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Will the pain ever go away?
Bella peminat fiction


“Smile sweetie.” Dad tried to tell me to do. It didn’t work. The crap that I was going through couldn’t be stopped anyway possible. Charlie wasn’t helping, Jacob wasn’t helping, not even work was helping. I wanted to curl up and die. My life sucked and all I wished was that I could get the pain through my body in one pantas, swift move. The pain didn’t want to cooperate. It wanted to scream at my soul to shut down. And it was working. Everything people told me from the beginning. It was to good to be true.
    That night I didn’t touch my dinner. And I also didn’t finish my chemistry homework. atau any other assignment. I was failing in all my classes (of course Phys Ed included). I asked my dad if I could be excused and went up to my room with a small glass of water. I got my blanket off my chair and laid it out on the floor. I couldn’t sleep in the katil my father provided me with, because it smelled of Edward. Or, HIM as I referred to it. I got my bantal and laid down. I didn’t put my katil clothes on, just laying in my T-shirt and jeans on the blanket. I looked at my phone one last time and saw 1 new message:

hei Bells, r u OK? I want to come see u but my dad berkata I couldn’t yet. I have the flu. Text me back. I Cinta u. -Jacob.

I tried to smile but my lips wouldn’t provide the action, so I smiled in my brain and read the text again and again. I decided I would text him back, I didn’t want to close the door on Jacob, as much as I did the rest of the world.

Hi Jake. No, my world is caving in. I’m sorry about ur flu. Can I come c u? I miss u very much. I Cinta u 2. Please don’t think I’m shutting anda out. -Bella

I waited for about 30 minit after that and decided I would check my e-mails instead to see if I’d gotten any new e-mails from Jake, mostly.

The computer I had was slow, but steady and it was all I had. I hadn’t minded it when HE was here. I’d only minded it when I was alone. I fidgeted because it was so slow and it made me scream inside.
    Finally the piece of crap started up and let me get on my e-mail.

3 new e-mails, the computer told me. I expected all of them to be from Jake, but surprisingly one said, Acullen@mail.org. That couldn’t be right. Alice’s e-mail was AliceCullen@hotmail.com. Someone was either blackmailing me atau tricking me.

From: Acullen@mail.org
To: BellaSwan@mail.org
Subject:
    Hello Bella,
It’s Jasper. If it berkata Jasper anda would think it would be something else. Not sure what but I know you, I am very sorry for the outburst. Alice was too afraid to tend to your e-mails. Esme misses anda so much. anda kept Edward in place. I’ll be visiting anda soon, Bella. I promise anda will be fine until I get there. Don’t answer back, please. Thank you.
Love, Jasper Cullen *your friend* :]

This time I really did smile. Jasper was coming to see me, I wouldn’t be alone. The fight was coming to an end, because where one Cullen goes, the rest follow. Like chain mail.

3 days later:
    I was at school and I had my homework done because I’d been really excited for Jasper’s return. The hari went really fast because Jasper was coming and I was just really excited. I had been texting Jake back with enthusiasm. He’d berkata hopefully the flu would go away soon but I still wasn’t aloud to see him….

    I got in my truck and went home. I was eating again too, so I got a snack and put a bowl of chili in the microwave. I looked in the living room to be sure that Jasper wasn’t hiding in there with Edward atau someone else…he wasn’t. I went up into my room to see my katil as it was and my sheets on the floor. I looked around, and something caught my eye…At first I thought it was Jasper. But I looked again and saw it was EDWARD!!!!! I rubbed my eyes to make sure I wasn’t kidding myself (I did this often). I wasn’t and it was true.

“Hello my love.” he said. I screamed and dropped what was in my hand. I ran up to him and hugged him tightly. “YOUR BACK!” I yelled. He hugged me back and then we kissed. “Are anda staying?” I asked. “Yes.” He smiled. “Really?” “Really.” “Where’s Jasper?” I asked. “Jasper didn’t send that e-mail. I did.” “You did?” “I did.” I smiled and hugged him again. This was the perfect present. I would never forget that. “I Cinta you.” I said. “Me too.” Edward berkata and picked me up, bridal style.
We are on chapter 4 of our countdown that means 21 lebih days until the release of New Moon. sertai us sejak Membaca a chapter a hari together. So in order to help pass the time while we wait for New Moon to be released, I will continue to post a thread everyday for each chapter in the book, counting down the days until the official release of the film on November 20th.

Chapter 4: Waking Up

“Forbidden to remember, terrified to forget”

But not really. Bella is never truly awake, she continues to be in the same lifeless downward spiral and who can blame her? Her very core of existance has abandoned...
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On her website, Stephenie Meyer berkata that this is the Muzik playlist that she envisioned for Twilight. She also berkata that she would always listen to these songs WHILE Penulisan Twilight!=

1.    "Why Does it Always Rain on Me?" — Travis
2.    "I'm Not Okay (I Promise)" [video edit] — My Chemical Romance
3.    "Creep" [radio edit] — Radiohead
4.    "In My Place" — Coldplay
5.    "By Myself" — Linkin Park
6.    "Dreaming" — OMD
7.    "Please Forgive Me" — David Gray
8.    "Here With Me" — Dido
9.    "With You" [reanimation remix] — Linkin Park
10.    "Time is Running Out" — Muse
11.    "Dreams" — The Cranberries
12.    "Tremble for My Beloved" — Collective Soul
13.    "Lullaby (Goodnight, My Angel)" — Billy Joel

There anda have it! :D
Edward dan Bella
Edward and Bella
This is harder than i thought to write this one,so bare with me.It's kinda edgey compared to my others.Enjoy!

THE seterusnya DAY
FORKS HIGH SCHOOL
Here I am.In biology.Waiting for her to come in.
My classmates used to me being absent.As for,i nor my family can't go out into the sunlight [we can,just not where humans can see ].Or when were hunting.
Then the pain came once again.It wasen't that bad now since i'd hunted.Her milky brown eyes looked angry mixed with hurt,from my behavior.
''Hello.'' i greeted her.About to fully introduce myself.If I was going to do this.I may aswell do this right.After all,its...
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 Alaska
Alaska
This is my midnight sun.this is not Stephenie Meyer's.This is only a peminat fiction.Soon i will be Penulisan more.There is a few minor changes i have made,for those who notice.Enjoy!



MIDDLE OF THE SCHOOL YEAR
FORKS HIGH SCHOOL
The teacher continued Penulisan on the board.The peminat blowing letting me inhale every scent in the room.My classmates whispering to there friends.
Just being in the room,sent a burn through my throat.But I controled it.I didn't know how,but i did.It had been two weeks from my last hunting trip.Biology was easy.It always was.It was lebih about not killing my classmates when I was thirsty...
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posted by nessienjake
ın thıs artıcle anda wıll have the choıce to choose who ıs rıght and who ıs wrong.feel free to wrıte your opınıon ın comments

As many of anda fınd out Rachel
will no longer be victoria her job finishes in new moon.
but whats the stry behınd those walls??
rachel lefreve:
' I was stunned sejak summits decısıon to recast the role of victoria for eclipse.ı was fully committed to the twilight saga,and the portrayal of victoria.I turned down several other film opportunıtıes and ın accordance with my contractual rıghts ,accepted only roles whıch envolved very short shootıng schedules.my...
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Chapter 1
My name is Sam Devine this is my story of the mysterious race of the ancestors to the universe the guardian Bidadari but before we even discover the guardian Bidadari we must first meet the first guardian Angel on earth.
At the time I met the first guardian Angel was living at Orgarswick Avenue in Dymchurch located in Kent and it was a Thursday evening I believe and I was feeding my pet rabbits and guinea pigs, they lived in a big shed with a run outside it.
I had locked them up to stop the foxes and other Haiwan eating them when suddenly out of nowhere a bright yellow light appeared and...
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posted by Bella_Cullen902
hei guys!!! I know that i berkata that i was gonna stop making my stories but thanks to Edward_Bella234 and pie- 102!!!! anda guys are awesome and I'd Cinta to give a special thanks to Edard_Bella234 because shes the one who gave me the idea!! Lets get on to the story!!



It was a sunny, summer hari in Chicago. The cool breeze felt good when it wipped through the hair of the towns folk.

One hari it happened. Elizibeth Mason was rushed to the emergency room. She was going to be giving birth, an early birth sejak 2 days, to a lovely baby boy.

After days of contractions and pain, Elizibeth Mason finally gave...
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posted by lovethecullens
Chapter 41: Full Circle
I was absolutely exhausted from the strain of the past few days Jake had carried me through the streets of Volterra. As soon as we were on the plane I felt my drowsiness overtake me I wanted to stay up and soalan him about what had happened to him, Seth and Leah; but I slept for the extent of the trip. Although I was half-asleep, I could hear excited voices around me. Some of the covens had returned with us in order to celebrate our success. They were discussing the high points of our victory. My grandfather was going on about Aunt Rose, “That was amazing Rosalie....
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Sorry about it taking so long i was busy and i was having a huge writers block.

I woke up to the smell of breakfast down stairs, but I wasn’t sure if it was really made atau if Jacob had tried to kill my dapur down stairs. I grabbed my jubah mandi, jubah and ran down the stairs faster then a normal human could. “Jacob Black what have anda done to my…” He turned around wearing my new apron and had bunga all over his face. But my dapur was spotless and my Jacob was covered in food. “I tried to keep it clean so anda wouldn’t die when anda came down stairs.” Jacob told me while whipping the...
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I felt despair and remorse during the flight. Could I really stand on my own two feet? Is this the right decision – leaving my family, so I could get away from Jacob? Why was Jacob following us? Did he know I’m off to college? Does he care? What might have happened if I asked my father to stop the car? Could I say goodbye to him face to face? What would he say? Would he stop me from leaving atau would he just say the usual ‘take care of yourself.’ crap?

Well, some of the jawapan to my soalan are yet to be discovered while some soalan would remain unanswered.

* * *

The despair and...
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posted by twilight-7
Edward’s POV. I wrote this because bitten_byedward asked me to and also because I think anda guys want to know what Edward was thinking when he left. It’s basically just a rambling of what Edward’s thinking. Incoherent thought and nonsensical rambling. Nothing amazing.



I gripped the steering wheel tightly with one hand and with the other I pinched the bridge of my nose. How could she take his side? A guy she’s barely met twice and she’s choosing him over me! I wanted to go back there and rip his throat out but I contained my anger. I would only upset Kayla if I killed Mitchell. But...
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posted by CullenCult
When I walked into Edward's house my jaw dropped, and I stopped right in the doorway.
"Yeah, Esme and Alice went a little overboard this year." Edward berkata studying my expression.
"A little?" I asked.
"Ha. I think they wanted to tunjuk off their decoration skills for you." Edward explained. Of course I freaked out.
"For me? Why in the world would they do that?!"
"Well Bella, think about it: you're their future daughter and sister in-law... and besides, we haven't celebrated Krismas around here in a long time." he berkata with wistful look in his eyes. All of a sudden I was up in Alice's room,...
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