At that moment, I realized that I had a shread of hope. I hadn't mean to let myself have it, yet there it was, betraying me and causing me unimaginable pain in the long run. Hope that what I dreamed of could happen. Hope that if I were fast and strong he couldn't run from me. And if I were beautiful and graceful...he wouldn't want to run. That I could find Alice. I missed her so much.
Those thoughts made it feel like I was puring acid on my wounds. My chest thrubbed. There shouldn't be any hope that I was holding onto. Because there was no hope. But I was about to die, I reminded my self. My suffering would end soon. That did make me feel a bit better. Knowing that relief was in sight.
"I'm afraid not, Bella." He told me.
I started shaking. But not because of his words, however terrifying they were. I began to shake with terror because as he was saying this, distracted and oblivious, a black animal the size of a horse but much lebih muscular, walked out from the shade of the trees to my right. A mere ten feet away. "Don't alih an inch," Edward's voice whispered.
I looked back at Laurant. He was aware of the beast now, of that I was sure. Though he hadn't moved. his weight was shifted away, his expression...frightened? This had to be the menanggung, bear everyone had been seeing around town. But it wasn't a menanggung, bear at all. I could see that the shape was distinctly canine, but I just couldn't put a word to it at first. I could think of only one possibility. But how could a serigala, wolf get that big?
The animal snarled, and Laurant whipped his head around to face them. He began backing away to the edge of the trees, and under the freezing terror, confusion swept through me. Why was Laurant retreating? Granted, it was monsterous in size, but it was still just an animal. What reason would a vampire have for fearing an animal? And Laurant was afraid. His eyes were wide with horror, just like mine.
As if to answer my question, suddenly the mammoth serigala, wolf was not alone. Flanking it on either side, another two gigantic beasts prowled silently into the meadow. One was deep gray, the other brown, neither one quite as tall as the first. The gray serigala, wolf came in through the trees a few feet from me, it's eyes locked on Laurant.
Before I could even react, two lebih Serigala followed, lined up in a V, like geese flying south. Which meant that the rusty brown monster that shrugged through the brush last was close enough for me to touch.
I gave an involuntary gsap and jumped back-which was the stupidest thing I could have done. I waited for the Serigala to turn on me, the much weaker of the available prey. I wished that Laurant would just hurry up and crush the serigala, wolf pack. It would be simple for him. Betwen the two options I had, being eaten sejak Serigala was almost certainly worse than sejak a vampire.
The serigala, wolf closest to me, the reddish brown one, turned it's head at the sound of my gasp. The wolf's eyes were dark, nearly black. I was terrified. The way it looked at me...with those deep eyes that seemed too inteligent for an animal. The anger burning in them was nearly tangable. I thought I was going to die right then.
Edward's name broke through all my barriers in that moment. Edward, Edward, Edward.
Edward, I Cinta you. I thought, closing my eyes.
But a moment later I heard a snarl from further away, not the serigala, wolf closest to me. I opened my eyes a crack in disbelief that I was still alive. The serigala, wolf closest to me huffed and looked back toward Laurant.
I, too, looked back toward him, without moving my head, as o keep the Serigala in my vision. I was stunned when, without warning, Laurant turned and disappeared into the trees.
He ran away.
The Serigala ran after him a moment later, snarling growling and snapping their jaws so loudly that I had to cover my ears. The sound faded with suprising swiftness as they disappeared into the woods.
I was shocked. Beyond shocked, I couldn't believe my eyes. Why had Laurant run from overgrown dogs?
But I only thought about that for a moment before my situation hit me like a wrecking ball.
I was alive. Alive...
I fell to the ground, unable to control my sobbing, and curled into a ball. And started screaming. Like I was having another nightmare. Only this was worse, because I wasn't going to wake up from this.
I hadn't realized how much I had been counting on death to save me from this pain. I had thought that it wouldn't matter that I'd made the most forbidden of all wishes, because it wouldn't matter soon. But now here I was. Again. Still human, still alone. Still unwanted, and uncared for, pathetic and weak and human. And now what was I to do? Go back to the way my life was before? Pretend nothing happened? That didn't feel possible. Not anymore. No one could help me. Not Renee atau Charlie, atau even Jacob. No one could lessen this pain.
Those thoughts made it feel like I was puring acid on my wounds. My chest thrubbed. There shouldn't be any hope that I was holding onto. Because there was no hope. But I was about to die, I reminded my self. My suffering would end soon. That did make me feel a bit better. Knowing that relief was in sight.
"I'm afraid not, Bella." He told me.
I started shaking. But not because of his words, however terrifying they were. I began to shake with terror because as he was saying this, distracted and oblivious, a black animal the size of a horse but much lebih muscular, walked out from the shade of the trees to my right. A mere ten feet away. "Don't alih an inch," Edward's voice whispered.
I looked back at Laurant. He was aware of the beast now, of that I was sure. Though he hadn't moved. his weight was shifted away, his expression...frightened? This had to be the menanggung, bear everyone had been seeing around town. But it wasn't a menanggung, bear at all. I could see that the shape was distinctly canine, but I just couldn't put a word to it at first. I could think of only one possibility. But how could a serigala, wolf get that big?
The animal snarled, and Laurant whipped his head around to face them. He began backing away to the edge of the trees, and under the freezing terror, confusion swept through me. Why was Laurant retreating? Granted, it was monsterous in size, but it was still just an animal. What reason would a vampire have for fearing an animal? And Laurant was afraid. His eyes were wide with horror, just like mine.
As if to answer my question, suddenly the mammoth serigala, wolf was not alone. Flanking it on either side, another two gigantic beasts prowled silently into the meadow. One was deep gray, the other brown, neither one quite as tall as the first. The gray serigala, wolf came in through the trees a few feet from me, it's eyes locked on Laurant.
Before I could even react, two lebih Serigala followed, lined up in a V, like geese flying south. Which meant that the rusty brown monster that shrugged through the brush last was close enough for me to touch.
I gave an involuntary gsap and jumped back-which was the stupidest thing I could have done. I waited for the Serigala to turn on me, the much weaker of the available prey. I wished that Laurant would just hurry up and crush the serigala, wolf pack. It would be simple for him. Betwen the two options I had, being eaten sejak Serigala was almost certainly worse than sejak a vampire.
The serigala, wolf closest to me, the reddish brown one, turned it's head at the sound of my gasp. The wolf's eyes were dark, nearly black. I was terrified. The way it looked at me...with those deep eyes that seemed too inteligent for an animal. The anger burning in them was nearly tangable. I thought I was going to die right then.
Edward's name broke through all my barriers in that moment. Edward, Edward, Edward.
Edward, I Cinta you. I thought, closing my eyes.
But a moment later I heard a snarl from further away, not the serigala, wolf closest to me. I opened my eyes a crack in disbelief that I was still alive. The serigala, wolf closest to me huffed and looked back toward Laurant.
I, too, looked back toward him, without moving my head, as o keep the Serigala in my vision. I was stunned when, without warning, Laurant turned and disappeared into the trees.
He ran away.
The Serigala ran after him a moment later, snarling growling and snapping their jaws so loudly that I had to cover my ears. The sound faded with suprising swiftness as they disappeared into the woods.
I was shocked. Beyond shocked, I couldn't believe my eyes. Why had Laurant run from overgrown dogs?
But I only thought about that for a moment before my situation hit me like a wrecking ball.
I was alive. Alive...
I fell to the ground, unable to control my sobbing, and curled into a ball. And started screaming. Like I was having another nightmare. Only this was worse, because I wasn't going to wake up from this.
I hadn't realized how much I had been counting on death to save me from this pain. I had thought that it wouldn't matter that I'd made the most forbidden of all wishes, because it wouldn't matter soon. But now here I was. Again. Still human, still alone. Still unwanted, and uncared for, pathetic and weak and human. And now what was I to do? Go back to the way my life was before? Pretend nothing happened? That didn't feel possible. Not anymore. No one could help me. Not Renee atau Charlie, atau even Jacob. No one could lessen this pain.
i hope anda like my story sorry for the spelling and stuff like that im trying my best!!!!!
Rennesme POV
When anda Cinta the one, who left anda no options at all,and change anda campletely how can anda fight with the world to not lose him?
What about if your life depend on the person, what would anda do to tell him what anda really feel about him and that anda want to be with him FOREVER!!!!!!
And anda have just one lebih chance to do it!!!!
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Rennesme POV
When anda Cinta the one, who left anda no options at all,and change anda campletely how can anda fight with the world to not lose him?
What about if your life depend on the person, what would anda do to tell him what anda really feel about him and that anda want to be with him FOREVER!!!!!!
And anda have just one lebih chance to do it!!!!
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Edward Cullen (born Edward Anthony Masen) was born on June 20, 1901 in Chicago, Illinois, and is Frozen in his 17-year-old body. While dying of the Spanish influenza, he was changed into a vampire sejak Dr. Carlisle Cullen after Edward's mother, Elizabeth, begged him to save Edward as her dying wish. Edward only drinks animal blood and has the special ability to read minds, with the exception of Bella Swan's. He falls in Cinta with Bella soon after she arrives in Forks. Edward knows that he could kill Bella easily, a fact that torments him so much that, in the book New Moon, he decides to leave Forks with his family so they won't be able to hurt her. He returns, however, because he realizes he cannot live without her. Edward marries Bella in Breaking Dawn and they have a child, Renesmee.