I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the hati, tengah-tengah which will stop beating soon, the hati, tengah-tengah which was the reason for me to live, the hati, tengah-tengah which she had telah diberi to me to keep selamat, peti deposit keselamatan just like how I had telah diberi her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.