with his kot in his hand.
“I like cooking, dad. It helps me to relax and I don’t mind cleaning up. It’s better than eating at the makan, kantin every night,” I added jokingly and kept my eyes on the bubbling pot of the sauce and slowly stirred it. “Besides, I’m tired of being the center of attention while I’m eating. Dinner’s almost ready, dad.”
“I see. Anyway, I’ll get cleaned up then I’ll help anda set the makan malam, majlis makan malam table. It’s the least I can do to help as anda have been doing all the hard work of cooking for me.”
“I’m fine, dad. anda should get cleaned up and I’ll set the table,” I gave him a weak smile before he walked out the room and went upstairs to freshen himself up.
After a few minutes, he returned to the dapur and I’d already set the meja, jadual and our makan malam, majlis makan malam smelled delicious. We ate in silence for a few moments until my dad spoke.
“So… what did anda do today?” he took another bite of the spageti and looked at me, waiting for my answer.
“I just did some unpacking and cleaned up some things. I’m just a little nervous about the first hari at school tomorrow,” I lied and played with my plate of spaghetti. “How about you, dad?”
“I’m sure that you’ll be fine tomorrow. The hospital was a little crowded today but I managed to treat all the patients. Luckily, the new doctor and his family are arriving tomorrow. Everyone in this town seems to be getting ill and we are short of hands to
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help,” he sounded relived as he spoke and I knew that he seemed exhausted these few days.
“That’s good. anda seemed tired since anda had to take the double shift. So, where’s this new doctor from?”
“I’m not sure. Surprisingly no one seems to know much of him and his family but I do know that he’s really attractive. So are his children. I’m pretty sure that the whole town will be gossiping about them when they’ve arrived.”
“Well, hopefully the whole high school will be too caught up with them until they won’t notice me. I spoke to mum today.”
“How’s she? I haven’t heard much about her,” he looked down as he spoke and I knew that my dad’s feelings towards mum were still the same and I sighed softly. It was going to be difficult to tell him about mum’s engagement.
“She’s… great. She’s getting married to David,” I looked at my father’s face and tried my hardest to study his facial expression but he remained calm after hearing the news.
“That’s… great news. So… when is the wedding?”
“I’m not sure but mum wants me to be her bridesmaid and she’s really excited about it.”
“I see. Well, I’m going to watch the game before I tuck in early. Do anda mind doing the dishes tonight? I’ll do the dishes tomorrow if anda want me to,” he got up from the meja, jadual and waited for my respond.
“I’m fine, dad. I haven’t got much to do anyway and the dapur looks like it hasn’t been cleaned in months unless anda want to spend your time cleaning up rather than watching your game.”
“Thanks, Ashley. Just call me if anda need my help.” He disappeared into the sitting room.
I heard the Televisyen turned on and I started to clean up the kitchen. After the dapur was spotless enough to my satisfaction, I ran upstairs to my bedroom and shut my room door. I tried to continue packing but I was distracted sejak my thoughts. The only reason that I’d decided to stay with my dad was because I’d felt guilty about leaving him all alone and since my mum had David, I decided that it was time to spend some time with my father. I figured that he would be delighted as I hadn’t visited him for a few years now. I went into my bathroom and took a glance at the mirror. I combed my Tangled hair and tied it into a ponytail. I tried my best to convince myself that this was the right choice but a part of me knew that I couldn’t agree and that I would regret this decision. I have to be strong for my father. I can’t tunjuk my dislike and my unhappiness in front of him atau he would be disappointed. I took a long, warm bath and changed into my favourite loss fitting baju and a grey shorts.
I sat at my meja and to check my emails and I’d gotten two messages from my mum. The first one was sent after she had called me and told me. It had berkata “Ashley,”
I missed anda so much since anda moved to stay with your father. The new house that David had just bought has three rooms and anda can come utama anytime if anda like. The wedding will be during the end of this tahun and I’m having so much fun with all the planning.
I sighed loudly and clicked on the seterusnya one and it was sent a few minit after the first one. It had written “Ashley,”
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sejak the way, I Lost my handphone again but I’m not sure when I’d Lost it. So… I’m done with using a handphone for now and don’t forget to write to me often and tell me about your first hari of school tomorrow. Good luck and David sents his regards to anda and your father.
I clicked the reply button to reply her e-mel atau she might be worried that I’d gone missing atau worse kidnapped. She is the biggest worrier and I didn’t want her to get worried about me especially when she has all the wedding arrangement to sort out.
Mum,
I’m fine and I can’t believe anda Lost your handphone again. It’s the saat one that you’ve Lost this month. Maybe anda should stop using one until anda figure out a way to stop losing it. Anyway, I hope you’re having fun with the planning and I’m so happy for the both of you. Dad sents his regards too and says congrats to you. Anyway, I am going to katil early now. I’ll write to anda tomorrow so don’t worry too much about me. I missed anda too.
As I’d just finished typing out all those white lies in the e-mel and sent it to my mum, I heard a soft knock on the door and I found my dad standing at the doorway. He looked exhausted and I tried my best to study his facial expression. I knew that he wanted to discuss about something and I waited patiently for him to bring the subject up.
“Well, looks like your new laptop is put to good use. I was worried that anda weren’t sure how to operate it like your mother”
“I’m just emailing mum. Are anda going to katil now?”
“Um… yeah. I wanted to discuss something with anda before I went to bed,” his tone was surprisingly anxious and I knew that it must be important for him to discuss at night with me.
“I’m listening,” I looked at the doorway and waited for his speech.
“I bought a car for you. It isn’t new but it’s still in good condition. It used to belong to Michael Sawyer, the store owner in town. Do anda remember him?”
“I… don’t remember. I haven’t stayed here since I was 6 years old, dad.”
“I-I forgot. Anyway, the car is yours now. It’s parked in the driveway and consider it as your welcoming gift.”
“Thanks Jac… dad. I appreciate it and um… thanks for the laptop too.”
“You’re welcome. I should probably get to katil now. I’ll see anda in the morning then. Sleep tight, Ashley.” He quietly closed my door and I heard his room door creak open and closed. I shifted my glance to my window and at that moment I realized that it was wide open. The wind that blew into my room was cold and I shivered before I stumbled to close it before I froze. The window was partly jammed and I pushed hard before it finally closed tightly and my room begun to feel warm again. I jumped onto my katil and into my thick duvet before grabbing the book that I’d been Membaca since I’d arrive here two days lalu and tried to read it but my thoughts was filled with worrying about my mother being alone and my father’s kindness today. I gave up and turned of the side lamp and tried to sleep with the heavy rain pouring outside but I kept tossing and turning in my katil until I finally slept after a few hours.
The seterusnya morning, I woke up as my alarm rang and got ready for school. I dressed myself in a simple white baju, blaus and an acid washed jeans with my favourite pair of
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sneakers. I tried my best to comb through my hair and left it loose before heading to the dapur to grab some breakfast and I found a note stuck on the cereal box. It had wrote “Ashley,”
I needed to get to work early as the doctor and his family are arriving soon and I’m suppose to pick them up from the airport. I’ll see anda during makan malam, majlis makan malam later. Good luck at school!
DAD
That's all for now!!! Hope anda enjoyed it!!! Thanks for your time and do leave a comment!!!
