bella's B-day
Bella had told us she didn't want any thing for her birthday but we still got her some things but she told me i could not spend any money on her so i made her a cd of me playing the pianio!alice&jasper got her a blue baju, blaus and black dressy pants,rose&emmet got her a radio with a cd player and mom and dad got her,me and vickie plane tickets to see bella's mother.
So now me and alice are on our way to bella's,are brother's and sis are done with school! now i dont have to listen to rosalie's thoughts anymore!We were just walking up to the door i couls hear bella she was waking up vickie
"come on vickie want some pancake's?"bella asked her when we knocked on the door
bella yelled"come in"
"muma i dont want poncake's"vickie sounded tried and sick
"oh,honey what wong?"bella asked her when she was carrying her down stairs
"muma"she cried touching her stomick
"does your tummy hurt?"bella asked her when she sat on the chair in the dapur with bella on her lap
"muma cup."she said
i went and got it for her alice sat across from bella thinking-some birthday she needs a babysitter,edward do anda know a baby sitter?she needs one
"here vickie"and i handed the cup to vickie she tasted it and spit it out and threw the cup at me
"no"vickie said
"she's sick she's already started throughing things"bella berkata and laughed cuz i had susu all over my shirt
"alice did anda see this coming?"i asked her she was still thinking of a babysitter
"ya in jeep"she berkata then asked"bella anda need a baby sitter" bella looked up
"i dont have one and any way everyone is in school"she berkata alice was thinking-jacobs not,he's not for 2 lebih weeks
i thought to her-'how do u know?'
she thought-'he told on monday when he was over and i was too!come on edward why are anda so slow,you have me come over when ever he is and anda cant be here,gosh'
she was so crankie right now that her party plans have been put on hold
"bella what about jacob?"alice asked,then sejak bella's face anda could tell she was thinking about it
"ya i could ask but i will later in the evening"she said
alice then just seen her on the phone and he berkata yes
"well what do we do now?"i asked wondering are we going to school?are we staying home?
"i have to stay utama the hari care doesn't allow sick kids and i think she has the flu"she berkata looking at vickie
"vickie want to go to bed?"bella asked her
"muma i tired"she berkata bella put her in her tempat tidur bayi, katil bayi with her cup with water in it then bella came down the stairs
"so what are anda guys going to do while im here with vickie who is going to cry and puke in a few?"she asked me with her arms around my waist and i put my hands around hers then she put her head on my chest
"well i have to go to school to tell angela why anda are skipping."alice said
"ill stay here with you"i berkata and looked at her she smiled
"ok"bella berkata then let go and sat down in the chair
"bella happy birthday"alice berkata with cheer
"thanks"bella berkata and smiled i loved her smile
"well i have to go bye bella"alice walked over to bella kissed her on the cheak
"bye edward"she added on her way out the door
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we were at my house,jacob came over he made bella a bracelet with a serigala, wolf on it witch had to do with his family and bella berkata thanks and gave him a hug and it made me fell so jelous!and she put it on!
Bella was going to open alice's gift and when she did she smiled and berkata "thank anda alice"
"yep thats edwards fav. color on you."alice berkata bella blushed
then when she went for emmet's gift as she was opening it she berkata "ow"and blood came out of her finger then jazz's thought-BLOOD BLOOD MUST BITE
Then he stood up run tord's bella i stood in front of her and pushed her back emmet grabed jasper ,then i smelled lebih blood i turned and seen that i pushed bella into a glass meja, jadual rosalie ran out side cuz the blood was to much esme just looked at her
alice said"emmet take him out side now"she sounded scared
dad said"alice get my bag,edward help emmet with jasper"he was helping bella she looked freaked,in pain and scared then i helped emmet we pulled and pulled then he turned and ran i went in the house,emmet followed him
when i walked in the house esme was cleaning the blood,bella was at the meja, jadual while dad was stiching her up and alice was standing in the corner
"you guys can leave ill be okay"she berkata and added"tell jasper i dont care"she added
"ok,bella i Cinta you"alice berkata kissed bella on the head then left
"edward go i can see it in your eyes,the pain go,ill be fine"she berkata frowning at me
"fine,yell if anda need me"i berkata then went to go find my family as i walked out i heard bella say "at least i can clean out a room"dad laughed
i ran and jumped over the river and seen my family on the bukit when they seen my face they all flinched
"edward im so sorry"jasper berkata madd cuz he is the weakest
"ya anda should be"i berkata really really hard my voice was filled with rage cuz i didnt like to hurt her,i didnt want her to be in danger what could i do i thought of all this when alice came out of a vision
"edward"alice berkata and ran up to me and put her hands around my waist"please no please no"she sounded really bad jasper was confused and wantd to run and hold her,but her arms were around me
"you cant leave"she berkata and if vampire's could cry she would be,she seen me making all of us leaveing and i left them at the air port
"i have too."i berkata my voice had nothing in it
"but why leave your family"she berkata looking up at me,she was really berkata and when she berkata that every one looked up at me,emmet was sad,rosalie was confused,jasper was mad cuz it was fault and hurt alice sejak doing so
"i might not be gone that long"i berkata i really dont know when i would come back
"i dont see anda ever coming back i looked and looked and nothing"she sounded even worse
"well im sorry"i berkata "but as soon as i leave with bella,pack up"my voice was hard
alice let go and ran to the house to see her for the last time
"your going to hurt her,she loves vickie and bella"jasper berkata rudly
"jasper im not hurting her,its not my fault that we have to leave,im not the one who snapped at bella who alice loves,its not my fault its YOURS"i berkata my voice filled with rage,i was glareing at him he had pain all over his face and esme's she was thinking she may never see me after this week
then jasper moved into a crouch at me
emmet moved in between us,rosalie stood over sejak esme
"take it back"jasper berkata in pain
"why would i take back the truth?"i asked him
going in to a crouch then i heard alice's thoughts-edward please dont leave bella loves anda and stop fighting
so i strightened up then she appeared
"jazz,stop now"alice berkata with pain in her voice
,he heard it and flinched
"alice im sorry"he told her,why is he tell her
"jasper i know and i Cinta anda but i had a vision of anda killing bella and it scared me..."she broke into a sob and shuddering
"bro anda have to come back sometime"emmet berkata sad thinking-your apart of the family what would we do with out you
"please edward for me,we have been a family for over a 100 years"esme berkata to me thinking-take some time and leave but come back please
"edward please come back in a few years when anda are not hurt as much"rosalie berkata thinking-i might not like her but i have gotten used to anda and will miss anda brother
"thats it rose i dont no if i will ever heal up"i berkata shaking my head,then alice was at my siade and on the other was esme,they took my hands
"Bella's ready to go utama but edward anda should know she will lock herself in her room for a week not eating and not talking to anyone"alice berkata thinking of her vision
"she will get better over time"i berkata and left but as i left i heard alice say"i know"
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on our way home
we were almost to here house and sh was staring at me very intently i never berkata a word for 10 mins
"edward why are anda not talking to me?"she asked he voice was hurt and made me think how was i suposed to leave her
"cuz im so mad that anda got hurt and have five atau six stiches in your arm"i said"and its all my fault that i brought anda to my house with my blood crazy brother"i added in a harsh voice in the corner of my eye she flinched
"dont talk like that,and its not your fault,your vampires"she berkata getting agervated with me
"so what anda expeted to be snapped at?"i asked her harshly
"no but still at least he never gottin his teeth in me edward gosh calm down"she berkata looking out the window not at me but i seen her face it was wet
"are anda hurting?"i asked her calming down
"im fine"she berkata stil not looking at me
"bella anda would never have gotten hurt if anda never have met me"i berkata then she looked at me
"but edward i never have loved anyone and i Cinta anda so its all worth it"she berkata looking at me
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After i droped her off she kissed me and berkata tell everyone that she loved her gifts and that she doesnt care about what happened
i was driving utama after we went in i berkata night jacob was gone it was just charlie and i would be watching her sleep for the last time
"who is going to take care of vickie for a week"i asked myself what the hell?
i was pulling in to my drive way and seen my family putting there stuff in there cars alice stopped and ran to me
"edward i see lebih and lebih please i dont want to leave"alice berkata as i got out of the car
"its not selamat, peti deposit keselamatan for her"i berkata grimly i dont WANT to leave but i Cinta her and i want her to be safe
"please let me stay back and help her at least a week"she berkata pleading
"alice stop"i berkata she flinched jasper was thinking-stop talking to her like that she doesnt want to leave so why make her
"japer cuz anda will stay with her thats why"i berkata answering his thoughts
"alice who will take care of vickie?"i asked her she was Lost in thought,i didnt know what she was thinking about cuz i was blocking her
"charlie has a friend sue come and look after her"alice berkata looking at the ground
"thats good"i berkata
"edward how is that good,bella locking her self up in her utama not talking to her own daughter please let me alone stay,every one will leave to our other family"alice berkata thinking-i want to say bye to vickie
"go to the daycare in the morning,end of story stop looking for her future after words,alice and forget about her we have caused them anuf"i berkata and went to my room
mom and dad were in my room sitting on my couch
"edward try to go easy on alice she was Friends with bella and vickie before anda fell in Cinta with her"mom told me
"and try to go easier on jasper he cant control himself as good as the rest"dad added
"i know but i have to make the hardest part of my life right now and i have seen bella die in alice's visions and it pushes me to do the right thing,i have seen jasper sink his teeth in her and not even think that she is a mom and her daughter will be mother less"i berkata in a sad voice and if i could cry i would
mom flinched and berkata "we will leave and alice will stop pushing but honey come back anda are my son"mom got up and put her arms around me
"i Cinta anda mom"i berkata dad hugged me and left my room then i started packing up my stuff when i heard a kock on my door it was jasper
"come in"i said
"edward i wanted to tell anda im sorry and i know its my fault and i cant take it but i know it"he berkata looking grim
"i know jasper and im sorry about making anda feel bad and i know alice is really upset but i cant do anything at all"i berkata grimly
"i know i can fell alice and she is very upset and at Rawak times she keeps shuddering"he berkata with pain in his voice
"i have to go"i berkata and left to watch bella sleep as i got there she was sleeping
i put my arms around her and she put her stitched arm to my body and it was warm,the smell was very strong,she berkata "ow it burns"in her sleep so her arm was burn so thats why she put it up to me
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After school
The hari was bad i kept thinking-last hari ill see her
I kept my face a mask the hole hari i didnt want the pain to tunjuk on my face.
"bella lets go for a walk"i berkata and she looked confused today charlie picks up vickie cuz she usally goes out with alice,when we where in the woods i stoped
"bella me and my family are leaving"i aid with nothing in my voice
"what why? if this has something to do with jasper i dont care"she berkata with pain in her voice
"Its just time to alih people are wondering why we never change"i berkata and i lied
"your lieing"she berkata she was right
"bella i dont Cinta anda any more,i dont want to petend to be human and this will be the last time anda see me"i berkata and looked at her,her eyes where filled with pain and tears
"you...dont Cinta ....me"she berkata studdering
"no and my family has left and we are never coming back"i berkata turning around i cant beleave she is falling for this,i Cinta her so much
"even alice?"she asked leaning on a tree
"yes even alice she wanted to say good bye"i berkata but i berkata no
"she's gone,ill never see her again?"she asked numby all pain gone its just numb now
"yes its a clean break"i berkata and turned around to face her she was crying leaning on the tree
"it will be as if we never exsisted"i added in masked tone i wish i could tell her'i dont want to leave you,you are my hole life'
"i will always remember i have scare's"she berkata and traced her hand where i bit her
"i have to go i will promise anda one thing anda will never see me again"i berkata and looked into her eyes
"bella promise me something"i berkata
"ok"she sad looking up at me
"you wont to anything stubid"i berkata
"i wont"she berkata then i kissed her on the forhead "be strong for vickie"i berkata and went back to the house
and wrote a note to charlie
then left
i berkata my good byes to my family then left to go where ever i wanted exsept where my hati, tengah-tengah truly wants to go
Bella had told us she didn't want any thing for her birthday but we still got her some things but she told me i could not spend any money on her so i made her a cd of me playing the pianio!alice&jasper got her a blue baju, blaus and black dressy pants,rose&emmet got her a radio with a cd player and mom and dad got her,me and vickie plane tickets to see bella's mother.
So now me and alice are on our way to bella's,are brother's and sis are done with school! now i dont have to listen to rosalie's thoughts anymore!We were just walking up to the door i couls hear bella she was waking up vickie
"come on vickie want some pancake's?"bella asked her when we knocked on the door
bella yelled"come in"
"muma i dont want poncake's"vickie sounded tried and sick
"oh,honey what wong?"bella asked her when she was carrying her down stairs
"muma"she cried touching her stomick
"does your tummy hurt?"bella asked her when she sat on the chair in the dapur with bella on her lap
"muma cup."she said
i went and got it for her alice sat across from bella thinking-some birthday she needs a babysitter,edward do anda know a baby sitter?she needs one
"here vickie"and i handed the cup to vickie she tasted it and spit it out and threw the cup at me
"no"vickie said
"she's sick she's already started throughing things"bella berkata and laughed cuz i had susu all over my shirt
"alice did anda see this coming?"i asked her she was still thinking of a babysitter
"ya in jeep"she berkata then asked"bella anda need a baby sitter" bella looked up
"i dont have one and any way everyone is in school"she berkata alice was thinking-jacobs not,he's not for 2 lebih weeks
i thought to her-'how do u know?'
she thought-'he told on monday when he was over and i was too!come on edward why are anda so slow,you have me come over when ever he is and anda cant be here,gosh'
she was so crankie right now that her party plans have been put on hold
"bella what about jacob?"alice asked,then sejak bella's face anda could tell she was thinking about it
"ya i could ask but i will later in the evening"she said
alice then just seen her on the phone and he berkata yes
"well what do we do now?"i asked wondering are we going to school?are we staying home?
"i have to stay utama the hari care doesn't allow sick kids and i think she has the flu"she berkata looking at vickie
"vickie want to go to bed?"bella asked her
"muma i tired"she berkata bella put her in her tempat tidur bayi, katil bayi with her cup with water in it then bella came down the stairs
"so what are anda guys going to do while im here with vickie who is going to cry and puke in a few?"she asked me with her arms around my waist and i put my hands around hers then she put her head on my chest
"well i have to go to school to tell angela why anda are skipping."alice said
"ill stay here with you"i berkata and looked at her she smiled
"ok"bella berkata then let go and sat down in the chair
"bella happy birthday"alice berkata with cheer
"thanks"bella berkata and smiled i loved her smile
"well i have to go bye bella"alice walked over to bella kissed her on the cheak
"bye edward"she added on her way out the door
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we were at my house,jacob came over he made bella a bracelet with a serigala, wolf on it witch had to do with his family and bella berkata thanks and gave him a hug and it made me fell so jelous!and she put it on!
Bella was going to open alice's gift and when she did she smiled and berkata "thank anda alice"
"yep thats edwards fav. color on you."alice berkata bella blushed
then when she went for emmet's gift as she was opening it she berkata "ow"and blood came out of her finger then jazz's thought-BLOOD BLOOD MUST BITE
Then he stood up run tord's bella i stood in front of her and pushed her back emmet grabed jasper ,then i smelled lebih blood i turned and seen that i pushed bella into a glass meja, jadual rosalie ran out side cuz the blood was to much esme just looked at her
alice said"emmet take him out side now"she sounded scared
dad said"alice get my bag,edward help emmet with jasper"he was helping bella she looked freaked,in pain and scared then i helped emmet we pulled and pulled then he turned and ran i went in the house,emmet followed him
when i walked in the house esme was cleaning the blood,bella was at the meja, jadual while dad was stiching her up and alice was standing in the corner
"you guys can leave ill be okay"she berkata and added"tell jasper i dont care"she added
"ok,bella i Cinta you"alice berkata kissed bella on the head then left
"edward go i can see it in your eyes,the pain go,ill be fine"she berkata frowning at me
"fine,yell if anda need me"i berkata then went to go find my family as i walked out i heard bella say "at least i can clean out a room"dad laughed
i ran and jumped over the river and seen my family on the bukit when they seen my face they all flinched
"edward im so sorry"jasper berkata madd cuz he is the weakest
"ya anda should be"i berkata really really hard my voice was filled with rage cuz i didnt like to hurt her,i didnt want her to be in danger what could i do i thought of all this when alice came out of a vision
"edward"alice berkata and ran up to me and put her hands around my waist"please no please no"she sounded really bad jasper was confused and wantd to run and hold her,but her arms were around me
"you cant leave"she berkata and if vampire's could cry she would be,she seen me making all of us leaveing and i left them at the air port
"i have too."i berkata my voice had nothing in it
"but why leave your family"she berkata looking up at me,she was really berkata and when she berkata that every one looked up at me,emmet was sad,rosalie was confused,jasper was mad cuz it was fault and hurt alice sejak doing so
"i might not be gone that long"i berkata i really dont know when i would come back
"i dont see anda ever coming back i looked and looked and nothing"she sounded even worse
"well im sorry"i berkata "but as soon as i leave with bella,pack up"my voice was hard
alice let go and ran to the house to see her for the last time
"your going to hurt her,she loves vickie and bella"jasper berkata rudly
"jasper im not hurting her,its not my fault that we have to leave,im not the one who snapped at bella who alice loves,its not my fault its YOURS"i berkata my voice filled with rage,i was glareing at him he had pain all over his face and esme's she was thinking she may never see me after this week
then jasper moved into a crouch at me
emmet moved in between us,rosalie stood over sejak esme
"take it back"jasper berkata in pain
"why would i take back the truth?"i asked him
going in to a crouch then i heard alice's thoughts-edward please dont leave bella loves anda and stop fighting
so i strightened up then she appeared
"jazz,stop now"alice berkata with pain in her voice
,he heard it and flinched
"alice im sorry"he told her,why is he tell her
"jasper i know and i Cinta anda but i had a vision of anda killing bella and it scared me..."she broke into a sob and shuddering
"bro anda have to come back sometime"emmet berkata sad thinking-your apart of the family what would we do with out you
"please edward for me,we have been a family for over a 100 years"esme berkata to me thinking-take some time and leave but come back please
"edward please come back in a few years when anda are not hurt as much"rosalie berkata thinking-i might not like her but i have gotten used to anda and will miss anda brother
"thats it rose i dont no if i will ever heal up"i berkata shaking my head,then alice was at my siade and on the other was esme,they took my hands
"Bella's ready to go utama but edward anda should know she will lock herself in her room for a week not eating and not talking to anyone"alice berkata thinking of her vision
"she will get better over time"i berkata and left but as i left i heard alice say"i know"
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on our way home
we were almost to here house and sh was staring at me very intently i never berkata a word for 10 mins
"edward why are anda not talking to me?"she asked he voice was hurt and made me think how was i suposed to leave her
"cuz im so mad that anda got hurt and have five atau six stiches in your arm"i said"and its all my fault that i brought anda to my house with my blood crazy brother"i added in a harsh voice in the corner of my eye she flinched
"dont talk like that,and its not your fault,your vampires"she berkata getting agervated with me
"so what anda expeted to be snapped at?"i asked her harshly
"no but still at least he never gottin his teeth in me edward gosh calm down"she berkata looking out the window not at me but i seen her face it was wet
"are anda hurting?"i asked her calming down
"im fine"she berkata stil not looking at me
"bella anda would never have gotten hurt if anda never have met me"i berkata then she looked at me
"but edward i never have loved anyone and i Cinta anda so its all worth it"she berkata looking at me
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After i droped her off she kissed me and berkata tell everyone that she loved her gifts and that she doesnt care about what happened
i was driving utama after we went in i berkata night jacob was gone it was just charlie and i would be watching her sleep for the last time
"who is going to take care of vickie for a week"i asked myself what the hell?
i was pulling in to my drive way and seen my family putting there stuff in there cars alice stopped and ran to me
"edward i see lebih and lebih please i dont want to leave"alice berkata as i got out of the car
"its not selamat, peti deposit keselamatan for her"i berkata grimly i dont WANT to leave but i Cinta her and i want her to be safe
"please let me stay back and help her at least a week"she berkata pleading
"alice stop"i berkata she flinched jasper was thinking-stop talking to her like that she doesnt want to leave so why make her
"japer cuz anda will stay with her thats why"i berkata answering his thoughts
"alice who will take care of vickie?"i asked her she was Lost in thought,i didnt know what she was thinking about cuz i was blocking her
"charlie has a friend sue come and look after her"alice berkata looking at the ground
"thats good"i berkata
"edward how is that good,bella locking her self up in her utama not talking to her own daughter please let me alone stay,every one will leave to our other family"alice berkata thinking-i want to say bye to vickie
"go to the daycare in the morning,end of story stop looking for her future after words,alice and forget about her we have caused them anuf"i berkata and went to my room
mom and dad were in my room sitting on my couch
"edward try to go easy on alice she was Friends with bella and vickie before anda fell in Cinta with her"mom told me
"and try to go easier on jasper he cant control himself as good as the rest"dad added
"i know but i have to make the hardest part of my life right now and i have seen bella die in alice's visions and it pushes me to do the right thing,i have seen jasper sink his teeth in her and not even think that she is a mom and her daughter will be mother less"i berkata in a sad voice and if i could cry i would
mom flinched and berkata "we will leave and alice will stop pushing but honey come back anda are my son"mom got up and put her arms around me
"i Cinta anda mom"i berkata dad hugged me and left my room then i started packing up my stuff when i heard a kock on my door it was jasper
"come in"i said
"edward i wanted to tell anda im sorry and i know its my fault and i cant take it but i know it"he berkata looking grim
"i know jasper and im sorry about making anda feel bad and i know alice is really upset but i cant do anything at all"i berkata grimly
"i know i can fell alice and she is very upset and at Rawak times she keeps shuddering"he berkata with pain in his voice
"i have to go"i berkata and left to watch bella sleep as i got there she was sleeping
i put my arms around her and she put her stitched arm to my body and it was warm,the smell was very strong,she berkata "ow it burns"in her sleep so her arm was burn so thats why she put it up to me
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After school
The hari was bad i kept thinking-last hari ill see her
I kept my face a mask the hole hari i didnt want the pain to tunjuk on my face.
"bella lets go for a walk"i berkata and she looked confused today charlie picks up vickie cuz she usally goes out with alice,when we where in the woods i stoped
"bella me and my family are leaving"i aid with nothing in my voice
"what why? if this has something to do with jasper i dont care"she berkata with pain in her voice
"Its just time to alih people are wondering why we never change"i berkata and i lied
"your lieing"she berkata she was right
"bella i dont Cinta anda any more,i dont want to petend to be human and this will be the last time anda see me"i berkata and looked at her,her eyes where filled with pain and tears
"you...dont Cinta ....me"she berkata studdering
"no and my family has left and we are never coming back"i berkata turning around i cant beleave she is falling for this,i Cinta her so much
"even alice?"she asked leaning on a tree
"yes even alice she wanted to say good bye"i berkata but i berkata no
"she's gone,ill never see her again?"she asked numby all pain gone its just numb now
"yes its a clean break"i berkata and turned around to face her she was crying leaning on the tree
"it will be as if we never exsisted"i added in masked tone i wish i could tell her'i dont want to leave you,you are my hole life'
"i will always remember i have scare's"she berkata and traced her hand where i bit her
"i have to go i will promise anda one thing anda will never see me again"i berkata and looked into her eyes
"bella promise me something"i berkata
"ok"she sad looking up at me
"you wont to anything stubid"i berkata
"i wont"she berkata then i kissed her on the forhead "be strong for vickie"i berkata and went back to the house
and wrote a note to charlie
then left
i berkata my good byes to my family then left to go where ever i wanted exsept where my hati, tengah-tengah truly wants to go
