Today is Saturday edward and the cullens are going hunting so i guess edward is goin to tell everyone what happened i bet alice will be over later.I got up and got dressed i ate breakfast and started watching tv.I was trying to think what i could do today,i havent seen Jacob in a while not since he told me he was a werewolf edward berkata it was dangerous.But he cant tell me what to do,so i got up and called jacob.
"Hello?"it was jacob it was good to hear his husky voice.
"Hi jake it's bella"i berkata to him.
"Bella!,hi how are ya!"he berkata now sounding really happy i chuckled a bit.
"Im fine how are you"i asked.
"Im fine i miss you"he berkata back to me.
"I miss anda too"i said,"That is why i called to see if anda are free to hang out"
"Ya,but i have to come down to anda its way too busy up here"he berkata he sounds happy sejak the idea od us hanging out.
"Thats fine when do anda want to come up?"i asked i hope its soon.
"Now is that okay"he berkata perfect.
"Thats great cya in a few"i said.
"Cya"he berkata then hung up.
I went back into the front room,then i rememberd jake hadnt seen me pregnant how will he react?,i guess i will have to wait and see.After a couple of minit i heard his car coming into the driveway.Then i heard a knock on the door,i got up and opened it.Jake looked at my face then my stomack his eyes nearly came out of his head,then his knees starteed to wobble and he crabed the door frame.
"You better sit down"i berkata and led him to the sofa.
"What the hell did anda do?"he asked but i dont think he ment to ask that because he knows how Bayi are made.
"I'm pregnant"i berkata my voice going low.
"I really hope anda cheated on him"he berkata it really sounded like he was hopeing.
"No i'm sorry she is half vampire"i berkata while putting my hand on my stomack.
"It's a girl"he berkata sounding lebih careing.
"Ya she is due on the 13th of September my birthday"i berkata i looked at him his eyes were fixed on his stomack.
"Thats good"he berkata half paying attention.Then he lookeed up at me.
"I'm sorry it's just alot to take in,its gross because its his and he is a vampire"he berkata then shivered with disgused.
"Where is he any way i thought he would be with the mother of his child atau monster"he berkata joking.I punched him in the arm.
"She is not a monster,and edward is hunting.....we are not together anymore"i berkata angry at first but then went sad.
"What did he do"he berkata getting angry.
"He was going to leave because he berkata it was time to go,but then i told him i was pregnant and he stayed.But hhe was going to leave me and that is why we are not together.Then yesterday i was on my way to forgive him so we could be together when i saw jassica and edward kissing,it broke my hati, tengah-tengah again then we had a fight a big one and we having talked since"i said.jakes eyes were wide.He didnt say anything he just hugged me.
"I'm sorry,so what are anda calling her"he asked changing the subjeact.
"I dunno what do anda think i should call her"i berkata because i really had no idea.
"Sarah.....Jane....Amy..."he berkata thinking of Rawak names.
"No"i berkata and i kept on thinking.
"Renesmee"i berkata i like it renee and esme together is beautiful.
"Renesmee ya thats nice"he berkata back thinking about how the name sounds.
"Renesmee Carlie but with a C for charlie and carlisle"i berkata my daughter is going to have a beautiful name.
"Thats nice,but what is her saat name"he berkata unsure,thats a goos point is she going to me angsa, swan atau cullen.
"I dunno i think i have to talk to edward about that one"i berkata because i really do need to talk to edward about baby stuff.
"Ya sorry and good luck,i better go sam has me on pertrol cya another time"he berkata as he got up.
"Okat then cya soon"i berkata the he left.I dont know why but i felt a bit sad that jake was going i felt happy when he was here.It felt different from the other times i would hang out with him.
I turned the t.v on again and started watching it,i am so bord i am normally working but since i got pregnant i stoped.After about an jam later i heard a knock on the door,i sighed and went and answered the door.It was edward he looked scared,he saw me and sighed then walked in.
"Come in"i berkata as he sat down on my sofa it was a bit rude to walk into my house just like that.
"You cant just walk into my house like that anymore"i berkata sitting down on the sofa.
"Sorry its just alice saw your future dissapere and that normally means that anda are dead so i came to see if anda were alive"he said,then i remembered when i plan to see jake my future goes because alice cant see werewolfs.
"Ya alice cant see werewolfs "i berkata edwards eyes widened.
"What anda were with a werewolf that is so dangerous i told anda not to go near them"he nearly shouted.
"It was jacob and i dont have to listen to you,you are nothing to me but the father of my child"i berkata angrley.I looked at him it looked like what i just berkata hurt him.After a moment of silence he said:
"Is that how anda feel about me"me murmered.
"I am not having this conversation"i berkata as i stood up.
"Bella wait i just want to know"he berkata while crabbing my hand.I looked at my hand and pulled it away firsley.
"I am not just going to forget what anda did to me edward,you were going to leave me and that broke my hati, tengah-tengah that anda were going to leave me.Then i finaly forgive anda and then anda are Ciuman my friend,i cant forget that normal people can but i'm not normal anda have hurt me to much"i whispered,he looked like i was burning him alive.
"Bella i know i hurt anda but---"but before he finished i said:
"But it was for me to keep me safe,cut the crap!kissing someone else is not for my own good,i know its none of my buisness who anda are with but please dont let me see if anda are with someone it is horrible i just cant bare being pregnant and seeing someone anda Cinta Ciuman someone else"i berkata sounding hurt his eyes widened shocked at what i said,he came over to me with his hands out as if he was going ot hug me but i turned away.
"Dont please"i whispered then he put his hands down.
"So why were anda with jacob and not your other friends"he asked looking at me with interest.
"Because one of them thinks im a slut for being pregnant,mike is not aloud because his parents say i am a bad influence being pregnant so young,and the rest are all getting applacations ready for collage which i am not going to because i will have a baby to look after,and will get even harder when anda have to dissappear,all of it revolves around you,you want me to go on about how else anda ruined my life and almost destroyed it completly"i shouted his teeth were clenched together.
"You can still go to collage"he murmered.
"No i cant,you will have to go soon because anda dont change and people will see that and will be left with a half human half vampire baby to care for on myself.And someday someone will want to kill me atau my baby it might be victoria since james didnt do it and i cant protect my self and my baby from vampires.You will be gone forever with someone else forgetting about me lebih everyday while i am stuck with a reminder of anda for the rest of my days."i berkata back to him.
"I wont leave anda ever"he said.
"You cant promise that because anda cant keep it anda will have to leave,you will leave me and anda will leave Renesmee eventually"i said.
"Renesmee she is called Renesmee"he berkata lovingly.
"Yes i named her Renesmee Carlie but with a C for Carlisle and Charlie"i said.
"Its beautiful"he said.
"Edward can anda please go because i am angry hurt and upset and being pregnant makes it ten times worse so just go back hunting okay"i berkata to him.
"Okay i'm sorry"he berkata then walked to the door.
"Cya"i berkata i saw a bit of a smile on his face when i berkata that.
"Cya"he berkata then left.
I made charlie makan malam, majlis makan malam and told him my Bayi name,he loved it.I decided to go to katil after that because i was so tired,i went up stairs and changed into a bahagian, atas was like skin tight and anda could see my bump clearly and a pair of shorts.I got in my katil and layed down,i could not get asleep renesmee would not stop moving.I think she wants edward because she was not moing when edward was here earlier.I took out my cd player and put in the cd edward made for me for my birthday in it,i put headphones in and it started playing.After a while she stoped moving and calmed down,After about an jam woke up but didnt open my eyes but i felt cold hands around me and on my stomack.Edward i was going to tell him to leave but i was so hot and his cold embrace was so nice,and i miss edward at night holding me in his arms and so did renesmee.Just then she kicked and was right on the spot were edwards hand was i heard him gasp,after that it was like she went to sleep she was happy and peaceful when edward was here.After a while i was still hot around my chest,i rolled over and put my arms around edwards waist as if i had rolled over and grabed a teddy.A moment later i felt his arms embrace me again it felt so nice to have his arms around me.Then i felt him take the headphones out of my ears and leave the cd player on my bedside desk.Then i heard him whisper:
"I Cinta anda and i know anda Cinta me too anda always will no matter what we go through"i was shocked he sounded serious but it was ture i will always Cinta him no matter what he does to me,but i still dont forgive him he has hurtme so much.
"Hello?"it was jacob it was good to hear his husky voice.
"Hi jake it's bella"i berkata to him.
"Bella!,hi how are ya!"he berkata now sounding really happy i chuckled a bit.
"Im fine how are you"i asked.
"Im fine i miss you"he berkata back to me.
"I miss anda too"i said,"That is why i called to see if anda are free to hang out"
"Ya,but i have to come down to anda its way too busy up here"he berkata he sounds happy sejak the idea od us hanging out.
"Thats fine when do anda want to come up?"i asked i hope its soon.
"Now is that okay"he berkata perfect.
"Thats great cya in a few"i said.
"Cya"he berkata then hung up.
I went back into the front room,then i rememberd jake hadnt seen me pregnant how will he react?,i guess i will have to wait and see.After a couple of minit i heard his car coming into the driveway.Then i heard a knock on the door,i got up and opened it.Jake looked at my face then my stomack his eyes nearly came out of his head,then his knees starteed to wobble and he crabed the door frame.
"You better sit down"i berkata and led him to the sofa.
"What the hell did anda do?"he asked but i dont think he ment to ask that because he knows how Bayi are made.
"I'm pregnant"i berkata my voice going low.
"I really hope anda cheated on him"he berkata it really sounded like he was hopeing.
"No i'm sorry she is half vampire"i berkata while putting my hand on my stomack.
"It's a girl"he berkata sounding lebih careing.
"Ya she is due on the 13th of September my birthday"i berkata i looked at him his eyes were fixed on his stomack.
"Thats good"he berkata half paying attention.Then he lookeed up at me.
"I'm sorry it's just alot to take in,its gross because its his and he is a vampire"he berkata then shivered with disgused.
"Where is he any way i thought he would be with the mother of his child atau monster"he berkata joking.I punched him in the arm.
"She is not a monster,and edward is hunting.....we are not together anymore"i berkata angry at first but then went sad.
"What did he do"he berkata getting angry.
"He was going to leave because he berkata it was time to go,but then i told him i was pregnant and he stayed.But hhe was going to leave me and that is why we are not together.Then yesterday i was on my way to forgive him so we could be together when i saw jassica and edward kissing,it broke my hati, tengah-tengah again then we had a fight a big one and we having talked since"i said.jakes eyes were wide.He didnt say anything he just hugged me.
"I'm sorry,so what are anda calling her"he asked changing the subjeact.
"I dunno what do anda think i should call her"i berkata because i really had no idea.
"Sarah.....Jane....Amy..."he berkata thinking of Rawak names.
"No"i berkata and i kept on thinking.
"Renesmee"i berkata i like it renee and esme together is beautiful.
"Renesmee ya thats nice"he berkata back thinking about how the name sounds.
"Renesmee Carlie but with a C for charlie and carlisle"i berkata my daughter is going to have a beautiful name.
"Thats nice,but what is her saat name"he berkata unsure,thats a goos point is she going to me angsa, swan atau cullen.
"I dunno i think i have to talk to edward about that one"i berkata because i really do need to talk to edward about baby stuff.
"Ya sorry and good luck,i better go sam has me on pertrol cya another time"he berkata as he got up.
"Okat then cya soon"i berkata the he left.I dont know why but i felt a bit sad that jake was going i felt happy when he was here.It felt different from the other times i would hang out with him.
I turned the t.v on again and started watching it,i am so bord i am normally working but since i got pregnant i stoped.After about an jam later i heard a knock on the door,i sighed and went and answered the door.It was edward he looked scared,he saw me and sighed then walked in.
"Come in"i berkata as he sat down on my sofa it was a bit rude to walk into my house just like that.
"You cant just walk into my house like that anymore"i berkata sitting down on the sofa.
"Sorry its just alice saw your future dissapere and that normally means that anda are dead so i came to see if anda were alive"he said,then i remembered when i plan to see jake my future goes because alice cant see werewolfs.
"Ya alice cant see werewolfs "i berkata edwards eyes widened.
"What anda were with a werewolf that is so dangerous i told anda not to go near them"he nearly shouted.
"It was jacob and i dont have to listen to you,you are nothing to me but the father of my child"i berkata angrley.I looked at him it looked like what i just berkata hurt him.After a moment of silence he said:
"Is that how anda feel about me"me murmered.
"I am not having this conversation"i berkata as i stood up.
"Bella wait i just want to know"he berkata while crabbing my hand.I looked at my hand and pulled it away firsley.
"I am not just going to forget what anda did to me edward,you were going to leave me and that broke my hati, tengah-tengah that anda were going to leave me.Then i finaly forgive anda and then anda are Ciuman my friend,i cant forget that normal people can but i'm not normal anda have hurt me to much"i whispered,he looked like i was burning him alive.
"Bella i know i hurt anda but---"but before he finished i said:
"But it was for me to keep me safe,cut the crap!kissing someone else is not for my own good,i know its none of my buisness who anda are with but please dont let me see if anda are with someone it is horrible i just cant bare being pregnant and seeing someone anda Cinta Ciuman someone else"i berkata sounding hurt his eyes widened shocked at what i said,he came over to me with his hands out as if he was going ot hug me but i turned away.
"Dont please"i whispered then he put his hands down.
"So why were anda with jacob and not your other friends"he asked looking at me with interest.
"Because one of them thinks im a slut for being pregnant,mike is not aloud because his parents say i am a bad influence being pregnant so young,and the rest are all getting applacations ready for collage which i am not going to because i will have a baby to look after,and will get even harder when anda have to dissappear,all of it revolves around you,you want me to go on about how else anda ruined my life and almost destroyed it completly"i shouted his teeth were clenched together.
"You can still go to collage"he murmered.
"No i cant,you will have to go soon because anda dont change and people will see that and will be left with a half human half vampire baby to care for on myself.And someday someone will want to kill me atau my baby it might be victoria since james didnt do it and i cant protect my self and my baby from vampires.You will be gone forever with someone else forgetting about me lebih everyday while i am stuck with a reminder of anda for the rest of my days."i berkata back to him.
"I wont leave anda ever"he said.
"You cant promise that because anda cant keep it anda will have to leave,you will leave me and anda will leave Renesmee eventually"i said.
"Renesmee she is called Renesmee"he berkata lovingly.
"Yes i named her Renesmee Carlie but with a C for Carlisle and Charlie"i said.
"Its beautiful"he said.
"Edward can anda please go because i am angry hurt and upset and being pregnant makes it ten times worse so just go back hunting okay"i berkata to him.
"Okay i'm sorry"he berkata then walked to the door.
"Cya"i berkata i saw a bit of a smile on his face when i berkata that.
"Cya"he berkata then left.
I made charlie makan malam, majlis makan malam and told him my Bayi name,he loved it.I decided to go to katil after that because i was so tired,i went up stairs and changed into a bahagian, atas was like skin tight and anda could see my bump clearly and a pair of shorts.I got in my katil and layed down,i could not get asleep renesmee would not stop moving.I think she wants edward because she was not moing when edward was here earlier.I took out my cd player and put in the cd edward made for me for my birthday in it,i put headphones in and it started playing.After a while she stoped moving and calmed down,After about an jam woke up but didnt open my eyes but i felt cold hands around me and on my stomack.Edward i was going to tell him to leave but i was so hot and his cold embrace was so nice,and i miss edward at night holding me in his arms and so did renesmee.Just then she kicked and was right on the spot were edwards hand was i heard him gasp,after that it was like she went to sleep she was happy and peaceful when edward was here.After a while i was still hot around my chest,i rolled over and put my arms around edwards waist as if i had rolled over and grabed a teddy.A moment later i felt his arms embrace me again it felt so nice to have his arms around me.Then i felt him take the headphones out of my ears and leave the cd player on my bedside desk.Then i heard him whisper:
"I Cinta anda and i know anda Cinta me too anda always will no matter what we go through"i was shocked he sounded serious but it was ture i will always Cinta him no matter what he does to me,but i still dont forgive him he has hurtme so much.
Jacob Black
