-Jasper wants to go.
I frowned, turned my head and looked at her curiously, waiting for the rest of what she knew.
-But, Why?!
She sighed and said:
- He doesn’t talk with anyone. Not even me! And this shocks me. All I can see is that Jasper goes away. And if he goes away, I can’t survive. Not without him! He’s my other half.
I could feel pain with every word she said. I understood what she was saying. I had the same feeling when Edward went away. But at that time there was no one for me to talk with. She still had her eyes on the road, but after ten saat of silence, she said:
-Bella, I’m sorry. I just can’t control my feelings. He’s my life.
I put my hand on her shoulder and looked at her beautiful face. She was like a sister to me. I couldn’t see her like this, in pain.
-Alice, I’ll talk with him. Maybe he’ll listen… I know I’m not even a vampire but Jasper can understand. Don’t worry!
She gulped the lump in her throat and continued driving. She stopped in a jalan and parked her car near a big store. She came out of the car and we went straight into the store. It was a big store which had Alice’s kegemaran brands.
-Bella! Come here!
She berkata while she had a black dress in her hands.
-It’s exactly your size.
She berkata with excitement and then handed me the dress.
-you should try it!
I handed her the dress and said:
-I don’t need a dress right now! And it’s too expensive.
Her face suddenly changed color and she said:
-Yes anda do. And sejak the way it’s a gift from me.
I realized she was mad at me so I hugged her and got the dress out of her hands and went to the fitting rooms.
-It’s gorgeous.
She looked at me while I turned around to see her face. Her eyes were wide opened and she was looking at me with pride.
-I wonder what will Edward say when he sees you, in this dress!
I giggled and Alice closed the door once again so I could change. I got two t-shirts and one pair of jeans. Alice didn’t let me pay for the dress and she bought it for me.
-Where do anda want to eat?!
-I’m not hungry… Can we go to your house?!
She looked at me with a soft smile and said:
-Ok. But I know Edward will kill me because he asked me to make anda eat!
I laughed and said: let it go! I’ll tell him I was not hungry.
She looked at me with her eyes and then glanced at the road while she was driving.
When we got there, rain started and I could see Edward standing beside the door. He welcomed me with a Ciuman and then he thanked Alice for keeping me safe. I couldn’t understand why should I be the selamat, peti deposit keselamatan one?
Jasper was in his room and Rosalie and Emmet were out. Carlisle was at work and Esme was Membaca a book while TV was also on.
-I go to talk with Jasper.
I informed Alice and Edward while they were laughing at something I didn’t know. I went upstairs and knocked on Jasper’s door.
-May I come in?
He was sitting on his sofa with nothing in his hands. I could tell that he was thinking. I went in. His room always seemed tidy but this time, it was a mess. Though I always saw his face in pain, this time, his face was much worse. He didn’t talk. But I needed to talk to him, for Alice, for all of them.
-Jasper, I heard from Alice that you’re leaving. She also berkata that anda don’t talk to anyone lately. But, I came here to talk to you, even if I don’t get an answer.
He looked up to my face.
-Alice is your other half. Can anda seriously leave her? She’s in pain too… anda have a family here. anda belong with them. Don’t you?
Again, I didn’t get an answer. So I continued!
-I can’t understand why you’re doing this to your family and yourself. It’s so painful for them to let anda go. Can’t anda see?
He stood up and went near his room’s window.
-Bella… I know! I know all of these anda said. But, I need a change!
I frowned when he opened his mouth and started to talk.
-You can also make a change in here.
He looked at me with pain. I could see it… He couldn’t make a decision. I was done! Now the only person who could make him do the right thing was Carlisle. Without any other word, I opened his door’s room and went downstairs where Alice and Edward were playing chess.
-What are the points?
Edward looked at me with his focused eyes and said:
-7 to 5. I Cinta it when I win.
Alice giggled and I did too. She looked at me with questioning eyes and I looked back at her with a smile so she could feel better.
-Jasper talked to me.
They both stopped playing and Edward said:
-Really?! What did he say?
I looked away and said:
-If anda ask me, He needs to talk to Carlisle to make a right decision. He has Lost himself. He’s in pain!
Alice looked down with sadness and then stood up.
-You won Edward.
I frowned, turned my head and looked at her curiously, waiting for the rest of what she knew.
-But, Why?!
She sighed and said:
- He doesn’t talk with anyone. Not even me! And this shocks me. All I can see is that Jasper goes away. And if he goes away, I can’t survive. Not without him! He’s my other half.
I could feel pain with every word she said. I understood what she was saying. I had the same feeling when Edward went away. But at that time there was no one for me to talk with. She still had her eyes on the road, but after ten saat of silence, she said:
-Bella, I’m sorry. I just can’t control my feelings. He’s my life.
I put my hand on her shoulder and looked at her beautiful face. She was like a sister to me. I couldn’t see her like this, in pain.
-Alice, I’ll talk with him. Maybe he’ll listen… I know I’m not even a vampire but Jasper can understand. Don’t worry!
She gulped the lump in her throat and continued driving. She stopped in a jalan and parked her car near a big store. She came out of the car and we went straight into the store. It was a big store which had Alice’s kegemaran brands.
-Bella! Come here!
She berkata while she had a black dress in her hands.
-It’s exactly your size.
She berkata with excitement and then handed me the dress.
-you should try it!
I handed her the dress and said:
-I don’t need a dress right now! And it’s too expensive.
Her face suddenly changed color and she said:
-Yes anda do. And sejak the way it’s a gift from me.
I realized she was mad at me so I hugged her and got the dress out of her hands and went to the fitting rooms.
-It’s gorgeous.
She looked at me while I turned around to see her face. Her eyes were wide opened and she was looking at me with pride.
-I wonder what will Edward say when he sees you, in this dress!
I giggled and Alice closed the door once again so I could change. I got two t-shirts and one pair of jeans. Alice didn’t let me pay for the dress and she bought it for me.
-Where do anda want to eat?!
-I’m not hungry… Can we go to your house?!
She looked at me with a soft smile and said:
-Ok. But I know Edward will kill me because he asked me to make anda eat!
I laughed and said: let it go! I’ll tell him I was not hungry.
She looked at me with her eyes and then glanced at the road while she was driving.
When we got there, rain started and I could see Edward standing beside the door. He welcomed me with a Ciuman and then he thanked Alice for keeping me safe. I couldn’t understand why should I be the selamat, peti deposit keselamatan one?
Jasper was in his room and Rosalie and Emmet were out. Carlisle was at work and Esme was Membaca a book while TV was also on.
-I go to talk with Jasper.
I informed Alice and Edward while they were laughing at something I didn’t know. I went upstairs and knocked on Jasper’s door.
-May I come in?
He was sitting on his sofa with nothing in his hands. I could tell that he was thinking. I went in. His room always seemed tidy but this time, it was a mess. Though I always saw his face in pain, this time, his face was much worse. He didn’t talk. But I needed to talk to him, for Alice, for all of them.
-Jasper, I heard from Alice that you’re leaving. She also berkata that anda don’t talk to anyone lately. But, I came here to talk to you, even if I don’t get an answer.
He looked up to my face.
-Alice is your other half. Can anda seriously leave her? She’s in pain too… anda have a family here. anda belong with them. Don’t you?
Again, I didn’t get an answer. So I continued!
-I can’t understand why you’re doing this to your family and yourself. It’s so painful for them to let anda go. Can’t anda see?
He stood up and went near his room’s window.
-Bella… I know! I know all of these anda said. But, I need a change!
I frowned when he opened his mouth and started to talk.
-You can also make a change in here.
He looked at me with pain. I could see it… He couldn’t make a decision. I was done! Now the only person who could make him do the right thing was Carlisle. Without any other word, I opened his door’s room and went downstairs where Alice and Edward were playing chess.
-What are the points?
Edward looked at me with his focused eyes and said:
-7 to 5. I Cinta it when I win.
Alice giggled and I did too. She looked at me with questioning eyes and I looked back at her with a smile so she could feel better.
-Jasper talked to me.
They both stopped playing and Edward said:
-Really?! What did he say?
I looked away and said:
-If anda ask me, He needs to talk to Carlisle to make a right decision. He has Lost himself. He’s in pain!
Alice looked down with sadness and then stood up.
-You won Edward.
