Thx shiver-zimmy for helping me write this chapter!!
I cried for days. I lied and berkata I was fine when my parents asked. They were so excited that I was home, I was too, until it happened. They went out again tonight. It was funny how often my parents went out, yet they never came utama drunk, just extremly happy. I wished I had that, but it was taken from me. I crawled under my covers and let the tears come, lebih forcefully then before.
I wanted to make myself hurt. I figured that if I cried about everything tonight, I would be out of tears. He wasn't the only guy in the world. Everyone has to get their hati, tengah-tengah broken at least one time. This was getting ridiculouse though. That was twice in one year.
I cried about having sex with my ex-boyfriend, I cried about every single time I made my parents hurt, I cried about all the stupid things me and Ryan used to laugh about. I cried for falling for the guy. I cried and cried.
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Morning came slowly. I woke up with red puffy eyes, but I felt better. I didn't feel normal, but like I might just repair. It was a strange feeling. I smiled in spite of myself.
I got up-after fixing myself-and went to breakfast. That's when I knew I must've scared the hell out of them. There was bacon, eggs, waffles, variouse juices, milk, and my personal favorite, the stuff they let me decorate my Makanan with.
They were sitting with a cup of coffee just talking and laughing. When I walked in they grinned up at me. "Sorry hunny, we wanted to welcome anda utama properly. Last night anda really weren't in the mood. . ." she let her voice trail off.
I snorted, "I wasn't huh?" I laughed and pulled up the last chair from our little table. "Thanks mom, it means a lot to me." I kissed her cheek and sat back down. "And dad, thanks for being their, like anda always are." I got up and kissed him on the cheek too. I sat back down and piled stuff on my plate.
"Kammie, Rose and Alice know you're home. They can't miss the oppertunity to buy anda new clothes. They'll pick anda up soon," mom informed me. I rolled my eyes.
"They're wasting their money. We have uniforms. I can't wear the clothes to school."
My dad raised his eyebrows at me. "So you're saying that anda got to school, go to your dorm, and just sit there until the seterusnya day. Come on Kammie, anda know anda go elsewhere."
I actually didn't. I was usually on the phone with Ryan back in the dorm, just talking for hours. That wouldn't happen again. I grimaced slighlty. "I still don't need the clothes. But I suspect they don't need the money either. They're always getting me new-and unnessicery-new things."
"You won't talk them out of it Kangaro," my mom smiled at me. I smiled back and ate breakfast having a nice conversation with my parents.
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"I like this one," Alice threw a baju at me. I tried it on and walked out. "I like! Rose, what about this?"
It was a white shirt-and it was covered in sequins. They threw a pair of skinny jeans at me and I put them on. They were dark and looked good with the shirt. Rosalie threw some red pumps at me and I put those on. The outfit looked great. I smiled.
"We're getting it Kammie!" Alice enthused.
"It's so cute!" Rosalie gushed.
We bought that-and much more-and came home. My parents were sitting on the sofa, kerusi panjang all cuddled up. I smiled at them and went to my room.
The rest of my time at utama was spent wisely. When I went back to school I went to my first class. I noticed a hot blue eyed-blonde hair-killer muscle boy. He sat beside me and I blushed. When the jam was over, he spoke.
"So, I'm having a party tonight. I have a huge apartment. anda should come." He wrote down an address and left without saying anything lebih to me.
The party was just what I needed to get my mind off things. I knew exactly what I would wear too. . .
I walked into building and followed where the noise was coming from.I entered and saw a lot of people I didn't know so I walked over and got me a Coke to drink. I felt someone touch me and I flinched from contact. I turned around and saw the guy who invited me here.Her leaned in towards me.
"I'm glad anda came."He said."I'm Cole sejak the way." He leaned back and smiled at me.
"Kameron."I berkata and pointed towards me."But most people call me Kam atau Kammie."He grabbed my arm and pulled me onto the dance floor.We danced all night.
He grabbed my waist and pulled me into him.
"Your very pretty."He berkata to me.I smiled a little."I was wondering if anda wanted to go on a tarikh with me."I pulled back and looked at him.
"I barely know you."I berkata to him.He smiled at me and leaned in.
"Isn't that the whole point of the date..Is to get to know me?"He berkata to me.I laughed and shrugged my shoulders.
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"Where are anda from?"He asked me as we sat in an ice cream shop.
"I;m from a small town called Forks, but my parents decided to alih to Seattle." I berkata and put a scoop of ice cream in my mouth.He stared at me with his intense blue eyes.
"What?"I asked him.He broke out of his trance and shook his head.
"It's just that anda look like this model,Bella Swan."He berkata and laughed nervously,looking down at his bowl.
"Most people say I look lebih like my dad."I berkata and laughed a little.He looked up at me and smiled.
"Can anda swim?"He asked me as we walked along the pantai of a little lake. I looked at him,eyebrows raised.Before I could answer he picked me up and threw me into the water. I screamed and yelled, laughing while doing it.
"You ruined my shirt!"I exclaimed and took it off, good thing my Aunt Alice wasn't here atau she would die. I felt his hand touch my tattoo.
"What does it mean?"He asked me.
"The stars represent my dreams and hopes, and the lily represents my loved ones and the people I care about."I berkata and looked down at him.He smiled at me and stood up. He leaned in towards me until our lips met.....