I sat down on the sofa and so did edward,He sat down right beside me.After a while i drifted off to sleep,i dont know when i woke up but it was really dark.Then i noticed my head was on edward's shoulder,when i was asleep i must have leaned on him.I looked at edward he seemed comfortable and happy really happy,i took my head off edwards shoulder and looked at him.
"Your awake"he berkata smiling that dazzleing smile,he had dazzled me one again.
"Ya,i was really tired sorry"i berkata getting akeward.
"Its okay i didnt mind"he berkata smiling even wider.
"Of corse anda didnt"i berkata and he laughed a bit i looked at my watch it was 9 o'clock.
"Where is charlie?"i asked.
"He called and berkata he would be utama tomorrow that something happened and he is sorry"he berkata back to me.I was going to be utama alone and i am pregnant something will happen knowing my luck.
"Um..do anda mind staying here tonight because i will be utama alone and me being pregnant makes me lebih unlucky"i berkata smiling shyly.He looked shocked.
"Ya of corse thats fine"he berkata in a normal tone but i could hear that he was well happy.
"The food"i berkata while trying to stand up but he got up before me he smile and held out his hand i took it and got up.
"I saved it,its ready for anda to eat"he berkata while holding out the chair for me to sit in.I ate my makan malam, majlis makan malam then decided to go to katil i was still tired.
"I am going to get changed then i am going to katil so,um decide what anda are going to do"i berkata then went up the stairs.
I dont go into the bathroom to get changed anymore since edward is never in my room,i got on some shorts then took off my shirt.Just then edward walked into my room i screamed and turned around,i heard the door close.
"I'm sorry i thought anda were in the bathroom"he berkata i could hear the smile in his voice.
"I dont have to get changed in their anymore your not in my room,and this is not funny"i berkata in a angry tone he laughed a bit.
"It doesnt matter i've seen anda naked before"he berkata sounding smug.
"Ya but that was when anda were aloud to,but we are not together anymore so anda cant see me like that anymore"i berkata to him he went silent.
"Well anda should be"i berkata then opened the door the bahagian, atas i was wearing was skin tight.
"What did anda want in my room anyway?"i asked while he looked me up and down.
"My eyes are up here"i berkata to him,he looked my in the eyes and smiled.
"Sorry and i am going to sit in the rocking chair if that is fine with you"he berkata to me melting me with his golden eyes.
"Ya fine"i berkata and moved out of the way of the door.He went in and sat in the chair.
I went and sat in my bed,it was really hot again but it was probebly just me.After a couple of minit Renesmee started kicking,i gasped because it was like she was playing football.
"Whats wrong?"he asked concerend.
"Come here"i berkata to him,he got off the chair and stood beside the bed,i grabed his hand and pulled him onto the katil and put my hand to my stomack.Then Renesmee kicked again where his hand was he smiled and looked at me.
"That never gets old"he berkata then gasped realixing that he had just giving away that he had basically been in my room with me when i was asleep,he had been since the hari jacob came to visit everynight but i never told him to go away it was nice having him here.
"Dont worrie i know that anda are in here everynight i'm not stupid"i berkata laughing a bit.
"Well when your pregnant anda dont get much sleep,and anda are cold so when it feels like the have sunburn all over then coldness comes it normally means your water has broke atau well in my case a vampire has their arms around you.And renesmee calms down when anda are here"i berkata if i could see him i would most likly see someone really shocked.
"Um-sorry"he berkata shocked.
"Its okay"i berkata then turned on my bedside lamp i turned back round to edward but he face was inches from mine we both breathed in we were about to kiss.
"I cant"i berkata then layed down.
"I know im sorry"he berkata then went and sat back down on the chair,after a minit of silence i asked:
"What are anda doing tomorrrow"
"I dont know i will probebly help them build the house what about you?"he asked
"I going up to La Push to visit jacob he asked me to come up"i berkata to him.
"Okay,be careful anda never know when they could anda know explode"he berkata trying to find the right words to say when they get angry and change.
"I know"i berkata to him.
"Goodnight"i berkata to him.
"Goodnight"he berkata i was half asleep in about 30 seonds so i was not really consious.
"I Cinta You"he berkata to me and without thinking as i was nearly asleep i said:
"I Cinta anda too"then i fell asleep.
I woke up that morning feeling not as tired as i normally did,probebly because i knew edward was there.I sat up and edward was in the rocking chair,smiling again.
"Goodmorning"he berkata to me.
"Goodmorning"i berkata back to him.
"Your hair looks like a haystack"he said.
"Where have i heard that before"i berkata to him he smiled again.
"I think anda should have some breakfast now dont you?"he berkata while getting up.
"Yes i have to change first,and dont come in this time"i berkata to him while getting up aswell.
"I'll try"he berkata then left my room,i went into the bathroom did what o had to do in there then got changed.I was wearing a blue bahagian, atas with comfortable trousers.Then i went downstairs,i went into the dapur and edward just serverd eggs on my plate i sat down and started eating.
"Thank you"i berkata to him.
"Your welcome"he berkata back smiling.
After a while of talking about the house and how edward would come over and help me explain to charlie about moving out and edward will be moving with me.
"I have to go to jakes now"i berkata to him because it was now two o'clock.
"Ya i better get going aswell get started on our house"he berkata in a normal tone again but i could hear he was full of happiness of saying our house.
"Okay then Cya later"i berkata to him.
"Cya"he berkata then drove off,a couple of minit later jake turned up I walked outside and jake came out of the car and huged me.
"Hello"i berkata to him.
"Hello and hello to anda too renesmee,you are getting bigger sejak the day"he berkata while putting his hand on my stomack.
"I know"i berkata to him we got in his car and drove to La Push.We got there and got out of the car.
"So what are we doing?"i asked.He looked a bit nervous.
"I have a picnic set up for us on thre beach"he berkata while taking my hand and leading me to the beach.
"This lookes lovely"i berkata while sitting down on the mat that was layed down,it did look lovely i was hungry.
"Good"he berkata and sat down too.
We ate our Makanan aswell as talking about,wel everything renesmee,rene and how she was coming over but i didnt tell him about edward ad the house and my new apatite for blood.We were finally finished it was really nice.
"Thanks jake that was great,it was very knid of you"i berkata while standing up and so did he.
"Bella i have to ask anda something"he berkata to me in a nervous way.
"Okay shot"i berkata to him but then he got down on one knee and pulled out a ring then looked me in the eyes.
"Bella will anda marry me?"he asked OH MY GOD why is he doing this to me i thought he knew how i felt about him,i wish i didnt have to do this but i do.
"No....i'm sorry jake"i berkata then ran off,i looked back he was still in the same position shocked....hurt.I kept on running until i was at his house i took out my phone and called alice because i didnt have my truck jake brought me here.
"Hello?"it was edward why was he on alices phone.
"Edward wheres alice?"i asked crying.
"Their hunting i am the only one here are anda okay?"he asked getting worried.
"Ya...um can anda pick me up?"i asked still crying.
"Yes of corse where are you?"he asked.
"Im at la push dont worrie i'll walk to the line"i berkata remembering the treaty line.
"Thank you,i'll be right there"he berkata then hug up.
I walked to the line i was crying the hole time,when edward showed up i was still sniffling.I walked over to the car and got in,he looked at me and his eyes widened then narrowed probebly thinking what could have made me cry.He started driving i was calming down but my breaths were still sharp and quick.
"Are anda okay?"he asked in a low voice.
"Not really"i managed to say.
"Did he hurt you?"he asked noticeabley getting angry.
"No"i answered back,it was getting better to breath and talk now.
"Is he hurt?"he asked,he really wants to know.
"Not physically but defentally hurt"i berkata in a low sad voice.He didnt speek.
"What hapened then?"he asked not looking at me just staring out the windsheild.
"He purposed to me"i murmered,then all of a sudden the car stoped i grabed onto the chair so i wouldnt fling forward.I looked at edward,he looked angry,sad,shocked and heartbroken and scared.The his eyes shot down to me left hand looking for a ring.
"I berkata no"i whispered.He let out a sigh of relife but then looked at me and saw i was in pain because of what i had done to jake.
"He shouldnt have asked it,he knew i didnt feel that way he could have saved himself this pain and saved me this pain because i had to break his heart,and watch the pain overcome his face the pain i caused!"i berkata as my voice got higher.
"Its not anda fault"he finially berkata his voice sad.
"It is i berkata no to him i broke his heart"i nearly shouted.
"But anda berkata what anda felt and the answer to his soalan he wanted and answer if anda wanted to spend the rest of your life with him and anda berkata no"he berkata to me,he was right.Then we turned into his drive way i dont care that we were going to his house as long as it was away from jake.
We went into his house and sat on the sofa,i sat stareing at nothing not saying nothing just thinking about what had just happened and how jacob must feel.Then Renesmee kicked she was sad too.
"Its okay dont worrie"i berkata and edward looked at me wondering why i was talking to myself.
"I was talking to Renesmee not myself she calms down when i talk to her"i berkata rubbing my stomack.
"I see,but how did anda know i was thinking about that?"he asked.
"Its not hard to guess i would be wondering the same thing"i berkata laughing a bit.Then i heard:
"She can be so strange sometimes"it was edward i looked at him and he was smiling.
If i wasnt strange i would be me"i berkata to him,he looked at me with wide eyes.
"How did anda know that?"asked me shocked.
"You just berkata it"i berkata to him.
"No i thought it"he berkata to me.
"Well how else could i read your mind if it wasnt renesmee"i berkata to him.
"I dont know it seemes to be her"he berkata but then i got a idea.
"If renesmee can hear peoples thoughts cant anda hear hers"i asked.
"Maybe"he berkata then started listening.
"Nothing its like a tinnie buzzing because your womb is protecting it"he said.
"Try moving closer"i berkata to him,"Its okay just try"i said.
Then he moved his head up against my stomack then i heard:
"Daddy can hear me"i gasped and so did edward we both heard her edward sat up again.
"I heard her"he whispered.
"I heard her too"i berkata to him both of us were in shock.
"I can hear whats in her head because she is a part of me,so she can read minds so when she hears someones thoughts i hear them too"i berkata finally figuring this out.
"Yes but she only lets anda hear when she wants too"he whispered.
"She also feels what anda feel because she is a part of anda thats why she was upset earlier bacause anda were too"he berkata
"She is very smart"i said.
"Yes she is her mind is very mature she can understand things that are very complex"he berkata then berkata in his mind"just like her mother".i smiled at him.
"Its going to take a while to get used to anda being able to hear my thoughts"he said.
"Yes"i berkata laughing a bit.He smiled then berkata "God i Cinta her laugh"then he looked up at me and i was trying not to smile.
"Darn this is going to be hard"he said.
"Now anda know why i am happy anda cant read my thoughts"i berkata laughing.
Then everyone came in the door,then saw me and edward laughing an edward was still very close to me.
"Sorry are we interupting something"emmett berkata then sai in his mind"As if she could do anything shes pregnant"i laughed.
"Nothing emmett"edward berkata a bit angry about what emmett berkata in his mind.
"Why are anda two so happy?"jasper asked then thought"Probebly got back together".
"No jasper we havent got back together"i said,jasper looked at me shocked.
"Oh ya,Renesmee can hear thoughts and when she hears thoughts and she wants bella to hear them well she lets bella hear"edward said.
"And i can also read renesmee's mind"he added,everyone looked shocked.
"That is amazing"carlisle said"Bella and renesmee amaze me lebih everyday"he berkata in his head.
After that everyone was asking lebih about the baby and what she was thinking until i finally said:
"She has gone to sleep now"everyone smile so did i because i wasnt ablw to hear anyone thoughts anymore it was giving me a sore head.
"What else is wrong bella i can feel anger,sadness and anda also feel apologitic"jasper said.
"Oh ya something else happened today aswell"i sais to them.
"What happened now,renesmee change anda into something else"emmett joked.
"No,jacob purposed to me"i berkata then everyone's eyes got wide but they all went silent.
"HA"emmett shouted,that woke up renesmee so i could hear everyones thoughts again"why did he ask that he knows he cant have her she is having a half vampire baby for goodness sake!"it was rose saying in her head but everyone elses thoughts were like that too.Then they thought"what did she say?"they all looked at my hand for ring,they sighed when they didnt see one.
"I berkata no"i murmered.
"I'm sorry"esme said.
"how did he take it?"alice asked me.
"Not well"i berkata then esme and alice came and sat beside me
"He was still in the same position when i left him......down on one knee"i berkata like i was in pain because i was i had broken his heart.
"Awww bella,its okay its not your fault he shouldnt have put anda in that position"esme berkata lovingly.
"I know but he looked so hurt"i whispered.
"It alright"alice berkata then gave me a hug.
"I better go utama charlie will be utama soon"i berkata to them.
"I'll bring you"edward volountered.
"Thanks"i berkata then stood up with the help of esme.
"Cya"i berkata to everyone.
"Cya tomorrow"they all said.
I got in edwards car and he started driving,i was feeling sad,sorry and nervous.
"Whats wrong?"edward asked i forgot when renesmee is awake she feels what i feel and edward reads her mind.
"I am nervous charlie has probebly heard what happened from billy and he is going to soalan me about why i berkata no and all that"i berkata to him.
He didnt say anything until we turned up at my house.
"Yes he is going to soalan you,sorry"he berkata to me then sighed.
"Its okay its not youre fault"i sighed then got out of the car.
"Thank you,for everything"i berkata to him.
"Your welcome"he berkata back to me.
"Goodbye"i berkata to him.
"Goodbye"he berkata then i closed the door and drove off.I walked into my house and into the dapur charlie was sitting at the meja, jadual Membaca the news paper.
"Hello"i berkata to him.
"Hello"he berkata in a dissaproving tone,ugh this is going to be a long evening.I took some Makanan out of the fridge and put it in the microwave.
"I heard about what happened today"he berkata like it was a normal conversation.
"And...."i added on so he would continue i might aswell get this over with.
"And i think anda made the wrong choice"he berkata then sighed.
"I dont think so,i am pregnant for one thing,i am going to be moving in with edward and i dont Cinta him so i think that is enough reasons to say no to him"i berkata back to him and he knew i was right because my reasons were good.
"You are not going to be pregnant forever so when anda are not pregnant anda could have got married.Jacob could have moved in with anda instead of edward if anda berkata yes,and anda could learn to Cinta him anda havent tried to Cinta him,you are always around edward he is holding anda back"charlie berkata giving ulternatives to my reasons.
"No dad anda cant learn to Cinta someone it just happenes,and of corse edward is around me i am having his child i will have this child for as long as i live and edward will want to see his daughter so edward will always be in my life,and what makes anda think i dont Cinta edward?"i berkata to him,he was not prepared for me to have answeres to his questions.
"After all he has put anda through anda still Cinta him"charlie berkata shocked.I thought about what i was going to say seterusnya because i hadnt actually decided myself if i still Cinta edward so i will be telling myself aswell as charlie.
"Yes i still Cinta him,once anda Cinta someone it doesnt just fade away and there is nothing anda can do to change my mind okay charlie"i berkata to him his eyes widened then narrowed.
"Okay"he berkata as i gave him food.I ate my makan malam, majlis makan malam then went up to my bedroom.I got changed and sat in my katil i started listening to my cd edward made it for me when i listen to it renesmee calms down.
I fell asleep a while after that but i soon heard edward coming in y window.I didnt open my eyes i just let him come in,this was one of the ways he got to be with me and renesmee.I felt him come and lay down beside me and put his hands on my stomack:
"Dont worrie i will get your mum back even if its the last thing i do"he berkata then kissed my stomack.
He seemes very determined maybe just maybe i will give him a chance to make up for what he has done to me.